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THE FALCON: The Adventures of Peregrin Took
Part One: Thain's Heir
1.
For a moment he lay in his bed, blinking, as the unlit world resolved into the familiar order of his bedroom in Great Smials. Dark. He glanced at the round windows and knew it was far from morning. He was groggy and confused. He began to reach for his wife, but Diamond lay on her side, far from his reach as always. Pippin propped himself up on his elbow and looked upon his wife for a long while; then he slipped out of bed and stood. The cool air of early spring stung his bare skin. He quickly donned a robe and picked up his pipe from the bedtable. Down the hall he paused for a moment at the door to the nursery. He couldn't help smiling at the nurse, dozing open-mouthed on her stool. Pippin decided not to disturb her. Still he stole a peek into the nursery, lit by a steady little gem, a gift from the Elves. In his crib, little Faramir slept soundly. Pippin smiled. He made his way down the halls and passages of the Smials. Sometimes he still got lost in his own home. Pippin was born in the farmhouse at Whitwell. He'd visited the Smials only on family occasions. Then his father became Thain and they moved in. He did know how to find the pantry, or the nearest one to his room at least. He made himself a couple of butter sandwiches. He decided on tea instead of ale. Diamond would smell it if he drank too much again. Not that she would care. Pippin went to the nearest parlor, one of his favorite spots, where Diamond seldom ventured and which therefore was always a slight mess. Pippin liked it that way. It had a great old chair that sagged in all the right places, a thickly piled carpet, a few old books from the library, and solitude. He stoked the banked embers in the firebox into life, and sat there for a long time, toasting his butter sandwiches and sipping his tea. Once both were crisp, the butter running gold and clear along the edges of the crusts, he retired to the chair with plate and mug and put up his feet on a stool. Halfway into his snack he heard footsteps in the hall. He looked expectantly into the doorway as the door opened slightly and a fellow sleepless wanderer peered inside for an unplanned but completely unquestioned meeting. "Is the guestroom not comfortable?" Pippin asked his cousin Merry. Merry shook his head. He ambled into the room, also in his robe, wearing a nightshirt. "It's fine," he said. "I just couldn't sleep anymore." "Me neither. Want a cup?" "That would be lovely, thank you." Pippin fetched a cup for Merry and the kettle of tea from the pantry. He placed the kettle by the fire to keep warm. Merry had sunk down onto the carpet, his feet to the fire. "I've missed you," Merry said, taking his tea. "You should visit more often," Pippin responded. "I try. Often you're away." Pippin snorted. "Father keeps me busy." "That busy?" "Of course. I don't know how you do it, cousin. Between the wheat, hay, orchards, and livestock ... and the incessant politics ..." Pippin shook his head. "Half the time I'm glad I don't muster the sheep and shear the Bounders." "You would muster sheep," said Merry with a wink. "Don't worry, my dear. It gets easier." "I doubt it will for me. You, my dear, have always had a head for running things. What do I know but jests, songs, and warfare? I'm obsolete before I'm old." Pippin checked his tone. "My, I sound horridly bitter." "Not too much," Merry teased. "Your father, my mother ..." "My wife," murmured Pippin. Merry frowned. "Pip. Don't be ungallant. You're a knight, after all." "It's not funny." Pippin sighed, exhaling the last four years. "I wanted to love her, Merry," he lied into his cup. "It was arranged," Merry answered. "So was yours," Pippin reminded him. "But you love her. It's plain to see. And Stella loves you, completely." A sad smile played on Merry's lips. "Yes," he said. "I do love her. And I don't know why, but the poor girl's convinced herself I deserve her." He reached for the sandwich Pippin held and tore off a chunk to munch. Pippin watched him. "How is she? I haven't had a good conversation with her yet, since ..." Since her last miscarriage. Merry shrugged. "She's beautiful. She's wonderful. It's not her fault, you know." He gazed darkly into the fire. "Bolgers have always been fruitful." Pippin looked mournfully at his cousin, munching a bite of food with a few crumbs lingering on his set and dimpled chin. "Now who's sounding horridly bitter," he teased gently. He succeeded in restoring Merry's smile. "Cheeky," Merry said. Then, sincerely, "You have a child, Pip. That is something indeed. Isn't that something worth building a marriage on?" Pippin knew that. Would Merry hate him if he told him that he doubted it was enough? He looked as Merry came to him and ran fingers through his cropped and wispy hair. "Looks so strange," his cousin muttered. "You look like an molted bird." "I decided to cut it short," Pippin replied. "For a change." He managed a grin. "It's very refreshing," he said, "and, you know, everyone else always wears them bushy, or long. Too long. Elves, you know, you can't tell lord from lady sometimes." Merry ran his fingers over Pippin's skull, at the high dome of his forehead, through the stiff, spiky tufts of ruddy gold. "But it makes you look old, Pip," he said. "It's fitting then," Pippin replied. "I feel old." "You're forty-one." Merry pulled his hand away abruptly. "Young enough. I'm the one entering into broad middle age." "Well, you are quite fat," Pippin said. "You might give Sam a challenge this Yule." Merry stared at him before realizing the teasing. "Attacking my vanity, indeed. I can only imagine how disrespectful you shall be once you become Thain Peregrin the First." "Oh, don't," beseeched Pippin sharply. "Don't call me that. I hate that. Titles and ceremonies. You don't know how much I'm starting to despise all of it." He hugged his knees, evading Merry's eyes. "Sometimes I want to go back," he wished, "back, just a little ways, you know, into a past that slipped by me too quickly. To be just Pippin again. Silly little Pippin. Your Pip. And you, just Merry, my Merry." "Fool of a Took. I'll always be your Merry." Pippin looked at his cousin, and his heart bent. "Of course, Estella might have an objection or two," Merry added. When they were young, Peregrin Took may have launched himself upon his cousin Meriadoc for the jibe and the insinuation. But neither he nor his cousin were young any longer. Pippin considered this, and then decided to launch himself upon Merry anyway, for old times' sake. 2.
How Merry loved Estella. Pippin had realized it later than he should. Merry had always been great friends with Fredegar Bolger, who along with Folco Boffin had composed the tight-knit circle of friends whose heart beat in Frodo Baggins. Pippin, much younger, couldn't wait to become part of their group. It helped that Frodo adored him; and as for Merry, Pippin had considered him a brother from his earliest vaguest memories. He loved him. As the years drifted by, the four sons of the Shire gentry settled down. Well, Folco did. Frodo inherited Bag End and the Ring. Merry remained close to them all, but Pippin became his most certain company. He still was tight friends with Fatty, however. For whenever Brandy Hall became too much; when he wished to escape his father's drinking or his mother's ambition; when Frodo and Bag End were too far away, in space and vision; then Merry went to the Bolgers' house in Budgeford, beneath their grove of oak trees, with pipeweed in one pocket and Pippin in the other, to see Estella. Estella had always been pretty, with a crown of dark, shining curls and rosy cheeks on a fair, joyful face, and now as a grown hobbit and husband Pippin understood the moments he had espied as a thoughtless tweenager between Merry and Estella among the falling oak leaves in years of autumn evenings in Buckland. They had loved each other, he understood now; loved each other, perhaps even pledged their hearts to each other, through many days of their young lives. When Merry had left with Frodo on what became the Ring quest, Estella had waited for him, as faithfully as Rosie Cotton had waited for Sam Gamgee. After the battle of Bywater, Merry had taken the newly-freed Fredegar home, and Pippin accompanied him to the Bolger house. Estella had met them at the door. A little bit thinner, a little paler, but with brown eyes sparkling still, she cast herself upon Merry like a lost and weary traveler who had finally recalled the face of home. Old Will Whitfoot presided over their wedding that fall, in the same grove of oaks where their friendship had turned to love, and there was hardly a hobbit in Budgeford or Bucklebury who wasn't invited. Merry's mother Esmeralda represented the Hall. Pippin knew Saradoc was unable to attend, and why, and anger and resentment flared in him against his uncle, even though he knew that his uncle's vices were by now compulsions he couldn't master. Pippin could forgive his uncle his weakness, but he found it hard to forgive any cause of Merry's grief. Merry had stood tall and grand, magnificent in the tooled and gilded leather armor, gleaming mail, and field-green cloak of Rohan. Estella shone in her dress of ivory satin, a Bolger heirloom, with dried asters woven in her hair. They pledged their love to each other through the days of the sun and the nights of the moon and the nights of stars alone, through springtimes, summers, and winters; through autumns and harvests for as long as they breathed. When Merry kissed his wife, no one failed to be moved, and the immature, adolescent jealousy still in Pippin's heart melted away at the sight of his cousin's joy. Then Merry had taken Estella into his arms, and laughing and singing the pair went to the great white pony that had come from Eomer King. Merry lifted Estella onto the pony, and himself behind her, and they galloped off down the lane and through the woods and fields of Buckland. "So when are we marrying you off, Mr. Pippin?" Sam had asked him at the reception. Pippin had laughed at him. Marry? Was there any hurry? Pippin hoped not. He had grown handsome at last, and he enjoyed sowing his oats. Marry, indeed! It wasn't as if he had a one true love, like Merry, or Sam. What was he saying. Sam didn't have one true love. He had two, and it wasn't fair. A thin pale hand clutched a hidden jewel. A drawn face in the shadows glanced up at Sam. "I'm fine, Sam," was the assertion. "It's just almost October, that's all." Pippin could have wept at what had become of the cousin he had always idolized. No. It wasn't fair. "Peregrin? Peregrin, dear." It was his mother, with his aunt Esmeralda, and with them, a young lady he did not know. "Peregrin," said Esmeralda firmly, grasping his hand and pulling him to her, despite his towering over her. "I want you to meet a cousin of yours. This is Diamond, cousin Sigismund's daughter from Long Cleeve." Diamond of Long Cleeve. She was wearing a light blue cotton dress, and a pale blue ribbon in her hair. She was as slender as Frodo, and her skin was as pale as frost. Her hair was so fair it was almost colorless, and almost straight, falling to the small of her back. Her expression was carefully downcast as she approached him, but she looked up eventually. Pippin suddenly realized what Merry had meant when he described the lady Eowyn of Rohan before her marriage--pale and cold and beautiful. So was Diamond. Her eyes glittered with hard tears. Around her neck, upon a coarse leather cord, hung a single one of her name-jewels. She curtsied. "Milord," she said, with a voice like a snowfly. To me? Pippin didn't know what to think. His father was "Sir," his mother "Lady"; even Aunt Esmeralda got by on "Mistress". Was she trying to compliment him? She couldn't be. She held her backbone so straight Pippin had an absurd image of her shattering. He was moved. "Milady," he responded, bowing gravely and deeply, as a knight of Gondor should. She said nothing. Briefly she glared at him, and Pippin saw a deep, unbreakable pride in her, and realize she felt humiliated among the resplendent, happy company. His pity grew. He asked her politely to dance. She accepted, and picked her way clumsily through the dances that he had assumed everyone knew. He handled her gently, fearing she might break, that her precious pride would be lost to her forever; she never once looked up at him.
Now Pippin knew why Miss Diamond Took had been so cold, so bitter, so hopeless. Raised to remember she was a Took, a descendant of the Bullroarer, she had to grow up in a small village cut off from the rest of the Shire, in genteel poverty. Her pride and breeding were all she had, and she learned to feed on it like ice. Oh, she was beautiful in her own way; and on their wedding night, she had allowed him to attempt to kindle some fire in her; but there was little to be done. She pulled away from his attempts at passion after Faramir was born. Sometimes, when he would wake in the night in a cold sweat, fleeing from a dream of war, his wife would simply turn over and leave him to his own devices. "Peregrin," she told him once (she never, never called him Pippin), "please don't think I require you to honor me in the privacy of our bedchamber at the expense of your own pleasure. We have done our duty to our family and our country with Faramir." "But I wish to," Pippin argued. "I'm tired." "Di ..." "Peregrin, let's not pretend our union is more than what it is." "And what, pray tell, is that?" Pippin asked her, his temper rising. Then just as quickly his anger faded, leaving him empty. "Have I not been good to you, my dear?" he asked his wife sorrowfully. "You have pitied me," Diamond replied. That night, Pippin left Great Smials, riding recklessly, black as a wraith upon his silver pony, through the dark and sleeping Shire, down the Southfarthing to an inn by the borders where Merry and Folco had reported the company was hospitable. Hospitable indeed. He spent the night with a very hospitable lass who worked there and took his coins. She would be the first of many over the years. Pippin wondered yet again at the irony of this world, that Merry and Estella who loved each other would be the childless ones. Sometimes, when he couldn't sleep, when the Black Gate weighed heavily on his dreams, he'd make his way to the gardens of the Smials, and gaze into the west, seeking for Earendil. The light of the only known remaining Silmaril shone in his eyes. Then he'd think of Frodo, with a steadfast and abiding envy. 3.
A month after Merry and Estella returned to Buckland, Pippin made a decision. He went to Hobbiton to see if Sam Gamgee could talk him out of it. He stabled his pony at the village mews and proceeded up the Hill on foot. It was a busy morning, for spring was come in its full glory to the Shire. Pippin admired the budding trees and the freshly-sown fields leading up to the Row. Hobbits saw him and tipped their hats or nodded; some of the ladies curtsied. Pippin smiled back. Had all the faults and foibles of youth been forgiven as they beheld him? He loathed to disappoint them. He turned the path and paused for a moment, letting the sight break his heart as it nowadays always did. How many times as a lad had he strolled up this road, or more likely ran pell-mell, up to the gate and the grand hole at the summit of the Hill, to see Bilbo or Frodo? Pippin suddenly felt a wave of, of all things, homesickness. He shook his head sharply, as if it were a pest he could dissuade. He didn't like that feeling; he never had. He resolved to be sunny and amiable with the Gamgees. "Uncle Pippin!" was the greeting given him by Elanor, minding her younger siblings in the flower garden. "Mummy! Dad! Uncle Pippin's here!" "Mr. Pippin!" said Mistress Rose, poking her head out of the kitchen window. "You should have let us know you were coming for a visit! I would have had time to prepare something for you!" The bright-cheeked young matron appeared in full in the doorway, an infant in one arm and a pitcher of milk in the other. "How long are you staying? Where's your pony? Is my Samwise expecting you? He should have told me if he was." Pippin finally got a word in. "Rosie," he said, "I'm not here for a visit. I need to talk to Sam. Please, where is he?" Rose's smile faded a little, although it refused to die completely. "He should be out back. I'm sure ..." She looked over her shoulder, and sure enough, there came her husband, being led by a very determined Elanor. Sam Gamgee's hands were brown from working with the soil, and he quickly wiped them on the cloth produced by his wife. But his calm, steadfast gaze never left his friend's, and Pippin felt that Sam already perceived much of what was in his mind and heart. "Rosie, dearest," said the Mayor, "could you bring out a bit of tea for us? Mr. Pippin has something on his mind."
They sat among the roots of the great tree on the hill, gazing out over Hobbiton and Bywater and the green, growing Shire. They said nothing for a while, just gazing out over their little corner of the world. "Do you like it?" Pippin was startled by Sam's question. "Like what?" Sam took out his pipe and with its stem gestured at all that surrounded them. "Oh," said Pippin. "Of course I do. It's all I ever wanted." Sam puffed on his pipe and watched him. Pippin sagged. "No, you're right," he said. "It used to be. Even up to the war, I was still thinking only of home. In Minas Tirith, after the Battle of the Pelennor, I told Merry that we Tooks and Brandybucks weren't meant to live on the heights. He agreed that he couldn't; 'Not yet, at any rate,' is what he said. I started to wonder then, and I realized, even as I said it, I wanted to try those heights again. I wanted to see the deep places, the high places." "You wanted to travel." "I wanted to see ... everything." Pippin looked away, at the stones among the grasses at the roots of the great tree. "I missed the trees and flowers and fields of the Shire in Minas Tirith, but once I got out of the city ... I went with Faramir and Eowyn to Ithilien, do you remember?" "I remember. You came back smelling of wildflowers." "I rolled in them! I asked Faramir everything about them, and about Ithilien, its history, its people. About Minas Ithil, and Anor, and Osgiliath, and the roads that led to them; roads that still stretch farther than I ever could have dreamed the world could go." Pippin felt a warmth course through his face and chest as he spoke. He loved these things, these images, these voyages he had imagined. "I wanted to follow those roads, Sam. Part of me still does. To see things no hobbit has ever seen. Do things no hobbit has ever done." "You've done things like that," Sam reminded him gently. Pippin's thought flew to the Morannon. "I was in a battle without hope," he said bluntly. "I don't care to remember the process, no matter how good the outcome." A strong and weathered hand grasped his shoulder. "We would never have gotten to the mountain," Sam said. Pippin smiled. "Oh, finally! Gratitude," he quipped. "Well, you're quite welcome." Sam's son appeared with a basket. "Mum said you'd be wanting some cakes and buns with your tea," he said to his father. Pippin was staring at him, and he stared back, making Pippin wince. "Hello," Pippin said. "Hello," the lad replied. He was a stout, healthy child with wavy, sandy hair like his father's. But his eyes were blue as forget-me-nots. "I'm Frodo." Pippin smiled. "I know. I saw you when you were a baby." Frodo smiled back. "I'm named after Dad's friend." Then, suddenly interested in something else, he scampered off. Pippin turned to Sam, who met his gaze and tilted his head. "Not quite sure how that happened," he said, "but I'm glad to see them all the same." Rose had prepared some seedcake and sweet buns stuffed with cheese. Pippin sank his teeth into one, and remembered the taste of his childhood. "I wonder," he said, "if there are, far in the east or south, hobbits who don't drink tea." "There might not be any hobbits at all." Pippin was far from horrified. "I wonder," he said again. Then, realizing something, he asked, "You've not spoken with Merry about me, have you?" "Now Mr. Pippin," said Sam, "we're just a bit concerned, is all. You've become awful grave in your majority years. We miss our old sunny Pip, we do." "Well, I miss him too. That's why I ..." He hesitated for a moment, suspecting that his intentions, his plans, once spoken in the light of day over tea and cake, would seem like a particularly Tookish madness; then he spoke them anyway, knowing that any madness in them would only be his own. "I want to go away, Sam. I want to leave the Shire and travel. I want to see that world of which Minas Tirith and Edoras are only a taste. I want to ... to discover the names of all the stars and all the living things, and the whole history of Middle-earth and Over-heaven and of the Sundering Seas." I miss you, Gandalf. Sam listened seriously. "That's a tall order," he said. "Too tall for a hobbit?" Pippin joked. "Perhaps so. Still, I'm taller than most. And maybe along the way I can find that Peregrin Took everyone seems to miss so much." Sam said nothing. "I'm not asking for your permission, Samwise Gamgee," Pippin said. "No, you're not, Peregrin Took," Sam replied in the same tone. "And I couldn't stop you if I tried. Your will is set, and naught but death will break it." Pippin suddenly realized that Sam was remembering the other Frodo. But the Mayor only took a sip of tea, steadfastly gazing west.
4.
He was packing when he felt a presence in the doorway. It was his wife. Diamond gazed at him, still with that same expression that to Pippin seemed to see him and find him invisible, or unworthy of notice, in the same breath. Now she spoke to him. "Your father is beside himself." Pippin continued his chore. "He'll get over it." "The whole town is gossiping." "Really. About what, I wonder." "They say you're running from scandal because one of your ladies has come into a delicate condition." "Wonderful," Pippin exclaimed. "That means you can go to a solicitor and claim a annulment. I won't contest you. In fact, let me direct you to Folco Boffin, he's an excellent jurist, does all our titles. He wrote our matrimonial paper, surely he can tear it up." Diamond seemed to hesitate. "Do you want me to annul our marriage?" Pippin stared at her. "Don't you want to?" At her silence his heart lifted, but only momentarily, only until he found a more believable reason. "Of course not," he said. "If Father passes and I'm still not here, you'll be Took and mother of the Thain's Heir. How perfect for you." "I've thought of that. But that's not what I meant." Diamond was hesitating. What was she playing at? "Where shall I say my husband has gone?" "Tell them whatever you wish," Pippin sighed. "As long as you remember me to my son." He was startled to feel her hand upon his arm. He let her steer him around to face her. "If you want him to know you," she told him, "come back." He looked down at her hand, so pale and delicate, resting on the White Tree upon his surcoat. He gazed into her face, suddenly hoping to see a reason to stay. But hers was the face of a stranger, and all he could see were angry words and hurts, hers, and his against her. He turned away, removing her hand from his breast, and she let him go. "Don't let my sisters abuse you," he told her. "I don't intend to." Pippin nodded. Well then. "Di," he started to say. "I'm sorry." His wife nodded. "What else could you do." It stung him. "I would have..." he began, but no explanation seemed ever to be enough. Pippin took his bags and left Diamond.
So Peregrin son of Paladin II, Knight of Gondor and Guard of the Citadel, forty-one years young, left the Great Smials of Tuckborough, riding south. He had a great many plans as to where he was going, but in his heart had not an idea if he would ever return. He rode swiftly without pause, leaving the villages and farms of the Tookland behind, the Green Hills guarding his back like fading mountains in a lost fairy land. Through warm-scented fields of fresh-sprouted sunflowers and newly-planted pipeweed plants in acres upon acres, he rode. He was making for the edge of the Shire, and Sarn Ford; but at the Ford, he was brought up short by a figure barring his way, robed in green. "Merry!" Pippin said, dismounting and coming up to his cousin. "What are you doing here? What's wrong?" Merry glared at him. "I can't let you leave like this, Pip," he said. Pippin groaned. "Why not? I explained everything to you already. I thought you understood! You, of all people...." He stopped himself, as slowly a pair of hobbits behind Merry led a magnificent three-year-old filly onto the road. Her coat and mane from muzzle to ear-tip and from withers to the last strand of her tossing tail, was a silvery, shimmering black. She was saddled and bridled with gear of black leather affixed with gleaming silver metalwork. A double stirrup explained how a hobbit could mount. "You can't dare all those endless roads Sam mentioned on just a silver pony," said Merry with a grin. "Merry," said Pippin, approaching the horse. "This is one of yours, isn't it?" "I named her Tempest," said Merry, stroking the animal's neck and side. "She's of the Mearas, and her grandsire was mastered by Theoden King himself." He looked at Pippin, and Pippin could see the shine in his cousin's eyes. "I raised her from a foal as a steed for you," he said. "I know how fond you are of your Guard livery." Pippin was speechless. Merry handed him Tempest's reins. "She is yours, cousin," he said to Pippin. "We're the only two hobbits tall enough to ride a steed like her, and I have duties here." He stepped away, and tears now freely leapt from his cheeks. "She's a good horse, and I hope she'll prove capable on the journey ahead of you. She runs hard for long distances for the joy of it. She'll get you to Gondor at least, and in less than a fortnight." Pippin, overcome, seized his dearest friend in his arms, and held him tightly for as long as he could. "Take care, old boy," he said fondly, releasing Merry. "I always do," Merry replied. Merry's servants transferred Pippin's small pack from the pony to Tempest. Pippin climbed up the double stirrup with little difficulty. The world seemed larger from upon her back. Merry looked smaller. Pippin reached down and took his cousin's hand in his. Memories leapt unbidden of another parting, ten years and more in the past, in what seemed to him was another lifetime, another Age of this world. "Won't you come with me?" Pippin asked, not knowing himself if he jested or not. Merry grinned. "This is your adventure, Pippin. You don't need me anymore." He paused. "You do have an idea where you're going, I hope?" Pippin did. He closed his eyes briefly, as if to say the word were to give in to all his dreams in one moment. "South," he said to his cousin. "I'm going south, Merry." Merry's eyes widened. "Harad?" he said. Pippin shook his head. "Far Harad. Deserts, and jungles, and oliphaunts, and heavens know what else. Far Harad ... and heaven knows where else." Fear, admixed with a happy envy, came to Merry's face. Pippin waited for his cousin to say something more, but no admonishment, or plea, came. Only one request did Merry make. "Just come back again, all right?" Pippin, uncertain, nodded. He didn't know if he would, but for Merry, he'd try. He leaned to Tempest's ear and whispered, "Let's fly," and gave a small kick. Tempest walked forward, began to canter, and then broke into an all-out gallop, Pippin holding tightly to her reins, onto the bridge over the ford, and out of the Shire at last. Behind him, he heard a horn sound long and broad, a blessing for a journey, and knew it was Merry.
THE FALCON: The Adventures of Peregrin Took Part Two: Knight of Gondor
1. Pippin held his own even though the pressure of the man's longer blade upon Trollsbane was almost more than he could manage. He depended on tricks of positioning and leverage to make up for his lack of size. What that depended on, was movement. To the man's surprise, Pippin stepped back with his left foot and simultaneously lowered his sword. Suddenly off-balance, the man stumbled forward, already cursing. Pippin swung his sword and smacked the flat of its blade onto the man's back, then over the man's prostrate head to touch the steel to the man's neck. Applause. "Wonderfully played, Master Peregrin," said Faramir, Steward of Gondor. "You have continued your practice even in the peaceful Shire, I deem, for you have gotten the better of my faithful captain." "Indeed, my lord, he has," agreed Beregond on his knees. "Now, would my lord Peregrin be kind enough to spare my life and withdraw his blade ...?" Pippin did so with a chuckle, allowing Beregond to rise. They sheathed their weapons. Impulsively Pippin hugged the Man's waist. "It's good to see you well, Beregond!" said Pippin. "Likewise, my lord," Beregond replied with some embarrassment. Pippin heard it and quickly withdrew. Even he calls me 'lord.' I'll never be able to persuade them otherwise. He heard footsteps behind him and the slither of steel being drawn from a scabbard. A fell grin curled up his cheeks. "Shall I leave Gondor without its Steward, then?" he jested wickedly, turning to face Faramir. Faramir's eyes were full of mirth though his face seemed grave. "I vow that I shall not give your lady or my lord Meriadoc any cause to grieve for you." "And what about Sam?" "Sam will not mind. Guard yourself!" And Faramir met him with a low pass. Pippin leapt back and parried, flat against flat. Pass upon pass, cut upon cut, Pippin dueled with his teacher. The exercise hall in the Citadel armory had seen fewer finer exhibitions of swordsmanship in practice. It was known that the sons of Denethor had more skill with blade than most, in many a long year. Boromir had superior strength and quickness, Faramir more cunning. Pippin had learned from both, and added a few tricks of his own. A small crowd gathered from the guardsmen and sons of nobility who were present, drawn by the sight of a tall, dark-haired Man and a ruddy-haired Halfling engaging in an exercise with live blades. Pippin felt good: he remembered most of Faramir's methods, and he doubted the Man likewise knew his. They paused for breath. Their faces gleamed with perspiration as they grinned at each other. Faramir stripped off his tunic and flung it to a guardsman. Pippin did the same. He wore no singlet underneath and the Men gathered remarked in awe at the faded scars upon his chest, stomach and back. As boys during the siege of Minas Tirith, they had heard of the valor of the Prince of the Halflings before the Morannon, of his slaying of the stone-troll that decimated the very guard to which they now belonged. The Halfling had been little more than a boy himself then, a lad who had walked with the others of the Fellowship of the Ring into the twilight of legend in their own lifetimes--a situation heretofore reserved for Elves, whose lifetimes were endless. Pippin would have pointed out, had he not been otherwise occupied, that killing the troll had been almost lucky. Lucky that he had been too short to be caught by the first swing of the creature's mace. Lucky that he had a sword capable of piercing the gravelly crust of its skin. Lucky he had been too mad and stupid to run. But he did not point that out. He was a far better swordsman now, and he was enjoying himself. Faramir and Peregrin fought on. The delight on their faces was the only thing that surpassed the well-meted deadliness of their strokes. Faramir's sword was long and keen, an heirloom from the days of Cirion. Trollsbane was smaller, but older far. Pippin noticed Faramir was growing tired. At forty-three Faramir was nearing middle age, Numenorean blood or no. For a moment Pippin felt angry. Everyone was growing old and settling down. If he saw Legolas, would he see age on the immortal face? No. He'd see the Elven equivalent: an unquenchable longing for the Sea. The Sea. The inexorable Sundering Sea! Faramir's sharp grunt of pain was followed by murmurs of concern from the audience. Pippin drew up short. Blood glinted on Trollsbane's edge. "Faramir! Oh, dear, I'm so sorry!" Faramir held his side, but blood seeped between his fingers. "Nay, fear not," he said with a tight smile, "it is not a mortal wound. My own folly for underestimating you. The pupil has surpassed the mentor." Pippin smiled quickly. "If you call me 'little one' I shall finish the job, and Strider will have to find a new Steward." Faramir laughed, then winced. He withdrew his hand and examined the wound. "It is not mortal, but it is deep enough to need a physician's skill," he said. "I shall have to withdraw the field of contest, Master Peregrin, lest my lady catch me neglecting my health." "You are too late to avoid that, my lord." All heads turned as the Princess Eowyn approached. She paused before her husband, hands on her hips, regarding him critically. "So the Prince of Ithilien has been bested by a Halfling," she jested. "Fallen, fallen is Numenor the great." "'Tis the curse of the Men of the West ever to be undone by their own works," Faramir returned, "and so it is now with Pippin's sword." "The sword is the arm that wields it, and the mind behind it," Eowyn retorted, turning her gaze to Pippin appraisingly. Then she smiled and kissed Faramir on the cheek. "Go now to the Houses of Healing. I shall find you there." Faramir laughed freely, raising his hand to caress Eowyn's jaw. "My lady," he said softly. "My lord," she replied in the same voice. Pippin walked away. He picked up his shirt and slung it on his shoulder, and took up a cloth with which to clean his sword, trying to master the envy that begrimed his heart. Faramir was in some ways a closer friend to him than Strider; the closest friend of his who was not a hobbit. And he greatly admired Eowyn, whom Merry would always claim as sword-sister. To see them together and still in love should have warmed his heart. Instead he was aflame with jealousy. What is happening to me? Pippin didn't know. "You have bested the Captain of the Prince's Guard, Master holbytla," he heard behind him. He turned, and beheld Eowyn removing her long dress. The guards who were not of Ithilien and did not know the lady's ways were trying their best to disappear. But Beregond stood next to his princess, accepting her gown and handing her a cord with which to bind her long tresses. Pippin saw that beneath her healer's robes and lady's dress, Eowyn wore black singlet and breeches like her husband. She had no boots, however, and removing her woven slippers, strode forward barefoot. "And you have caused the Steward of Gondor to yield to your sword-mastery," Eowyn added. She held out her hand, and Beregond produced a sword, short and one-handed, with two horse's heads forming the hilt. Eowyn took it and twirled it in her wrist without difficulty. Her arms were slender and feminine, but strong as many a youth's. "But now, ah, defend yourself," Eowyn finished, "for you face a shield-maiden of the Riddermark! And we are not gentle!" And she strode forward. Pippin grinned again, and raising Trollsbane touched his brow to its blade, as Strider and Faramir taught him. Otherwise he remained silent and let the clash of swords speak for him. Beregond had been less than his skill. Faramir, being his teacher, thought himself superior, and underestimated Pippin's guile. Eowyn was his match. Her short sword of the Mark was made for plain, almost savage battle, and she moved with ruthless grace. She also knew how to fight from horseback, trained to attack an enemy below her. Pippin was hard-pressed to find any advantage; he found himself truly on the defensive for the first time, managing to parry and evade, not to advance. Still, in the Shire his dueling partner had been Merry, who knew the Rohirric style. She would tire. She was in her mid-thirties, and of little Numenorean blood. She, too, was growing old. Pippin saw the slightest hint of an opening as Eowyn found a moment's hesitation, catching her breath. He took it, attempting an attack with upstrokes and midstrokes that soon had Eowyn on the defensive. He did not let her regroup to use her height and to regain advantage. He won ground as she gave it. Eowyn's face showed little of the delight that Faramir's had. She refused to be bested by any man, friendly duel between friends or not. With a cry she spun and then lashed out with the flat of the blade, intending to knock Trollsbane out of Pippin's hands. Pippin anticipated her and braced himself as hard as he could. With a cruel crash both blades broke. Trollsbane shattered in several fragments. Eowyn's sword broke cleanly in two. "Aah!" Eowyn cried, grabbing her wrist. "Ouch!" Pippin said simultaneously, dropping the broken hilt and stumbling. Beregond and the Ithilien guard went to them immediately. Eowyn leaned on him, but offered her hand to Pippin. "Forgive me, Pippin! It was a foolish maneuver, and it has cost you your blade." Pippin tried his best to be gallant, but the sight of Trollsbane smarted dearly. "You are the victor, my lady," he said. "And I can pick up another one of these care of our friendly local barrow-wights." Not that I'm going back any time soon. My sword! "No, you shall not need to replace it," said Eowyn. "The smiths of the city can reforge it. Or, if you wish, in a week or two Gimli's folk in the Glittering Caves could be--" "No," said Pippin with a harshness he immediately regretted. Eowyn did not flinch, but her gaze turned steely. "I mean, no, thank you, my lady. But I don't have the time." He picked up his shirt and wiped the sweat from his face and chest before putting it back on. "I've lingered here too long as it is." Eowyn bent and picked up the shards of Trollsbane. "Linger yet long enough for me to regift this to you," she said. Beneath her kindness shimmered steel. "I shall not like to see you venture forth swordless and disarmed into your quest." "I have no quest," Pippin told her, unable to keep his voice pleasant. But Eowyn's face became undecipherable to him, and he let their voices die.
