Sex is not work! Then I was criticized from a USA sex wroker association, because I dared to go public about surviving as a sex wroker for a very short time in 1886! This woman said that it was dangerous to be publicly out because others might follow suit and get repercussions! (It was, OK I guess for ME to have gotten repercussions, even if only her criticism! lol ) BTW I have gotten severe repercussions, by being public, I have even been banned from 2 (two) academic assosiations- I have letters stating that You made too many people uncomfortable.' etc. On top of all this, I was told by a woman in a sex wroker association that I was'nt a real sex wroker! Ironic, then, that I get repercussions at all! I am so confused that I wonder how to even sign this comment because if I sign my real name, people will say I am just trying to get shock value from using my name, and if I use my stage name, people may say that I am defensive and shame filled. So it seems like it is impossible. I have written books: A Self Validity Contract to Replace The Social Contract: A Manifesto; The Social Contract Is A Bully Contract, Or A Crime; and Transcending Competitive Chaos . but perhaps due to having an online negative reputation for having been desperate, homeless, and an ex-prostitute, oops,sex wroker, oops girl friend experience , I am, and my name is, unmarketable. I wish I knew for sure, but it seems impossible to even find out for sure if I even DO have enemies. My own older brother told me You have enemies. But when I asked him who my enemies are, he refused to tell me, so maybe HE is my enemy! I am about to give up trying to communicate at all, It is like I have gone into hibernation, I am addicted to sleep and isolation, I am practically a recluse. I would write about that, but then others, or even my own intrusive thoughts criticise me and say that It could always be worse !