Pippin had spent a week in Minas Tirith. He had made the journey in less than a month, not the fortnight Merry had predicted, but almost dismayingly fast and quick. The Greenway was newly-paved and well-guarded, and the only obstacles he had faced were the wagon-trains of Men resettling the countries of Minhiriath and Enedwaith. Not wanting to turn his journey into merely a visit with old friends, he sped through Rohan in disguise. For a few days he was satisfied. But his nights were stricken with dreams, usually of Frodo or the war, sometimes of Diamond in the middle of a desert landscape. He rode on, Tempest's footfalls devouring the land with a speed second only to her cousin Shadowfax. On a showery morning in May, he turned down the road, and saw again Gondor's capital. To his chagrin, he found that Strider and the court were absent. "The King Elessar is making visit of state to Dale and the Kingdom Under The Mountain," he was informed. "The Queen accompanied him, wishing to visit the Lord of Lorien. The Elf-lord of Ithilien and the Master Dwarf of Aglarond went as well to visit their own kin to the north." What, everyone's gone north? He had wished to avoid old friends, and now it seemed it was they who had inadvertently avoided him. "Who is in charge?" he asked the courtier. "The Steward of Gondor," was the reply, and nothing could stop Pippin from grinning like a callow youth at the sight of Faramir. But Faramir was often busy, and they had not been able to spend time together until that morning when he had visited Pippin's training session with Beregond. Pippin had been assigned his old quarters in the citadel, the one he had shared first with Gandalf and then with Merry in the heady months after Sauron's fall and before the arrival of Arwen. Tempest was stabled in the mews containing Shadowfax's old stall. His attendant was a young soldier whom he thought he recognized. He had been right. "Do you not know my face any longer, master perian?" said the youth. Pippin had blinked and then laughed. "Bergil!" They clasped shoulders. "It is an honor to attend to you during your visit, my lord," said Bergil. "Please, Bergil, call me Pippin. Or Peregrin if you must. Last I saw you, you were threatening to stand me on my head." "As you wish, master Peregrin." Now Pippin leaned on the balustrade of the balcony outside his chambers, with the terraces of the city of kings flowing beneath him out into the Pelennor Fields. The Moon was bright upon the townlands. Pippin saw villages and hamlets where once only farmland had been, and farms where once were fallow fields. Lamps in the homes and lanes of the villages created a constellation of light upon the Pelennor. The lights of the nighttime city itself were twice again as bright and far more numerous. The city was a mountain of gleaming towers beaconing with light, crowned above him by the White Tower a thousand feet above the plain. Minas Tirith was not the oldest city in Middle-earth, nor the largest, but gazing down upon it from his high perch Pippin thought that night no other city would ever again be as glorious. Still there were older cities... Bergil appeared. "Sir? The Steward is here." "He is?" So late. "Well, then, send him in, Bergil." He wondered what Faramir wanted. He looked around his chambers. No time to tidy. As if he would tidy. Maybe on Friday the first... Faramir entered and observed Pippin's attempts at cleaning. "You should get Bergil to fetch a chambermaid," he said. "Thirty-three years of my mother trying to get me to pick up after myself," Pippin replied, "wouldn't be forgotten by anything so simple as my being a thousand leagues away and a grown hobbit." "Why not the servants?" "Actually, for a long time we didn't have that many servants. Our house was big, but it wasn't the Smials. Haven't I told you the story of how my father became Thain?" "Ah," said Faramir. "A sordid tale of lust, intrigue, and murder. How is your sister?" "Well. Everybody's well." "Your lady wife?" "Wonderful," Pippin said. He didn't like the turn of the conversation "She remains behind." "Obviously." He could feel Faramir's long sight peering into his thoughts. Pippin didn't like the feeling. He slammed his mind shut with such strength Faramir physically blinked. "Forgive me," said Faramir. "I did not think you would mind." "Well I do, so keep your Numenorean gifts out of my head, thank you very much." Faramir nodded. "My friend--if I may still presume to call you so..." Pippin felt bad. "Of course I'm your friend," he said. "You're closer to me than anyone except Merry and Sam." "Not even the King?" "Not even Strider." "Then forgive a close friend's concern, Peregrin. You arrived here six days ago, seeking lore regarding Far Harad. The libraries have been open to you day and night. I see you have found some of what you seek." He indicated the bound books and open scrolls, and the sheafs of note-paper scribbled with Pippin's blocky hand. "Yet you have not shared why." Pippin sighed. He had been too guarded among good friends who knew him well. "I'm just restless, Faramir," he said. "That's all." "All?" repeated Faramir. "Restless enough to leave wife and home to venture headlong into a foreign land so long in enmity to the West of your upbringing?" Pippin had no answer he could trust, so he remained silent. Faramir waited, and then when it was clear he would receive no answer, he ventured, "Have you and your lady yet have a child?" Pippin smiled. "Yes." He gazed fondly at his friend, knowing this would please him. "I named him after you." "I am honored indeed." "I'd think he even looks like you." "That would be a peculiar sight." Pippin laughed. "We'll see." If I go back. "You hope. Or, rather, you fear you lose hope." "Nonsense, hope's still living at Bag End with Rosie." He heard Faramir sigh and then rest in silence. He wondered if Faramir were probing his mind again. "You can always stop me, my friend," Faramir said. Ah, so he was, thought Pippin. "It is my gift, as it was my father's, to perceive the thoughts of other Men, and other creatures capable of thought. You, however, need not fear unwanted intrusion delving too deep. That you can discern my inward gaze is a gift in itself. That you can thwart it with your will is better than a broad shield." Pippin scoffed, uncomfortable. "Next you'll be telling me I've long sight from some distant Elvish strain." "Are there not tales of a fairy bride in your line?" "Certainly. As certain as the fact that my ancestor's head could not have reached her navel." "A fool, and a child, you came to this city in the dark days of my father, and you gladdened his heart, such as it could bear. I see neither child nor fool before me. A Halfling, hard, bold and wicked." "Treasonous Bergil. Now who's making fun?" "Men of Gondor do not make fun." Pippin stalked away. "I didn't come here to be talked out of what I want to do," he said. "You don't understand my reasons." "And you should not feel the need to explain them. But, Peregrin, do you understand them yourself? Or are you flying into the teeth of unknown winds, hunting for a prey that, in its mystery, may forever elude you?" Pippin refused to answer. He feared what he might say. Faramir sighed. "Will you not let your friends dissuade you?" Pippin shook his head. "Even I?" Again Pippin refused. "It saddens me to think you unhappy even in these golden days," said Faramir, and he crossed the room and laid a warm gloved hand upon Pippin's shoulder. Pippin looked up at the Steward, and saw only kindness and worry in his eyes. Pippin touched Faramir's hand and gripped it. "I don't exactly know where I'm going, and so therefore I can't say. I am unhappy, I know that now, and this is the only way I can think of to get away. Maybe I'm a fool for thinking so, flying off into the south like some migratory bird. I've been a fool before. But don't think I'm not grateful for friends like you and Eowyn. I'm more grateful than I know how to express." Faramir knelt. "Hast thou forgotten I owe thee my life, Peregrin Took?" Pippin was a hobbit. Hobbits do not shy from embracing. He did not.
Pippin was in the Shire. Tempest was galloping through the Westmarch. Behind Pippin, the woody crests of the Far Downs receded. Before him loomed the silvered crags of the Tower Hills. Up their slopes he rode. The wind blew in from the sea, which he could discern, the Firth of Lune, from the summit of the tallest hill. He looked away from it, over his shoulder, to the tallest of the three elf towers. There was a door at the base. It was shut. Pippin went to the door and touched its handle with his hand. It did not move. "I'm here," he said to it. "I've come." Then he said, "Annon edhellen, edro hi ammen!" The door opened, like the unsealing of a crypt. Stairs led to the summit. There were artifacts in the dimness, mathoms of long ago, but Pippin ignored them. He climbed the staircase, not pausing or speaking, through the shadows broken by shafts of the strong moonlight from the outside. Atop the tower was a chamber. Within the chamber was a pedestal. Upon the pedestal rested a Palantir. Pippin walked up to it. Its pedestal was four feet tall. He could just look over its edge. But he didn't need the pedestal. He needed the stone. He reached for the stone and gently rolled it off its platform into his arms. He looked at it. It remained dark and still. Pippin sat, or did he fall? He rested on the ground, the Palantir on his lap, dim and void. He grasped it with both hands and said, "Show him to me. Let me see." For a long instant the stone remained silent. Then in its depth it began to glimmer. "Yes, please," said Pippin. "Show him to me. I have to see him! I want to see if he's all right!" Clouds whirled and storms roiled within the Palantir, then: grayness. Pippin frowned, and then realized he was looking upon the sea, miles and miles of sea, slipping away from him at tremendous speed. He could almost feel the wind clutching at his clothes and hair. Filling his nostrils, crushing them if he tried to turn his head. Tearing pieces of himself away. He ignored the discomfort. He had to see! He had to know! The sea ended. Waves washed upon jeweled shores and a quay with ships moored forever. A city with towers woven into trees. Upon the side of a mountain was a waterfall. In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit. He had dark hair, still, and a thin and noble face. He looked right at Pippin, who staggered under the glare of what seemed like all the blue heavens of the edge of the world. "There's a jewel in the desert," said Frodo. "Wake up, baby cousin."
Pippin bolted awake. "Frodo!" But no, it was just a dream. Just another dream. He pulled his knees up to his face and wept.
There were no great ceremonies. Pippin rose in the morning. He had managed to fall asleep again, and missed first and second breakfast. He ate an apple from the platter of fruit in his chamber. He washed. Then he dressed in the new clothes that Eowyn had given him, clothes both airy and sturdy, for the climate would only grow warmer the further south he went. Among them was a new belt that seemed meant for a scabbard. Pippin wondered if today were the day she'd return his sword. He found a pair of leather arm braces, made of tough, polished black leather, adorned with the White Tree and seven stars. The paper next to them said they were from Beregond and Bergil. He looked at himself in the mirror. He looked ... rascally. Rascally? "Well, I do, and I think I like it," he said to his reflection. "Don't we, precious? Yes, we do." He sighed. "I'll end up like that old villain yet, I fear," he mused. "Especially if I don't have something to eat. After all, here I am, missing first and second breakfast, and possibly elevenses, and already having a nice conversation with no one but myself. Gollum, gollum." He was hungry. Bergil was already standing outside the door. "Good morrow, Pippin," he said. He saw the arm braces and smiled. "They fit you. Who were you speaking to?" "No one, precious," said Pippin, who couldn't help himself. "Would you come with me for breakfast? What time is it?" "An hour past third watch." "Oh dear. Breakfast, second breakfast, and elevenses then." "I shall run ahead and alert the King's banquet hall." "You do that. No, I'm only joking. What a lovely day." It was: springtime in her fullness, with warm breezes touched with sea-tang and all the spices of the meadows and fields that lay between Minas Tirith and the limpid, sun-drenched waters of the Bay of Belfalas. The Anduin, brown with spring flood, lazed its way through Harlond towards the sea. From the height of the Citadel Pippin thought he espied Pelargir, a pale creamy glimmer at the end of the river. "Pelargir was a thousand years old when Gondor was founded," he said, pondering. "So we are told," Bergil answered, a line of confusion tracing its way above his eyes. "Though I myself have never been there." "The great port at Anduin's mouths was built as a haven for the ships of Numenor in the reign of Tar-Atanamir," Pippin recited softly. "The harbor became the chief refuge in Middle-earth for the Faithful of Numenor. But Umbar was greater still." "Umbar is yet a dangerous place," Bergil said dubiously. "The lords of that city swore in treaty with the King, but Corsairs still have raided merchant vessels on occasion." "How goes the navy building?" asked Pippin. "You should ask Prince Faramir," said Bergil. "Although ... friends of mine are training as sailors, and the ships are being built in the new harbor on the Second Mouth of Anduin, across from Pelargir." "Gondor's first thousand years saw her rise under her Sea-kings," Pippin said, again reciting from a book he'd committed to memory. "At her height, she approached the glory of lost Numenor, and all the nations of the world came to the court of the King beneath the Dome of Stars in Osgiliath." Bergil was regarding him with curiosity. "You know more of our history than I do, Pippin," he said. "It is clear you have put in long hours of study. May I ask why?" The whole histories of Middle-earth, Pippin thought. He missed Gandalf. "Simple curiosity, Bergil," he said. "It's a family trait, you know." He quickened his pace, so Bergil had to walk faster to catch up. Faramir and Eowyn awaited in the Courtyard of the Fountain with another person, a tall, swarthy man with dark eyes and a head covering that seemed to be made of fine fabric wound tightly around the head in a twisted rope. Pippin realized this is what was called a turban. The man had a short, pointed beard and decorative facial scars on his cheekbones. "Peregrin," said Faramir gravely. "This is Sartanukil, a merchant of Harad. He is sailing for Umbar this evening from Pelargir. I have informed him of your ambition to visit the lands to the south and he has agreed that, if you wish, you may join him as a guest aboard his vessel." Pippin bowed to the stranger. "I would be happy to accept such a generous offer, my lord Sartanukil," he said. "I am Peregrin Took, son of Paladin of the Shire." "Peace and blessings be upon you, Razanur Tuk," replied the Southron, repeating Pippin's name in such a fashion that it seemed exotic and strange. "Our voyage is surely to be blest with the company of one of the great warriors who abetted the return of the King to imperial Gondor." Neither Pippin, nor Faramir, responded in any way other than with more bowing. But both had heard what was beneath the surface of the words of the merchant of Harad. "I am only half a warrior, my lord, if stature is any account," said Pippin. "Though I confess to some half-skill with a blade." "Gods willing, that shall not be necessary while we sail blue Belfalas," replied Sartanukil. But when I land in Umbar I'm sure a Numenorean sword will draw attention, thought Pippin. That reminded him of Trollsbane's fate, and he turned to Eowyn, who smiled. "Yes, it is here," she said, and she produced the object she had kept behind her in her cloak. "Your sword is reforged, my friend." Pippin stared at it, its hilt black and gleaming in a new black leather scabbard. The scabbard was emblazoned with silver filigree, and again with the tokens of the Tower Guard, the White Tree and Stars. He took it from Eowyn's hands and was amazed he did not tremble. He looked at her, unable to keep from smiling like a child on someone's birthday, and then at Faramir, and even at the Southron. Then he drew it. Trollsbane slipped easily, with a hushed whisper, from its new scabbard. Its blade was whole and keen. What little nicks it had born over Pippin's stewardship were vanished, as were the last traces of its long sleep in the Barrow-downs. The hilt was brushed to a dull gleam, with a grip wrapped with black leather. It took a moment for Pippin to literally grasp that the smiths of Minas Tirith had changed his sword. Its grip was longer, its pommel slightly larger, balancing the slightly longer and more gracefully tapered blade. It was no longer a man's longsword wielded by a hobbit. It was now a hobbit's greatsword, two-handed and more than three feet long from pommel to tip. He stepped a short distance from the watching Big People and tried a few cuts and passes. Oh, perfect balance. He had grown used to adapting to the idiosyncrasies of fighting with a weapon meant for Men that he felt new and strange possessing a hobbit weapon. He wondered if this was the first greatsword ever forged for a hobbit. The sun gleamed on the blade. Pippin noticed runes etched into the fuller near the curved Gondorian crossguard. He read them. "Troll's bane am I, the falcon's talon," he said aloud, and frowned quizzically. "The falcon?" Eowyn smiled. "Surely you have heard your epithet among the young soldiers of the Tower Guard." Pippin had. "I thought they were joking." He had seen, at times, the falcon of Gondor, with its golden eyes, silvery breast and sable hood, wings, and tail. He'd heard its keening cry often while he dwelled here with the Fellowship in the aftermath of Sauron's fall, as it nested among tall cliffs and high places--and what was Minas Tirith but a city of cliffs and high places? "Though small, the falcon is the fiercest of raptors on the hunt," said Faramir. Pippin was still wondering if any of them were serious, but Faramir, though his eyes were humorous, spoke plainly. "It is the swiftest of birds, daring to fall from great heights to seize its prey in mid-air." Pippin knew that; he had seen it, looking down from the Citadel. "In Numenor the falcon was kept by the kings as a companion in war and sport. Its name--your name--means 'wanderer', for young falcons spurn the nest in which they fledged to seek their own homes in the wide world." "I never gave any thought that my name had any meaning," Pippin confessed, feeling uncomfortable with being compared to such a fell and noble creature. "It was just a jest, in the way of my people. Peregrin I may be, but everyone calls me Pippin, and as far as I know the noblest meaning to come from that is when my sister Pervinca threatened to bake me into pie." Laughter, as Pippin had hoped. "Never let the expectations of others rule your opinion of yourself," said Eowyn, "be you wanderer, falcon, or windfallen apple." And she smiled with Pippin. Sartanukil was watching them piercingly. "What the lady of the North says holds much wisdom, Razanur. The nomads of the deserts have a saying: the sand can bear what the river cannot." "Indeed," said Faramir. Pippin felt a surge of feeling for his friends and for Minas Tirith. He knew if he did not leave now, he never would; and he'd find himself back in Tuckborough before summer. He sheathed his sword and deftly tied its scabbard to his belt. "I must go," he said shortly. "I'm sure you wish to get to your ship as soon as possible," he said to Sartanukil, who tipped his head in acknowledgement. Pippin went to Faramir. The two friends clutched arms, and then Pippin hugged him. Faramir did not resist. "Farewell," said the Steward of Gondor. "You are a Guard of the Citadel, wherever you may wander; the White Tower will know you and welcome you home." Pippin nodded. "Take care, Faramir. Tell Strider I'm sorry I missed him. He really should stay home more often." Faramir laughed. "I shall tell him." Eowyn was still smiling when he embraced her. She hugged him tightly. "May you find far fields and clear winds, little falcon," she said. "Take care of your steed. She is of the Mearas, and will not fail you." "I'll remember that. And thank you for the swordfight." "You are most welcome." Pippin pulled away. He gazed up at her with a cheeky smile. "Merry was right about you." Eowyn laughed. "What did my sword-brother say about me?" "All sorts of nice things," Pippin replied. "Well then," said Eowyn, "when you see him again, give Merry my love." Pippin nodded. "But if you get to see him before I do," he asked her, "give him mine." Eowyn embraced him again, and this time there were tears in her eyes. So departed Peregrin Took from Minas Tirith and all that he had yet known.
NEXT: A Pirate, And a Good Hobbit
1.
Pippin was seasick for three days. He lay in a hammock slung between a cabinet and a rack in what he supposed to be the merchant vessel Seafoam's second-best passenger cabin, located in the tall forecastle, which was about the size of the best pantry in Bag End. He took to bed almost immediately after boarding the ship, and would have bolted with Tempest off the deck if the merest movement of his head didn't cause him to almost pass out. The hammock was not much better. After three days of its gentle swaying with the swells, and a diet of so-called biscuits that he was convinced were paperweights made of old wood and packed clay, he was ready to try drowning. What had possessed him to accept Sartanukil's offer? He was a hobbit! Hobbits didn't belong on the sea! Then on the fourth day Pippin opened his eyes and, instead of fetching the pail for his morning hurl, lay on his hammock for a moment trying to figure out what was different. A window showed the same hazy golden light it had shown for the past three days. The ships bells rang eight times as he listened. They were still underway, somewhere on the way between Pelargir and Umbar, and his hammock still rolled with the influence of the swells. Oh, that was it. The hammock was moving, but he wasn't dizzy or nauseous. Pippin's eyes grew wide. He wasn't seasick! He wasn't seasick anymore! Oh, great glorious stars in heaven, he was cured! He sat up with enthusiasm, and the hammock responded by dumping him on the deck with a thump. Black Speech echoed through the cabin. Pippin sat up, rubbing his elbow and side. His mother had warned him of the consequences of being skinny. Most unnatural for a hobbit. He tried to explain that he had a good appetite, it just all went away before it could find a spot on his body to stick to. After he came back he said loftily that a soldier of Gondor was properly lean and muscular, as he was. Eglantine squeaked in disapproval, fanned herself, and made him eat more apple tarts. Now he saw her wisdom. Padding would have come in handy. The door opened and a young Man peeked in. "Master Halfling?" said the youth, whose name was Cellas and who had been keeping Pippin company--he was a friend of Bergil's. He observed Pippin on the floor for a moment. "Are you hurt?" "Just my pride," Pippin said, standing. Cellas' eyes widened with his smile. "You have found your legs," said the sailor. "Yes, two of them," Pippin replied wryly, though he felt proud. "I come back to you now, at the turn of the tide." "But the Bay of Belfalas has no perceptible tide," Cellas said, baffled. "Never mind. So, where are we?" "Come up on deck and see for yourself!" Pippin nodded. "Let me just make myself presentable." He looked down at himself and gave a sniff. He was dismayed. "I don't suppose I could take a bath ...?" He couldn't, and had to settle for a basin of cold water and a cloth. He scrubbed off the grime of the last three days as best he could, and donned a clean shirt and pair of breeches. Sartanukil stood with the captain, Anducar, upon the forecastle, when Pippin joined them. Cellas, working the halyards of the sail with other sailors, grinned at him as he walked passed. Pippin grinned back. "Ah, Razanur," said Sartanukil with a bow. "How fortunate that you have recovered." "Thank you, sir," said Pippin with a nod. "I hope to be better company for whatever remains of our voyage." The merchant smiled. "There are many days yet before we reach the City of the Corsairs. Enough time for us to enjoy your worthy company. Please spend your evenings with us and dine." "Thank you, I think I will. We hobbits do enjoy our mealtimes. Which reminds me, am I too late for breakfast?" The captain eyed him. "There may be some gruel leftover from the morning meal," he said. Gruel. Pippin's stomach threatened to break its promise to behave. He shushed it. "No, I don't think I should trouble the cook," he said hastily. "After all, I'm sure it is soon to be elev--er, luncheon." "The day meal is in four hours." Four hours! Pippin gave a half-hearted smile and decided he needed to distract himself. He turned to the sea ... and soon found himself entranced. The first time he had ever seen the sea, grief and many tears had distracted him. And indeed, the Sundering Sea as glimpsed at the Grey Havens had been a cool presence, silvery and remote. Not so here. Pippin knew they traveled near the coast. He knew the Bay of Belfalas was a sunny and forgiving sea. But here before him stretched a rolling carpet of indigo blue, darker and deeper and infinitely more motile than anything he had ever before experienced. He leaned over the bow rail. The water, struck by the sun, was clear to a great depth. He espied shapes in the water, matching the Seafoam's speed. He cried out in shock and joy as one of these shapes leapt up into the clear air. A fish, longer than a hobbit was tall, with a smile upon it long snout. "Dolphin," said Cellas, coming behind him. "They follow ships and are known to save sailors from drowning." Pippin could only stare raptly as another of the creatures leapt up from the sea. It looked like they were dancing and laughing. He wasn't aware he was laughing with them until he heard himself over the bustling wind. "Cellas," said Anducar sternly. "You are still on this watch." Cellas nodded. "I am sorry, sir." With an apologetic glance at Pippin, he rejoined the activity on the deck. Pippin turned to watch. The Seafoam was a broad-drafted, round-bottomed cog with a high forecastle and sterncastle and two masts, a hundred feet long and forty feet wide amidships. From its main mast swayed a wide yard from which hung the mainsail. It seemed much of the attention of the crew was dedicated to controlling the immense and heavy sail and its yards, as they increased or decreased its size and angle to accommodate changes in the wind. Ropes were everywhere around the mast, some seeming to hold it up, others used to hold the corners of the sail and direct the angle of the yard. The second mast was short with a steeply angled and offset yard bearing a triangular sail. It looked like the sails of the Corsair ships he remembered from the Battle of the Pelennor. Another triangular sail was attached to the spars perpendicular to the ship's bowsprit. Pippin didn't know how fast they were going, but it seemed plenty fast to him, and the wide, almost shoelike bow of the ship rode gently upon the swells. "So, worthy friend." Pippin turned to Sartanukil, who was regarding him with his veiled brown eyes. "How do you enjoy the sea?" Pippin beheld the immensity one more time, and decided. "I love it!" he declared, laughing. He heard Sartanukil chuckle. "Myself, I do not have a great love for it," said the merchant, stroking his beard. "However, my business is one where time is often more important than appeasing my qualms for safety." Pippin nodded. "What goods do you transport, if I may ask?" "Cosmetics and herbal extracts," was the merchant's easy reply. "Too long have the pale-skinned and raven-haired women of Gondor gone without the precious substances in which women take such joy. But these precious things would spoil in the hot sun of a caravan, or fall victim to highway robbers, so I hire merchant vessels where I only have the occasional Corsair to deal with. And, loyal to Umbar and their lord and tower, I can arrange for my safety and that of my goods even in that event. Unless, gods forbid it, we come upon a so-called 'free' Corsair or true pirate. "Ah, the sea. Perhaps it is welcoming to you, but I would much rather have solid land beneath my feet." Pippin left the merchant and went to the very prow of the vessel, filling his lungs with the wind off the waves. He gazed out searchingly toward the horizon. "I've had solid land beneath my feet, between my toes and in my hair, since I was born," he said. "It's not enough anymore." Sartanukil eyed him. "Is that common among your kind?" Pippin laughed. "No, indeed it isn't! My family has an adventurous streak. My cousin Gary, that is Isengar, who died thirty years before I was born, went to sea in his youth. It's the sort of daring, adventurous, noble thing Tooks are known for. I seem to have it worse than most. Which is strange, seeing as I never would have thought of setting foot outside the Shire until ..." He broke off suddenly, eyeing the Southron warily. Suddenly the merchant laughed. "Until the gods called you and your kin to deeds so renowned all the known lands speak of them!" "All the lands?" Pippin asked with disappointment. "Ah. So that is what you seek. Somewhere in the great world where no one knows of you." Pippin nodded as he turned away, back to the horizon. "Yes." He glanced up at the Southron, who was smiling at him knowingly. "I sup with the captain at six bells," he told Pippin. "You will join us." "If you wish it, master merchant," said Pippin with a nod. Sartanukil bowed again. Pippin turned away, back to the horizon, his hands clenched to the gunwale.
So passed the next three days. Pippin woke with the morning light over the coast, a distant but visible dun line on the eastern horizon: Haradwaith. He messed in the company of Cellas and his watch and, with the captain's permission, accompanied his young friend about his duties. Happy to share with the Ernil i Pheriannath what he had learned, Cellas filled Pippin's hours with instruction on seamanship. Pippin made himself learn quickly. "Now show me a reef knot," asked a seaman of Pippin. Pippin made an overhanded knot around the foot of the sail, then brought the end next to him over his left hand and through the opening. He pulled tight. "Well done!" said Cellas. Pippin grinned, and then leapt to his feet and helped the boys hoist the foresail. They sailed through a sunny day into a foggy evening when the Seafoam lit all her lamps. A sailor stood upon the prow, blowing on a horn to warn any other ships of its passage. Pippin stood upon the sterncastle with the officer of the watch and the coxswain at the helm. He walked up to study the chart the officer held in his hands. "I understand this evening fog is usual off the desert coast," he said. The officer glanced down at him, and nodded. "Indeed. A cold current appears here from deep in the Bay. Its rising causes the moisture in the air to become visible when the Sun vanishes as the desert radiates the heat of the day." "Are we in any danger?" Pippin wanted to know. The officer smiled indulgently. "This is merely light fog," he said. "Have no fear, little one." Pippin smiled sweetly. "You have reassured me," he said. Then he went to the coxswain, who was trying hard not to smile. Pippin mimicked the officer, and the coxswain couldn't help snort. "What was that, Ondil?" "Nothing, sir. Fog got in my nose." The coxswain winked at Pippin. Tempest was quartered in the rear hold. Pippin led her onto the deck for a few laps whenever he could. The sailors marveled at the animal's composure. "Oh, she's a smart lass, aren't you, Tempest?" Pippin said, patting her cheek. Tempest nickered indulgently. "You know there's an untried road at the end of this sea," Pippin went on, "and in the meantime you're enjoying the sights, just like me." He fed her a carrot-top left over from cooking the evening's soup. "What's the shrouds?" cried the quartermaster when the fog lifted and they found a fresh wind. Pippin was with the crew, letting out more sail to make up lost time. "That is!" Pippin shouted back, pointing to the ropes extending from the gunwales to the top of the mast. "And the halyards?" "This that's burning my fingers!" Pippin replied, hand over hand releasing more rope. They laughed, and Pippin laughed with them. He broke into song: O sweet is the wind on the rolling sea
And sweet the kiss that waits for me In every port and every town The song lifts up as the ale goes down! Evenings he sat in the captain's mess with Sartanukil and Anducar, dining on salted meat and vegetables. "We do not have meals often enough for your liking, I fear," Anducar told him the first time he dined with them. "Your table is more than generous," said Pippin, though both Men laughed at his obvious dismay. But the captain's ale and wine were excellent, and Pippin was soon regaling them with stories of the Quest, the War, and the Shire. "... so the riders spear him, and Merry and I run right into Fangorn. Now, no one of course in their right minds would willingly go into Fangorn, at least not then; and probably not now, if they're looking for wood and not trees! Well, as soon as we realized that the place was quite hostile to two-leggers, we came upon this hill with a broken tree on top. Imagine our surprise, when the tree started to talk to us ..." "... and she had to go away for a while, but Cousin Ferumbras gave her this bejeweled comb to wear in her hair at his accession. He formally named my father his heir..." "... so Frodo rode on, on and on, to the Ford itself, with the Black Riders at his heels. He's falling fast now, you realize, falling to the wound dealt him by the Witch-king. Yet still he stands at the ford--" He broke off. He looked up at his fellow diners. Anducar was grave and sober. Sartanukil was listening closely. He smiled. "Forgive me. Suffice to say, my cousin lived, thanks to the craft of Elrond of Rivendell. Strider, that is, King Elessar brought us to Imladris shortly thereafter." He took a deep gulp of ale. "How about a tale of Harad, then, master merchant?" Sartanukil acceded. "This is the tale of a young shoemaker, lazy and disgraced, who redeemed himself when he discovered an enchanted lamp ..." Pippin moved his hammock to the crew quarters. He bunked next to Cellas. They spoke of Gondor, and Minas Tirith where Cellas was born, and other things. As men's conversations are wont to do, they spoke of women, Cellas describing his sweetheart first shyly and then boldly. "And you, Master Pippin?" Pippin thought of Diamond. "My wife," he said, "is very beautiful," and described her as best he could. That night he dreamed of her, riding on Tempest through a desert of sand, and a falcon flew before her.
"I don't know about you, Tempest," Pippin said on the seventh day of their journey, rounding the Black Cape of Umbar, "but I think I'm beginning to fall for the sea." He scratched her flank. "Oh, don't worry, I'm not going to abandon you," he said. "We've plenty of riding to do yet. I don't think fate has it in store for us to be parted so soon. I don't know how you'd like the sands and stone of the Harad, but it's got to be better than being cooped in this hold, roomy as it may be." He smiled. "I think Cellas is enamored of you. He'll want a Rohan horse when he retires. Did you know he and Bergil are in love with sisters from the same family? I met Bergil's maiden; she's lovely, if a little tall, and being a girl of Men she has those tiny, dainty feet..." He listened to her snuffling as he fed her another carrot-top. "What was that, my girl? I don't know if they have colts in Harad. I'm sure there must be some. For some reason I thought they all rode oliphaunts. I wonder what a baby oliphaunt looks like?" Then Tempest neighed. "Say, easy now," Pippin said soothingly. Tempest's eyes were wider, and she stamped her forelegs. Slowly Pippin realized his horse felt danger. Frowning, he tried to calm her, resolving to go immediately on deck and speak with the captain. The lookout's cry met him at the doorway. "Corsairs!"
2.
It was a third again as long as the Seafoam, and its knifelike prow cut through the waves aslant the wind at implacable speed. Its three sails flared like the black fins of a great fish. Black pennants flew from the top tips of the slanted yards. Its flanks were all clad in black timber, and its prow was a jutting blade of black steel. Upon its deck waited a hundred pirates. A steady hail of arrows flew from its deck. Pippin raced onto deck, ready to fight. But it seemed he had landed in a madhouse. Seamen were running aimlessly, some were trying to abandon ship, others were being beaten by the officers in an attempt to get them to stand and fight. Some held swords and cutlasses with shaking fingers, their faces pale and eyes huge. One of them was Cellas. "Captain!" Pippin saw Anducar on the sterncastle. The captain was spinning the wheel almost madly, staggering when finally the rudder reached hard over and would no longer stir. "Captain, are we to stand and fight or abandon ship?" Anducar looked down at him as if stunned. Pippin had seen that look before, and he had to blink furiously to banish the memory of Denethor from his mind. "Captain," Pippin said as sternly as he could, "we're outmatched. If we resist, we shall be slaughtered. You know that." He tried to remember everything he'd read about the Corsairs. "Captain! Surrender your ship. It is the only way to avoid a massacre." Anducar suddenly drew his sword. "No! I am the master of this vessel!" He pushed Pippin aside and shouted, "Arm yourselves! Let none be taken! Die as men of Gondor!" Pippin picked himself up. "Blasted Gondorian pride!" he spat. "He'll get us all killed." He thought of escape, then remembered Tempest in the hold. He searched the horizon. The Moon was new, but on the eastern horizon he discerned a glow that was not the dawn: the lights of Umbar, the most populous city in the world. The coast was but a day's sail away. Could Tempest swim that long? Ululating cries and curses drew his attention. Grappling hooks flew from the hands of the pirates on the Corsair ship, landing on the gunwales and rigging of the hapless Seafoam. They were being pulled closer. Pippin sighed, and drew Trollsbane. "Well, I suppose this is as good an adventure as any," he said, and ran down to the deck to stand by Cellas. "Peregrin!" said the young, frightened sailor. "This is no place for a hobbit!" "Not even one of the Fellowship of the Ring?" Pippin retorted. Cellas stared and then nodded. He was fighting with one of the heroes of the Third Age. "Stay with me," Pippin ordered, and Cellas obeyed. With a cry pirates swung from their ship onto the Seafoam. They were armed with scimitars and flambards and tiny throwing spikes. Where they landed, they attacked, and slew on sight. Pippin saw his friend the coxswain run through upon the wheel. Boarding planks banged onto the deck. The Corsairs were upon them. In the darkness in the night and darkness in the chaos of the battle the Seafoam was overwhelmed. Around him Pippin saw the crew of the merchant vessel slaughtered. Some tried to surrender, but they were hewn down first. Those who fought bravest were given time to fight, even facing down individual pirates in single combat. This was part of their code, Pippin remembered from one of his books. Those who did not flee, who chose to fight, were fought to the death; if any attempted to surrender, they were slain quickly, unless the Corsairs were looking to enslave. The Seafoam had a hundred crew; the Corsairs were more than twice that, and it seemed most of them were on the boarding party. Soon he stood back-to-back with Cellas among the last of the survivors. And where was Sartanukil? The merchant was Haradrim, perhaps there was a chance he could reason with them. Or ransom them. A pirate came at him howling. Pippin struck him down. Another came behind, and Cellas slashed at him with a knife. "Down!" Pippin cried, and Cellas ducked as Pippin swung Trollsbane two-handed in a wide arc, catching two of their attackers with its tip. Now more pirates came, drawn by their resistance. They circled the hobbit and the youth, two of the last defenders not yet taken or dead. Pippin's sword held them at bay; those who had tried to break the circle had quickly been wounded or slain. But the numbers were growing. Soon it seemed the whole of the boarding party, a hundred and more men in flowing robes of dark color, surrounded them. Pippin knew he could kill a few if they charged Cellas and himself. But then death or capture would follow immediately. He heard the boy's hard, panicky breathing behind him, and wondered how to go about saving their necks. A tall man with a straight sword strode onto the deck. He wore a black scarf over the lower part of his face, and his hair was dark. Pippin felt the man's grey eyes rake over him. He hated that feeling. The man slowly walked to them, and the pirates parted to let him through. "Watch them, lad," Pippin cautioned Cellas. The boy, his long knife wet as his cheeks, nodded. The tall man now stood before Pippin. His sword was lowered but ready. "Do you wish to surrender, or would you fight me?" he asked them in Westron. Pippin knew if he surrendered, he and Cellas both would be killed. Their only chance would be to prove their worth to the Corsairs. "I will fight you," he said, stepping forward with Trollsbane. The pirates looked at the small figure with the keen sword and were torn between amusement and apprehension. But the tall man only nodded. To Pippin's shock, he raised his sword and touched its blade to his brow, just as Strider and Faramir would. Pippin closed his mouth and did the same. He soon found that the man was very good. Almost as good as Faramir, and he had only gotten the better of Faramir thanks to his teacher's overconfidence. The other pirates may have charged at him blindly, but this Corsair was taking his true measure. Pippin hoped he wouldn't be found wanting. He ducked and slashed but the man leapt back out of his reach. The man turned and sliced down, and Pippin had to leap from the cut. The man let him get back on his feet before attacking again. Pippin decoyed to the left and then swung an upward-cutting stroke that nearly cleaved the front of the man's stomach, but the man parried Trollsbane away. Pippin saw his opening. He spun again, putting all his momentum into a two-handed slash across his opponent's hips. But with sudden swiftness the man leapt forward and to the side in the space left by Pippin's swing. The pommel of the man's sword hurtled at Pippin's head before he could escape it. The blow was hard enough to send his head spinning. "Peregrin!" he heard Cellas cry. "No!" No, boy, keep quiet, thought Pippin, but his head was swimming from the blow. It was all he could do to keep hold of Trollsbane... He heard the sound of a body falling against the deck. Through the daze in his eyes he turned to look for Cellas, but the boy was not where he sought him... He felt another blow strike him, and blackness closed in.
Pippin was taken prisoner and thrown in the hold of the pirate vessel, with irons on his feet and his arms chained to a post. He swam in and out of consciousness for hours, or days, but he saw no other member of the Seafoam's crew in the hold with him, and realized they were all probably dead. He did not see Cellas, and mourned a bit before losing consciousness again. He was letting himself drift through a grey haze between wakefulness and oblivion when the sharp, spicy scent of food reached him. Pippin slowly blinked his eyes open. The tall Corsair stood before him. He was unchanged from how he had first appeared, his face still swathed in black fabric. In his hand he held a bowl of what looked like stew. The Corsair spoke first. "You are hungry." Pippin managed to shake his head in a show of defiance. "A Halfling is always hungry," was the response to his gesture. "Not this one," Pippin said. His tongue felt sluggish in his mouth, but he seemed to be mastering it again. "Where are the crew?" "The crew of the merchant vessel is dead," said the Corsair. "They should have surrendered the cargo. We would have let them live." "Yet when they tried to surrender later ..." Pippin said. "Those who start fights and then flee from them are not worth the salt in their blood." And what did you do but start that fight? Pippin did not want to ask the next question, but he needed to. "My friend ... the boy with me at the end ..." "He interfered with our duel," the Corsair answered. "Uinen now shelters him, and all his mates." Pippin sagged. "Oh, the fool," he whispered, not caring if the Man thought him weak for crying. Cellas had been younger than Bergil. The man stood by watching the hobbit grieve. When Pippin's tears dwindled, he approached again. "Eat," he said. "Regain your strength." "For what?" Pippin raised his head. "If you wish for more sport from me, you can save your breath and your meat. I do not give sport for Men, or orcs, or any other creature. Or do you seek to hold me for ransom? You will get none." He waited as the Corsair remained silent for a long while. Those grey eyes that reminded him so strongly of Strider's in color continued to contemplate Pippin to his discomfort. It was worse than the shackles. "I believe there would be great ransom indeed, for one of the Companions of the Ring-bearer," said the Corsair at length, startling Pippin. "It would come in the form of hundreds of those new-wrought Gondorian war galleys blockading the harbor, and the Host of the West marching down the South Road. Then the Elfstone would offer fair compensation for your life--mercy at the point of the Sword Reforged if you lived, the utter ruin of Umbar if you lived no more. Perhaps that would not be so bad. But nothing less I expect of the King of the West for one of his friends." "I am not one of those," Pippin said. "I am a hobbit of the Shire." He was startled again when the Man laughed. It was not an evil laugh, but it did not comfort either. "Forgive me if my memory fails," said Pippin's captor, "but most hobbits of the Shire are not more than four feet tall; they do not have flat bellies and grim faces; seldom do they venture outside their borders, and they do not as a rule carry a sword bearing the tokens of Gondor. Nor wield it, I am sure, with the skill of a Gondorian prince. Boromir or Faramir?" he suddenly asked. He knew everything about him, Pippin realized. "Both," he answered, affecting carelessness. "Unfortunately, as good as they are, or were in the case of the dearly departed, they could not make me two feet taller so I could strike off your head, instead of your legs." "Either stroke would kill me," said the Man, "so do not attempt to persuade me you are not a threat, small though you may be. But come. I did not wish to add to your discomfort. Eat." Pippin, in reply, cocked his head aside and raised his arms in their manacles and chains. "Yes," said the Man. "Perhaps I could free you now, rather than later. Then again, you may not be as reasonable as I hoped you would be, later. Perhaps I shall just feed you myself." He approached with the bowl, taking the spoon. Pippin protested and tried turn away. "I am not hungry," he said. When the Man persisted, Pippin jerked his head, causing the spoonful of stew to fall to the dirty straw on the brig floor. The Man's eyes grew angry. "This is food off my own table, Halfling," he said. "Do not make me regret my mercy." "Mercy?" Pippin spat. "Your life was mine," the Man explained. "I chose not to take it." "How noble of you," Pippin retorted. "Then again, what else would I expect from a renegade Ranger?" To Pippin's satisfaction it seemed he'd hit the mark. The Man glared at him. Then again came that laugh, and the black scarf fell away with a tug, revealing a slender, even noble face beneath a short black beard. "Yes, I am Dunedain," said the Man. "But I have journeyed far from my home and the secret dwellings of my people. My name is Morelin. I am captain of this vessel. Welcome to the Mormegil!"
3.
Morelin visited him at intervals for the next few days. Pippin finally got so hungry he could not refuse the food Morelin brought him, and to his dismay found it quite delicious. He committed himself to eating the pirates out of supplies. It seemed a good plan, until he wondered if that would lead them to hijacking other vessels. Morelin continued to be gracious to him, questioning him only about his health and how he was doing. Pippin answered pleasantly that, considering he was chained inside the hold of a pirate ship with little prospect of anything beyond slavery, buggery, or death, whichever came first, he was quite fine, and compliments to the ship's cook. Morelin had almost laughed at this, and to Pippin's surprise the next day he was led up from the hold onto the deck of the Mormegil. The first thing Pippin thought of was escape. His next thought was, Don't be a fool. The ship, a hundred and thirty feet long and thirty feet broad at the beam, slid low in the water like a wolf in a field, its bow and stern sloping upward, and the transom at the stern extending a poop deck and quarter deck well past the hull. Ports in the hull revealed where banks of oars could be deployed for speed in calms and attacks. The great sail of the mainmast all but dwarfed the ship, with the sail of the foremast not much smaller, and the sail on the mizzen being the smallest still large enough to carpet a comfortable hobbit-hole. The three yards jutted into the sky with the flying pennants at their tips streaming in the wind. A fourth sail flew from the stay of the foremast connected to the jib-boom extending from the harpoon-like bowsprit. There were more than two dozen men on deck at any one time, and Pippin realized there could well be two hundred crew to this ship. Escape, for the moment, was futile. Besides, which direction would he swim? They were far out to sea; the smell of the waves was different, the wind was almost cold, and no sign of land could be descried. As long as he played along with whatever game Morelin was pursuing, he would be better off on the ship. Pippin wondered what Morelin was up to. Was it really so simple as he'd said: he decided on an whim of mercy to let Pippin live? His words about ransom of so well-known a hostage seemed to make sense; Strider certainly would bring the wrath of Gondor upon Umbar, and Umbar would certainly surrender the Mormegil and her crew, bound as she was to no lord or tower, in exchange for maintaining the tenuous peace with the resurgent West. He suspected stories were among the Haradrim that the king of Gondor was the same soldier who had burnt their harbor in the days of Ecthelion II, and Umbar did not wish to revisit that now the erstwhile Thorongil was king of Gondor, with Rohan and it was said dwarves and elves at his call. Pippin wondered at other motives. Slavery? If that was to be his fate, he'd play along until escape or death came into his hands. Preferably escape. Pippin greatly admired dying for a principle, but after having a dance with a hill-troll, living for a principle seemed much more hopeful. But if slavery, why was he not yet being trained for it? Where were the lashings, the breaking of spirit? Morelin was treating him almost as an equal. Unlikely way to make a slave. He wished he could repay the Corsairs for the death of the crew of the Seafoam. Especially Cellas. If he figured out which one of them had slain his friend, then escape or no escape, he'd introduce the fellow to Trollsbane. If he could ever hold Trollsbane again. "Where is my sword?" he asked Morelin when after two days of near-freedom he had not yet been bound or molested. "And the horse that was in the aft hold. What have you done with her?" "Your sword is in my keeping," answered Morelin. "The horse is gone." "Gone?" Pippin's heart sank all over again. "You've had her killed." "I have not. A horse of Rohan fetches a good price among the breeders of the southern deserts. While you were in the brig, I unloaded the horse, along with much of the cargo of the Seafoam, to my agents on shore. I am certain she is now the prized possession of some king or chieftain." Pippin sighed. It was a great loss, but he was grateful Tempest was not slain. Run away, my girl, he thought. Run back to Rohan, to the sweet grass of the Mark. No man can touch you. The cargo. "And the merchant? Sartanukil? Did you kill him too?" "Why? Was he a friend to you?" "No," answered Pippin. "But I should like to know his fate just the same, if it's all right with you. He was a hospitable man." "I am sure he was," said Morelin dryly. "What did you know of his cargo?" "Cosmetics and herbal medicines." "Medicine. Yes, medicine indeed." He led Pippin to his cabin in the stern. It was small and untidy, heaved with scrolls, books, and bedraggled finery. Upon a table was an open crate. Its false bottom had been raised to reveal numerous small phials filled with clear liquid. "What is it?" queried Pippin. "An elixir of poppyseed," said Morelin. "A narcotic. Very popular among the soldiers of Gondor, I believe." Pippin stared at the phials. He recognized them now in horror. "Yes," he said. "I was given some of it while I recovered from battle," he said. "It's ... powerful." "It is addictive. But I see you know that." Pippin nodded. "Yes," he admitted reluctantly. "I know that." "Ah." Morelin gently closed the false lid. "I seized this from another of Sartanukil's shipments, heading north. Upon the Seafoam were the coffers of payment, going back to Umbar no doubt to finance the making of more of the substance, which is made of Khand flowers. The poppies of Khand are a different sort than those of the north-west of Middle-earth. The extract is more powerful than even that kept at the Houses of Healing." Pippin tried hard not to imagine that. Coming off the drug had been difficult enough at what he experienced as its usual strength, even with Strider's help. If not for Merry ... and Frodo, who understood... Morelin was evaluating him with his eyes. "Perhaps I should not have shown this to you. Perhaps the taste for the drug is still there?" Pippin refused to meet the captain's look. "No," he said lowly. "It is not." He took a deep, cleansing breath, and summoned the memory of the scent of bruised kingsfoil. It helped. "So. Is this a lucrative trade, then?" "You can imagine that once the Houses of Healing have cut off their supply, those who have ... need of the narcotic must find their own ways of meeting their desire for it," Morelin said. "It is an illicit trade, and therefore 'lucrative', I fear, is an understatement." "What will you do with it?" Pippin questioned sharply. "Sell it yourself?" He was surprised to see Morelin's pale, impassive face color in anger. "No," said Morelin. "I run a tight ship. No, this will go to the bottom of the Sea. It is too strong for medicine, too strong for any sanctioned application. The Sea shall dilute it. I run a tight ship." The grey eyes narrowed. "Perhaps you should rather ask why this ... merchant was introduced to you by the Steward of Gondor." Now it was Pippin's turn to flush. "If I weren't your prisoner, I'd strike you down for speaking that way about someone dear as a brother to me." And if he had his sword, he'd strike him down whether or no. He must have looked angered indeed, for Morelin relented. "Peace," said the Corsair captain. "I know of the second son of Denethor. He is cunning, but his ways are pure in all aspects. He would not consort with such as Sartanukil knowingly, unless he had other purposes for the man's fate." Morelin sighed in satisfaction. "In any case, Sartanukil has gone to his long home, and may it be dark and cold where he is! Come. Dine with me." So did Pippin spend his first week on the renegade ship Mormegil.
NEXT: A Pirate, And a Good Hobbit
THE FALCON: The Adventures of Peregrin Took
1.
The albatross was caught between the crossing ropes at the joist of the mainmast and the upper yardarm. It had been caught in a sudden gust and blown into the rigging and now was stuck there, weeping piteously. On the deck, the crew of the Mormegil stared at it dubiously. "Someone should go up there," said one, an olive-skinned, dark-eyed lad from the vales of Gondor. "I'd like to see you try it," said another, blond and bearded, a Northman. "It's just a climb to the crow's nest," said a third, with strangely slanted eyes and black hair. "And then what? Shimmy on up the yard and let it loose?" said the second one sarcastically. "Easier to bring down the yard." "We can't. Our prey will escape." They had spotted another merchant vessel, laden with treasure, earlier that morning, and Morelin had declared pursuit. "Ah, to Old Stormy's Bones with you," said an old pirate with a swarthy face and a long grey beard that was braided like a dwarf's. "It's bad enough luck we caught this here wind-winger, now you all want to go up there and touch it? I'd like to see you try it. Bring the wrath of Old Stormy right down on us all." Old Stormy was his euphemism for Osse. An exasperated snort came from behind them, and then in a flash a small, slim, copper-locked figure began climbing the shrouds with a knife in his teeth. The pirates shook their heads. "Razar," said the slant-eyed one. "Told you he's crazy," said the dark-eyed boy admiringly. "He's not crazy. He's a Took." The pirates turned their heads. Morelin walked to them, a smile on his lips, watching the Halfling on the rigging. Behind him stood his first mate, all seven feet and ebony skin of him. "Captain, sir?" asked the boy. "Are all periannath like that?" Morelin shook his head. "Absolutely not, Davy." He turned to his first mate. "Admirable, is he not, Poclis?" The man called Poclis glanced upward as if in weariness. The Halfling, the wind billowing through his loose shirt, was shimmying up the top of the yardarm, making some sort of conversation with the albatross, whose wings were wider than the Halfling was tall. A rumble came from Poclis's chest. "Impetuous," said Poclis. "Sir." Morelin laughed. He looked around at his men. "And you all wanted me to kill him! I tell you truly: there is great virtue in the Shirefolk. Especially in one of this family." "And who exactly is he, and who's his family, these Tooks?" said the Northerner. "Come on, Morelin. Tell us the truth about the holbytla. Who is he, truly?" Morelin turned a dark glance upon the speaker. "He is my guest, Orren," he said evenly. "And as your captain's guest, I continue to expect him to be treated with courtesy worthy of the Mormegil." Orren grumbled but touched an imaginary hat. "As you say, Captain sir." Poclis gave the Northman a cursory glance as Orren walked away. "Trouble," he said under his breath to his captain. "Orren has always been trouble," said Morelin. "But he wields a great bow and is a good raider." "It's not his skill with the bow I speak of, but his skill with the knife in the back." Morelin nodded. "I know. Ever has he been restive about our chosen quarry." He glanced up at his first mate. "Does he have support?" "Some," said Poclis. "It's what comes from not choosing more born Corsairs for your crew. This rag-tag of adventurers and wanderers from all corners of the Bay..." "Such as yourself, my friend?" asked Morelin with a twinkle in his long and somber face. "Ah, if I wanted all born Corsairs for a crew, I would not be a renegade, would I? And my name would be toasted in Umbar, instead of spit into the wind. I fear our recent targets have only worsened our reputation in the city." He glanced up at a sudden movement. "Manwe," he breathed. "I believe he's freed it!" They all looked up, for with a startled squawk, the albatross flapped its wings. It shrieked, squirmed, and tried to take flight. "Now, now, there's no call for that," came a bright and lilting voice from above, and then the albatross found wind and flew. Morelin smiled. "Impetuous indeed," he murmured. Poclis watched without comment, and saw the danger before anyone else did. "Razar!" he shouted. "The rope!" The cut rope had made a large loop around the yard next to the halfling's leg. As he moved, he tugged at it unexpectedly, and it unbalanced him. With a little yelp he fell. "Pippin!" cried Morelin. But instead of plummeting to the death, the Halfling grabbed a halyard and cut it loose and rappelled safely down, Poclis waiting for him. The tall black man caught him and helped him to the deck, planting his unshod and furry feet solidly onto the planking. He was shaking from fear, but his sea-green eyes were bright with exhilaration. "Well!" said Pippin breathlessly, smiling. "I've never done that before."
It had been a month since Pippin had been captured by Morelin and his pirates, and he wasn't quite sure when he had stopped being a prisoner and started to be the captain's "guest", but it had happened. He was not allowed to enter the armory or the treasure-hold; during raids, two of which had taken place since he came on board, he was locked in his "quarters", also known as the captain's library-closet; most distressing of all, he was not allowed to leave the ship. And he had not been returned Trollsbane. These were the conditions of his stay that reminded him he was not completely free. On the other hand, he ate with whomever he wished, usually Morelin and Poclis, and otherwise had the run of the ship. The pirates had resented his presence, at first, but Pippin was nothing if not persistent in his belief he could win over anyone with enough effort. After all, he had failed only with his wife. By now, he was at least tolerated by most, and was fast befriending several. Two of these were Davy, the Gondorian boy, and Brogar the Easterling. He helped both with their duties on board ship, and Davy, who was young yet to go boarding, would keep Pippin company, talking with him through the closet door, reporting on what was going on. Davy was such a Hobbit-like nickname, Pippin asked him what his real name was; he was told it was Davirin. Davy often asked, "When are you going to join us, Pippin? You'd fit in on this ship! It's the greatest ship in the Black Fleet, and we do what we want!" Pippin observed that he had killed about five of the crew during the taking of the Seafoam. Davy shrugged. "The fight was fair. I hold no grudge. A Corsair should not." Brogar was skilled with languages and was teaching Pippin the speech of Near Harad, full of soft gutturals and harsh sibilants, as well as his own speech. Brogar said he came from east of the Sea of Rhun, where he lived with his family in a tent made of beaten felt and raised herds of horses. Pippin's only qualm about Brogar was that he had a taste for the black cakes of poppy that Morelin took from the ships he plundered. Pippin had tried some, at Brogar's urging, and had been quite sick, flinging the tip of the hookah from his mouth. "I think I'll stick to pipeweed," he said. Morelin disapproved of the cakes, but not as much as he hated the clear elixir; Pippin wondered about that. He wondered much about his host, the tall, well-spoken Dunadan. He could not have been younger than forty, blood of Westernesse notwithstanding, and if he came from the Rangers of Arnor that meant he not only knew Aragorn, but also had counted him as his captain and chieftain of his people. He had such skill at navigation and seamanship that he could neither be new to the sea; not even the twelve years since the War of the Ring could explain that. He asked Morelin about it a few times, but Morelin would not answer.
Davy had one story of Morelin. How he came on board. "I come from Imlad Morthond," said Davy. "My father was a farmer and hunter in the hills of Ered Nimrais. When I was five years old, I awoke to a great commotion, shouting and gasps. I ran out of our house, and saw all the grown-ups were pointing at the mountains to the east. From our hilltop I saw a line of fires upon the tallest of the peaks, stretching into the distance: nearest us, the Halifirien, and then Calenhad, Min-Rimmon, Erelas, Nardol... I was afraid, and ran to my father, but he was afraid too. 'The beacons,' he said, 'the beacons are lit.' I did not know what that meant, but the next day, Derufin son of the lord Duinhir came to our village, and my father and brother packed their bows and went away with him and many of the men. The women wept. "They went to Minas Tirith, to heed the Steward's call to service: five hundred archers from Morthond, with Duinhir and his sons, Duilin and Derufin, and my father and brother. And none came back from the Fields of the Pelennor." After a pause, the boy spoke again. "My mother wed again several years ago, but my stepfather was cruel to me. I ran away, but did not know where to go or how to make my way in the world. I ended ... I was in a shameful life in Pelargir." Pippin understood and his eyes filled with sympathy, looking at Davy's downy cheek. "Once, this man I ... he was ... I felt he was going to kill me. I ran from him and he followed me. "Then out of the shadows came this tall man with a long black sword. He stepped between my assailant, and me and asked what was going on. The man, he ... he said I was a thief and a--a whore," Davy spat, "and belonged to him. I could not deny it. But Morelin, for the captain it was, he said he'd seen dogs better treated by their masters, and begone or he'd set his steel in him. They fought. The captain won. "I didn't know what he wanted. I assumed he wanted ... you know." Davy gulped and his cheeks colored. "I had fallen far. But, Pippin, he didn't. He took me to his ship, this ship, and I became a sailor, and a pirate, and a free Corsair! And I am a proud Corsair. I will die for him." Brogar did not know Davy's entire story, but he had one of his own. "The Balchoth are a scourge to all the free Men of the East, Razar," he told Pippin. "They hunt us for slavery, for ransom, for sport. I was in the high meadow by our summer encampment with my sister when the Balchoth came. They stole us from our tents and our herds and threw us in their stinking wains." He took a puff of smoke. His eyes unfocused and he wandered in deep memory. "For the Dark Lord, they said, for the Lidless Eye. A soldier for his armies, and a flower for his generals. Long was the journey, far from the dun steppes. I was eleven, my sister fourteen. She tried to comfort me, told me to be brave and never give up hope. I tried for a long time." He sighed. "But my sister was taken from me upon the borders of the Black Land and I was taken to a camp to become a soldier for the Eye's wars with the West. "Years I lived in that place, learning only to hate and kill, to make others suffer as I suffered. I was taught to hate the West, and Westerners, and to kill them and destroy their works whenever I could. "I hated it and I hated myself. "You know what happened. A King came to Gondor; the hand of Fate overthrew the Dark Tower; all I had lived for and fought for was cast into ruin, and good riddance. I fled the battle and ran; I don't know how long, nor why I was not hunted down by the Westerners." "You were at the Morannon?" Pippin yelped. Brogar nodded. "We outnumbered the Westerners twenty to one," he said dazedly, "and yet they triumphed. The gods were with them, I guess; they sent a savior into the Black Land, who defeated the Dark Lord and threw down the Tower. Or so it is said. I found myself free, to do as I willed; I chose to run." He put down the mouthpiece of his hookah and rubbed his eyes. "Enough," he said. He looked at Pippin, his eyes beginning to focus. "I found my way to Umbar. I sought work as an assassin and knife-for-hire. I truly wished to find a way to die, but had not the courage to end my life myself, so I sought the most dangerous places, picked fights with the most dangerous people. So one night, drunk and mad on poppy flower, I picked a fight with a tall man with a black sword." "The captain," Pippin guessed. Brogar smiled. "'Mercy,' he said, same as he said to you though you don't recall it. He called it mercy. For a while, I called it torture. But then I discovered I had a place here, and a leader who would not torment his followers, only expect their best. I found a place to use the ways of death taught me in Mordor in the service of my captain. I have collected enough treasure in Morelin's service to be able to retire one of these years. I will find my sister, or her grave. And then I shall buy a stallion and a mare of Rohan and go home."
"You know," said Pippin to Morelin as they had one of their dinners, "I've been hearing a lot about you from your crew." "Have you," said Morelin. "Davy and Brogar." "Ah. Good men. Anyone else? Orren, perhaps?" "Orren dislikes me, and I him." "Indeed. I can't say I blame you." Morelin took a sip of wine. "What do they say about me?" Pippin smiled knowingly. "You're not such a scoundrel." Morelin smiled. "I'm not?" Pippin shook his head. "Under all that swagger and swish, under those black scarves and ruthless raids, under that funny little beard," he said, and Morelin glared, "you're still a Ranger, aren't you." Morelin's lips curled into a tiny smile. He pulled another small piece of meat onto his plate and cut it with his eating knife. "Whatever entertains you, Peregrin," he replied. "For what it is worth, let me tell you something: I am a scoundrel indeed. I have slain in cold blood without a thought. I raid and pillage and steal for my own wealth and for the satisfaction of the hunt. I am a pirate, not a hero. You must know the difference." Pippin picked up a large, fat biscuit, his fifth of the night. "Yes," he said. "I also know every ship you've struck since I've been here, you've relieved of another shipment of narcotics." He stuffed the biscuit into his mouth whole. "I can tell a hero when I see one." "So can I," murmured the captain later, glancing at the sleeping hobbit sprawled on the hammock in a corner of his library.
2.
The Mormegil stalked her prey, a fat, slow merchant vessel laden with spices and goods from the Grey Mountains of the South, bound for Anfalas. Morelin had gazed at her through his glass, standing athwart the spars of the bowsprit, Poclis behind him, wordless and still. Other pirates sharpened their flambards and swords, their stilettos and cutlasses. Brogar practiced with his scimitar. Orren carefully strung his bow. "I once heard a man brought down a dragon with a bow like this," he boasted. Davy swung over the water from the shrouds of the mainsail, his young face dark with anticipation. "I am to be part of the boarding party tonight, Pippin," he explained eagerly as he escorted Pippin to the library-closet, which would be his cell once more for the night of the raid. "It is my first time." "I'm happy for you," Pippin said in resignation. "But, Davy ..." The lad paused at the doorjamb. "If they surrender," Pippin asked, "let them live, hey?" Solemnly Davy nodded. "I will try to avoid outright murder," he said. Then he smiled. "But I am a Corsair, and won't be anything other." Pippin smiled as the door shut and locked. "Fine," he said. In his quarters, Morelin heard the conversation, and glanced meaningfully at Poclis. The first mate nodded.
Morelin strode out of his quarters, robed in his black cloak and the sword for which his ship was named strapped to his belt. He climbed up a step. "Corsairs of the Black Sword!" he cried. "We seek treasure tonight!" "Aye!" shouted the pirates of the boarding party, a hundred strong. "There she is, my lads," said Morelin, pointing at the lights of the merchantman. "Heavy with cinnamon and cardamom, for the tables of Gondor; and some of those medicines I've been feeding the fish," he added with a wink. "It shall be ours!" "Aye!" Morelin raised his voice. "For whom do you sail?" "Ourselves!" "For whom do you plunder?" "Ourselves!" "What tower claims your allegiance?" "None!" A dark smile twisted Orren's lips. Morelin drew his sword and it was black in the night. "Who is your captain?" he exulted. "Morelin! Morelin! Morelin!" "Master Poclis!" Morelin shouted. He pointed his sword to the light on the sea. "Set a course for interception," he said, wrapping the black silk scarf around his face, obscuring his fell smile.
Pippin listened and shook his head. "I get myself into the most unusual situations for a hobbit," he observed. "I wonder if I've passed old Bilbo for adventuring by now? Not that the War counts. No; I'll never count that as a mere adventure." He sat on a bench, his hands fidgeting. He realized it, and stared at them for a while. Had he not sworn to avenge the crew of the Seafoam? Had they all faded so from his mind? But he had spent a week on the small, simple ship. He had lived with the pirates for a month. One at least had not faded from his memory: Cellas. But now he and Davy seemed to occupy a similar place in his affection. He heard shouts, now; the Mormegil was closing in on the merchantman. Pippin remembered what she looked like: her lean lines cutting out of the darkness like a ghost, her black sails stark against the night, pennants streaming, a flurry of deadly arrows from her bowmen raking the unfortunate's hull, killing or wounding all on her deck for the first of the boarding party to swing on. Pippin groaned through his teeth. He could sit still no longer! He wanted to be out there, fighting! On whose side? He looked around. "So what shall it be tonight, then?" he asked himself. Something to read, he decided, before trying to sleep. Pippin had been dreaming again, sometimes of Diamond, sometimes of another girl entirely, a woman of Men; sometimes they were the same individual, and this vision rode upon Tempest through desert into a sudden valley, where stood a silver pillar, upon which shone a jewel like a star... He climbed up on a chair and brought down the second volume in the work on circumnavigation he had begun. He had just been told that the world was round. Apparently it was true, too. He had just settled into the book when he realized all had gone silent. The sounds of boarding had ended, and now there was nothing but silence to hear through the walls of the cabin. Disturbed, Pippin closed the book and went to the window, to see what he could see. The Mormegil held the merchantman, hull to hull. The boarding planks straddled the gunwales. The ships were bound by stay-lines. Apart from that, he could see little else. Then he heard what seemed like Morelin's voice, clear and cold, answered by another voice, from within the merchant ship. Pippin examined the merchant ship more closely. It was much bigger than the Seafoam had been, as long as the Mormegil, and broader, and deep; it must house vast spaces, comparatively, in its cabins and holds. It was so close Pippin could actually make out faces and movement through the windows of the other ship. Many faces, and telltale movements. Pippin's eyes grew wide. Corsair marines. He had to warn Morelin! He clawed the window open, then finally grabbed a chair and swung it at the glass as hard as he could. It broke, and with the heavy books he knocked it open. The captain was on deck, with the bewildered boarding party, speaking to someone on the quarterdeck of the merchantman. "Morelin!" Pippin cried. "It's a trap!" Morelin looked his way, and then the hidden Corsairs charged. An arrow struck the sill of the porthole, missing Pippin by hairs. Pippin looked up, for the arrow had come from above. He saw a flash of a grizzled face and yellow beard. "Orren," he realized. Pippin ducked back inside. He grabbed the chair again and swung it against the door. It chipped. He swung it again, and it chipped some more. He grunted and cried out and flung the chair with all his might against the door, and a great crack appeared in the wood. Pippin stepped back and then went to throw his shoulder against it, when it opened. He crashed into a hard, dark body. "Poclis!" Pippin gasped. "The captain! He's in danger!" "I know," said Poclis dispassionately. For a moment Pippin's heart misgave him, then suddenly he found himself with a bundle in his arms. "Your sword and cloak," said Poclis, and Pippin indeed held Trollsbane in its scabbard and belt, wrapped in his old elven cloak. Pippin gaped, his eyes wide. "Come!" said Poclis, and Pippin's sharp face became grim and fell. He buckled his belt and drew his sword and followed Poclis into the fray, donning the cloak so that he seemed one with the shadows beyond the firelight.
A force equal to the Mormegil's crew had lurked hidden in the merchantman, comprised of marines and raiders from Umbar itself, come to take the renegade ship. The Umbar corsairs and Morelin's pirates clashed swords upon the deck of the merchantman, the battle quickly beginning to spill over to the Mormegil. Then the rest of the trap unfolded: a good portion of the remainder of the Mormegil crew, and some of the raiders with Morelin, switched sides. The mutinous Corsairs joined their Umbar compatriots and soon Morelin and his faithful men were outnumbered. Pippin ran down the Mormegil, hacking at attackers who came forth. It was difficult at first to recognize friend from foe, but he knew that "friends" were Morelin and those of his crew now gathering around him upon the merchantman's deck. Pippin needed to join them. He leapt up onto the twelve-man boat lashed upon the deck between the main and fore masts, to get a better view. He saw, upon the Mormegil, some of the faithful crew fighting with a great mass of those who had stayed behind. Poclis towered among them, his shaven head and mighty shoulders above the fray like a mountain rising from the sea. The man of southern plains swung a great staff like a halberd, cleaving through a mass of mutineers, bellowing like an ox. On the merchantman, Pippin saw the black blade of Morelin's sword flashing through the torchlight and lamplight. He saw Brogar among a dozen other of the captain's defenders, spinning and striking like a wind made flesh. But where was Davy? There--he glimpsed the boy's face, fighting to get back to his captain. An arrow whistled past his face. Pippin dropped into the boat for cover. Orren. He could hear the deep hum of the Northman's bow. The mutineer stood upon the poop deck, his back to the mizzen, raining ruin where he could with a quiver full of arrows. A sudden heat pulsed from somewhere in Pippin's gut through his chest and into his eyes. He felt himself smile, but there was nothing funny about what was going on. Pippin jumped out of the boat back onto the deck. He sheathed Trollsbane and pulled out his dagger. He made for the starboard halyards that he had spliced that afternoon, and grabbed it with his left hand, wrapping it around his fist. With his dagger, he cut the rope, above the splice he had made, and flew to the top of the mainmast as the mainsail unfurled completely. He kicked on the crow's nest, and swung for the mizzen and the man with the bow. He let go and crashed into the astounded Orren, staggering the man and kicking the bow out of his hands. Pippin landed awkwardly on his side. "Humph!" he grunted in pain, but heard the heavy footsteps coming at him, and pulled out his sword in time to parry the blow of Orren's cutlass. Orren roared and lunged again, his blow landing on the planking as Pippin rolled aside and got to his feet. Pippin stood with Trollsbane at his side, daring Orren to attack again. Orren grinned, baring his teeth. "Pest of a holbytla," he said. "You pick the wrong friends. The Ranger is done. He and his high-minded buccaneering don't have a place on this ship!" He was trying to close in on Pippin, but Pippin kept his eyes on him, and matched him step for step. "The lords of Umbar paid me well to bring down the Black Sword of the Ocean, but they need have not! I would have done it for the ship alone! Now I, Orren, who they said did not deserve a place in the meanest hall of Esgaroth, I shall be a captain of the Black Fleet!" "Oh, shut up!" Pippin said, and swung at him. Orren parried, and lunged down at Pippin, but he had no schooling in swords. For all Orren's superior size, he had little idea of doing anything other than hack and stab, and Pippin took advantage. Staggered again by Pippin's speed and stealthy blows, Orren pulled back and made to run. Pippin chased him. Orren climbed up the shrouds of the mizzen, but Pippin easily overtook him, and they fought one-handed, blades clashing, along the last of the Mormegil's mighty sails. The tip of Orren's cutlass caught Pippin across the left forearm, slicing skin but not flesh. The man laughed. Pippin scowled, and then with a stroke cut the shrouds. Orren roared as he fell to the deck. He was slow to pick himself up. Pippin climbed down, glancing at the rest of the affray. Morelin and his faithful were somehow winning back, at least to the Mormegil, but they were still pinned between the forces of Umbar and the mutineers. Pippin saw Brogar, Davy, and Poclis still up, and holding their own. Good. Morelin had leapt up onto a crate or a capstan and was rallying his people to him. "Have at them, lads!" he shouted, and his voice was bright and angry. Seeing him, the mutineers on the Mormegil boarded the merchantman in droves. A dull blow caught Pippin on the right shoulder and he fell, dropping Trollsbane. Orren stood above him with a cudgel. He dodged the second blow and lunged for his sword with his left hand. But Orren smashed downward on his hand. Pippin heard his bones crack and he couldn't stifle a cry of agony. "Pippin!" he heard, far down the ship, Davy's voice. Orren heard it too. He stood over Pippin, straddling him. "I think the punk is sweet on you," he sneered. "Just like that sailor-boy I offed the day we took you on board--which is what Morelin should have done with you!" "You?" Pippin demanded breathlessly. "You killed Cellas?" Orren laughed and swung his cudgel in reply, but Pippin abruptly pulled his legs up between the pirate's legs and kicked with all his might. Orren howled in torment. Pippin snatched up Trollsbane and scrambled to his feet. He turned on the traitor, who was bent over and raving, and wrapping his injured hand on Trollsbane's hilt beneath his good one, dropped the edge upon the mutinous pirate's neck. Orren's body crumpled. His head rolled a few feet away. Pippin took a deep breath. He was not going to be sick. He swallowed, wiped his sword, and ran back to the main deck.
Pippin fought his way to the other ship and to Morelin's side. "I see Master Poclis came for you," said Morelin at the sight of him. "Orren too," Pippin said to the captain. "Unfortunately, he led the mutineers." "I assumed as much," Morelin said. "But he surprised me with the speed of his plan. Where is he know?" "Dead," Pippin said. Morelin beheld Trollsbane in Pippin's hands, still streaked with blood. He nodded. "We must drive as many of our mutineers upon the merchantman," said the captain. "But you, Pippin, go back to the ship and make ready to sail! We must be ready to heave off at my word!" "What's going on?" Pippin wanted to know. Morelin winked. "We found barrels of blasting powder in the hold," he said. "Brogar's rigging it now." "Blasting powder?" "Designed in Isengard, perfected in Umbar." Pippin's eyes widened. Morelin urged him on. "Go, Peregrin!" he said. "Davy!" he shouted to the boy, standing amidst the fallen bodies of his enemies. "Go with Pippin!" "Aye, sir!" Davy and Pippin pushed through the battle, fighting as they went, back onto the clearing deck of the Mormegil. "Morelin says to make ready to sail at once!" Pippin cried, hurrying to the mainmast. "Aye!" They went from mast to mast, setting the sails, tugging the yards, working through the injuries suffered by the ship and its parts during the battle--and their own injuries, for already Pippin's left hand was swelling. Sooner than it seemed to take, they were as ready as they could be. Davy gasped as he saw Orren's beheaded body by the mizzen. Pippin hurried past him. "My fault," he said. Davy nodded. "Good riddance," he decided. Morelin appeared upon the other ship. "Shove off!" he thundered. And his faithful men hurried onto the Mormegil, slaying those mutineers and attackers still on board. They began to remove the boarding plants and cut the stay lines. Above them all sang Morelin's orders. "Shove off I say!" Brogar leapt over, coming to Pippin and Davy. "It's done," he said. "And I made sure the lamp-oil and kitchen grease would get involved too." "What exactly is going to happen?" asked Pippin. The Easterling grinned. "You'll see!" Poclis led the strongest of Morelin's men in pushing off from the other vessel. "Captain!" shouted Poclis. Morelin sheathed his sword. With a flying leap, he vaulted over the sea and onto the deck of his ship. "Make sail! Man the oars!" he ordered. "Get us as far away from that ship as possible!" He ran to the wheel, Pippin at his heels, Davy and Brogar following. Black oars sprouted from the sides of the Mormegil. Morelin turned the rudder, and slowly the wind began to fill the sails. Pippin watched as they slowly, then gaining in speed, slipped away from the merchantman and its crowded deck. Arrows continued to fly between the ships. "Pippin!" cried Davy, pushing Pippin aside, and then uttering a sharp cry. "Davy!" Pippin cried, seeing the shaft of the arrow protruding from his friend. No, no, not again! "Davy!" Davy sat up, wincing. "I ... I'm all right," he said uncertainly. Brogar knelt and then with a firm tug pulled the arrow out of Davy's back. He felt the wound. "Through the flesh and against the shoulder blade," he said. "You'll live." "How far do we have to get?" Pippin demanded, pressing against Davy's wound with his healthy hand. Morelin looked at Brogar. "A ship's length," the Easterling said. Pippin saw they were near that now. "And when will--" The other ship exploded. A roiling globe of fire burst from its hold, sundering its deck and starboard side, collapsing its mainmast and incinerating numerous on board. The sea rushed into the wound in the ship's hull, and steam howled through its spaces. The falling mast crumpled down, crashing upon the deck and catching flame. All the sails were aflame as, crippled, the ship began to list and capsize. A cheer came from the survivors on the Mormegil. "Enough," said Morelin. "The battle is over, but the chase is begun. Our friends in the Black Fleet are now hunting us. Repair the ship as quickly as you can, and the masts and sails first of all!" Morelin sighed. "Pippin," he said. "You are injured." He motioned for Brogar to take the helm. Then Pippin saw a pirate, a mutineer, sneaking from the stair, a spike ready to be thrown at Morelin. "Look out!" he shouted, and threw himself in the mutineer's path. The man stumbled and fell, and Poclis ran him through into the deck with the spike on the tip of his halberd. Morelin and Brogar pulled the body off Pippin. "You saved my life," said Morelin. Pippin winced and sat up. Everything was sore now. His broken hand was killing him. He loathed to imagine how he'd feel tomorrow. "That makes us even, then," said Pippin. "You spare my life, I save yours. We're square." Morelin nodded. Pippin winced and pressed his hand to his stomach. They gathered around him, concerned. He looked up in distress. "I missed supper."
3.
Three ships of the Black Fleet sailed in pursuit of the renegade and his surviving crew. Their masters, enraged by Morelin's killing of Sartanukil and his interference in the growing trade in narcotics targeted to weaken and enslave Gondor's youth, had set out a formal charge against him. Three hundred were lost in the destruction of the decoy merchant ship. The fleetest ships of Umbar sailed against the Mormegil. Morelin dared them to follow. He set his course for the open sea, where the swift raiders of the Corsairs dared not follow. His compass set west south-west, he sailed into Belegaer, into the storm-swept waters of the Sundering Sea. Pippin, his left hand bandaged tight, his left forearm itchy from the stitches, and his right hand grasping a leg of chicken, visited the captain in his room. "I hear we're running from danger into danger," he said. "That is accurate," said Morelin. "We make for the isle of Meneltarma." "Meneltarma?" Pippin repeated, thinking. "Wasn't that the name of a mountain on Numenor?" "It is the same," said Morelin. "The last tip of the foundered land to rise above the waves." "Is that wise?" asked Pippin in surprise. Morelin sighed. "They dare not follow us so far, three hundred leagues across open sea." "But the books say the wrath of the Valar still haunts that sea," Pippin pointed out, making Morelin eye him thoughtfully. "How much lore of travel do you keep in your little head?" "Perhaps I spend too much time locked in libraries," said Pippin. "Were you always thus?" "Not at all. I was a carefree and idiotic youngster. Now I'm just idiotic, or so folks say. Guess what happened." "The War?" Pippin nodded. "What else? Hasn't everyone? Davy lost his father and brother, and his simple life in the hills. Sauron filled Brogar's head with hate, and when Sauron fell, his life lost purpose. He thinks my cousin was some mighty warrior sent by the Valar to fight Sauron." "Was he not?" Pippin looked sharply at Morelin, but he discerned no jest in the man's face. "Frodo was a silly old hobbit," he said. "He liked to dream, and watch the sky, and take long walks by himself. He told me bedtime stories, and stole cream pudding with me, and climbed after me when I went looking for bird's nests and couldn't get back down. I know he had his dreams of adventure, but instead he seemed content for long and quiet life as a confirmed bachelor, helping his spoiled and irresponsible little cousins survive into the respectable roles prepared for them. Peace and quiet with his books and his home and his faithful friend. "Instead ... he's gone. He walked into darkness and death, and we followed him as far as we could, and for all Merry and I went through, for all Sam went through, it was Frodo, my gentle, silly old cousin Frodo, who had to pay the price. He's gone, and I miss him. He was no savior. He was a sacrifice." He felt tears threatening, but he blinked them back, and in defiance tore off another mouthful of cold chicken. Morelin spoke. "Was he compelled to do so? Did the Wise force him to take the Ring to Mordor?" Pippin coughed out a laugh. "Of course not!" he said. "Frodo chose it! He chose to bear it! Three times at Rivendell; again in Lothlorien; again at Parth Galen; again at Henneth Annun; again in Cirith Ungol; again and again and..." Pippin choked. "Silly old fool. Silly old cousin." He wept now, and he wiped his cheek with his bandaged hand. Morelin reached out and touched his shoulder. "I served long under the son of Arathorn," he said, "and though I care not now for his guise as the King Elessar, I remember well the fearless Ranger Men called Strider. I know he pledged to protect your cousin, and regardless of what he has become--for a king so great should be named an emperor, and empire is the downfall of the West--the captain I knew, knew honor when he saw it. Your cousin chose the burden, knowing he'd be the sacrifice. That makes him savior enough for me." He sighed now, and Pippin wondered at what was wrapped in that breath. "Your cousin bears no blame for the wounds of war that still scar the hearts of Men," he said. His grey eyes met Pippin's. "And hobbits." He stood, and held up a chart. "We keep our course, come rain or heavy sea," he said, and he smiled grimly. "Cheer up, Peregrin. In two weeks' time, you will be the first hobbit to set foot upon the last remnant of Numenor." "Good for me," Pippin remarked, though he felt a thrill.
NEXT: The Far Side of the World
THE FALCON: The Adventures of Peregrin Took
1.
During the long flight from the coast into Belegaer, the dawnwatch would find Pippin standing by the Mormegil's prow, letting the cool draught of speeding air fill his face. The pirates disliked the dawnwatch. It was something navy sailors would do, not proud Corsairs. But they did it, for the ones who were left loved their captain, and for six days danger pursued them. But on the seventh day the last of the ships fell back and did not show herself above the eastern horizon, and the crew of the Mormegil felt they were well and truly free. Then some broached the idea of turning back, not to Umbar, but to the friendly coast of the Mountains of Near Harad. Morelin said no. "Those coasts will not be friendly for some time yet," he told them. "And you know as well as I do we need to re-provision and repair. Unless you wish to do both in the middle of the open sea, we will need a haven, and Meneltarma will have one." The pirates grumbled, but having survived a mutiny they knew not to question the captain. "It's just unlucky, is all," said the old gray-bearded pirate. "That isle is part of Akallebeth, and it's all of it cursed." Pippin broached the same thought in private, but Morelin was firm. "I cannot go sailing to places I know will not be hospitable," he said. "The Downfall is nearer to legend than history. All we seek is a safe harbor for a week. Nothing more." "And then what?" said Pippin. Morelin's eyes narrowed at him. "I know what you would ask of me," he said. "But I am not an explorer. This ship will not be your vehicle." "You deprived me of my steed when you took me prisoner," Pippin reminded him pointedly. "Haven't I been a worthwhile guest? It's not as if you could go back to the Bay of Belfalas anytime soon. Why not wander?" But Morelin steadfastly refused.
So Pippin went about his duties, manning the evening watch upon the crow's nest, helping with weaving, splicing, and coiling the ropes, even holystoning the decks. He did not mind. The dawnwatch, though, he kept himself. He slept early and woke earlier still. The closer they came to the seas over Atalante, the more vivid grew his dreams. One morning he went to his usual perch to find Poclis standing there alone. The first mate seemed lost in many thoughts. Pippin decided not to bother him. "Razar," said Poclis. "Do not let me keep you from your morning walk." "It's not really a walk," said Pippin, joining the first mate. "More like a stroll and then a long, blank stare. I'm quite good at it." "You like to joke when you are burdened with troubling things," Poclis observed. Pippin peered at him, and then nodded. "Yes," he admitted. "Most of my people do so, but perhaps I do more than most." "My people enjoy laughter," said Poclis, and he fell silent again. Pippin looked up at Morelin's right-hand man. Poclis was taller than any Big Person he had ever seen, even taller than the Dunedain, taller than elves. His skin was a deep purple brown, and it seemed luminous in sunlight or torchlight, and clutched onto a powerful yet long-limbed frame. He had no hair upon his head but for a braid he grew at the back, thin and smooth, like a ribbon or rope, to his waist. His cheeks were scarred with patterns whose meaning Pippin did not know. His ears were pierced in many places, as was his nose, and from his neck hung numerous necklaces of everything from gold to the fingernails of slain enemies. One of them was a long ivory tooth. Davy said he heard it came from a lion Poclis had killed to become a man. Pippin barely had an idea of what a lion was. "Tell me of your people," Pippin asked. Poclis looked down at him. Then slowly the giant of a man smiled. His teeth were white and clean. "And you will tell me of yours." Pippin nodded. "It's a bargain."
The people of Poclis's tribe were hunters and herders of cattle. They came from the sun-drenched grasslands of Far Harad, south of the Great Desert, south of the Girdle of Arda that was the waist of the round world. Upon those grasslands, Poclis said, vast herds of innumerable creatures grazed from rainy season to dry: buffalo, which were like oxen with black hide and horns like the sickle Moon; zebra, which were like horses, but with tails like bottle-brush plants, and a coat of black and white stripes; antelope, like gaily colored deer, in sizes and shapes from housecats to horses; and other creatures, unicorns and dicorns and lion-pards and hunting-pards, and lions indeed, and oliphaunts. Through it all ran a wide, slow river, brown with silt, that emptied into Belegaer through a hot, steaming forest. Poclis's tribe lived in a fenced enclosure of spacious huts constructed of straw, packed with mud, and painted with the white ash deposited in ages past by the two mountains who dominated the plains. They were called the Two Mothers, said Poclis, the Elder and the Younger, and the Younger every other lifetime of men would spout ash and smoke. The Elder never gave utterance anymore, and her head was always capped in white ice even beneath the baking sun. From the snows on her far side came a laughing stream that became a crushing torrent that emptied over a mighty waterfall into a lake whose banks seemed beyond reach, and frequented by birds of every possible feather and wing. From the lake, said Poclis, came the Long River, which flowed north for a thousand miles and more through the Great Desert, and emptied by many mouths into the Eastern Sea by the Straits of the World. Poclis had left his home to seek the life of a wanderer. His father was a wealthy man, and Poclis had been the only child of the wife his father loved most. But there were sons before him, by his father's first wife, and Poclis had refused to settle for the lot of a small hut and a tithe of his father's cattle. He wished to wander the wide lands, see all there was for a man to see beneath the sun. His brothers were also worshippers of the Eye, and Poclis did not believe in him or in anything else other than the spirit in his heart and the ground beneath his feet. So he left. He wandered through many regions, until he was captured by warriors of a strange tribe, and taken prisoner to their villages by the sea. Corsairs bought slaves from them, and so Poclis was sold to a Corsair ship, which brought him to Umbar. He learned many things in his time of bondage. Morelin had come to Umbar shortly after the War of the Ring. He was already a mariner of reputation, or so he seemed to Poclis and his master, the owner and captain of the Mormegil, though it wasn't called that yet. Morelin bought the ship, and won it when the previous owner thought better of the price and tried to have Morelin killed. Morelin instead killed him, and took the ship and all its contents, including Poclis. Morelin said he had no use for a slave. Poclis understood and prepared himself to be sold to another master. Instead Morelin freed him. How ironic that the very act of giving him his freedom would turn out to bind Poclis in devotion and loyalty to Morelin every year since.
"So you see, Razar," finished Poclis, "I left home to seek my fortune in the wider world, and here I am, through many misadventures a man in full, who has seen more than he could ever have dreamed as a cattle-herder on the Plains of the Sun." Then he sighed. "Yet as I grow older, I come to miss those plains, all the same." "It seems we're a lot alike," Pippin told him. "Are we?" Pippin nodded, and told him his own story. "I am the youngest of four children," he said, "and the only son. My father was a farmer..."
2.
Morelin frowned at the chart in his hands, and then peered again through his glass. He then raised an instrument to his eye and regarded the height of the sun. After this he consulted the chart again, then threw it on the deck. "Hang the charts," he said. "We continue for the isle." The pirates grumbled, but obeyed. Pippin picked up the map and studied it, his eyes drawn first to the star-shaped point of Meneltarma, and then to the landmass at the margin, straddling the Girdle of Arda and extending far south. Would he ever get there? And what use would it be to go there? Lions, pards, unicorns and oliphaunts. He had lost Tempest so long before. He could not walk those plains. Frodo walked to Mordor. But he wasn't Frodo. He had no quest.
So they voyaged on. Pippin went about the duties Morelin had assigned him. He was lookout for the duration of the evening watch each day. He climbed to the crow's nest at the top of the mainmast, little less than halfway between the slanted arms of the mighty main yard, and stood there for three hours each evening as the sun sank into the West and the stars appeared. From his perch he saw the moods of the seas through which they sailed, its phenomena and its denizens. He noticed that not all the sea was the same color. The eighth day of their journey, they had steered into a region of fast-moving water that was a deeper, darker blue than the rest of the sea. It proved to be a strong current that Morelin said would take them southwest at five additional knots over their wind speed. Pippin also came to discern the savor of deep swells that came from distant storms, and the bright-topped whitecaps churned by the brisk midday breeze. They passed from the current into calmer waters as clear and evident a background as the noonday sky. Here in these waters far from shore he saw shoals of blue-backed fish larger than he was; sharks with their pointed snouts and dorsal fins like the Mormegil's sails; fighting fish with beaks like swords and wings on their backs; and sea turtles, lazing on the surface before proceeding to hunt for jellyfish. He saw dolphins, a different race than those Cellas had introduced to him, black-snouted and black-backed with their eyes ringed in white as if they wore dwarven spectacles sold at the Farthing Fair. He saw, several times, tall torrents of water spurting from the surface of the sea, full of rush and blow like the fountains of hidden springs. When he pointed them out the first time, the pirates had been excited. "Whales! Whales!" they called out, and damned their stars they had not the time to hunt one. Pippin did not know what a whale was, and paid no heed to the threat of hunting, until well into the third week of the voyage he chanced upon them again as he manned the crow's nest. It was early in the evening and the sun was setting behind a bank of mist that had slowly been growing as they sailed further West. They had turned northwest with a southeasterly wind blowing them toward their destination. To port, the sea rolled with swells from a distant storm, and in the sky above the setting Sun, Earendil sparkled above all other stars. To starboard, the waters seemed strangely disturbed. He saw, perhaps a league or so distant, objects surging through the surface of the water, and discerned the fluttering of thousands of tiny fish. Then suddenly one of the dark shapes resolved into an immense pair of jaws, toothless, deeply ribbed, and they rose through the mass of trapped fish and engulfed hundreds of them in a single gulp. They did not stop there, but were followed by a vast head, large as a house; and then the head dipped back down, snout first, and in a curve Pippin beheld the full length of the creature with its smooth skin of blue and gray as it fed upon the anchovies and fingerlings of mackerel that bloomed in the summer oceans. It was a leviathan, largest of whales, surpassing others of its kind found in later years, even before the greed of Men would wipe from the seas an entire generation of the oldest and largest of the breed. The sight of the one hunting was enough. But then Pippin saw from the depths another leviathan rise and pass within a few yards of the Mormegil. The pirates all hollered and made commotion, and several brandished spears. "No!" cried Pippin, overcome with some emotion he did not understand. "No! Don't trouble it! Don't hurt it!" And before his eyes he saw a baby, a calf, slip out from beneath its mother's fin. It was the size of the longboat. The mother rolled sideways, and Pippin saw an eye as large as half his body regard him with clear and conscious regard. He smiled faintly, a tremor running like lightning from the hair on his head to the hair on his feet, until his smile vanished and awe overwhelmed him completely. The leviathan dove, its calf with it. It gave a twitch of its flukes, wide as the ship; and then it vanished. But it was all Pippin could do not to believe it had seen him, and that it had waved "thank you"
So passed the days until, at the coming of dusk, Pippin was sitting on the crow's nest, idly singing a sad song he had made up to amuse himself. A light will shine upon the farther shore So go on and cry, my friends, And no ring or precious thing Earendil. Pippin smiled as he looked upon the Evening Star. "Hello," he said to Elrond's father. "Lovely evening out here in the trackless wilderness, isn't it? How did you ever manage it?" There's a Man in a ship with a Silmaril on his brow. He laughed at the old doggerel, then saw beneath the Star against the bank of mist and the fire of the vanished sun, a peak like a five-horned crown, rising above the sea. He rang the cymbal next to him. "Land!" he cried. "I see land!"
3.
Pippin stared at the jagged stone of the crest behind the beach, wreathed in the ever-present mist. "You've been staring holes in the mountain for three days," said Brogar, coming up behind him. Pippin looked up at the Easterling and smiled. "How goes the repairs?" Brogar pointed down the beach. Some of the crew were stacking fresh-milled wood planks and spars. Others were sorting through the fruits and herbs they had collected from the forests. Out in the deep water by promontory of dark rock, the Mormegil echoed with the faint pummeling of hammers. "We should be done within the day," he said. Pippin squinted exaggeratedly. He saw Poclis walking by. "Would've gone faster if you'd let me help," he said so the first mate would hear. Poclis did. "You helped enough the first day." Brogar laughed. "Yes indeed. Just how many sharks did you want to catch for our table?" "It was not the sharks, it was using yourself as bait," Poclis added. Pippin puffed his chest out. "I wanted a swim." "You wanted to get on land so badly after nearly two months at sea that you were ready to slay every shark, sea-snake, shrimp or sponge that tried to stop you," said Morelin, sauntering to join them. "Peace, Peregrin," he said. "None doubt your ability or skill. But this is physical work, and frankly, we are all larger than you." Pippin shrugged. "Fine. I've been quite busy myself." "I know. Thank you again, by the way, for bringing Davirin with you on your exploration of the island." "Well, he's a very nice boy," said Pippin. "And I needed his long legs when we ran into that deer. And away from it. That was a deer, right?" "I think so," said Morelin. "Though of a kind unknown on eastern shores. No doubt its race has spent all these thousands of years marooned on this isle. I have a team hunting for them now. Fresh venison would be a welcome feast, wouldn't you say?" Pippin pulled a fruit out of his pocket, its thick purple rind concealing five soft pits enclosed in clear, custardlike flesh that reminded him of a union of apples, plums, and milk. He had found them and tasted them on his first trip through the woods and found them delightful. "I've been quite enjoying the rest of the produce as well," he said. He glanced again at the summit of the peak. "Though there's part of the island I have yet to see." "In that case, you should go now," said Morelin. He gestured to the pervading milky calm over sky and sea. "The storm from the south shows signs of passing here. I have heard tales of the power of these warm-water tempests." "They are strong," Poclis agreed. "They rise from rain clouds above the jungles of the south and grow in strength over the waters of the girdling seas and the current we rode here." "If, or when, it comes," Morelin said, "I want to take the ship to open water rather than risk surging waves to dash it against that headland yonder." He looked down at Pippin. "Well, then. That is your guide. When the clouds gather and the wind lifts, you must head back to this beach. I may set sail without you." "You wouldn't dare," Pippin said, though he suspected Morelin would.
Poclis, Brogar and Davy asked to accompany Pippin. "Very well," said Morelin. To Poclis he added privately, "Keep our little falcon out of trouble. I have grown fond of him." Poclis nodded. They prepared for a short hike. Davy brought a haversack in which to store anything they collected. Brogar distributed long, thick-bladed knives for hacking through tangled underbrush; the forest and woods had proven difficult in many places. Pippin brought his sword and dagger and, of course, his elven cloak. "So," said Poclis. He motioned to Pippin. "Lead on, Razar." Pippin looked up again at the sheer cliffs. His companions saw a fey grin spread across his sharp features, and his green eyes gleam with recklessness. Without a word, he went, and the others followed. They walked up the beach into the thick mantling forest. The woods were quiet but for the calls of many birds. Dim sunlight filtered through the mist and shade of the forest, settling upon unfamiliar plants and flowers. Pippin moved easily through the underbrush with woodcraft of which his far-off Fallohide ancestors, whose blood by some accident or design ran nearly true in him, would have been proud. Poclis did the same. Brogar hacked through thickets with his knife. Davy cautiously followed. They hiked up the rumpled slope of the isle for most of the morning, making their way in a spiraling course from the coast toward the mountainous heart of the island. Thus they reached the face of the ridge at noon. Pippin looked up again. He could pick out numerous handholds and ledges across what had seemed a steep, almost sheer rock face. He unstrapped his belt and slung it from his shoulder across his chest so that Trollsbane and its scabbard were upon his back. "I'm climbing," he announced. His companions regarded him with expressions ranging from doubt to incredulity. "There must be an easier way," Brogar said. "We cannot follow you up that rock face," Poclis stated. "If we had ropes, and pitons..." Davy, the child of the dales of the White Mountains, thought aloud. "Razar..." Poclis sighed. Pippin was already scrambling up the mountain. Within a few minutes Pippin was high enough to see over the forest. He paused and looked around. They had come but half a league from the beach; the rolling terrain and thick forest had slowed their pace. The sea was shrouded in mist, but to the southwest, mare's tails were scudding across the sky, followed by grey, and then black, clouds. A storm indeed. Towards the west he saw where the rocks were lower. He pointed. "There's a little dale or scree not a quarter of a mile to the west," he yelled. "You Big people go down there and try and keep up!" He beamed and then continued his climb. It was little over a hundred feet to the top. Pippin, with a few breaks for bites of the fruit in his pocket, made the summit in good time. The rock face he had climbed was the southern ridge of what had once been a circular crest concealing a forested hollow. The tallest portions of the crest were upon the north and east, three hundred feet easily above the hillside. To the west, a flood, or centuries of steady wear, had opened a gully in the encircling stone. The wind buffeted him. It was coming from the south, and Pippin espied the harbingers of heavy weather coming their way. He had trouble keeping his balance. He knew he should start carefully making his way down, but he decided to turn around and take in the view a little longer. What could be the harm? The wind caught his cloak and blew him off the ridgeline. It was half the distance from the crest to the floor of the bowl-like hollow at the center of the island than it was from the outside hills to the crest; and far less steep. Pippin rolled, tumbled, and skidded his way down, raising a cloud of grey dust that looked like ancient ash. He came to rest by a field of dull green grass. "Ouch," he moaned, rubbing his bottom. "And I'm all bruises once again." He picked himself up. He checked his equipment. Yes, his dagger was still there, and he knew Trollsbane had not been lost. Just a few bruises and cuts then. "Well, that wasn't quite so bad," he said. Then he looked up, and his words died into the mist. A grove of trees grew in the center of the hollow. They were old, and gnarled; but no older trace of growth was around them; they sprouted after the Downfall, then. Their bark was silver, their leaves dark green and three-pointed. Mallorns. Pippin walked towards them. He felt a strange stillness pass over him; his heart beat clear and strong, but unhurriedly; yet curiosity was almost overwhelming his senses. He took soft breaths and swirled the fog with his exhalations. He was not chilled; but his fingers were cold. He came to the trees, and realized they had grown in a ring. Within them was a glade of grass, and a small, clear pool sheltered by a standing rock of black, glassy stone. From a cleft in the stone sprang forth water. Pippin, not knowing why, undid the clasp of his belt and laid his arms aside on a nearby low branch. Weapons would not be welcome. How he knew that, he did not know, but he knew it indeed, as well as he knew that no shoe or boot was to touch this grass. But his feet were always bare. He took a step, and entered the circle of trees.
It was dark. The world was formless and void. A wind from the West blew over the surface of the Sea. A new star blazed forth in the heavens. A mighty host crossed the Sea. The Dark Power was defeated, his pits unroofed, and he himself cast from the world into the endless void. Land sank under the power of the wrath of the West. The sea rushed over them. Scattered ships of Men roamed the waters. An island rose to meet them. Their power grew with the passing years. They learned knowledge, and strength, and their craft surpassed any who came after. Their cities bore towers tall as hills. They shaped rock like children shape sand, and forged metals never before seen under the light of the Sun or Moon. Their ships all but flew across the oceans. A fleet crossed the Sea to the aid of the Elven-king. They were delayed by storm, but their coming was as the host of the West in Elder Days. The new Dark Lord submitted to their power, and the men of Middle-earth bowed low before them, the tall sea-kings, for they seemed closer to gods than men. Vast were their voyages. All the seas of Arda they navigated. Every land they sought to touch. Every haven they found to chart. Ever they searched for anything that might give them their deepest desire: the immortal life of the Elves and the gods. A prince set sail with a small fleet. He flung nets to dredge the ocean floor, far in the north over the lands beneath the wave. He uncovered much treasure lost, but he cared nothing for riches, seeking instead for knowledge and the virtue in the attempt. Then his nets brought up a jewel shining like a star. Its beauty entranced the prince, and possessed him, and he would not give it up. He abandoned his quest and took his ships and his jewel far into the distant seas. The prince sailed his ships through many waters, till he ventured into the eastern sea whence the Sun rises. There a mighty storm came upon his ships, and they foundered, and he and those of his men who also survived were left on a beach by the mouths of a grand river. But he kept the jewel in a pouch on a chain around his neck, and so he retained it when he was cast upon the foreign shore. The survivors took what they could and followed the river into the desert, to a green valley where Men dwelt in huts built under overhanging cliffs of stone. There, exhausted and half-dead, they sought refuge among the savage tribes. They came to love the people of the valley, and the people welcomed them as impoverished gods, and offered them wives to bed, which they accepted. The prince became their ruler, their god-king, and he ruled them for three generations of men. And the jewel that guided him he set upon a tower for all to gaze at but never again touch. And it shone like a star come down from heaven, a star that would never set. Upon the island kingdom in the midst of the Sea, a terrible doom was fast approaching. Convinced, and deceived, that they were worthy of godhood, the mighty kingdom and her greatest king sent forth an armada the scale and scope of which the world would never see again, armed with weapons unheralded in mortal thought until a far later age: orbs that cast burning light; projectiles that struck and burst in ruinous fire; lightning bolts, shot like arrows from the prows of the thousands upon thousands of golden ships. And they landed upon the Blessed Land, and laid siege to the holy city and the mountain of the gods. Blasphemy. Catastrophe. Disaster. Downfall. The Powers laid down their guardianship, and the One changed the world. The Great Rift opened in the midst of the Sea, and into it plunged the great waters, and the island was cast down into everlasting darkness. Only the mountaintop remained, a lonely isle above the grieving waves, for it was sacred to Eru, and was ever a holy place. Nine ships of those who remained faithful were spared, and fleeing east founded Kingdoms in Exile. But in Far Harad, the earlier kingdom remained placid and proud beneath the bedazzling light of their captive Star.
"Razar! Razar, wake up!" Pippin didn't want to open his eyes, but he kept getting water in his nose and mouth, and he wondered why Poclis was trying to drown him. He knew Poclis was carrying him, and that they were running. Why he was carrying him, he didn't know. He opened his eyes to see his friend's face wet with pouring rain. The storm had come. "What happened?" he cried, as a thunderclap shook the air. "We found you within the circle of trees," said Poclis over the roar of the rain. "We could not wake you. The weather had began to turn, so we decided to go back. We have been running for the past hour, but the storm has only grown worse. I fear it will become much worse before it gets better." Pippin nodded. "Put me down!" he yelled back. "I'm awake now." "My legs are longer!" Poclis replied. "What happened to you?" "I don't know! It was like I fell asleep!" Pippin felt frantically for his weapons. They were not on him. "Poclis--" "You were talking in your sleep," Poclis interrupted. "Were you dreaming?" "I don't know!" Pippin's head ached. The storm turned the tangled forest into a thicket of impassable avenues. They had no time for delicacy. Brogar and Davy hurried ahead, clearing a path for Poclis and Pippin. The ground was soaked and footing treacherous. Davy suddenly cried out in alarm and vanished. "Davy!" Pippin cried. They ran to the boy's aid. He had slipped into a shallow ravine. "I'm all right!" Davy called. "Nothing's broken." But he grimaced as he put weight on his ankle. "You have sprained it," Brogar said, hurrying down to get him. He slung the boy's arm around his shoulders. "Come!" "Put me down," Pippin said. "I can run as fast as you walk." Poclis hesitated, and then did as Pippin asked. Pippin joined Davy and Brogar in the bottom of the depression. "Let me take that bag," he said, pulling the haversack from Davy's shoulder. "Thank you, Pippin," said Davy, and with Brogar's help climbed up the steep, slippery slope, hobbling through the wet earth and dead leaves. Pippin opened the haversack and found Trollsbane and his belt among its contents. He sighed in relief. Then he tripped over something upon the ground. "Razar?" said Poclis. "There's something down here," Pippin said, crawling through the leaves, brushing them away. "They feel like..." He gasped. He had uncovered a skull. Ancient and worn, covered in hardened black ash, yet still whole, it lay half-buried in the earth, lost in forest litter. Something glittered around it. Pippin scraped some earth away. It looked like gold. He picked it up. It was a delicate golden fillet, worn upon a woman's brow, made of woven metal like thread in which somehow was braided strands of tiny and minute diamonds. It was an ornament fit for a queen. "Razar!" Poclis shouted. "We must go!" Pippin nodded. He made to tuck the fillet into his pouch. Then he glanced at the skull. This queen, whoever she was, had died here, possibly upon the Downfall. This belonged to her. Pippin decided to leave the fillet where he found it. "I'm sorry," he said to the woman's bones, and climbed out of the ravine.
Through treacherous winds and unslackening rain, Pippin and his companions ran, until they heard the surf pounding against the beach. They broke through the last stand of brush to see Morelin, his black cloak spilling around him in the wind and rain, beckoning them strenuously, and three men holding down the longboat through the powerful waves. "Hurry! Hurry!" the captain cried. The explorers increased their speed as they could. "Come on!" Pippin splashed into the spill of the waves, watching at the breakers beyond. Most were taller than he was. Primal terror waked in his heart, but he swallowed it down. He would not be daunted by wind and water! Long hands seized him under his arms and threw him to the men in the boat. They caught him, sputtering. "Poclis!" Pippin cried. "I could have swum, you know!" "No arguing!" Poclis retorted, wading through. "Come! Come!" he urged Brogar and Davy. "Captain!" Morelin joined them and climbed into the boat, followed by Poclis. Each man grabbed an oar, except for Pippin, who went to the prow to look out into the storm. "Where's the ship?" he cried. "I sent her out into deeper water!" Morelin responded. "I took the longboat back to shore to wait for you. You appear to have been delayed!" "You could say that!" Pippin said. "How are we going to ride out this storm?" "In the open sea!" Morelin said. Pippin nodded and returned to his stance, gazing into the rain that now stung with salt-sting as it mingled with the spray of the waves. The pellets of rain were flying at a harsh angle as the wind strengthened. Powerful swells rocked the boat and the bay itself, and against the ridge of rocks where the Mormegil had been anchored, the swells crashed in massive breakers. Pippin saw the lights of the ship, which rolled among the swells beyond the rocks of the island. He looked back, and Meneltarma was wreathed in rain and cloud. Fragments of his vision upon the hollow in the mountaintop returned to him, of the Downfall of Numenor and the wrath of the West; even as they came to the ship and climbed up on the thrown line-ladders, he saw in his mind the great green wave of the Sea washing over the hapless land.
Part VI: The Bone Shore
1.
The beach was full of ghosts. The current rising from the faraway southern ice scraped against the scorched rock and the dry beige sand, raising thick fog that streamed inland for miles. Bones lay upon the sand: whales, seals, antelope, the mighty tusks of oliphaunts. Through the mist came a lion. Unlike the lions of later ages, it had no mane, and it was a third again their size. Though not long enough to be considered sabers, its fang teeth protruded their tips below the flaps of its jowls. It growled and rumbled in its belly, sniffing the air for carrion. Instead it smelled fresh and unfamiliar meat. It padded over the sand, perceiving shapes through the mist, objects strewn upon the beach by the waves. The scent came from a small creature lying facedown upon the sand. The lion approached it warily. It would make a good snack. The lion bent its snout to nudge the creature onto its back and bare its neck and belly. It was a pale, furless thing, with soft skin, easily eaten. As the lion moved it, the creature made a soft noise. The lion licked its chops. Out of the fog with a loud cry came a Man. He threw himself at the lion, stabbing at it with his knife. The lion snarled and lashed out with a paw. The man leapt barely clear, and swung his knife again, cutting the lion on the nose. The lion, annoyed and hurt, roared and gnashed its jaws at the Man. It reared up on its hind legs and leapt at the Man. The Man fell. The lion pounced on him and growled, preparing to relish this larger and more satisfying meal, when suddenly a three-foot-long sword was run through its neck behind its head. It fell dead upon the Man. The Man looked past the predator's jaws to the small, grim face above him. "Poclis?" said Pippin, pulling Trollsbane from the lion's neck. Poclis nodded. "I am all right." He pulled himself from beneath the corpse. "And you?" Pippin crawled off the lion and stood, swaying unsteadily on his feet. His clothes were rent and his face hollow and his arms and chest were marked with sunburn and fading bruises. He blinked slowly, beholding himself. "What happened?" Pippin murmured. Slowly he crumpled like a leaf, and Poclis caught him and gently eased him down.
The storm had battered the ship for three days and three nights. With all Morelin's skill and knowledge, they had been unable to break free of the tempest, and it was all he could do to keep the ship upright amidst the waves that threatened to sink it at every moment. They had touched the Isle of Meneltarma; Osse was not amused. Within the ship "dry" lost any meaning. Every corner seemed touched by the madness of the sea. The lower decks were constantly flooding, and twenty men had to work continuously in shifts to bail out the bilge. Up on deck, the sails were reefed tight, but Morelin and Poclis feared the lines would break. If the sails, as huge as they were, were unfurled in the storm winds, the yards and masts would be lost. Pippin had become seasick again, and fought through it, working where he could to help the ship survive. He worked so hard, in such dangerous places, that Morelin had Poclis take him aside. "Doom oft goes ill with those who dare to master it." When the port anchor came loose, the entire ship wheeled in the sea, stuck like a snared animal. The iron anchor was caught in the deep currents of the roiled sea worse than had it snared bedrock. Morelin ordered the rope cut, and Davy, closest to it, took out his saber. But another swell crashed against the port side and Davy stumbled and almost washed overboard. Pippin was lying pressed against the forward boat and the bow deck. He saw what they needed to be done and crawled towards the anchor hold and the rope capstan. Morelin shouted, "Peregrin! Don't," but Pippin ignored him, pulling out Trollsbane as more waves raced murderously toward the keeling prow. Rain and wind and knifing spray tore at his clothes and face as he braced himself against the deck and the gunwale and reached with his knife for the treacherous rope. He couldn't strike the rope properly, but he tried anyway, trusting the keenness of his sword's edge. He struck it, once, twice, three times, a fourth--and the rope frayed and gave way; but not before it coiled around Pippin's arm and pulled him into the sea. "Peregrin!" cried Morelin. Poclis took one look at the Halfling lost in the midst of the tempest. He raced down the drenched deck and snagged a halyard from the mainmast and then flew with a leap into the sea. He swam to Pippin, clutching the rope. Morelin dashed to the gunwale, and Brogar, and Davy, and the other men. "Pull!" cried the captain, as Poclis pulled Pippin's head from the water and in the middle of all the chaos cradled him against his shoulder like a father comforting a son. Then disaster struck. The loosened halyard caused the mainsail to loosen and strain against its ropes. In a gust of wind, the ropes broke, and the Mormegil's vast black mainsail was opened to the full force of the tempest. The men leapt for the stays, for the flapping halyards. Some were thrown down, others thrown into the sea, only to pull themselves back. "Tame that sail!" Morelin cried. "Cut it loose if you have to!" Brogar leapt to comply, leaving Morelin and Davy to hold onto the rope to which out in the sea Poclis clung one-handed, still cradling the half-conscious Pippin. Brogar pulled out his scimitar, speeding to climb the shrouds and cut the bindings of the mainsail. Then came the sickening crack of tearing wood strained beyond the limits of its strength. Morelin saw it. "Davirin!" he cried, throwing himself at Davy and getting them both out of the way. Pulled by the winds and the weight of the tremendous sail, the main yard and mast broke, and crashed against the deck, breaking the port gunwale and sliding in ruin into the sea. "Can you see them?" Morelin cried to anyone. "There, captain!" said a pirate. "Poclis and Razar!" Morelin's eyes hardened. He took out his sword and went to the nearest boat. He cut its moorings. "Into the sea! Give them a chance!" he ordered. Davy, Brogar, man after man ran to the boat and they all pulled it and threw it into the sea. Brogar shook his head. "They are lost," he said. Morelin said nothing. Then he ordered, "Clear the deck of this mess. We will survive." The men jumped to their tasks. Davy was among them, quick and relentless as any of the others, and everything was so wet none could tell the rain or the spray from his tears. But in the sea, Poclis swam to the boat and caught it. He threw Pippin in, followed by himself, before losing consciousness amid the waves like hills upon the sea.
2.
Pippin propped himself up on his elbows. He ached, and his mind was fuzzy. His throat was dry. "Water," he said. "There is none," said Poclis. "There is blood from the lion." Pippin was nauseated. "No, thank you." "There will be water-holes in the interior," said Poclis. "When you feel better, we shall seek them." Getting a drink would be the best way for him to feel better, thought Pippin, but he didn't say it. He sat up. His right shoulder ached a little, more than just the bruises and strained muscles of the rest of him. He massaged it. "It was dislocated when the anchor-rope took you," Poclis said. "I reset it several days ago. The tenderness will pass." "I'm glad I was asleep for that, then," said Pippin. "You were not. You cried out when I popped the joint." "I don't remember it." Poclis nodded. "That is best." Pippin grunted. He was a hobbit; hardier than he looked. He'd survive injury. The lack of water, on the other hand, was a bit more alarming. He looked around, seeing the landscape for the first time. The beach of gray sand stood athwart the blue sea where massive breakers crashed against the strand. The surf extended out many yards into the sea. A pair of rocky islands beyond teemed with peculiar creatures Pippin could not make out. They looked like birds, but seemed to act like otters. He looked around him, discerning the skeletons like markers lost in the sand, and through the thinning mist saw the sand rise to the crest of a high dune. The air was growing dry. A longshore wind had begun to blow from the east from inland across the surface of the sea. "Where are we?" he asked. His voice seemed both loud and lost in the expanse of his surroundings. "The Bone Shore of Far Harad." "What?" Pippin said, his eyes suddenly wide. A small smile lit Poclis's face. "Far Harad. You wanted to come here, you are here. You are good luck, Razanur Tuk." Pippin's smile faded. "The others?" Poclis sighed. "Last I saw the ship," he said, "she had lost her mainsail." "Oh, no," Pippin said. Poclis shook his head. "If any can survive such a storm, it is the Black Sword of the Ocean and her captain." "The last thing I remember was cutting the anchor loose," Pippin said. "You say the ship was still afloat... I'll have to hope they made it safe back to Meneltarma or some other land. Or sail still. "But how did we survive?" he wanted to know. Poclis was silent so long Pippin started to think he wouldn't answer him. A dry wind from the dunes was roiling the mist. The sun was beginning to grow hot. The meat was done roasting; other strips of the lion's flesh was drying and curing in the sun. Then Poclis asked Pippin, "Do you have a god?" Pippin flinched. What a question to have first thing in the morning. "I don't think so," he finally answered after a moment's hard thought. "I mean, we've no temples or such things in the Shire. We've never really given any thought to it." Pippin frowned. "But I've seen--" He stopped himself, thinking again. "I don't know any gods," he said, "because none have introduced themselves to me. Except Sauron, I suppose, but he doesn't count. I've seen wondrous things, though. Why?" Poclis sighed. "Wondrous things," he repeated. "So. We escaped the storm, but were dying of thirst. A line of clouds appeared and it began to rain. There was no wind and the sea was calm. It only rained. It rained and filled the boat until it nearly sank. Then it stopped, and we had fresh water to drink. "You always wear your cloak. I have never known why, but on that boat I realized it was proof against water. With it I kept some of the water, enough to live on. But I didn't have much hope. "Then in the evening I heard the song of great whales." Poclis's voice became distant. "I thought I had slipped into a dream. "Blue leviathans swam beneath us and around us. They came up from the depths graceful as gazelles, as the leaping deer on the coast of Belfalas. I had never seen whales so close. I did not know them, nor what they would do. "They bore us upon their backs, Razar. First one, and then another, at great speed, into the southern seas. I counted five sunsets on our journey. "And all that time, they sang to us, such songs I cannot describe. Do you not remember?" Pippin did, colors, shapes, and the trembling of the bones that came to mind as he remembered what he had perceived in his sleep: the deep song of the leviathans. "They took us here?" he asked, his voice small. Poclis stared out into the sea. He, too, was transported from their little camp. "They took us far, but then went their own way. I do not remember how we came to land here. I do remember pulling myself up onto this shore, and then taking you from the boat. And sleeping. When I woke, I went to explore our surroundings, gathering firewood. When I returned I saw the lion." He looked down at Pippin. "To be cast from a storm-tossed ship: that, I understand. To be swept in a steerless boat onto this desert coast: that, too, I understand. "But rain without wind or storm, which quenches thirst, and an escort of whales ... these things I would not credit, if I had not witnessed them with my open eyes. Such things are impossible." Pippin wondered what to say. "Impossible things happen sometimes," was what he came up with. "I've seen them." They stopped talking. The lion meat was cooked, and though it was tough and had a gamy aftertaste, Pippin was starving.
3.
"That is not a dragon," Poclis whispered back. "That is a very large lizard." Pippin peeked over the crest of the dune, down towards the watering hole. The creature was twenty feet long from nose to tail and covered in dull green scales. It had a blunt snout with a spike upon its nose, and though wingless, its splayed limbs ended in curved claws. It rested in the shade of a stand of thornbushes, frightening away even the desperately thirsty long-horned antelope watching from a safe distance away. Pippin turned from the creature to the remains of the dead antelope, one that had gotten too close. It was still covered in the green slime that had killed it, that came from the great lizard's mouth, spit some ten feet from its jaws. "It's big, it's scaly, and it looks like an unpleasant fellow to run into," Pippin said to Poclis. "That's 'dragon' enough for me!" Poclis noticed Pippin's hand rested on Trollsbane's hilt. "Razar," he said, "we can find another watering hole." "Not likely before we bake away," Pippin retorted. It was almost noon. The sand was baking, the rocks sizzling, and Pippin apt to broil. Thankfully the elven-cloak once again proved its worth; it remained light and cool, and with its hood it protected Pippin from the sharpest edges of the sunlight. It allowed Pippin to remove his shirt, which was making him hot, and wrap it around his waist. But he was thirsty. They had been walking all morning, searching for a watering hole, and this was the first they had found, following the tracks of animals. From sight the water must have been as warm as stale tea, but it was water nonetheless, freshest they could get this close to the Bone Shore. Poclis had brought along the dried, preserved lion's stomach, which he said was a water bottle, and Pippin wanted it full, and his own stomach along with it. "I want a drink," he said, "and all we have to do is get past that, that--dragon. Lizard. Thing." Poclis sighed. "Very well. What is your plan?" Plan? What plan? Pippin was thinking of running down there, up its back and hacking its head off with his sword. For some reason Poclis was not keen on this course of action. "It will feed on the oryx," he explained, "and then, if I know my lizards, it will go to sleep. Even a reptile must take care in this sun. While he sleeps, we may then collect our water." "And how long will that take?" Pippin wanted him to explain. "Patience, Razar," Poclis said. Pippin gazed narrowly at his companion, wondering when the tall, dark Man had turned into Merry. "All right," he conceded. He turned around. "Shall we wait here?" He eyed Poclis critically. "I don't care how dark your skin is, you need shade. Do you want my shirt?" "It would not fit." "For your head, silly." "I am fine." "That's what you said about your feet," said Pippin, nodding at the painful calluses that had sprouted on the Man's feet. "Can't have that on your head," he added, and untied the sleeves of his shirt from his waist. He handed it to Poclis, who sighed and placed it on his head, shading his face, neck and shoulders. They settled in to wait. Pippin quickly got bored of watching the lethargic lizard and turned his attention to the coast. They had walked a long way from where they had left the boat. The islands with the swimming, pied, otterlike birds were closer now, and Pippin could see that it was a rookery of some sort. On the shore farther north some few miles away he could see a great horde of heron-like fowl with pink plumage and sharply bent bills. As they had walked he had seen swift little seabirds with black hoods and sharply pointed wings, and high in the sky over the arid dunes, golden-backed vultures, wheeling upon the columns of rising air. The land they had passed through included many coastal cliffs and hollows encrusted with salt. Poclis had scraped some of the salt into a small cloth he had torn from his pants leg and, tying it off, kept it in his pocket. Pippin himself had been tempted, upon the sight of bird's nests in the rocks, to gather some eggs, but their first priority was not food--they still had strips of dried lion meat--but water. Pippin had observed, earlier that morning, black beetles climb to the top of the dunes and stand on their heads, catching the rolling fog and drinking the droplets that condensed upon their bodies. He had suggested a similar contraption involving his cloak, the boat, and Poclis standing holding it for a few hours. Poclis had not agreed. They had glimpsed few larger forms of life. The oryx, as Poclis called the deerlike creatures with striped faces and long spearlike horns, were the first, but not the largest, counting the coastal lion. They had spotted tracks which Poclis said were of ostrich, which Pippin imagined as some sort of giant turkey with horses' legs. They had seen small, thin lizards with bulbous, shining eyes, that Pippin named gollums when Poclis couldn't identify them. Late in the morning Pippin had come across the strangest tracks he had ever seen, a series of undulating lines crossing over the dunes. "Side-winding viper," Poclis told him. "Viper?" Pippin repeated with a shudder. "You mean snakes. I hate snakes." "Oh, is Razanur the Impetuous afraid of a few snakes?" Poclis teased. "Did I say I was afraid? I am not afraid," Pippin retorted. "Snakes, serpents, basilisks, salamandrines, great worms, dragons flightless and winged, fell beasts--I am not fond of scaly things." "There are no dragons here," said Poclis. "They live where you come from." Now Pippin peeped over the crest of the dune at the giant reptile between him and fresh water. No dragons indeed. The lizard had taken the body of the dead oryx into its mouth. It shook the carcass violently till it tore apart. Then it snapped up a hunk of meat in its mouth in one gulp. "Oh that's disgusting," said Pippin. "Is it sleeping yet?" "We'll be sleeping soon, dry as parchment," Pippin said. "Let's just run down there, you distract it, and I'll cut off its head. Simple!" "Razar ..." "I know, I know. Patience, planning ... honestly, Poclis, sometimes you sound just like a Brandybuck." "Why does that not sound complimentary?" "It isn't." It took nearly half an hour, or so Pippin reckoned, for his dragon to consume its meal. He sighed and pulled the hood of his cloak lower over his face, grateful for the shade and the coolness it afforded. He looked at Poclis, who seemed to have dozed off, and threw a corner of his cloak over his friend's shoulders and chest. When his dragon's eyes began to grow bleary, Pippin straightened. Instantly Poclis was awake. The man turned close to the hobbit. "So?" he whispered. Pippin nodded. He grinned. They climbed down the back face of the dune and went around it, following the dry bed that ran from the muddy pond to the seashore. Poclis moved stealthily, Pippin silently. The oryx had wandered back closer to the water hole, and some of the fowl including golden vultures were coming for a drink of their own. As they drew near, Pippin drew his sword and gave it to Poclis. "I'll get the water," he said softly. Poclis nodded, keeping his eyes on the giant lizard, now curled up in torpor in the shadow of the thorn-bushes. Pippin took the lion-stomach bag and dipped it into the water where it was least muddy and trod. He filled the bag full, and then twisted the skin top and bound it tightly with the cord of sinew, amazed once again by what Poclis could make out of a single lion carcass. Once he'd filled their water skin, he bent over and began to drink himself. He forced himself to swallow the first muddy mouthful, but afterward his thirst overcame his qualms and he drank deeply of the bad water. He rubbed his face with it, tipped it over his tangled hair, splashed his chest and arms, shuddering in delight as the warm water turned the air cool over his sunburnt skin. He had to remind himself to keep from laughing out loud at the pleasure of potable water on his skin and tongue. He looked at Poclis and beckoned him to take his fill. A clear bird-cry lanced through the air. Pippin looked up, startled, as a wanderer falcon alighted by the thorn-bushes. It had a black hood and upper plumage and golden eyes over a speckled breast. It looked at him. He returned the look with a small smile. Suddenly a fight broke out amongst the oryx. A young male had pushed a calf, angering its mother, who snipped at the rude interloper. The commotion made the falcon cry out and leap into the air, followed by the other words, as Poclis lay on the ground and filled his stomach. The lizard's eyes opened. Pippin nudged Poclis. "It's awake!" Poclis nodded. He quietly but swiftly rose to his feet. Pippin stood next to him. The lizard eyed them flatly. Its tongue flickered in and out of its lips. It began to unwind its limbs and body from its slumbering pose. Poclis began to back away, Pippin as well, all the time watching the creature. Poclis handed Trollsbane back to Pippin with a meaningful glance. Pippin understood: Poclis would distract it, Pippin would strike. Slowly the lizard's eyes blinked. Its belly heaved, and its throat rippled. It began to open its jaws, and both Pippin and Poclis braced themselves to run from the first jet of poison. Instead the lizard vomited a piece of the oryx. Pippin almost gagged. Even Poclis winced. But they kept watching as the lizard looked down, as if bemused by the sudden reapparance of its meal, and took a few steps before dining on the softened flesh. Pippin and Poclis evacuated the scene as quickly and unobtrusively as they could. "That was the most revolting thing I've ever seen," Pippin said, once safe. Poclis laughed. "It was quite bad," he agreed. "Still, we have our water, thanks in part to a disagreeable antelope!"
4.
Poclis' footsteps grew stronger. He seemed to smell things in the air, things that meant nothing to Pippin but which made his companion often fill his nostrils with them. Perhaps he was smelling in the scents the memory of home. Pippin often thought the smell of dry oats and greenwood and sheep and Merry and Frodo were his surest memories of his early childhood. They walked during the morning and the evening, resting beneath what shade they could find, or make, during the heat of the day, and sleeping by a guarding fire by night. Pippin's body adjusted quickly to sleeping upon the ground again, falling to sleep immediately and waking immediately to take his watch. It was like he was a tweenager again. Pippin's sunburn faded into the beginnings of a brown tan. His hair was bleaching fair in the sunlight. To his dismay, he had sprouted a field of freckles on his cheeks and nose. They hunted once, succeeding in bringing down a small antelope, most of which they dried and smoked, seasoned with the salt Poclis had gathered. Still, after almost a week of dining on nothing but lean meat, they were slightly unwell. It was when Pippin was beginning to eye a patch of bilious green seaweed, washed up on shore, with something akin to gluttony that they came upon the encampment. Three rude shacks made of wooden boards and leather skins, covered in dust and windblown sand, lay upon the beach, by a dune with grass tufting from its summit, and a shallow seasonal lagoon. Poclis and Pippin hid for a long time, watching it, but no one came or went and they judged it either abandoned or temporarily uninhabited. Poclis wondered aloud if it was some sort of occasional encampment for hunters or fishermen. Pippin didn't care if they were shacks for people come to mine the bird droppings from the outlying sea-rocks. If there were anything of use within the shacks, he was borrowing them, permanently. They went to the largest of the shacks. "Break it down," Pippin said, pointing to the door. Poclis replied by indicating a window, covered by a leather flap. "Or you could climb in." "Or I could climb in," said Pippin, putting Trollsbane away. He grabbed the wooden ledge and nimbly pulled himself up, peeking under the flap. Poclis lifted the flap to take a look himself. They saw a table, two racks that may have served as beds, and dusty shelves containing inviting items in baskets and jars. "If they have grain, or dried fruit ..." Poclis muttered. "If they have bread that hasn't been touched in a hundred years I'll be satisfied ... or pipeweed," said Pippin, hopping into the room. His feet raised dust, and he absently kicked it from his fur. He walked to the front door, unbarred it, and opened it wide with a genial grin. "Peregrin's Adventure Supply Store is now open for business!" There was sadly neither pipeweed nor food in the main shack, but they did find dried beans and preserved nuts and fruits in one of the other shacks, as well as preserved meats including, to Pippin's delight, what looked suspiciously like dried salted pork. It was tough as leather, but deliciously tasty, and Poclis cut off a small chunk for Pippin to gnaw. Pippin accepted it happily, and with one breeches pocket full of dried fruit and the other full of nuts, he ransacked the main house in contentment. "Let us not break anything," Poclis suggested as Pippin fumbled with a large crock jar he was peeping inside. "If by some chance those who use this camp come in the morning with us merely walking a few miles away..." "Yes, yes, agreed," said Pippin, eyeing a cabinet locked by a twisted thong. "Let me cut it," said Poclis, for the thong had been tied wet and allowed to dry stiff. But Pippin put his hands on it. "Don't bother," Pippin replied lightly. His fingers had met with tougher knots than this. "You are a creature of many talents," said Poclis amusedly. "Thank you, I know," said Pippin. "But all hobbits have nimble fingers." He swung open the cabinet door. "O ho! Treasure!" Arrayed in racks were knives, tools, and weapons. Poclis stood behind Pippin and took up a large, curved knife. "We should not take too many things," he said. "I recognize the make of this blade. These are the same people who live at the mouth of the jungle river, north of here." "The ones who took you prisoner when you were a boy?" "The same." "Well, then, I suggest we take all the weapons we can and bury or destroy the rest," said Pippin, taking a good dagger and a couple of thin throwing knives meant to be hidden in boots. These latter he beamed at, then frowned at, remembering he didn't wear footwear. Reluctantly he put them away. Footwear. Poclis' feet had been bothering him early in their trek. "You should go look for boots or something," he said. In the end they chose to leave the encampment as they found it, taking a pair of packs and some supplies for their planned journey to Poclis's people. The nuts, fruit and grains they had found were a needed addition to their diet, and they were strengthened as they set out. Of the weapons, Pippin took the dagger, and Poclis took the long knife, a stout staff, and one of several bows, with a quiver of arrows. "I've never been good at that," Pippin confessed, regarding the bow. "A friend tried to teach me once, but ... have you ever seen an ageless elf prince pull out his hair and curse in Dwarvish?" "You have your sword," Poclis replied. "If anything gets close enough to kill either of us, I'll trust to you." Pippin smirked. "Agreed. Oh! That reminds me, I need a whetstone and some good clean grease. There we are." Bedrolls, rope--"Sam," sighed Pippin, making Poclis frown--an iron for use with the whetstone to make sparks for fire; fate was smiling kindly upon the two travelers, it seemed to them, as they left the encampment and made for the low hills that bound the desert from the grassland.
Pippin was berating himself for eating so much of the nuts when Poclis came to a halt atop the sandy, rocky hill. It was just after dawn, and the air was cool and damp. "What is it?" Pippin asked him. The wind was rich and wafting over the hilltop. Poclis stood like a statue. "Poclis?" Pippin said again, jogging up to him. "What's wrong?" Then he saw. Myriads of creatures of every shape and size moved upon a plain of grass endless as any sea. Great wild beasts like long-limbed cattle in the hundreds of thousands fed upon the green grass left by summer rain. Among them were herds of striped horses, and gazelles large and small, and deerlike creatures tall as trees and spotted like pards; and birds, in the sky, in the grass, riding upon the backs of the hoofed animals. To the north glimmered the folds of a fat and lazy river, set among marshlands and shadowy jungle; copses of broad-boughed trees like islands dotted the grassy plain. Far to the east, the mist shimmered on the horizon like the glittering of beaten silver, and was it only a figment of his imagination, or did Pippin see the hint of two mountains...? He heard a trumpeting sound, and looked past the ridge, into another part of the grassland, and gasped. Oliphaunts were walking. Unbound by weapons of war, unadorned by the signs of Men, the mumakil walked in a group of twenty, cows and calves taller than the orchard trees of the Shire. Their great ivory tusks gleamed in the sun. Their grey and wrinkled bodies betrayed the movement of flesh stronger than any that walked the earth; and that earth trembled as they walked, or was that the sound of their voices, low and bone-shaking, like the leviathans of the deep? Pippin was speechless. He was almost thoughtless, or, rather, too many thoughts were in his head, each one hooked to a sight beheld in his eyes that were watering from the effort and yet refused to cease their gaze. As a youth he had never cared for maps. The War changed that. He had stared at maps of the world, hungry for answers that were out of reach, wondering what lay within their blank spaces. Now one of those spaces was filled before his eyes, as if by an unimagined divine hand. Pippin began to laugh, and he found he couldn't stop. Poclis began to laugh with him. As they laughed, they forgot their aches and pains and their precarious situation, lost in a vast land. What mattered was the journey: for one a journey home, for the other a journey to whatever end. Poclis grabbed Pippin and lifted him up onto his shoulders. Pippin stood. He was eleven feet tall. All the untracked world rolled out before him. He crowed. It was a cry high and free. Poclis laughed harder, and lifted him higher to the rising sun.
Next: The Plains of the Sun
Part VII: The Crossing of Far Harad
1.
She stopped and smiled. Her face changed, becoming not just beautiful, but radiant. "Come on, Farrie!" she said. "Come to mama!" A little hobbit baby toddled into view, stumbling along with outstretched arms on his big and chubby feet. "That's it!" Diamond encouraged, still smiling radiantly. "That's a lad, Farrie!" She sank down and stretched her arms wide. "You're almost there!" The baby chortled. Another hobbit came into view, a young servant-girl with a starched apron and bib, watching Farrie's progress with careful eyes. With a triumphant squeal Farrie closed the last foot and fell into Diamond's arms. Diamond hugged him tight and lifted him up, making Farrie giggle and crow. "I'm so proud of you, my handsome lad!" Diamond said. "Isn't he such a great big hobbit, Pansy?" "Yes ma'am," said the nurse with a curtsy. "Growing so fast, walking already, or making like to start at it. Such a shame he's got no dad to see him." Diamond glared coldly at the girl. "He has a 'dad'," she said. "The Thain's son will return." She buried Farrie's face in her shoulder, which he proceeded to drool on. "But ma'am," protested the nurse, "the letter from the King come to Mr. Merry, the one about the boat sinking and all--" "Peregrin is alive," Diamond said. She took Farrie and left the nurse, quickening her pace down the gravel road. It was the road behind the Great Smials, leading around the back of the high hill upon which the mansions of the Tooks was carved and delved, a low, green, comfy imitation of Minas Tirith, though none had remembered that until Peregrin Took returned. Alone now, she tore the black ribbons from her sleeve and her hair and flung them away. Farrie laughed and grabbed fistfuls of his mother's pretty, pretty hair. Diamond brought her son's face to hers. "You know that, don't you, baby?" she insisted, gazing into her son's sea-green eyes. "You do have a dad. He's just not here right now." She tweaked the tip of his pointy nose. Farrie giggled again. "Yes," Diamond said, rocking the baby gently, "he'll come back. For you, he will." She sighed, looking up into the stars peeking through the birch leaves, and it seemed the ice in her eyes had finally melted, their water brimming upon her lashes. "He won't come back for me. It's too late to hope that, I know. Silly really." Farrie babbled something. Diamond looked at him curiously. "Why? Why are Mama and Dad silly?" Diamond asked. "Oh, because Mama was poor and Dad had lots of things, because Mama was too young and so was Dad, because they didn't know each other, and lots of other silly things hobbits who fancy themselves all grown up think they know about. But for you, he'll come back. He loves you. He'll come back for you. I know he will." Farrie wriggled and babbled. Diamond rubbed her cheek to his, quieting him. "Don't listen to them," she advised him. "Never listen to what they say. They don't know what they're talking about. Uncle Merry thinks differently, and who are you going to believe about your dad, strangers or your Uncle Merry who knows him best?" She sat down beneath a tree, looking up and down the road. The road bent where she sat, so that she could neither see its beginning nor its end. She smiled, and her smile was a sad one. "Now, what's Uncle Merry's real name?" Farrie answered happily. He liked big shining Uncle Merry. "Mer-ry-adoc. Very good. And Grandmum's?" Diamond put him down, standing him up, holding his ankles. Farrie teetered but did not fall. "Egg-lan-teen. You're so smart!" she praised. "You must get that from me. Oh, don't tell your dad that! That's one of the things we were silly about. And what's mother's name? Can you say 'Diamond'?" Farrie liked the sparkly pebble thing on his mother's neck. "That's right, laddie. Like the gem." Diamond laughed as she heard her name through her son's lips. "Oh, you're so clever," she said. "Now then. Can you say dad's name?" Farrie sat on his bottom, his brows knitting in thought. Diamond caressed her son's curly hair. "Dad's name is Peregrin. But let me tell you something. He wouldn't want you to call him that. He'll say it's too big and grand for him." Her breath catching, Diamond turned her gaze across the endless road, and for an instant lines of regret shadowed her face. "I never agreed with him," she confessed. "I think Peregrin fits him perfectly." She smiled upon her son. "But you should call him Pippin. He'll like that. Can you say that? Say 'Pippin'. Dad's name. 'Pippin'." Farrie giggled and spoke.
"Razar?" The stars, thick despite a moon three-quarters full, filled Pippin's woken eyes. He started up, seeing Poclis kneeling next to him. They were encamped by a thorn tree. Their fire was still going strong. "What were you dreaming about?" Poclis asked. A dream. Pippin's heart sank. "I was dreaming of my wife and son," he told his companion, sitting into a hunched position, his legs wrapped in his arms. "I abandoned them, Poclis. I'm a horrible hobbit, you know." Poclis said nothing. Pippin didn't expect him to. Afraid to sleep and dream more dreams that he'd want to be true, he listened to the sounds of the night around him, to the soft twitters of night-birds in the tree above them, the panting of the young leopard slung over a far branch, the restless rustle of the herd of zebra some distance away, the singing of insects. The warm, rolling wind carried the hints of a lion roaring its territorial claims, while underfoot rumbled the almost imperceptibly low, vast voices of the oliphaunts. Pippin sat, mumbling the names of the animals in Banilem, Poclis's native tongue, which he was learning, and did not look up as Poclis sat down next to him. "'Falcon'," Poclis said. Pippin smiled dryly. "Sihoru." "Who is the Rainmaker?" Poclis asked next. "The Falcon of the Sun Who Brings the Rains," said Pippin. "O Sihorunebi m'Hobengo." Poclis chuckled, whether in approval for his grammar or in horror at his accent, Pippin couldn't tell. "Would a man so heartless as to leave wife and child weep for missing them, Razar, kisihoru?" Little falcon. Pippin glared fiercely at his friend. "I am not weeping," he said, and saying so, he did, tears leaking tightly onto his sunbrowned cheeks. Poclis put an arm around the hobbit's shoulders. Pippin finished quickly. He did not like reveling in grief. "Well," he said, wiping his eyes, "that was unexpected." "How long have you been away from them?" Pippin thought. He had left in spring. It was deep into summer now, or winter where they were, below the Girdle of Arda; not that the seasons were anything less than warm through the plains they traversed. It was a month since they had washed up on the Bone Shore. "Four months," he finally said. "Turning five." They were still at least three weeks from their destination. At least Pippin could see them clearly now: the two mountains from which the rivers sprang, the Younger and Elder Mothers. Poclis nodded. "It must feel like a long time." "Not compared to you," said Pippin. "You've been almost twenty years gone from your family." "Twenty from one," said Poclis, "and only a month from the other." Pippin nodded. "I hope the ship's all right, and Morelin." "They are," said Poclis. "I know it." He will come back for you. For you if not for me. I know it. Pippin heard Diamond's soft voice again, and threw himself down upon his sleeping roll, refusing to indulge in the grief of his choices.
2.
Pippin cursed. "You must be patient," Poclis replied. Pippin ignored him and stomped off to retrieve his arrow. He had told Poclis he wasn't good with archery. Did the Man think he could teach what Legolas couldn't? Knives, he knew. He had grown up with a pocketknife. Everyone had knives. Knives were part of life, like bread and pipes. The sword, well, he was good at it. He practiced with Poclis even now, blunt sparring, not with Trollsbane but with the walking stick Poclis had made for him, using it like a sword against Poclis' own staff. He was passable at throwing knives, and he had learned a little boxing from Brogar and the other pirates. But archery? It was a lost cause. It was. Pippin didn't know why he let Poclis talk him into it. Poclis brought down enough game for them to feed on. He bent down to pick up the arrow. Something burst from the tall grass: slope-backed, muddy-furred, with a long snout and an ugly gait. It ran for him and made to attack. In a single motion he drew his sword and swung it in a sparkling arc through the creature's path. The wounded creature yelped and ran away, shrieking. By the time Poclis came to him, Pippin had already finished cleaning his sword. "A hyena," he said to Poclis. "Stank." He frowned at Poclis. "What?" Cloak cast to one side, the remains of his shirt fallen back, Pippin's arms and chest and belly were nothing but hard ropy muscle packed beneath tight brown skin. The lines on Pippin's face were deeper even as his cheeks were slimmer. Old battle scars mingled with the new scabs of thorn and grass-blade and a month of hard travel. "Did you know many Rangers?" Poclis asked him later. They had gone to a small, fresh stream to wash and drink among the birds and gazelles. "Just three," said Pippin, "and they were a little more than ordinary Rangers." "Were any halflings ever of their company?" Pippin stared at Poclis and then broke into giggles. "Oh, oh, that's funny," he exclaimed between laughs. "Hobbit rangers! Now what a sight that would be!" He went on washing, not noticing Poclis's amusement.
They journeyed through grasslands and rocklands and crossed upwelling creeks through the fresh winter growth. Rain was plentiful and occasionally strong, and they took shelter beneath umbrella thorns or among rock outcroppings that rose with regularity along the floodplain of the distant but ever-present river. They moved through the herds of animals for which Pippin had no names: wildebeest, and eland, waterbucks and nyalas, kudus with their spiraling horns, and the little ones that sniffed the air like squirrels and barked like dogs and hopped away like rabbits when he approached. They strode past trooping monkeys, avoided baboons, kept an eye on leopards in the trees and listened for the warnings of lions. They passed towering termite mounds like the fortresses of minute lords, and the ruins of trees devoured by a single family of oliphaunts, all the while keeping to the rising Sun and the distant, rising volcanoes, their summits crowned in immortal ice. Pippin almost forgot how to blink. His speech was growing peppered with Banilem and Haradi, words for places, creatures and things that had no names in memory in the tongues of the West. At night, before he slept, he would watch the stars with Poclis, and swap stories of the constellations. He could see Menelvagor's belt, and that made him think of Gildor and the Elves, and Boromir, and he told Poclis about his friend and fellow Walker. "So it is true," said Poclis. "You are one of the halflings who accompanied the Ring-bearer." Pippin nodded. "That's right," he said, and he smiled at how proud he was of it. They divided the night into two watches. Pippin would sleep first, and take up the watch past midnight until the dawn, listening to the nightjars. This was more out of necessity than planning: his dreams usually woke him well before morning. They were growing stronger. "What is that called?" he asked, pointing to a constellation he had noticed from the beginning: four stars at the corners of a diamond. But Poclis could not see it; to him, each star was part of other things. Pippin tried to follow his companion's patterns, but for him, the stars of the diamond persisted.
It was a long journey, hundreds of miles; but it was winter, and the air was cool and wet, and the grass and herbs were green; the trees were flowering with sweet golden flowers, resounding with thrushes and larks and swallows and bee-eaters; there was plentiful game for the hunting, and they walked upon a flat and easy plain. With fire at night and their keen senses during the day--Pippin's no less than those of Poclis--distance was their only obstacle. And distance meant little to a long-legged man on his way home. It meant even less to a small hobbit lost to wanderlust. "I had thought," said Poclis one evening as they dined on roasted hare and edible herbs, "that halflings were soft and retiring creatures who enjoyed their comforts." Pippin laughed. "We are! And I am, or at least I used to be. I think I've been ill-influenced by all the Men I've met." He picked up the pipe he had been fashioning. It would be finished soon; would he ever find anything worth smoking? "And besides, I'm a Took, and we have a particularly Fallohidish strain." "A what?" Poclis listened with interest that quickly became horror as Pippin plotted forth his theories and investigations about his people's past, which hobbits tended to conveniently forget. They had not always been fat and happy--that was the result of having a fat and happy land. They used to be three separate nations of hungry little creatures, offshoots of Men that had grown small and secretive, hiding from the Big People and the immensity of Middle-earth. Harfoots were most civilized, and most numerous, with farms and herds. Stoors fished the rivers and traded, and were most like Men. The Fallohides were the least numerous, and the hungriest. They lived in the cold forests at the headwaters of the Anduin and hunted for their meat. Some sixteen hundred years ago, Pippin concluded, events in the East drove the three kinds of hobbits into Eriador. The Harfoots crossed via the Redhorn pass, the Stoors took the Gap of Calenardhon--and took a very long time to get there--while the Fallohides dared the northern passes, fighting goblins and trolls and dragons. "My cousin Merry thinks they must have passed near Rivendell," he added some hours later, still thinking about it. "There they learned much story and song." Poclis grunted and kept walking. Pippin expounded at length for an hour or more over several days, interrupted by hunting, dangerous beasts, sudden rain storms, and sleep, which for him didn't last long at all. "The Harfoots lived in Bree at this time. They didn't like the Fallohides. They thought they were savages, you see, and who could blame them? But the Fallohides were bold, and tall, and they dealt with the Big People and the Elves much better than did the Harfoots. So they decided to live together, and, as things go, got together, and eventually we all became just hobbits. But my family, and my cousin's family the Brandybucks, still has a pretty obvious Fallohide background. My mother, who is of course of the stolid and enterprising Banks line, blames that bloodline for all the trouble I get into. But I used to be quite a typical hobbit, until... well, until the War and everything." When he realized that the lessons were finally over, Poclis turned around and stared at Pippin. "How much of what you have spent the past five days telling me is true?" Pippin considered. "Well, I made up most of it. But out of very reliable facts out of very old books. My point is, under even the fattest, slowest hobbit of the Shire flows the blood of a hardy hunter." He ended this with a nod of certainty and walked past Poclis, his stride long for a hobbit, his lean brown shape strong against the wind. Poclis shook his head yet again.
3.
"We're almost there?" Pippin asked. "Beyond that riverbend begins the herd-lands of my people. You shall know it when we enter it; we keep markers of our own, like lions." "Sounds good," said Pippin. "As for me, I've had enough walking for today. Shall we camp by the river or on the plain?" Poclis surveyed the choices. "There," he said, pointing to a dry copse. "Good?" "Good," Pippin approved. It was near midnight when Pippin began to toss and turn upon his bedroll, his eyes beneath their lids jerking left and right. Poclis sighed. How much sleep could a Halfling do without, before becoming brittle at the edges in the waking world? Yet the only way to stop the dreams, was to wake him; and waking, the halfling would not sleep again. Poclis began to fear there was more to these dreams than Pippin was telling him. He minded the banked fire and turned worriedly as he heard a word escape Pippin's lips. "Merry," Pippin was saying. "Merry ..."
Merry was riding, riding through the Shire. His cloak lay dark on him in the light of the moon as he road. He rode a long-limbed white pony, and his face was grim. The Green Hills rolled by. He rode through Tuckborough, and there were lights in the windows, even though it was near midnight. Hobbits ventured out of their homes to watch the Traveler pass by. Merry may not have stopped, if any crossed his path. The road bent past Tuckborough, through well-tended woods rich with pheasant and quail, to the painted gate of the Tooks and the terraced, windowed hillside of the Great Smials. The hobbits warding the gate swung it open just in time. Merry's horse charged through, up the gravel path to the many-leveled flight of stairs leading up to the Great Door. Pippin saw his cousin stride through the Door past intimidated hobbits, through a number of Tooks of all classes gathered in the hall, up the staircase and through corridors well-lit from the steady, glass-globed candles, to the heavy door of the room whose windows faced north midway up the hillside. Merry walked in and told the hobbits within, "Did no one invite me to this little party?" Pippin recognized the startled faces, some of them purpling or paling in anger. He recognized his father-in-law, Sigismund Took of Long Cleeve, wearing his customer brown tweeds and bonnet-cap. He saw the sons of Adelard, his cousins: Reginard, Frodo's old friend, and Everard, who used to bully Pippin when they were children. Old Ferdinand was there as well, and Ferdibrand his son. Pippin saw his sister Pearl, recognizing her by her curls, reddest of them all. She sat next to the desk behind which sat a tall, grey-curled hobbit in a dark blue jacket and somber waistcoat, his face browned by years in the sun and lined with a million cares too many. He raised his eyes to Merry, and they were keen and sharp and sea-green. "Hello, nephew," said Paladin, Thain of the Shire. "Good of you to visit." "What is this Brandybuck to do with business of the Tooks, Paladin?" Sigismund protested. "I'm more than half a Took by blood, Sigismund," said Merry, "and I'm here on my mother's behalf. And on Pip's." "Oh, yes!" said Everard with a snort. "We never expected you to take his side." "Be quiet, Ev," Reginard said. He rose. "I'm sorry, Merry. I should have invited you myself. As Pippin's cousin and friend, you should have been part of these discussions. As Master's Heir, you should at least have been advised." "I was advised," said Merry, "by a sweet scarlet Pimpernel. She wrote me two days ago and sent a pony instead of the regular post. So I'm here now." He glared at them all. "Pippin is not dead," he said. "You received the King's letter yourself," Ferdibrand said. "Yes, I did," Merry shot back, "and I read it myself, and if I say it said nothing about Pippin being dead, then mine would be the better authority in this matter, would it not?" Reginard sighed. "Dead or not," he said, "he's left us, Mer, again. From what I gather, perhaps for good..." Pippin's sight dimmed, and he could no longer hear Reginard's words, or Merry's reply. They were disinheriting him? Was that what was going on? He could still see his father's face, and he tried yet again to read its expressions. It was useless. He had never been able to understand his dad, and now it seemed he never would. Even if he did return, it would be too late to fix what had been broken for years. Disinherited. It served him right. After all, a hobbit who abandons wife and child and responsibility to go off on a fool's errand, was exactly that: a fool. And worse. Reginard spoke again. "I'll take care of things until Faramir comes of age." So Reg was going to be take over? Good for him! Pippin thought well of his older cousin. He was level-headed, reasonable, calm, studious, and uncurious, possessed of good, firm hobbit-sense; everything Pippin wasn't. "You, Reg?" said Merry, betrayed. Reginard was sorrowful, but firm. "Someone has got to do his duty to family and country. You know that as I do, Merry. You've done well." Pippin waited for Merry's answer, and when nothing came, he looked to see Merry's face, and then he knew that he'd disappointed Merry too.
Pippin ran from his father's study into the churning winds of the palantir. When they cleared, he saw the inside of a palm-leaf hut, dark but for a guttering lamp. Its flame was reflected in the glass bottle, half-empty, clutched in the long, fine fingers of the man slumped over the table. Morelin. Pippin thought his friend and captain looked haggard. His meticulously groomed mustache and goatee were unkempt and surrounded by a few days' growth of unshaven beard. His eyes were open, and stared at the papers before him: maps of Arda, of Belegaer, fanciful sketchings of half-mad maroons and lost travelers about the dark depths of Far Harad and a valley where a star shone on earth. That star caught Pippin's gaze for a moment before slipping away beyond his sight. The map had monsters in the corners. That sort of map. A knock on the door. "It's open," said Morelin. "It's always open." He was drunk. Davy slipped through the opening and gazed in sadly and uncertainly. "Captain, sir?" "What is it, Davy?" "The natives, sir. They are complaining about the smell from the pitch barrels." "Their land oozes the stuff," said Morelin. "That was why we docked here, to mine their damned pitch and waterproof our new planks. You would think they have gotten accustomed to it." "Sir, they're asking us to leave within three days." Three days. The captain laughed. "Very well. She can hold together a while longer." He smiled at the boy. "And a little more rowing should put even more meat on that skinny frame of yours, eh, Davy?" Davy smiled. "Aye, sir. We can have your cabin fixed by then sure. So you won't have to bother with places like these." "My gratitude is boundless," Morelin said wryly. "Very well. Have Brogar tell them we shall depart from their fair bay within three days." He paused, considering. "Two days, if they don't mind parting with a few ... trinkets, hey?" Davy grinned wickedly. "Aye, sir." "Dismissed." Alone again, Morelin leaned back in his chair, staring up through the holes in the woven roof at the muddy stars of this jungle cove. It was near midnight. Above him, a star fell. Pippin followed it, and he was swept back into the palantir's mists.
It was broad daylight, strong and fierce, sometime in the past or the future, not the present. The swaying of the palms provided good relief from the heat. Pippin watched Diamond walk through the bazaar, pretending to inquire about the dates, the barley, the price of figs, the slaves; but she was not here to haggle, and in any case the merchants knew her to be a desertine, and mistrusted her. Beneath her veil, which shrouded her hair and most of her body, she kept her sword at ready. Diamond? No, that wasn't Diamond. She didn't even look like her. Diamond was pale. This woman, a woman of Men, she was dark, even to her eyes. How had he mistaken her for his wife? A procession of armed men blocked her path. They wore blue linen kilts and blue copper breastplates, all their armor in this dry heat. Their helmets were golden, and each one bore the symbol of the desert storm tattooed in blue upon their brow, the token of their lord. The veiled woman's eyes narrowed at them. She said a word in a tongue Pippin didn't know, but which Pippin somehow understood: Idolaters. Behind the men came a chariot drawn by a pair of noble horses. Upon the chariot, obscured by gauzy curtains, rode a woman in white and gold. She was beautiful, not young, and though queenly seemed more a prisoner than a ruler. Her eyes were full of grief as they alighted briefly on the much younger woman in the traveler's veil. But the veiled woman's concern was one of the horses. She recognized the black mare. She had come for it; it had been stolen from her people, who had traded for it in Umbar. The mare, little more than a filly really, had seemed wild and unbroken, but she had managed to tame her, and they had become fast friends before the heathens took her. They would pay. Pippin also recognized the black mare. It was Tempest. A young man came to the woman, dressed similarly to her, with the same cast of face and manner. Her brother, perhaps. "Leah," he said. "Another sortie is planned downriver for slave-taking. Near the great lake by the old volcanoes." "Seti's evil spreads so far south," she replied. "Obed, this cannot last. Why does Sakhara not rise up against him?" "He claims the power of a god," was the man's reply. "We can do nothing for them." Leah looked at the slaves in the marketplace with pity, and then beyond the old cliff-side city and the ancient house of the king, to the desert ridge where once the Star these people worshipped shone above their valley. But the Star was now obscured, enshrouded in steep slopes of carved stone like a ladder to the sky. Leah, Pippin thought, slipping back into the stream within the palantir. That's a nice name. Then suddenly the clouds turned into fire, and he recoiled and tried to flee. He hated this part. He tried to wake up.
But the palantir engulfed Pippin, sending its mists spiraling around his body, clutching at him. He tried to break free, but couldn't. Unease was wrenching his guts into twisted knots. He smelled his own fear. All of a sudden the mists were gone and He was there. His Eye was upon him. Pippin quailed and tried to run, but He was too strong. He seized Pippin. Pippin tried to struggle, but it only amused Him. Claws of pain raked beneath Pippin's skin. Pippin shut his eyes and tried to will himself away, but He held him body and soul. His Eye was upon him. It tore past his clothes, his skin, his flesh, his bones, until he was a naked soul clutched by the manacles of an evil smith. And the Eye probed him. What dainty is this, hmm? And He laughed, and each laugh stabbed Pippin like a red-hot knife. Pippin tried to scream, but he couldn't. He begged for mercy, to be let go, and then finally for death. But it only amused the Eye. Not yet, pretty lad, said Sauron. Not until I've ruined you. Tell me, do you have my little ring? It was the easiest thing to say. No one would blame him. It hurt too much; and besides, he wouldn't care, he'd be dead. That's a good boy. Give in to me. Why fight? Why, indeed? For Frodo. That's why. Gandalf. Do your worst, you villain, said the voice, Pippin's. Ravage me to pieces for a thousand years. You won't have as long! The Eye recoiled, vanished; and Pippin saw Gandalf's face, and the stars above Rohan. But the memory of the palantir remained with him.
4.
Pippin didn't speak about his dreams to Poclis, but they weighed heavily on him even as they approached the herd-lands of the Bani. Pippin noticed two changes in Poclis's demeanor. Sometimes he strode forward so confidently he seemed ready to take flight. Yet other times, a shadow of doubt lay on his face, so that it seemed he was running not to home but to some sentence of punishment. Thinking back of Poclis's story, Pippin guessed it was trepidation over the welcome they would receive from Poclis's father and brothers. Poclis's brothers were Sauron-worshippers. Pippin didn't feel too excited about that himself. They followed the river for three days along its curve, watching it quickly gather strength as they neared its headwaters. The placid brown waterway here was strong and clearly rushing, swollen with rains, turbulent and foul with debris. They walked along it, but not near its flood shore; every now and then when he saw it Pippin espied the floating carcass of some creature caught in the torrent. Ahead of them soared the smooth white cone of the Younger Mother, steam faintly rising from its summit. Beyond, the ice-crested crags of the Elder Mother remained many leagues away. On the third day the grasses abruptly grew shorter, and cairns of stone painted yellow and red rose every mile for some distance. Poclis halted. He raised his hand, and Pippin stopped too, looking around for whatever Poclis had sensed. "What is it?" he asked. Poclis too searched the horizon. "I do not know. I am full of misgiving." "Maybe you're just surprised to be home," Pippin suggested. Poclis shook his head. "I am, but it is not that. Something is wrong." Pippin's right hand went reflexively to Trollsbane's hilt, but he did not draw it. "Trouble?" Poclis's hand tightened around his staff. "Perhaps," he said. He looked up as a shadow of a vulture passed over them. Pippin looked up too. Vultures flew northeast, gliding in spiraling circle, and then dipping downwards. Pippin had been in the grassland long enough to know what that meant, clearer than crows back home. They glanced at each other, and then began to jog in the direction.
The stench of death hit them well before they could see anything other than the feasting vultures. They drew their weapons and approached warily. As they came closer, Pippin saw the carcasses of slain cattle, their curved horns and heavy humps marking them an alien breed than any his father had raised. The vultures were not the only scavengers there; hyenas, jackals, and painted dogs all scurried about, looting meat from the bones. "What happened here?" Pippin asked, then came upon the answer to his own question. Bodies of Men. Several were Bani, and had died shot by arrows. One though had died from sword wounds. He was holding a spear, and its tip was embedded in another Man, who was not Bani. Pippin stared at the corpse. This man was golden-skinned, with thick lips and dark eyes, and his armor and cloth were blue. Poclis looked too. "Sakhara," he muttered. Pippin looked up at Poclis. "I've heard that name before," he said. "Is that a place? Where he was from?" Poclis frowned. "That is his race, and his nation," he said, kneeling next to the body and probing it for clues. He held up the man's sword, curved like a scythe with a straight square tip, made of bronze. "But I do not know why his armor is blue, or know why a soldier of Sakhara would be waging war against my people so far south. What is this?" he added, spotting the blue spiral tattooed upon the dead man's brow. Pippin saw it too. He remembered it from his dream. A sortie goes down the river for slave-taking. Seti's evil spreads so far south. He should tell Poclis, he knew. But instead he kept silent, staring at the field of death with the terrible knowledge he had stood in many such fields already in his life. Poclis stood. "This was a herding party," he said. "There should be a village close by..." he added, worried. Pippin followed his friend's gaze east. "Well then," he said with a nod. He sheathed Trollsbane. "That's where we're going."
Next: The Chariots of Sakhara
Part VIII: The Chariots of Sakhara
1.
Pippin saw one of the old men staring at him with suspicious eyes. Pippin looked away, and resumed sharpening his sword. He heard a slight crumpling in the dirt behind him, and he said in Bani, "I see you." The girl giggled a little. That was good. When he had found her, she had been mute with fear. They had found the village by following what looked to Pippin like wagon tracks. Their rims left furrows not wider than his wrist in the damp earth and green growth. They led them to the village. It was a settlement of fourteen huts made of mud and straw, gray-white from the use of volcanic ash and pumice from the Mothers. As Poclis and Pippin walked in, they saw beams and maize drying in the sun, scattered from their well-ordered baskets and blankets; goatskin doors flung ajar at the houses; broken clods of earth, and cold cookery fires beneath burnt porridge and stew. Pippin looked at Poclis, and his companion's expression was cold and stern. "Look in the homes," he said, and Pippin nodded. He found the girl at the back of one of the huts, hiding behind earthen jars. She was huddled in the shadows, but her eyes were huge, and she quivered like a plucked string when he discerned her. Pippin quickly sheathed his sword and smiled. "Hello," he said, then smacked himself mentally and switched to her own language. "Pemen," he said. "Kibopemi." Little man friend. He held out his hand to her. "Come on," he said in Westron, speaking to her as if he were speaking to Farrie. "It's all right, I'm not going to hurt you. Kibopemi." The girl did not move. Pippin suddenly smelled a sharp odor. She had urinated. She was terrified of him. Heart sinking, he went to the doorway, and called for Poclis. It was Poclis who convinced her to put her arms around his neck and be carried out into the light of the waning day. The girl said her name was Tiso. She was seven years old. Poclis held her as she cried, saying the strangers had taken her mother and her sisters, and she did not know where her father was. Pippin wanted to hug her and tell her it would be all right, but he did not know that, and in any case she was scared of him. Instead he waited as Poclis asked her if there were any other survivors of the attack. In the end she led them to the woody groves by the swollen river and called out for the elders who had there taken refuge. One by one they emerged. Tall, but none so tall as Poclis, and thinner than he, they wore robes of roughspun fabric the same red and brown as the markers, dyed from ochre and seeds of flowers that grew plentifully among the slopes of the Mothers. They had come quickly to Poclis once he declared himself to them, but Pippin was another story. One of them, an old man with a long necklace composed of warthog tusks, pointed at him and demanded of Poclis what sort of demon he was. Now as he sat by the fire and tended his things Pippin kept one ear on the conversation and one ear to the girl who had come to sit next to him, staring at him with her large black eyes. She no longer seemed afraid, but she remained silent, chewing on some roasted maize from the bowl in her hand. She offered him some. Pippin smiled and nodded. "Why, thank you," he said. "Beme." The girl smiled. Well, this was an improvement. Pippin chewed the maize carefully. It was gritty, and saltless, but filling, and the roasting gave a nuttiness that was passably flavorful to a hobbit with a much-shrunken stomach. Tiso watched him eat. Pippin noticed she was inching closer and closer to him, staring at his hair, his face, his ears. He smiled again at her. "Want to sit with me? You can stare at my ears all you want, and I can have some more of your toasted maize." Between his expression, his tone, and the Bani words for "sit", "ears", and "maize," she must have grasped his offer. She grinned at him and went to sit by his side. She reached out, suddenly shy again, and looked at him. "Pengi?" she said, pointing at his ear. Pippin nodded. "You can touch it. I don't mind." The girl's fingertips were rougher than he expected as they ran up the upswept pinna of his left ear. When they found the point, they lifted for a moment, as if startled by its existence even though her eyes told her it was there. Then she touched her fingertip to it. Pippin squirmed. He was ticklish there. Tiso giggled, and Pippin smiled at her. "You think that's funny," he said, "look at my feet!" And he wiggled his toes, making her laugh harder. "Nubna!" she called him. "Enokasi ni kibo nubnane." "Young lady," said Pippin haughtily, "did you just call me a jackal? Why, I may have to spank you!" "Nubne a." Poclis stood above them, addressing the girl. "I kibo akaso kisihoru." Tiso looked at Poclis, and then at Pippin, and nodded, her smile growing more serious. "E," she said, nodding. "Kisihoru." "Tiso!" came the sharp voice of one of the elders, a woman, beckoning her. Tiso looked apologetically at Pippin, and then went to the woman, who bent close as if to scold her, and glared at Pippin. Pippin sighed. "They have not seen anyone like you before," said Poclis. "You must forgive them. We are not very fond of strangers." "It's all right," Pippin said. "I don't care." He nodded his chin at the departing elders. "What did they say about a battle?" "Chariots came from the northeast," said Poclis, "early this morning, before the sunrise. They attacked the herders who were out with the grazing, and then came here. They took all the able-bodied men and women, killing those who resisted. It happened swiftly. Afterward the elders fled into the woods with the children, except for one, apparently." Pippin agreed. "What do you know of these Sakharians?" "Sakharim," Poclis corrected. "I have told you that they live in the valley of the Long River, the only green land in the Great Desert. Their boats ply the River, sometimes all the way to the lake beyond the Elder Mother. We used to trade with them for their fine cotton cloth." "They don't usually go around taking slaves." "No. That is what is different. I never knew them to do so. This has been happening only in the last ten years." "Do they trade the slaves with Umbar?" "We would have known about it," Poclis said, and Pippin thought of Morelin and the other pirates. Poclis went on, "I do not think Umbar has ever traded much with Sakhara. Their only contact must be through the wanderers of the desert, who are unwelcome." "Oh? Why?" "They are zealots," Poclis answered. "They worship fire, and it is said offer human sacrifice to it upon a desert mountain. They are fierce warriors." Poclis glanced behind him. "These people are still very scared, but they do not know what to do. I have convinced them to seek the aid of our chieftain in the village at the foot of the Elder Mother." Pippin recognized the location. "Your village," he said. "Your father, then?" "If he is alive," said Poclis. "I have not asked them. I do not wish them to know me, yet." "I understand," Pippin said. "We're going there next then, I take it." Poclis nodded. "With the morning. Tonight, I have promised we shall keep a watch on this village." He threw Pippin's sleeping roll on him. "It is time for you to sleep, before your dreams wake you." "How kind of you," Pippin said. "I don't suppose I can sleep inside one of those nice huts tonight?" "I do not think they would be willing, yet." "Thought not. Ah, well, the life I've always wanted."
Pippin and Poclis left for Ngiranemo, the main village of the Bani, at dawn. The elders and the children watched them go with silent eyes and a few upraised palms. Poclis turned back and promised them to return with aid from the chiefs. The little girl, Tiso, was holding the hand of the old woman who had taken her in. She watched as silently as the others as the two travelers walked east toward the gleaming dawn. Then the sun rose, and a first lance of light happened to strike Pippin's face, making him wince and look away. It lit his hair copper and gold. "Kisihorunebi!" Tiso suddenly shouted at him. She broke free from the old woman's grip and ran a short ways and pointed at the hobbit. "O Sihorunebi m'Hobengo!" Pippin looked her way in surprise. Seeing him, the girl smiled, and waved, before her guardian caught hold of her again and forced her back to the line. But still she beamed at Pippin. Pippin returned her smile.
2.
On the third day they came upon a tributary stream that sprang out of another of the old flows between the two mountains. Pippin and Poclis stopped there for a bit to drink. The water was bitter with minerals, but potable, as they shared the spring with a herd of impala, some washing widow-birds, and a sullen maribou stork. Pippin chewed on a strip of dried meat as they rested, sitting on a table-topped boulder he had found particularly pleasant to climb. He was in a thoughtful mood, and though the possibility of imminent violence was ever present in his mind, he paid it little attention for now, intent instead on the landscape about him and the taste of the food in his mouth. "Poclis," he asked suddenly. "Yes?" said his companion, sharpening his knives. "Did the Bani ever fight for Sauron in the War? Or any war with the West for that matter." Poclis glanced briefly at him before answering. "Some," he said. "Those who are friendly with the jungle peoples. Those who worship the Eye. They trap young mumakil and raise them as battle-fortresses. I have heard a great train of them passed through Umbar for the great battle before the White City." Pippin nodded. He remembered seeing the dead beasts after the battle. "But these charioteers," he pursued, "they never did?" "No," said Poclis. "Not that I have ever heard spoken of. The Valley is well-protected, and there are few roads for such an undertaking. The Long River is their only highway, and it empties into the eastern sea not the Bay." He gestured. "No, the mumakil-riders take their young mounts through the jungle to the havens by the Grey Mountains, old havens founded by the men of the sea who followed the Eye in the dark ages. The coastal route is long, but passable. The Valley is closed. East of it is hard rock and ash from the earth. And between the mountains and the valley is the Great Desert where none can pass." "Except the sand people." "Except the Erites, yes." Pippin thought of the veiled woman in his dream, the one he mistook for his wife though for no apparent reason why. Leah. Somehow he knew she was one of these Erites. Suddenly, as if struck by a gust of wind, Pippin saw her. She was in an alley among golden houses of brick and mud. Her breath was swift and her hair disheveled where it fell from the lip of her veil. Soldiers surrounded the entrance to the alley, soldiers in blue armor with the blue spiral on their brows. They held their arced swords and advanced on her. The woman raised her sword, curved and keen as a river-reed. "I will not be taken." Pippin cried out as the soldiers attacked her, but he was swept away again, to a round space surrounded by the whitewashed huts of the Bani, before a raised altar of stone, beneath the hideously graven image of a figure with outstretched arms. Instead of a face, it had a single burning Eye. A youth was bound upon a pyre, struggling, wide-eyed in terror, the ropes cutting into his flesh as he struggled. Other bound figures, all young and terrified, waited bound to the idol's arms. A figure in a lionskin robe, with the lion's skull and mane on his head, raised a dagger. "A life for the Great Eye, that he may deliver us!" A halfhearted murmur from a crowd of people, and an anguished cry from a woman screaming in grief. Pippin looked back as the lion-robed man raised the dagger high into the setting sun. The dagger flashed and fell. Pippin cried out again. He was being shaken. Suddenly he saw Poclis. They were still by the spring. The dried meat had just fallen from his fingers. "Razar! What is happening?" Pippin couldn't say. He wasn't dreaming, he wasn't asleep. But he had seen it, and somehow he knew it, he knew it was real. The sun was high above them, the same sun that glinted at sunset on the dagger in his sight. "We have to go," he said. He hopped off the boulder and started to run. "Come on! Ngiranemo is just a few hours away, isn't it, if we run?" "Yes, but why--" "Come on! We can still save the prisoners!" "Razar! What are you talking about? What happened to you?" "I don't know. I'll explain. Hurry!"
Ngiranemo was built into a sheltered hollow among the brushy foothills of the Elder Mother. Thirty-eight families occupied thirty large, dome-shaped huts and adjacent smaller structures and lean-tos arranged in broad paddocks where dairy cattle were kept and chorework was done, clustered around an open courtyard where feasts and councils had been held in previous days. Those days were gone. Now the courtyard was the site of the altar of the Eye, built on a mound beneath the image of the Eye, and the people of Ngiranemo no longer held happy feasts. To the side of the courtyard nearer the rock of the mountainside was built the paddock of the chiefs. There surrounded by smaller huts was the chief's house, a large mud building with a high domed roof and many windows. The smaller huts housed wives and children of the chief, or chiefs as it were, for two brothers now ruled Ngiranemo and by extension all the People of the Plains. The sun was westering over the plains and setting afire the curve of the river when the two chiefs appeared before the gathered crowd. They both wore lionskin mantles, the tokens of their office, and their faces were painted with white ash and red ochre. The elder's robe was black-maned, the younger's gold. Behind them, the sacrifices were led out and bound to the outstretched arms of the idol of Sauron. Before them, upon the altar, bundles of thornwood were being laid and drenched in rendered oxfat. A guard of young men armed with spears stood between them and the crowd. At length the elder of the two brothers stood before the people. He raised his arms and spoke. "The Eye has turned from us," he said, loud and hoarse. "The Eye is displeased with our worship! For twenty seasons now He has cursed us with the scourge of the slave-takers and raiders from the north. Cursed be the blue soldiers and cursed be their light." "Cursed be their light," responded the people wearily. They had heard this all before. It had never helped. "Cursed be it and cursed their Star that sends it," said the chief, "for the only light is that which comes from the splendor of the deathless Eye!" "May the Eye find us worthy," was the bitter response, overlying the anguish of those in the crowd whose sons and daughters were bound to the idol's arms. Even the armed guards looked sick of it. The chief looked to his brother in the golden-maned mantle. "Banlis." The brother nodded and motioned for one of the captives to be brought forward. The prisoner chosen, a youth, stared in disbelief as he was led forward to the fire. He began to struggle and kick, but the older man summoned guards, who held him fast and propelled him to the altar. "Ablis!" The cry came from a woman weeping in the thin part of the crowd behind the mound, near the chief's house. She wore a necklace of polished stones and beads, and her robe was fine red cloth. She plead with the chief with the black mane. "Naglis, I beg you, spare him." "The Eye makes no distinction between highborn and low, Nibo," said the man named Naglis imperiously. "Our son will plead for his people before the naked Eye!" The boy Ablis was bound to the altar and held there by three men. He begged them to let him go, but they feared the power of the chiefs. Naglis approached. From beneath his robe he pulled out a dagger made of knapped flint, jagged and sharper than any knife, with a handle made out of mumakil ivory, stained with old blood. "Turn your gaze upon us, O Abezoni, Red Eye of Death," he intoned, raising the dagger. "See the offerings we place before you. Send your mighty Gaze upon the invaders who steal our people and slay our kine!" He gripped the knife handle with both hands, arms upraised, and shouted, "We offer a life for the mighty Eye!" The boy's mother keened. "Stop!" Like a cloud, the long shadow of a man fell over the altar and the sacrifice. The people gasped and cried out at the apparition standing upon the roof of a hut, his form a shape in the sunset in the west. "Who is it who speaks when the chiefs of the People speak?" cried the one named Banlis. "A man who has come home!" And Poclis showed his face to the people. They murmured his name. They recalled his father. They remembered his mother, the beautiful one, beloved of the people, and they began to call his name. The chief named Naglis's face also showed recognition, and hate. He jabbed the knife in his half-brother's direction. "Kill him!" The armed men gazed at each other, and then rushed to the house. Three threw their spears. Poclis leapt aside from the flight of one and with his staff slapped the other two away. Then he leapt down into the courtyard and spun the staff so quickly and powerfully that it raised a breeze. The men stopped, daunted. "Do not obey them," Poclis told them. "They are your enemy, not I." "Kill him! The Eye commands!" Banlis cried. Fearful of retribution, they raised their weapons, and attacked Poclis, and Poclis met them with his staff. He spun it, gripped it, thrust and parried with it, left, right, spiraling through their number, catching their jaws, their sides, laying them low like a wind in the reeds, until none were left standing. Now the prisoners still bound to the idol found that their ropes were being cut from behind. Naglis and Banlis spun around and stared in disbelief as, one after the other, the youths and maidens ran from the mound into the crowd and the arms of their loved ones, who were now gazing upon the chiefs in hate and vengeance. Naglis saw the gaze of the woman Nibo, and remembered the boy on the altar. "Banlis!" he shouted. "Burn him!" Banlis nodded and picked up a burning brand. The boy Ablis now struggled to free himself from the ropes, his eyes showing terror as his uncle advanced on him, set to burn him alive. "Hey, you! Lion-head!" The voice came from the idol. Banlis looked up in shock. A small hand passed over the carven orb of the Eye, followed by another clutching a sword that gleamed like fire in the sunset, as Pippin revealed his perch atop the statue of Sauron. "You shouldn't do that," Pippin said, and leapt. With a kick that sent the idol teetering, he flew into the air, and crashed into the man, knocking the brand from his hands. The man was taller, but soft and unprepared, and Pippin kicked and jabbed him with his fists and knees, flinging him onto his back with a great heave. Banlis tried to stand. On his knees, he lunged for Pippin, and received a hard blow to the back of his head from the solid steel counterweight at the pommel of Pippin's sword. He fell motionless onto the ground. Pippin leapt onto the altar and sliced through Ablis's ropes. The boy stared in disbelief at the creature standing above him, who looked like a man, but was half as large, and seemingly twice as fierce. Pippin held out a small, hard hand. "Get up," he said in Bani. Ablis nodded. But into their path stepped Naglis, gripping a spear tipped with a blade of hard flint. Pippin pushed the boy back and held Trollsbane at the ready. Naglis roared and lunged at him with the spear. Pippin leapt back. He pulled his cloak off his shoulders. Naglis swung again, but Pippin had only to dip his head for the spear shaft to pass over harmlessly over him. Crouching already he flung his cloak towards Naglis and at the same time jumped toward the spear. The elven-cloak flew upon the head of Naglis, allowing Pippin to seize the spear and wrench it away with the hurtling strength of his whole weight. Disarmed and blinded, Naglis stumbled and fell upon his back. Struggling to get up, he found the cloak lifted from his head, and saw Pippin holding Trollsbane to his throat. Poclis ascended the mound and stood next to Pippin. "Good work," he said in Westron. "I try," Pippin replied jauntily, but his eyes were grim. "Poclis," hissed his brother. "You were supposed to be dead!" "I am not," Poclis replied. "And I had hoped for a better welcome than the chariots of Sakhara at our fences, and murder in our homestead!" Naglis spit and tried to rise. "Ah-ah," admonished Pippin. "Head, blade, dead." Poclis called to the people. "Bind their hands and place them under guard!" At his command many did his bidding without objection. Pippin noticed, stepping away and sheathing his sword. He remarked, "I think they've found a chief they prefer. What do you think?" But Poclis was staring at the idol, left unbalanced by Pippin's maneuver. "This should not be here," he said, and took up the spear Pippin had taken from Naglis. As Pippin and the people watched, he thrust the spearhead into the soil beneath the base of the idol, grasped the end of the shaft with both hands, and pulled. The idol creaked, as if in protest, and then began to topple. Built of wood and stone, graven in the image of a god who was not a god and who indeed no longer had any power in the world or any other, it fell to the ground with a dull crash and broke into many meaningless pieces. Pippin remembered his own meeting with Sauron. He had burned in the gaze of that Eye. His soul shredded to pieces, he had wished to die, but Gandalf stitched him whole again: whole, but not the same. He watched the toppling of the idol with satisfaction, happy to know the erstwhile Dark Lord was still being repaid for his tyranny, and that he, Pippin, continued to have a hand in it. That's still for Frodo, he thought with a smile.
3.
After the feast Poclis and the men gathered closer around the fire to drink barley beer and talk. Their talk was dominated by the raids of the charioteers from Sakhara. Sakhara's soldiers spread wide throughout the southland and the desert and even into the hill-tribes of the inhospitable rift valley to the east. Slaves who escaped told of being made to build a mountain out of stone, a stepped mound high as a hill, around the ancient silver tower that held the mysterious Dawnstar. "Dawnstar?" Pippin piped up. All eyes turned to him. Pippin felt like a fool for interrupting, but then asked, "What is this star?" Some said it was a true star, come down from heaven. Others said it was a flame of some sort, a beam of sunlight mixed with moonlight. Others said it was a living thing. There was no common answer, except that its light was regarded as magical and unrivaled in all the world, and that it entranced all who gazed upon it. Poclis was more interested in who was doing all this. "Who is building this stepped mountain?" he wanted to know. "Is it this blue demon?" Ne te ba ukehora? "Seth," said the most vocal of the men, a man of rank who had been a hunt-leader under Poclis's father, named Dyomu. Pippin remembered he was the father of the woman Nibo, wife of Naglis and mother of the boy he'd saved. "Their god of the desert storm that brings death." "Sakhara has no gods," Poclis said. "Only idols." "It is not the god Seth," Dyomu responded, "but the magician who speaks in his name." "And who is this magician?" Poclis asked. "None know his name," Dyomu reported, "but they say he is of great power, and he holds the mind of the king Zosir; and that the armies wear blue in his honor, for his clothes are always blue." The evil of Seti spreads south. Pippin remembered the words of Leah from his dream, which he now had to believe was no dream, but a vision of long sight. Blue, he thought. That sounded familiar. "How many of the People have been taken to Sakhara?" Poclis asked. "Who knows. Many homesteads have been emptied all across the plains over these dark years," said Dyomu. "How have we fought them?" Poclis asked Dyomu. "We have not," Dyomu answered darkly. "Your brothers would not allow it. They said the Eye would deliver us." "The Eye is dead," Pippin interrupted. "He had no power to bestow life, only power to kill." Many pairs of suspicious eyes fell upon Pippin. "Who are you?" Dyomu asked with a frown. "What are you? Where do you come from, and what sort of man are you? We are all grateful for what you have done, but I must tell you I do not know what to think when I see you." "Razar is my friend," Poclis said. "I guided him here for he is on a great journey to seek all the knowledge in the world. He is a brave warrior and a seer who finds many things in his dreams." Pippin colored; he had explained his visions to Poclis before they arrived, and Poclis had interrogated him mercilessly. "Then he should speak with a shaman," said Dyomu. "She will tell him many mysteries." He turned to Pippin. "No one but men may sit in this circle and speak. Are you a man?" Pippin was about to protest, when Poclis raised a hand. "He is," Poclis said. From a pouch he produced a long daggerlike tooth, relatively new, its roots still creamy, bound to a leather cord. "This is proof. Here is the tooth of a lion, as all can see. Two months ago, as we lay upon the shore of bones far to the west, a lion came upon us. But for Razar, the lion would have devoured me. He killed it with his blade and his courage." He rose, and walked to Pippin, holding the fang-tooth aloft. "I have kept it for this moment so that the People may know that Razanur Tuk, little falcon of the sun, is a man in our ways." He knelt, took Pippin's left hand, and placed the tooth upon it, closing the fingers tight upon the totem. To Pippin he added in Westron, "I should have given this to you sooner. They would not have asked." Pippin accepted it, speechless, and gazed at it in the firelight. Poclis stood and addressed the men. "I see you have accepted me as chief. I take the burden to honor the People and my father. I say to you as chief that we must now make a defense against the chariots of Sakhara. We must unite all the villages and homesteads, all the herd-lands and hunting grounds, and defend our homes, our kine, our children and ourselves. If we must walk the Long Valley to Sakhara itself and bring war upon them, then we shall. I say to you what I learned from wise men in the north: Heaven grants blessings upon those who act, not those who wait." Dyomu stood. "I agree with this. Lead us and I will follow you." All the men stood. "We will follow you." Dyomu let out an deep, ululating cry, and began to leap up and down in the firelight. The men joined him in the dance, bouncing upon the hard balls of their bare feet, singing in their deep voices, like the sparks that leapt from the flames to the stars above. Pippin watched, entranced, as Poclis joined them.
Pippin woke from a vivid dream of the past--the Black Gate, and Barad-dur toppling from sundered foundations broken by the events that transpired at the Crack of Doom. He was glad he did not wake the young woman who lay next to him, one of the maidens he had rescued from the altar of the Eye. She had approached him after the meeting with the men and asked him if she could thank him for saving her life. Pippin, feeling like a knight, answered gallantly, "My lady, I am ever at your service," except he said so in Westron, which made her laugh. Then she unbound the cloth of her robe and showed him her breasts. Positioning later proved a challenge, but Pippin surmounted it to mutual satisfaction. Now he slipped quietly from the maiden's bed and tiptoed past her sleeping siblings and parents out of the hut. He dressed quickly. What rags he wore. If his mother saw him she would weep, and Vinca would scold. Pippin smiled and pulled on his breeches and the remnants of his shirt. He fastened his sword-belt around his waist, tying it off with a knot. He shook out his cloak and looked at it. It was dirty, but otherwise whole. It had been the most useful piece of clothing he wore throughout the long trek across the plains of the Sun. He folded it up and carried it under his arm. In his pocket he found the lion's tooth necklace. He looked at it for a moment; and then he put it on, letting its brief but perceptible weight settle against his chest. He took a walk around the sleeping village, pausing to gaze at the remnants of the idol. The wood had been burned for the bonfire at the feast; the stone remnants would be used for other purposes. He kicked some dust on a fragment of the Eye. Who's in pieces now, Mr. Peeper? Feeling thirsty, he went to the village well, and drew a skinful of water into which he dunked his head to drink. Refreshed, he threw off his cloak and shirt and threw the rest of the contents of the skin over himself. The sting of the water as it vanished from his skin into the warm night was cool and bracing. He heard a noise and turned. Something was moving beyond the last hut of the chief's stockade. Pippin dressed quickly, not bothering to dry, donning his cloak and fixing it with the brooch. He pulled the hood of his cloak over his head. Slipping into the shadows cast by the bright yet waning moon, he silently snuck after the sound he'd heard: two sets of footsteps in the dust. At some distance he saw them: the brothers, Naglis and Banlis, hands still bound, but legs free, running into the east over the slopes of the Elder Mother. Now part of Pippin, a still-young but full-fledged hobbit of forty-one, told him to go quickly to Poclis and rouse him, so that they could form a pursuit party to go after the escapees. But Pippin, was Pippin. All his age and experience could not quench his rashness; only reinforce it with boldness. "I can always double back," he told himself, and it was all the convincing he needed, before he set out alone in pursuit of the brothers.
It was too late to go back by the time Pippin admitted to himself this was a bad idea. Dawn was nearing, and the brothers had run, stumbled and walked many miles around north and east over the low slopes of the mountain. Pippin had followed, pausing only to wish he had brought some food for a midnight snack. Now he saw the brothers run faster down into a small blind valley whose grassy floor was sheltered from wind and sight by bald ridges of old flows. Pippin stopped by a rock when he heard unfamiliar voices raised in anger. He hid and peered out. He could not see much, but he heard the voices of the brothers, crying out in alarm, and then Naglis's voice, hoarse and ugly, rising up in a shout and then suddenly stilled. Pippin knew there were Men down there. Many Men. And then he heard horses as well, and he knew what the brothers had stumbled into. Banlis appeared, running for his life, his cruel face distorted in mortal fear. Pippin shrunk back against the rock as the man ran past. A whistling in the air made Pippin duck out of habit, and Banlis fell, stuck with several blue-feathered arrows. Pippin hugged the rock against which he hid, flinging his elven-cloak over himself so that he was almost unnoticeable in the shadows and moonlight. He watched through the weft of the cloak as men dressed in the blue armor of Sakharim picked up Banlis's body and carried it away. Pippin waited immobile until he was certain the Sakharim had gone. Then he rose and stole his way through the rock and grass to a better vantage over the box valley. He saw fifty chariots, each drawn by a light-limbed horse, and nearly a hundred soldiers. They were armed with spears, swords, and bows. There were also several wagons drawn by teams of four. Pippin realized the wagons were cages filled with people. These were the slave-takers. He had to return to Ngiranemo now. Maybe there was a chance for the Bani to come upon the Sakharim and surprise them... In his haste he failed to notice the soldiers approach him from behind until it was too late. Pippin found himself caught in a net held by three armored soldiers. "Let me go!" he shouted, and tried to get to his sword, but already he was entangled in the tightly-woven web. A soldier in slightly different garb, with a headdress tipped with a golden serpent, appeared. He held an arrow in his hand. Pippin glared at him in defiance. He grabbed Pippin's hair and pulled his head back and nicked his neck with the wet tip of the arrow. Pippin felt heat and then a strange numbness. His vision blurred and his head began to swim. The last thing he saw was the men lifting him up and taking him to the waiting chariots. Then the world went away and he saw no more.
Next: The Valley of the Star
Part IX: The Valley of the Star
1.
But now Pippin was on a barge among a train of barges with hundreds of other captives, Bani and otherwise, floating down the swift current of the Long River of Far Harad; and the Long River would prove to be the longest in the world, four thousand miles from its source upon the side of the Elder Mother to its mouths at the Straits of the World. More than half of those miles the barges would sail. The first week of the voyage Pippin constantly tried to save the captives. He plotted scheme after scheme in which somehow he would manage to free all the people locked in the barges, and they would seize the horses upon the last barge, and ride gladly back down to the rolling savannahs with their teeming herds and mighty oliphaunts. He failed. They punished him with beatings, whippings, deprivation of food and water. Pippin remained defiant. At last the captain ordered his lieutenants to chain Pippin in a box on the deck of a small raft at the end of the train, four feet cube, with no windows but the trapdoor lid and nothing inside, nothing, but bare, stained floor. They left him there. All Pippin could see was himself in the light let in by the slits of the trapdoor. All he could hear was his own breath. He nearly passed out the first day from the heat and the closeness of the air, woken only by the coming of food and water. After a few days all he could smell was his own stench. His mind began to break. A spirit that had survived, barely, the gaze of Sauron was now trapped in the tiniest and darkest of spaces. Imprisonment in the hold of a Corsair ship; shipwreck upon a desert shore; a journey on foot through untamed grasslands; the War of the Ring--none of it seemed as difficult as the silent, reeking, baking box. He began to hallucinate. Whatever gift or sight had been awakened in him, by the palantir or some lingering trace of magic from wizards or dark lords, in isolation and imprisonment he lost all sembance of control over it. Reality merged with phantasm. Past, present, future, events near and far, all became a single stream of impressions that did not stop even when he closed his eyes or plugged his fingers in his ears or sang until his throat was raw. And still they kept him there, feeding him only occasionally. It was as if the captain had forgotten all about him. Pippin broke after two weeks. Death, he became convinced, was his only escape. He tried refusing food, but that only ruined him further, for he was already experiencing hunger worse than a Man could survive, and though being a hobbit allowed him to endure it physically, his very nature made it doubly excruciating. When next watery gruel came, he threw himself at it and lapped it up like an animal. In a moment of seeming lucidity, he wondered if he could strangle himself with the rags that were once his clothes; but then his mother arrived and scolded him, and his father took out his belt and whipped him, and Gandalf threw him to Sauron who strapped his hands onto this burning jewel and they all had a party with fireworks as the light consumed his flesh, so Pippin didn't strangle himself. He went mad. Finally, even as the barge train emerged from forty days in the wilderness into the green Valley of the Star, he used his teeth to gnaw open his wrists. He was practically dead when the Sakharan captain was told the troublesome pygmy thing was still alive. Horrified, the captain ordered the boat pulled in, and opened the box. The smell was terrible. The pitiful remnants of the halfling were curled up like a lost child. Blood and filth puddled the floor. The captain, pale and expressionless, ordered the prisoner's chains broken and the body dumped overboard. He reached inside, full of remorse for what the little thing must have suffered. That was how he realized Pippin was still alive. Pippin's breath was rattling in his throat as he wheezed, or laughed, the captain was unsure which; but he did manage to say, softly but clearly, "Merry," as his captor brought him out of the dark box into the sunlight.
2.
Pippin did not die, but he came close, and the Grey Lady was close at hand when finally his body rejected collapse and began to rebuild itself. He was a hobbit; half as large as a Man and at least twice as hard to kill. When he opened his eyes, he saw a multitude of figures above him. He blinked, and realized he was gazing at a plaster ceiling covered in painted pictures. Men and women with golden-brown skin moved through fields of grain and flocks of donkeys and goats. They fished upon the river. They fought crocodiles and fat riverhorses. They worshipped their gods. Pippin saw a picture of a resplendent jewel on a high tower, with a falcon perched upon it. So he was in a house. Pippin tried to move, and found that, though weak, he could sit up a little. He was lying on a hard bed with carved legs that resembled the stylized paws of a cat or leopard. The thin mattress seemed to be made of hay or reeds--it rustled when he shifted. But the bedclothes were cotton, and the smoothest of their kind he had ever felt, far superior to even the textiles of the Eastfarthing, matching the satin of Gondor, sweet and cool against his naked body. The warm, dry air was perfumed by a stick of smoldering incense. A low laver filled with water sat upon a pedestal with some damp washcloths hanging nearby. A pitcher stood next to it. The light from the tall, narrow windows said it was late in the afternoon. Every wall was decorated with the painted pictures. Pippin realized he was unbound, and he saw no doors, only curtains, to keep him barred. Was he that weak, that they wouldn't think him capable of walking out of here? He started to smirk, and then he saw the scars on his wrists, and the memories flowed back like the returning tide. Pippin retched. Nothing came out. His stomach heaved in his shrunken belly. As if his mind were an opened sluice, he recalled the box, the heat, the smell, the madness. For a moment it seemed that madness was about to overtake him again, and he threw himself back down into the bed, his face pressed into the bolster, clutching at his elbows, whimpering in fear of losing his mind again. The footsteps made him stop. Soft, bare, they passed through a rustle of curtain fabric and neared the bed on which he lay. Pippin spun into a crouch, teeth bared, fists balled, and snarled at the woman who had come to him. But the woman only raised her hand, and spoke in a low and firm voice, and it sank into Pippin's mind that he understood her. She was speaking Adunaic. "Be not afraid," she was saying. "I am Iset, queen of the Valley, and I have been tending you for many days." The ordeal of the barge had stripped Pippin of almost every vestige of civilization and identity. It took a long moment for him not only to understand that this queen was speaking to him, but that he understood her, and could think, and speak, in return. What he said first had nothing to do with where he was, what had happened to him, or why a queen would be tending a prisoner of her own soldiers in what seemed to be her own chambers. Instead, as he reckoned together the words of the old tongue of Numenor from what he had read in old texts, all he wanted to know was, "Can I have some food?"
"This is a paste of boiled dates," said Iset, handing Pippin a dish containing a honey-brown gruel. "Sweet and nutritious. There is also unleavened bread, if you can stomach it, or perhaps some boiled grain..." Pippin stopped shoveling the dates into his mouth with his fingers and said, "No boiled grain, I beg you." He would never be able to eat oatmeal again. But the date paste was rich and mealy and he devoured it hungrily. Iset watched him eat with a soft smile. Pippin guessed she was perhaps middle-aged, with her bosoms and arms beginning to soften, but she was still a beautiful woman. She seemed familiar to him, but he didn't know why that should be so. Perhaps it was how she mothered him. She looked nothing like Eglantine, though. A noise outside the bedchamber made him tense. Iset also heard it. She gave Pippin a silencing look and rose. Pippin saw she had a dagger inserted in the folds at the back of her gown. "Almas?" she called. Pippin understood the reply--"Yes"--but not the rest of it, spoken in a language that seemed based on Adunaic but as different from it as Westron was. Iset looked at him again, and then said carefully in Adunaic, "He has awoken." Pippin saw the shadow of a young woman fall upon the curtain entrance, and then part, revealing a slender young woman, perhaps five and a half feet tall, with dark hair and almond-shaped eyes. It was the girl from his dreams. "Leah," he said before he could stop himself. Both women gazed at him, startled. The young woman whom Iset had called Almas glared at him. "How do you know my name?" she demanded furiously, and Pippin was taken aback again, for she had spoken in Westron. But before Pippin could explain, he heard another set of footsteps, and tensed all over again. Then he heard the voice, familiar and male, and his fingers tightened into claws. Iset tried to intervene. "Captain!" she warned, "now is not an acceptable time," but she was too late. Pippin saw the man, shaved head and clean-shaven, slim and well-built, with light brown eyes and black-rimmed eyelids, wearing a kilt of blue linen and blue armor under a cloak of leopard-skins and cloth. It was the man who had captured him, the captain of the Sakharin soldiers who had led the sortie south. Pippin only had to hear his voice and see his face to find some strength in his weakened body and launch himself upon the man. The two women had to pull him away, both of them surprised at the sudden strength in his limbs, but Pippin didn't care. He had no thought other than to cause pain, as much pain as he could offer, with his bare hands and nails and teeth. "Razar!" Iset cried. "Master yourself! You are acting like a beast!" Pippin found words. "He made me a beast!" he snarled, kicking and struggling against them. "He put me in a box where I had to lie in my own shit and left me to go crazy from the heat and the darkness!" His language lapsed from Adunaic to Westron to the foulest of Orcish. He broke free from the women and leapt upon the man, knocking him down into the curtain, which fell upon them, as he struck the man across the face again and again, cutting the man's lips and drawing blood from his nose before reaching to choke the man's neck. The man grabbed Pippin's wrists and held him back, but Pippin grunted and growled and bit the man's cheek. Blood welled up against his teeth. Pippin tasted it and realized what he was doing. He beheld himself as if from afar with horror and revulsion. Hunched over, bestial, biting and drooling and cursing and strangling, all ropy muscle and wildly gleaming eyes... Bile rose in his throat and he choked, crawling off the prone man into a corner of the room. He pulled up his legs, ashamed of his nakedness before the women, and more ashamed of his behavior. He covered his face and head with his arms and wept with wide eyes. "I want to go home," he heard himself say, and he saw again his mother and father and sisters, the big, roomy Whitwell manor, the sheep in the lower meadow, the hayfields high in summer, Merry smiling at him, Merry hugging him, Merry ruffling his curls and spitting on a scraped knee and carefully fixing the scarf his mother gave him for his twenty-first birthday along with his first big jacket with deep pockets... And more: he remembered the smell of pipeweed and the strange taste of fine wine mulled over an embering fire, Merry's favorite waistcoat against his cheek as they listened to Frodo read them a story... all that simple life. He had gone too far. This painted room, these strange people, this babel of tongues on his tongue; he wasn't even a hobbit anymore, was he? A hobbit was jolly and fat and contented to see only well-tilled earth and nothing more. He once was a hobbit, but now was a lean, starved thing that once was a hobbit, who had wandered too far from the fields and streams of youth. Sick-sweet liquid rose from his gut into his throat. He choked again and knew who he sounded like. He felt a hand fall upon his curls. He hesitatingly looked up. Leah--Almas--the beautiful young woman standing next to him was stroking his hair. She held one of the sheets from the bed, and asked with her eyes, and then at his motionlessness draped it over his nakedness and clothed him in the clean white raiment. She knelt, and inclined her head, and smiled at him, and then with the backs of her fingers wiped his cheeks dry. The queen had given a small washcloth to the man he had attacked. The man looked now in his direction and went to him. Pippin gazed up at him with fear and distrust and confusion. The man spoke Adunaic so Pippin could understand. "I have wronged you," he said slowly, with the precision of someone speaking an old and disused tongue. "My life belongs to you." And from beneath his cloak to Pippin's wide eyes he produced Trollsbane in the scabbard of Gondor. "This also belongs to you," he added, and knelt, and closed his eyes, and bared his throat. Pippin stopped crying. He slowly got to his feet, the white cloth draping around him like a robe. On unsteady feet he stood and looked at his sword and then grasped Trollsbane's hilt with both hands. "Young one," said the queen, "this man has my trust. He delivered you unto me in secret for healing and succor, when he could have let you die, or given you to the jackals, or taken you to he who is our enemy." She watched Pippin draw sword, and went on speaking. "He has repented of his deeds and forsworn our enemy," said Iset. "Know that ere you judge him. He is the captain of the fifth regiment, the Queen's Guards. His name is Mery." The first lesson of swordfighting--never let go--was all that kept Pippin from dropping Trollsbane in shock. As it was, the blade sank down, and Pippin with it. Pippin stared at the floor for a long time. The man named Mery watched him, and then lowered the black scabbard onto the floor before him, waiting. Finally Pippin looked up. Then with an anguished cry he raised his sword and brought it down upon the man before him, and then stopped, gasping for breath. A trickle of blood welled up where Trollsbane's edge had touched Mery's skin. Pippin had brought down the flat of the blade upon his shoulder. Pippin sat down, exhausted, and sheathed Trollsbane. It was Iset herself who poured them both cups full of cool water. Pippin drank without stopping.
3.
Iset was the wife of the ruling king, or Pharu. Zosir was her cousin and they had wed as children, as was the custom of Sakhara. Zosir had taken the throne in the midst of upheaval, for his uncle, Iset's father, had usurped the throne and attempted to install the god of the desert wanderers as the supreme god above all others. The resulting strife pitted all the Valley against each other nearly devastated the Valley of the Star. In the disarray, the young Zosir had found wisdom and power following the advice of a wandering magician who called himself Seti, the Man of Seth, the god of the desert storm. Under Seti's guidance and the blue spiral of Seth, Zosir triumphed. In gratitude for the favor of Seth and Seti's guidance, Zosir raised the cult of Seth to the prime cult of the Valley, and named Seti high priest of the capital Sakhara. Seti had accepted the position with gratitude and humility, which is more than could be said of the priests of the other gods. They questioned how Seth, the dark god who arises in strength, could claim lordship over the shrine of the Dawnstar and Sakhara, the City of the Sky. To placate them, Seti unveiled plans to build a new temple, one that would bridge darkness and light, the bowels of the earth and the lights of heaven. He called it the Stairway, he said, like a mountain made of brick, surrounding the Star and magnifying its power, opening the road from the mortal lands to the land of the gods. Even after all he had seen and heard in his life, Pippin thought this was absurd. From the windows of the house he could see the Stairway, built in five levels, each with a hundred stairs, leading up to a steep-sided apex where at night the beam of the Dawnstar's light blazed into the sky. How could a structure of mud brick make a jewel, no matter how magical, into some sort of key to heaven? It was absurd. Absurd or not, the people of Sakhara threw themselves into the work, and when their enthusiasm flagged--for Seti wished it finished in time for the next total darkening of the sun visible over the Valley--Seti advised the army to bring more workers all over the Valley. Iset had been appalled by this, but her husband felt indebted to the high priest and allowed Seti to issue orders in his name. Iset was grieved at Zosir's decision, but said nothing. Then Seti began to send the army outside the Valley. The army, Mery among them, who had long existed to defend against the hostile tribes of the eastern highlands and the nomads of the desert west, now went among them taking slaves for conscripted work. When even that dried up, the army ventured south. As for Almas, whose name truly was Leah, she told Pippin she was captured several weeks ago in the city while she aimed to steal back her horse. Being an Erite, one of the cursed desert fanatics, she was sold into slavery. Mery noticed her and brought her to the attention of Iset. Iset had secretly maintained sympathy for her heretic father's love of the Erite god, and she refused to see this proud girl sold to some disreputable merchant or nobleman. She purchased her herself, and took her into service as both maid and--when she found Leah's gift for swordsmanship--as her bodyguard. When Mery brought the near-dead Pippin in secret to Iset, and confessed his remorse and hatred for Seti and the cult of Seth, the conspiracy was born. The Queen, the officer, and the slave girl began to plot the overthrow of the blue-garbed magician.
Pippin peeked out the bottom of the narrow window again, facing north, as he had grown fond of doing during his stay in the queen's house. The royal houses and the army's fortresses were located on the eastern bank of the river, built into the hills that climbed up into broken desert highlands. To the west he saw the remnants of the old temple compounds, now the brick kilns and slave barracks, and the ramps that led to the Stairway. From its apex a beam of light lanced the darkness. "What are you thinking of, Pippin?" Pippin smiled over his shoulder at Almas. Leah. "I haven't heard my name said right in a long time," he said. "Helps me remember who I am." "My uncle was a trader," said Leah, joining him. "I learned the Western speech from him." "Your people must travel widely." "When you are unwanted in every place, no place can keep you." They gazed out together for a long time, upon the city and the valley. Leah's gaze was far-reaching, and it seemed to Pippin she was looking with longing upon the desert beyond the cliffs, beyond the Stairway and the light of the Star. She was homesick. He knew how she felt. He took her hand boldly. She looked at him, and then chuckled, ruffled his curls, and walked away. Humiliated, Pippin turned back to the window. "Pippin." She had paused, and her smile was unmistakable. "Come join our lady and the captain for water." "Oh!" said Pippin. "Are we plotting tonight?" Leah laughed. "Yes, we are." She held out her hand to him. "Come with me." Pippin hurried to her side. He took her hand gallantly and together they went.
The tentative plan was to stage an uprising on the eve of the next eclipse of the sun, which would be in nine weeks according to the records of the astrologers. At this time the people of the Valley would normally congregate at Sakhara to pray under the light of the Dawnstar that both Sun and Moon would be released from the clutches of the serpent Apep. Seti planned the opening of the Stairway at that time, when the Dawnstar had no rival. Mery would rouse sympathetic elements in the army while Iset both secretly and then in open as the Queen stirred the noble houses and the common people. Pippin decided to tell them about Poclis and the Bani. "My friend is somewhat versed in battle," he said. He had been learning Sakharin, and between Leah, Mery, and Iset, they all found ways to understand each other. "You may find your southern travels a bit more difficult since my capture." "It would be better if they could come here and join us," Mery replied. "But the desert is long and the river dangerous in the highlands." "Don't underestimate them," Pippin replied shortly. "Do you have enough supporters for your little uprising?" Iset and Mery glanced at each other. Leah answered. "They do not. That is why I will go to my people and bring them here." "You cannot be certain they will follow you," Mery said. "They will follow my father," Leah averred. "Your father?" "My father is the Prophet of Er," she answered. "He speaks with Er upon His mountain, and all our people follow his wisdom. If my father calls for a war against the Valley, then I promise you, a thousand warriors will emerge from the sands and come to Sakhara." "Almas, I do not wish your people to come as if all the Valley were under a holy ban," Iset told her. "Our enemy is the cult of Seth and Seti Al-Atar his priest." Seti Al-- "Say again?" Pippin piped up, his voice sounding distant even to himself. The three conspirators seemed not to have noticed his demeanor. "Seti," Iset said. "No..." Pippin frowned. Al-Atar. In Great Smials he'd begun to borrow Numenorean texts and books from Arnor and Gondor, having copies made for the Thain's library, and he had come across that name, he knew it. Where? Gandalf would have known... Gandalf. Saruman. Radagast. The rods of the Five Wizards... Oh no. "Alatar," Pippin said again, aloud. Iset, Mery and Leah all now saw his expression. "We call him Seti, 'man of Seth'," said Mery. "But I have heard the King call him Al-Atar. Perhaps that is his birth name." "No," said Pippin. "Not birth. That's what the Elves called him." "The Djinn?" Leah said with suspicion. "Can they be trusted?" "Yes," Pippin said, a little hotter than he had intended. Leah looked dubious, as did the others. Pippin remembered that the Sakharim were descended from Numenoreans, and wondered if Phazan their first king had come after the estrangement of the Elves and the Numenoreans. But why should Leah mistrust them? Iset spoke. "You know who our enemy is," she guessed. Pippin nodded. His head was spinning. Of all the things he had dreamed he'd find in the many journeys he had imagined, this was not one of them. Not at all. He stared at the three conspirators. They had no idea of who they were up against. "Alatar is a Wizard," Pippin said. "One of five sent from the Blessed Realm in the West. I don't know exactly what they are, but they are not Men, nor Elves neither. They have lived thousands of years, and have tremendous power that they choose to hide. I've known two. One was the greatest of them, and he used his power to make himself a lord of Men, and he caused war and ruin before he fell. From what you've told me, Alatar has followed suit. You're fighting a Wizard, milady, and no mere man at all." In the silence that followed all that could be heard was the sighing of the desert wind through the cracks and crevices of the rapidly cooling cliffs. Then Leah spoke. "Can these wizards be killed?" she asked coolly, and Pippin was reminded of Diamond. Pippin thought of Gandalf on the Bridge of Khazad-dum. Then he thought of Saruman at Bag End. His sword hand twitched. He had always envied Wormtongue that kill. "Dead enough," he replied, looking Leah in her dark amber eyes.
Later that evening, before Pippin went to bed, Iset stopped by to speak with him. In her hands she held a folded sheaf of paper. "I am grateful for your aid," she said. "Knowing the nature of our enemy is half the work of the battle, as my husband was wont to say." Pippin was touched. "Lucky for all of us I ended up with you," he said. "We do not believe in luck," Iset replied. "We believe in what we call the feather that is the weight of truth; and Almas ... Leah would say it is the will of Er." Pippin shrugged. He didn't know about things like that. Although he would think that if it was willed he should end up with Iset by the efforts of Mery, he would rather not have experienced the box in the barge. He looked on in surprise as Iset deposited the papers in his lap. They were old, and seemed to be made of the leaves of the plentiful river-reeds that surrounded the city. They were covered in writing. "Can you read this?" she asked him. Pippin opened the document. It was a single sheet, folded many times, with pages full of writing on each surface. The script was clearly Tengwar, though in an archaic style; the language was Adunaic. "Yes," he replied. "What is it?" "This is a copy of the record of Phazan of Westernesse, first Pharu of Sakhara," she said. "We know it is in the Old Tongue, but we have lost the ability to decipher the writing. Please read it and tell me what it says, before you go." Pippin looked up at her. "How did you know I still wished to go?" "Only a guess," Iset replied. "You wish to leave with Almas." Pippin folded the document before replying. "The Erites know the way to Umbar," he said. "If I can get there, I can find my way home." "I do not think that is the only reason you wish to accompany her, Razanur." Pippin blushed but said nothing. Iset made to depart. "Good reading, and then sleep well." "Good night, milady," Pippin replied.
4.
He threw off the covers and padded to the nearest window and looked out. The Stairway was almost finished. Even at this time of night, construction went on. Its sides were lit by torchlight, but near the top, where it remained open, no torch or lamp was necessary. The light of the Dawnstar was more than enough, lancing into the night, slaying the darkness. Pippin remembered a visit to Bag End when he was very young, before Bilbo went away. Merry was there with his parents, and Pippin was with them, and the lads had begged Bilbo for a story. Bilbo made as if to protest, but finally relented. "Let me go fetch a book," he said, getting up. Saradoc and Esmeralda begged off storytelling and went to their room. As Esmeralda passed by, Bilbo remarked once more about her lovely new pendant of her namesake stone. Saradoc beamed and boasted of how much it cost from the dwarf who'd made it. When Bilbo sat down, he didn't open the book he'd chosen. Rather, he leaned back, and then asked Merry and Pippin, "Would you like to hear the story of the Great Jewels of the Gnomes?" "Yes!" Merry cried, having heard it before. "That is the greatest story of all!" "Well, so far," said Bilbo with a wink. "And you, Pip-squeak?" Pippin had been ten. "Oh yes please absolutely do cousin Bilbo!" From the kitchen, where he had been helping with the dishes, emerged Frodo. "Are you sure that's not too heavy a tale for the lads, Bilbo?" "Nonsense," said Bilbo. "What's the use of passing down stories if you can't tell them to children? Especially the important stories?" Bilbo beckoned Frodo and cuffed him gently on his cheek. "I told them all to you whenever I visited, didn't I? You turned out all right." "I doubt the general population of Hobbiton would agree with you." "Hang them. You're fine." "But what about these two?" Frodo teased, dropping down gracefully next to his cousins. He seized Pippin and pulled him into his lap and reached under Pippin's shirttails and tickled Pippin's tummy. Pippin squealed and giggled and attempted to box Frodo's nose. Merry helpfully seized Pippin's ankle. "I think I'm quite mature enough to hear it," he said meanwhile to Bilbo. "After all, I've read it myself." "But you should hear Mr. Bilbo tell it," said Sam, emerging also from the kitchen. Seeing Merry's frown, he immediately blushed and said, "Not that you need to be listening to me, Mr. Merry sir." Frodo gave Merry a hard pinch. "Ow!" Merry protested, but Frodo's look quelled him. Pippin observed it and then pinched Merry too. "All right, settle down," Bilbo said. "Do you wish to hear it too, Samwise?" "Come here, Sam," said Frodo. "Sit by me." "That's all right, Mr. Frodo," said Sam, taking a stool and placing it at the periphery of the firelight. "This will do for me just fine." "Tell it!" Pippin insisted loudly. "Come on, Bilbo! I want to hear all about the Big Jools." "Let me have him, Frodo," Merry said. "I'll choke him if he tries anything." "All right," said Bilbo again. He became quiet, and it seemed his features changed, became fair and mysterious in the firelight. "Now this is the story of Feanor and Fingolfin and their mighty kindred. Of how Feanor captured the light of the Two Trees in three mighty gems. How these gems were stolen by the dark power of the North, and the great wars fought by the Noldor to get them back." He gazed at each of them in turn. Earth-brown eyes, wood-brown eyes, green eyes, blue. "This is the story of the Silmarils!" he exclaimed, and being ten years old, Pippin gasped.
Now forty-one years old with thousands of miles behind him and pieces of his life and self strewn across each one, Pippin looked out from the narrow palace window across the sleeping houses and streets, across the valley and the river to the man-made mountain and the jewel that was now trapped within, waiting for an eclipse of the sun to make some unknown magic at the hand of an unknown wizard. The story of the Silmarils never had ended. One shone in the sky, and the light of it shone from the star-glass in his cousin's hand, in his cousin's eyes, as Frodo left forever. Another was cast into the fires of the earth, and was lost forever. A third was thrown into the sea. It too was supposed to be lost forever. But instead it was found by a prince of Numenor, who was wrecked upon this shore, and now it was here. His vision upon Meneltarma was corroborated by the words of the prince himself that he had just read. Reality? He had stepped right back into a story that had yet to end. What have I gotten myself into? He went back to bed and turned onto his side, rubbing his cheek into the embroidery upon the bolster. He thought long and lingeringly about Leah, in her own chamber no doubt, sleeping the sleep of the just. He envied her. He closed his eyes and pictured her: her beauty, her steel, the slimness of her waist, the curve of her hips, the shape of her under her garment, her eyes... Eventually he fell asleep, but instead of Leah, he dreamed of Diamond.
"This is a bad idea," muttered Leah, but went ahead and smiled at the merchant in Sakhara's old marketplace. The cutler at his booth grinned broadly at her. "And what may interest your lady this morning, lovely? A lovely set of forks perhaps, set in unrusted brass, with lapis lazuli in the handles." He held open the case of the utensils. "Note the difference," he added with a gleam in his eye. "Three tines, not two." He smiled. "My own innovation." "Truly ingenious," Leah replied. "But my lady is interested in purchasing a simple dagger for her, ah, foundling." The cutler looked down at the slim little figure swathed in a gray cloak and a well-wound turban that was so big it covered his ears. He blinked, for he hadn't noticed it standing there before. "Ah," said the cutler, maintaining his smile. "Indeed. And where did Her Majesty come upon such an ugly--that is, adorable lad?" "South," said Leah. "May he choose?" "Why, certainly," said the cutler. He gestured at a set of small, blunt knives in copper and brass. "Here are some lovely pieces... aargh!" He stared as the "lad" hefted a guardsman's saber with an eight-inch blade gleaming dull yellow. "This!" said the foundling in a high, piping voice. "This one! This one!" The cutler stuttered. "Surely the Queen would prefer her pet, ah, her guest have a much more appropriate--" "Surely we would think so," agreed Leah with a knowing sigh, "but since the King has cloistered himself with the great plans for the Stairway, my lady must have her amusements. How much?" The cutler kept his eye on the short sunbaked imp who was trying to juggle the knife. "Three bushels of barley at the granary," he managed to say. Leah raised her eyebrows past her veil. "Really? Three?" "The bronze is very high quality," said the cutler, clutching his throat as the high-quality bronze dagger spun in the sun to the endangerment of passersby before it was caught. "Razar," Leah scolded. "You'll hurt yourself." She smiled apologetically at the cutler. "He's a bit stupid." "Two," said the cutler. "Two bushels, for the honor of Her Majesty," he said. "Done," said Leah. She took out a piece of paper and a coal-stick and inscribed it with two dots, a grain character, and Iset's name. "Thank you very much!" "Thank you, O vision of loveliness," said the cutler, very pale as it appeared the little desert rat was dismembering an invisible opponent. He wondered what sort of amusements the Royal Family was enjoying these days...
"Pippin!" Leah said, crawling up to his face and pointing at his nose, smothering her glee and failing. "You should not draw attention to yourself!" Pippin stifled his giggles but couldn't stop smiling, his cheeks crinkled in hilarity. "I know, I know, I'm sorry," he said. "I couldn't help it! I wanted to see the look on his face!" "Rubbish. You took offense when he called you ugly." "I most certainly did not. I took pity on a man who obviously has had his eyes weakened by the sun. I happen to be quite a handsome specimen, if a bit on the thin side." "I'm sure women throw themselves at you back in your home country." "Ah. Yes. They do." Leah threw back her head and laughed. The edge of her veil fell back a little, and the sun was caught in her raven tresses. "Ah, Pippin!" she said, shoving him playfully. "You little fool. I cannot believe I let you talk me into letting you come with me." Pippin blinked away the vision of Leah in the sunlight and responded brightly, "I was wasting away in there. Besides, these clothes hide my ears and feet nicely." He had received a new outfit from Iset, including Sakharan wear, a long, light tunic in Erite style, and new breeches and a vest that could be closed into a sleeveless shirt. Now he was wearing the breeches and the vest and the tunic, which was long enough to obscure his feet. He had also gotten his elven-cloak back, cleaned and like new. The turban was not part of the gifts, but was a disguise he had adopted for this excursion. "It's good you've hid your hair," Leah said now, handing him a root-cake. "Red is not the most fortunate color in the Valley." Pippin ate the cake and received another. "My hair isn't red. It's chestnut." He paused, frowned, and pulled down a wayward curl from the tousle at the front. "Well, it used to be." He investigated, muttering to himself. "... gold? Since when ...?" "Your hair is red enough for me," said Leah. "Seth's hair is red." "Oh, is it?" asked Pippin, munching a cake with one hand and examining his hair with the other. "He has the head of a wild ass and the tusks of a wild boar." "So he's an ass and a bore?" "And a riverhorse." "He's a boring horse's ass?" Pippin asked, becoming concerned with his hair. "But hobbits don't go bald..." Leah's eyes sparkled like gems, and her teeth were a string of pearls beneath her face covering. "Pippin," she scolded fondly. "Leah," Pippin responded perkily. He brushed the crumbs off his new clothes and cocked his head at her. "Or is it Almas?" Leah, about to hand him a fig for dessert, paused, fruit in hand, scowling slightly. "Almas is a slave name." "Oh, I don't know ... it sounds rather nice to me. What does it mean?" Before Leah could answer their attention was diverted by a beautiful song coming from somewhere in the marketplace. The singer was a man, but with a voice like a tempered clarion, or a strummed harp, and Pippin and Leah both gathered up their things, obscured their faces, and went to seek the source of the music. To Pippin the song was entrancing for more than its beauty. He thought he knew its melody, and he could almost comprehend its strange words, in a tongue that was foreign, but familiar, and fairer than any he had ever heard. He pushed between the onlookers like a child, until he emerged from the throng to find the singer seated upon a small bench, strumming a harp. The singer wore a brown pilgrim's cloak with a heavy hood that barely revealed his face. His hands were graceful and his fingers long and precise as they picked notes from the harp. The singer was smiling as he sang, and glancing from time to time at his audience, drawing them into his sad and sweet elegy. But when Pippin appeared at the forefront of the audience, the singer looked directly at him. Pippin found himself bathed in gray eyes of immense depth. The look lingered for only a moment longer than any of the others, then passed on, leaving Pippin needing a moment to clear his head. That was when he felt it: a presence, a thought, in his mind. Another mind was probing him. It was probing them all, actually, he could sense, and Pippin followed the thread of its power like an ant investigating a thicket of vines. For an instant Pippin perceived its desire: the jewel; and then it realized he was aware of its presence, and sought for him in return. Alarmed, Pippin's thought retreated, and then, with the instinct noted long ago by Faramir, cast the stranger out. The singer paused suddenly, and the crowd around him groaned aloud as the spell of the song was broken. The singer smiled apologetically, and made to resume, when suddenly a platoon of soldiers were heard coming down the avenue. The audience broke up into chaos, men, women and children scurrying out of the way of the soldiers, wearing not only blue armor but also the blue paint of the Temple Guard. Pippin looked up at the soldiers as he held his place through the scattering people. He looked for the singer, but he was gone; only his stool remained, knocked over in the dirt. Pippin turned to look for Leah, but he could not see her either. The soldiers were coming. Pippin crouched down and pocketed some pebbles and rocks from the sandy dirt, and then stole swiftly away, finding a hiding place among some tall earthen jars. The soldiers stopped. One of them, the officer, wore a bronze circlet over his helmet. "Search for him!" he ordered, and the soldiers dispersed. They were looking for the singer, Pippin thought. He began to turn away and head back through the city to the barge way and the Queen's House on the east bank. Then he heard the wail. Hurrying down the end of the little alley, he peeked around the corner, and saw a young girl and a very little boy with a pair of the soldiers. They had been with him listening at the front of the audience. One of the soldiers had taken the girls arm and was twisting it hard. "Where did he go?" the soldier demanded. The girl was weeping. "I don't know!" she sobbed. The little boy was wailing, and the other soldier advanced on it, arm ready to strike. "Be quiet, you!" From her hiding place appeared Leah, her chin jut defiantly. "Leave them alone!" she said. Pippin blinked. What was she doing? Pippin's hand went to his new-bought dagger. The soldier holding the girl let go and threw her aside. The girl took the boy and fled. Leah stood forth, her hands as fists at her side. The two soldiers glanced at her, then smiled to each other and approached. Leah kicked loose a post from a nearby booth and took it in both hands as a weapon. The soldiers grew annoyed, and then angry. They drew their curved swords. Pippin let go of his knife and dug in his pocket for the pebbles. He slipped them into his right hand and peeked out again. The soldiers charged. Leah swung her makeshift staff. But both soldiers cried out before they reached her, clutching their empty sword hands, where red welts had already risen from the sting of hard-thrown stones. Leah seemed almost bewildered when Pippin, dashing past, took her hand. "Come on!" he cried.
The soldiers chased them through the marketplace. Every time they tried to hide, they lost their pursuers; as soon as they emerged, blue soldiers were once again at their heels. Pippin ran ahead, darting around heavy-wheeled carts, recalcitrant donkeys, and merchants and vendors and passersby. Right behind him, Leah created difficulties for the soldiers, knocking down stools, turning over tables, creating havoc. "Over here!" Pippin called, already halfway up a ladder. Leah nodded and then overturned a table full of fresh dates. The soldiers flew into the trap and fell all over each other as Pippin helped Leah to the roof. They peered over the edge at their handiwork. Pippin grinned. "I do like how you do things!" he told her. But Leah was looking down the other road. "Trouble," she said, and grabbed Pippin by the collar and ran across the roof. "Jump!" she said. Pippin cried, "Where?" but it was too late. They landed on a sheaf of hay and tumbled to the ground amid the meat market. Getting to their feet they found themselves in a small surround with only two exits, and both quickly filled with soldiers. "Hide!" said Leah. "I won't leave you!" "You must! I will be all right." "But--" "I can explain myself!" she hissed. "Can you?" Pippin set his chin, and then vanished. He found a hiding-place and watched as Leah raised her arms in surrender. "I serve queen Iset," she said as the officer approached, but the officer seemed to recognize her. "You," said the officer. "So it is Her Majesty who bought you, Erite." "Khartamun," Leah replied coolly, seeing the officer who had captured her in the first place. "We must be fated to meet, having met so often." She flinched as Khartamun put the inner curve of his sword against her neck. "I should kill you now, just for the enjoyment of it," he said. "Do so," Leah replied, "and you will owe the Queen the price of one of her chamber maids." Khartamun was a violent man, and he had no love for Iset, but even he did not wish to so openly flout the Queen's name. "I do not trust you, girl," he said, "but I must honor a greater power." "How wise of you," Leah said. Khartamun glared at her. "As must you!" She gasped as her hands were bound and her veil used to gag her. "As must the Queen," Khartamun added. "All will bow before Seth!" He raised his arm in the direction of the Temple of Seth. "Take her to Seti!"
The Temple was one dedicated to all the gods of Sakhara, but during Iset's father's reign he had decreed all the other idols smashed and in its place be lit the great Fire of Er. When Zosir deposed him and restored the gods, the Temple was rededicated to Seth and became the residence and center of power for his priests. It stood upon a shelf of rock in the western cliff, built of mud brick like a long slab, with a row of wooden pillars extending from its entrance to a high altar before it where Seti conducted addresses and, lately, sacrifice of blood as well as water. A low wall bound the entire compound. Pippin covered his face with the hood of his cloak and crept along the edge of wall where it was shadowed by the afternoon sun. He watched Khartamun march Leah up to the temple doors and through the threshold into the darkness within. Pippin, who had never considered going back to the safety of the Queen's House and reporting to Iset, was about to attempt to breach the Temple when he heard Mery's voice over the wall. He slowly stood. Mery was walking with some of his officers in the grounds before the King's House, next to the Temple. "Hey there!" Pippin called out loudly, and dropped to the ground. He counted to five, and then peeked over the edge of the wall again, and waved. Soon Mery was there, pretending to stand by the wall. "What are you doing here?" Mery hissed. "Leah's been captured by the Temple Guard," Pippin replied. "What?" "It's a long story I'll be happy to tell you some other time. I'm going in there to rescue her." Mery was disturbed. "You are still mad," he whispered. "Seti himself will be in there, and a full company of Guards!" "What do you suggest I do, leave her?" Pippin rejoined. "And what about you and the Queen. Do you want let her stay in there while Alatar finds out all your plans and schemes? We were planning to escape soon anyway." "At the new moon," Mery reminded him. "Four days from now." "We can't wait four days!" Pippin whispered, still managing not to be seen. "Mery, you've got to get everything ready the way you planned. For Leah and all." Mery nodded. "Very well," he said. "We will proceed as planned." Now he did look down. "You did not bring your sword today?" Pippin grimaced. "No. It's too big on me to hide. I've got this," and he produced the new dagger. "That and a few pebbles I can throw. It will have to do. All right? I'm going." And with that he scrambled along the wall in the shadow towards the Temple itself. Mery shook his head. The hobbit was brave, but reckless and impetuous. He walked away and proceeded to the barracks and armories of the army's fort to the south, proceeding according to plan.
One idol remained defaced, but not so that he couldn't make out what it had been: a falcon, crowned with the sun, with the Dawnstar in its talons. Pippin made his way from the long hall of the gods into a second chamber surrounded with painted wooden pillars. At the end of the chamber was an altar with a low basin around its base. There sat the statue of Seth. It was twice as tall as the idols in the outer hall, carved of black rock, seated upon a black throne, holding a mace or hammer in one hand and in a lance in the other. The head was of a wild ass, its lips drawn back, its jaws hung wide, its teeth bared, with a mane draped in red fabric, and eyes painted with red stain. A tall figure stood before the altar, offering a water sacrifice, clad in blue. Alatar. Tall he was, taller than Saruman had been, and he wore a short, thick cape of blue fabric, trimmed with bronze studs along its edge. Embroidered upon it was the symbol of the desert storm. His arms were bare from the hem of his short sleeves to the engraved bronze vambraces around his forearms. He was deeply tanned. His head was shaved, and as brown as his face, and his beard was cropped close to his square jaw, of iron grey. As he turned from the profile he showed a mighty face, lined and weathered, and cold blue eyes. He wore a breastplate of Sakharan make, the disk of the Sun, the crescent of the Moon, and the star in the middle, but instead of the falcon the star was caught in the hands of Seth. A long kilt of blue linen fell to his feet, where he wore sandals lined with gold thread. His staff was a single length of bronze that came to a point like a double-headed spear. It looked more like a weapon than a symbol of office. The wizard Alatar turned from the idol of Seth and gazed across the empty chamber. For a moment, his face showed weariness. Then the tiredness passed, and it became grim and commanding once again. "Captain," summoned the wizard. Khartamun appeared from a rear passage behind the statue wall. Pippin noted it and made his way there. As he tiptoed through the dimness, he listened to what passed between the wizard and the captain of the Temple Guard. "What has she said?" Alatar was asking. "Nothing, yet, eminence," Khartamun replied. "They are a stubborn people. She more than most." "All men break," said Alatar. "It is only a matter of time. And the minstrel in the marketplace?" Pippin noticed Khartamun hesitate. So did Alatar. "Well?" snapped the wizard. "Nothing yet, eminence." "Nothing," repeated Alatar with some heat. He strode forth, the blunt end of his staff tapping the sandy floor. "Captain, find him and ensure he is brought to me. He wants the Star. Find him--alive if you can; but otherwise if necessary." "Yes, your eminence." Alatar paused for a moment, holding his staff as if in thought. Khartamun remained, unsure if he was dismissed. "Go!" commanded the wizard, and Khartamun quickly bowed and left. Pippin allowed himself to let out a breath, and then made his way towards the doorway Khartamun had used. He had almost reached it when he froze and then hid again, as Alatar said, "Zosir. Come to me." The Pharu! Pippin stopped and peered from behind a pillar, eager to see Iset's husband for the first time. But his excitement speedily turned to horror. The figure that emerged from the shadows was almost deathly emaciated. The bones of its back stuck out almost like spines. Its chest was hollow, and it staggered under the weight of the crown on its head. It wore the kilt with a gilded belt and shoulder-armor of fine make, but much of its flesh was wrapped in wound strips of pale fabric. Pippin had no idea how it managed to approach Alatar without falling over. He had no idea how it could still live. But live it did, and though it had no voice, for its mouth lolled almost uselessly from its skull-like face, it clearly knew Alatar, and attempted to speak. Only air, like the rustling of a dry cavern, came out. "Patience, my king," said Alatar. "All in good time." He smiled, and placed a large, long-fingered hand upon the Pharu's skeletal shoulder. "Soon the Stairway shall be ready, and you, my good friend, shall see the fruit of your hardship. "The gray rain-curtain of this world will vanish into smoke, and all shall turn to broken glass; and then you will see it: white shores, and beyond, a far green country that has been kept from me for far too long." Zosir, if Zosir it still was, slowly shook his head. "I regret you feel that way," Alatar said. "Now let us continue." He raised his staff, and Zosir, silently, screamed. Pippin fled, sickened to his bones.
The doorway led to a dark hall lit by guttering torches. The footprints on the sandy floor told Pippin where to go. Here there were far fewer places to hide, so he moved as swiftly and as silently as he could. A few soldiers passed him by, but none noticed him, and he thanked his stars once more for hobbit stealth. The hallway diverged into two corridors after some hundred feet. Pippin now guessed they were within a cavern excavated out of the cliff wall. Many footprints led down the right-hand path, and Pippin heard the faint murmur of conversation. Only two pairs of recent footprints went to the left, and there was only silence. Pippin chose left. He saw a guard standing before a heavy wooden door, barred by a brass-banded beam. Guessing this was where Leah was being kept, Pippin withdrew two pebbles, each the size of a Big Person's thumb, from his pocket, stepped around the corner, and threw. The guard uttered a hoarse grunt as the first pebble struck his throat, and then fell as the second one struck his brow. Pippin took out his knife and ran over to the guard, but the man was already unconscious. The beam was heavy. He bent by the crack of the doorjamb and called, as loud as he dared, "Leah?" He heard a clear reply. "Pippin!" That settled it. Throwing back his cloak and tossing aside the turban, he grasped the beam and pushed up with all his might. Finally the heavy block of wood budged. Pippin strained and lifted one end up and managed to slide the whole bar to the ground. He yanked the door open with his weight. Leah appeared, disheveled. "Are you all right?" Leah nodded. "How did you find me?" "I'll tell you later." Pippin stepped over the guard. He put a finger to his lips. "He's just asleep." Leah knelt over the guard and relieved him of his sword. "Help me," she said, and they took the guard's belt and tied his feet with it. Pippin took his turban, unwound it, and used it to gag the guard as well. Leah rearranged her veil carefully. Pippin noticed but decided it wasn't the time to ask. Armed with sword and dagger they slipped back down the long corridor that led to the temple chamber. "Alatar's there," Pippin said. Leah nodded. "I know." Her tone alarmed Pippin. "Did he--?" She shook her head dismissively. "He has not questioned nor harmed me. Perhaps he was waiting for an appropriate time." "I'll kill anyone who hurts you," Pippin blurted. Leah glanced at him in surprise. Then she smiled and took his hand as they ran. The chamber was darker now than before. The lights were extinguished, and only the flame of the single lamp behind the statue of Seth lit the sanctum. Pippin almost crushed Leah's hand as they made their way by stealth through the pillars. He guessed Zosir lurked in the darkness, and he was terrified of seeing the apparition again. Suddenly shouts came from the hallway they had just left. Leah and Pippin shared a glance and started to hurry. Pippin looked over his shoulder. Their escape had been discovered. The shapes and shadows of armed men were coming from the depths of the temple. Then Pippin's eyes widened, and his heart skipped a beat. Was it only the light playing tricks on him? Or had the image of Seth ... had the idol moved? The vicious head, teeth bared, tongue lolling, red eyes gleaming, seemed to have shifted. It was almost as if Seth were looking right at him. Fear overcame Pippin and he bolted after Leah, stumbling through the dimness of the temple chambers. He followed her out of the inner sanctuary into the hall of the gods, hearing now the pounding of footsteps behind, and footsteps ahead, with the clatter of weaponry. Leah waited at the threshold. "Come!" she hurried him, and reached out her hand. He took it. But as if they had been caught by hooks they were pulled back from the exit. A skeletal hand clapped over Leah's mouth, and Pippin was smothered against a bony arm that held them both tightly. Zosir! Soldiers ran across the doorway of the temple, right where they had been heading. If they had emerged at that moment, they would have been discovered. "Careful." The word was voiceless, like dry leaves, but it came from the withered king. The hand loosened from Leah's face. The grip around Pippin weakened. They turned around and beheld what was left of the Pharu of the Valley. Zosir's eyes were sunken in their sockets, but in the dim light Pippin could see they were brown and pained, and yet strong in their pain. He heard the words clearly now, as if in his mind. Whatever you will do, do it quickly. Pippin nodded. Now taking Leah's hand again, he paused at the threshold, and gazed out carefully. Night had fallen, and a sickly Moon cast little light beneath the stars. The altar round was clear, but soldiers were running to and fro along the columns. They would have to make a run for it. And then--how? Cross the river, the slave quarter, past the Stairway, and only then into the desert? Or south, down the old city and the marketplace, into the dry riverbed that led also into the sea of sand? Mery. He would have to trust in Mery. Pippin's mouth was sour at that proposition, but trust it would have to be, even if he refused to ever forgive the man. He looked up at Leah. "I told Mery to make ready for our escape," he informed her. Leah understood. She took in the barge dock and the distance between. "Then we will have to run." Pippin nodded. He glanced back at Zosir, but he had vanished back into the darkness. He felt a squeeze on his hand. He looked up at Leah. She nodded at him. He nodded back. Hand in hand, sword and dagger drawn, they ran out into the night.
He threw stones as they ran, relishing the cries of pain as they found their mark as only a hobbit-thrown pebble could do. They paused for a moment at the high altar, to catch their breath, and then Pippin made to bolt for the barge dock. Arrows whistled around him and he hit the dirt and scrambled back to Leah and the cover of the altar stones. "Where is he?" he complained to Leah, and scrambled through the dirt for more pebbles. From the temple behind them they saw guards rush out, and then, to their dismay, Alatar himself strode forth. The wizard towered head and shoulders above the Sakharim, and his spear-staff seemed to glow with sulphurous light as he lifted it as a scepter of command. "Kill them!" shouted the wizard. Then in the stillness there came a breeze from the south, and in that wind, Pippin heard a horse's silvery neigh. He looked toward the south. Like a shadow dusted in sterling, black coat shimmering with starlight, came the horse Mery had promised, the young mare Leah had come to Sakhara to retrieve, the horse her uncle had traded for in Umbar. Pippin's heart swelled with joy. "Tempest!" Tempest it was, and she whinnied and kicked her forelegs, and Pippin watched as she came out of the south from the direction of the Queen's stables, saddled and bridled but riding free on her own. Tempest leapt the wall of the Temple courtyard, broke through the lines of guards, and scattered them with her hooves and the swiftness of her gallop. Pippin knew what to do. "Come on!" he cried, and took Leah's hand. "What are we doing?" "Climb up!" Pippin said with a glint in his eye, and he scrambled up onto the altar, Leah close behind. Leah saw the horse now. "My horse!" she cried, elated. Pippin cocked an eye at her. "My horse," he corrected. Leah glared at him. Pippin pulled her down from the path of an arrow. "Let's fight later," he suggested. He eyed Tempest's approach. "Now!" Hand-in-hand, they jumped. Tempest complained as they landed on her back. "Sorry, girl!" Pippin said, rubbing his hand along her neck. Tempest nickered in greeting, making Pippin smile briefly. "It's good to see you again, too," he said. He took the reins. "Leah," he started to say. "I have the stirrups," Leah interrupted, her feet already in the loops. Pippin grinned. "Right, then," he said. "Let's fly!" Tempest did not need to be told. She wheeled around the courtyard, daring and daunting every soldier, sword, arrow, and spear. She even wheeled past the temple, kicking up a cloud of dirt in the very face of their adversary. Pippin looked over his shoulder at the wizard. Alatar saw him and glared at him. The hobbit and the wizard stared at each other for the eternity of a moment, and then Pippin pulled on Tempest's reins and urged her forward. By the river, the company of Temple Guard had massed in their path, almost sixty soldiers. Leah nudged Pippin. "What?" he asked. He felt her reach around his waist, and he swallowed, growing flustered. She buckled his swordbelt around him. Oh, that, thought Pippin embarrassedly. He switched the reins to his left hand and drew Trollsbane. He heard the gliding of steel behind him, and knew Mery had stowed Leah's sword as well. So they hurtled straight into the guards in their path. The soldiers' ranks broke like leaves piled before the wind. Pippin swung Trollsbane and swatted away every grasp and spear and sword; cries from his left told him Leah had less compunction with her own weapon. Tempest's hooves cut the dirt in their path as they saw the river and the barge being loosed. Leah spotted boats. "Pippin!" Pippin saw them too. Rowboats would outpace any barge. He looked ahead. There were several craft in the process of crossing the river; two long ones near both banks, and many boats and barges plying the current. Almost enough to get to the other side... He dug his heels into Tempest's flanks. "Let's go!" "Pippin!" cried Leah as the pier's edge neared. "What are you doing--!" Tempest jumped. They landed on the deck of the barge, but Pippin didn't instruct Tempest to stop. The mare galloped down the length of the barge, causing people to cry out and jump overboard, and then, at its end, they leapt again. They landed on a ferry going upstream. They crossed the deck and leapt again, onto a raft that nearly foundered, and quickly jumped again onto cargo barge headed downstream, and on and on until they found no other craft available, and behind them a trail of irate boaters and rivermen. "Pippin ..." Leah warned, growing pale. "She can swim," Pippin answered. "But I cannot!" "Then hold on!" Leah wrapped her arms around him and they jumped into the river. They broke the surface, Leah clutching Pippin for dear life. Tempest didn't seem to mind, and swam for the far shore, making it after a few moments in which Leah seemed convinced she was about to go to her fathers. Sopping wet they came upon the far bank by the slave quarters, where the few guards stared at them dumbfounded. Pippin felt Leah trembling. He looked up over his shoulder, and kissed on the cheek. "You didn't have to worry," he told her. Leah stared at him for a moment, and then smote him on the back of his head. "Ow!" said Pippin. They sped through the slave quarter, but their pursuers were far behind. Pippin noted the huts and shacks where Poclis' people, and others, were kept, and he almost made Tempest run by them to strike the locks free with his sword. But Leah guessed his mind. "They will only be harmed for helping us," she told him, and Pippin knew she was right. They reached now the east cliff and galloped up the steep rocky path that led up to the Stairway and the desert. Tempest's hooves found purchase as if she were descended from hill-ponies, and soon they broke out over the lip of the wall of stone and found the Stairway before them. Pippin stared at the steep-sided structure partially covered in scaffolds. He wondered what secrets lurked inside it. Alatar's words haunted him. A far green country ... Aman. But how could he harm the Blessed Realm? What was his plan? How in heaven's name could he be stopped? What could anyone do about it? Tempest suddenly whinnied in fear. Leah grasped Pippin's shoulder, and Pippin looked back, towards the royal quarter. From above the Temple of Seth grew a cloud that blotted out the stars. Lightning crossed the space between it and the Temple, lightning going upward, from the ground to the cloud. Lightning, Pippin guessed, from the staff of Alatar. He could hear the wizard's voice in the air. "The storm of Seth," Leah said. The cloud grew, and advanced towards them. It marched across the river and up the cliffside, whipping grains of sand even at a distance, stinging them. Pippin shared a glance with Leah, and then touched Tempest's mane. She would have to outrun the desert storm. Before them stretched the Great Desert, silver and white beneath the stars. Pippin gave a cry, and Leah kicked the stirrups, and Tempest broke into a gallop faster than any either rider had known from her before. The valley and the Stairway and the light of the Silmaril dwindled at astonishing speed as they fled from the coming storm. For Pippin it seemed his steed was galloping only a shade less fleetly than the memory of Shadowfax. The storm chased their heels, glowering with lightning, buzzing with the noise of countless grains of sand, caught up in its winds, grinding against each other, a million tiny teeth in the jaws of the wind. No matter how fast Tempest galloped, the storm continued to make up ground. "It is upon us!" Leah cried, and flung Pippin's hood over his face. Pippin looked ahead of them, into the desert, and the image, brief and hanging in the air, of a sheer-faced mountain like a throne, covered in bright cloud. Then Tempest uttered a great neighing call, and the storm swept over them.
Part XI: The Mountain of Er
Pippin spat out sand and looked around. The night was deep and still in the passing of the storm. He was half-buried in a freshly-built dune. Tempest stood by a pit from which she had freed herself. She was breathing deeply but otherwise was apparently unharmed, grooming her forelegs and flicking sand from her hindquarters with her tail. She saw him and snorted in disapproval. "Well it seemed like the best available option at the time!" Pippin told her. He looked around for Leah, and was alarmed to see what looked like her head facedown against the sand. "Leah!" he cried, trying to squirm free. Leah stirred and lifted her head. Her face veil kept the sand from her mouth and nose. "Pippin," she said, seeing him. "Are you well?" "Yes," said Pippin, relieved. "Just rather stuck." "As am I," said Leah. She struggled briefly and got one arm free. "Miraz," she called to Tempest. Tempest neighed and came to her. Leah reached for one of the stirrups and clicked her tongue. Tempest pulled her free. Pippin watched this with a frown. "She's my horse," he told Leah. "Then why was she in a market in Umbar?" Leah asked, coming to free him. "We were raided by pirates--oh, nevermind." With Leah's help Pippin pulled himself from the sand. "Ugh." He took off his cloak and shook it out. The elven-cloak was whole; Leah's veils and headscarf were slightly torn but still serviceable. Pippin's tunic fared worse. "I just got this," he complained, slipping it over his head and beating the sand and dust off as best he could. Leah chuckled, checking and fixing Tempest's saddle and saddlebags. "Mery left us traveling food, and some skins of water; and fodder for Miraz. The food should last long enough if we're sparing." "That never does sound encouraging," sighed Pippin. "How long till we get to your tribe?" "We will be meeting them at Geber bet-Eria, the Mountain of Er. If we ride at some speed, using the wadi, stopping as little as possible, we will arrive at the oasis of Bet Pallan beneath the Mountain in time for the Feast of Purification." She winked at him. "Does that sound good to you, Pippin?" A feast? "Absolutely," said Pippin.
There was plenty of animal life, however, to his surprise. In the dry valleys Pippin saw large antelope with long, slanting spiral horns that Leah called addax. She made sure to follow them as often as she could, for they could sense edible vegetation as if by magic, keeping Tempest fed. Among the rocks Pippin also found small leaping mice with long hind legs like springs, and amused Leah by trying in vain to catch one, ending up covered in dust and feeling like a tweenage fool. But he saw how Leah laughed, and he was happy to entertain her. There were birds as well, including bustards with striking black-and-white wings in flight, that on the ground one could have tripped over as a rock. Pippin occasionally saw eagles, and the sight of them warmed his heart, as they glided majestically upon the winds, coming down on a small animal they had spied with their gifted sight. Once, Pippin saw something smaller, and more pointed, high against the sun: a wanderer falcon. Nights were surprisingly cold, and Pippin was glad for the blankets Mery had provided for them. Leah built small fires when they camped, usually among rocks if they could help it, in the lee of a dune if they were out among the ergs. The absence of cloud made for starry skies Pippin had not known in such thickness except on the clearest days at sea on the Mormegil. He found that he could see the Sickle of the Valar to the north and, at the same time, the diamond-shaped constellation he had first seen with Poclis in the south. He asked Leah if her people had a name for it. "That is the Sign of Er," she said, and reverenced it, bowing her head and covering her brow with both palms. Pippin, uncomfortable, didn't pursue it, but at night, gazing at the four stars amidst all the countless others, he wondered about everything he still didn't know. Eagle owls hunted at night, and once, among seared hillscapes, Leah had espied a thin, lynx-like cat drowsing on a rock. "Stay close to me," she said. "That cat is big enough to take a child." "I'm forty-one," Pippin told her. Startled, she stared at him. "What else have you yet to tell me?"
He asked Leah about the sound the next morning. "It was the dunes," she answered. "Sometimes when they move, the grains rub against each other in such a manner as to make a kind of music. We call them the singing dunes. They are a sign of good fortune in certain circumstances." "What circumstances?" "Ours, for one." "Well that's good news." The journey from the Valley into the desert was one of a hundred leagues and more, but Tempest was swift and almost tireless when she ran, and the miles passed quickly. Pippin found it unlike any other of his wanderings to date. He was heading for a friendly place, or so he trusted, as Leah was the daughter of the chief of these people, this Prophet; he was on Tempest, a meara of Rohan, to whom distance was a challenge and not a hindrance; and he was with Leah. The latter did have one drawback, however. At night, Pippin was sometimes stricken by a restlessness, knowing she was sleeping nearby. Sometimes when it was particularly cold she huddled with him, doubling their blankets and holding him against her body. Pippin was at a loss at how not to embarrass himself at those times, which made him glad for the cold and gladder that his tunic was long and his breeches loose. Still, how could she not know, he thought; but Leah said nothing, and only laughed when he made her smile.
He woke from a dream of Faramir and Denethor, which he disliked whenever it came. They were camped in a small oasis, where by the tracks it was clear travelers had passed by very recently. Leah had been excited, as if she guessed who these people had been. She had washed and changed her clothes into black and indigo garb, the colors of her people's clothing, and encouraged Pippin to do the same. Pippin had faith in his cloak, but changed his tunic anyway. All of a sudden, he wasn't quite so happy to be nearing friendly faces; that meant the day he would part from Leah was hastening near. Now he sat up and looked up at the stars and counted those that fell while he gazed. One. Two. Three. Five. Five it was. He looked west, but Earendil was absent. The Moon had set early, young and thin, and only the stars were out. Leah was sound asleep. So was Tempest, who had the uncanny talent to fall utterly asleep on her belly with no trouble whenever she felt like it. Pippin remembered when he used to be like that. A shimmer of light, a dance of movement on the edge of his vision, caught his attention, and he crouched, ready for anything. There were living creatures frolicking in the starlight upon the cold dunes. Pippin squinted, trying to make them out, but it was they who suddenly galloped down the slope of the dune to the oasis pool to drink. It was a pair of unicorns, a stallion and a mare, and Pippin's eyes misted at the sight of them, even though he had never seen their kind. Some hearts are etched with a memory of unicorns; his was such a heart. Both were smaller than horses, like ponies, and graceful as gazelles, and their fetlocks were fringed with curling hair like hobbit-feet. Their thin, brush-tipped tails swirled like ribbons as they drank from the clear welling pool where the starlight was brightest on the water. Their horns seemed made of that starlight. Pippin didn't move, didn't blink, didn't breathe, watching the unicorns quench their thirst in the starlight. But for some reason the unicorns looked up, and looked at him, and Pippin knew they were judging him by the glitter in their pale, pale eyes. Then, with grace and satisfaction, the mare dipped her muzzle back into the pool, and her mate followed suit. And Pippin let out a breath he hadn't know he had been holding. Before another day passed, they came to a camp of travelers, dressed as Leah was dressed, in black head-coverings and veils and indigo robes. Leah was welcomed as a kinswoman, and Pippin as an honored guest as was their custom; and traveling together with the small caravan, they came to the massif in the midst of the desert, where grass grew in winter, upon the slopes of a solitary monolith. "Geber bet-Eria," Leah said in joy and reverence. "Look, Pippin. There is the Mountain of Er."
Geber bet-Eria was a monolith, where in some long-gone past a hill of ancient stone some thousands of feet tall had partially collapsed, leaving a sheer cliff-face above a glissade of rocks and gravel now tamped down by the ages into something of a floor. The road to the campsite wound through a dry valley leading up to the ancient rockslide, where upwelling pools of bitter water created an oasis of palms and shrubs and even grasses. The canyon floor, a mile wide at the widest, was half-filled with tents that seemed to blend into the rock and soil. Horses, thin-limbed and wide-hooved, roamed in a fenced enclosure by the oasis. The murmur of children reached Pippin's ears, as did the barking of pointed black-and-gray dogs, and the tell-tale din of a few hundred people. Women, long veils trailing in the dust, were carrying immense baskets of wood and kindling toward the Mountain. Pippin passed them, seated behind Leah, seeing himself in the women's dark eyes. They neared a tent as large as any hall Pippin had seen outside Minas Tirith. There he had his first glimpse of the warriors of the Erites: tall, fierce-eyed men, with black turbans and indigo robes, wielding cruel spears like halberds and with curved swords at their side. They resembled the Haradrim of his memory, except for their colors--indigo, not scarlet--and that their swords were not scimitars but more like Elven blades. More than twenty of these stood outside the great pavilion, and their eyes noted the new arrivals with impassivity. Many had, on their shoulders or on thick leather braces, tamed hunting falcons. "Medzhaim," Leah told Pippin. From the tent emerged a man dressed as a Medzha, with eyes like Leah's, amber and deep. He paused at the threshold, beholding the travelers, and then pulled down his face covering, revealing a young face with a small, light beard and three small triangles tattooed in an arc on his left cheek. Visibly overjoyed, he shouted, "Leah!" and hurried to her. Leah dismounted and ran into the young man's arms. She parted her face veil momentarily to kiss him on both cheeks. He did the same. "I have missed you," she said in Westron. The young man frowned, saw Pippin, a diminutive grey shape all alone on the great black mare, and understood. "You're late," he replied in the language of the West. "I was delayed," said Leah, leading the handsome young man hand-in-hand to Pippin and Tempest. Pippin's stomach was churning. "Pippin," said Leah, "this is Obed ben Zedek of the Eraim bet-Eria, acolyte of the Prophet and the youngest captain of the Medzhaim in living memory. Obed, this is Peregrin Took, wanderer of the far north, heir of Suzat and knight of Gondor." "At your service," Pippin muttered. "May Er smile upon the hour of our meeting," replied Obed. "How come you to my sister's company?" Pippin blinked. "S-sister?" he repeated unthinkingly. Leah's eyes twinkled with mischief. "Obed is my little brother," she said. "Did you not know?" Obed looked from his sister's face to the that of the halfling, and summoned all his resolve not to embarrass their guest any further by laughing out loud. He could see clearly all that was between the two. "I look forward to hearing your tale," he said. "Come. Father is here and will be pleased to see you."
That seemed strange, but Pippin, accustomed to washing his feet only before getting into nice clean bedclothes (and sometimes not even then, leading a scolding from his nurse and Paladin), didn't argue. He was in his underthings when Leah reappeared. "Leah!" "Give me your breeches," she said. "You should knock!" Pippin exclaimed. "I have seen everything you have to show," Leah rejoined merrily. "And how should I knock in a tent?" "I'm sure you have some quaint and exotic custom to the same effect." Leah smirked. "I brought you this," she said, and tossed him a bundle. Pippin replied with his balled-up breeches. Leah shook them out and wrinkled her nose exaggeratedly. "You will find another pair in that bundle." "You sound like my sister." "Which one?" "All of them." Leah chuckled. She watched Pippin unfurl the clothes and examine them until he felt her gaze. He looked up at her, conscious again of his state of undress, a flush spreading beneath his sunbrowned cheeks. "I am not your sister," she reminded him, before leaving Pippin to his own devices.
He had on the new pair of breeches of creamy Sakharin linen, made by Iset hobbit-style, and the embroidered black Medzhain camiah Leah had given him, and the leather vest from Iset, and his elven-cloak. Around his waist was the black and silver belt of Gondor, and around his neck the lion's tooth pendant of the Plains, beneath the clasp of the green, gleaming mallorn-brooch. He had combed his curls as best he could, gold where the sun had touched them, chestnut near the roots, and run his fingers through the curls on his feet. The bronze Sakharin dagger was strapped at his waist, worn pirate-fashion. Trollsbane, bright with use, was sheathed beneath his left. Obed glanced at his sister. Leah was quite silent. "You embody your name, Wanderer," he said with a bow. Pippin looked down at himself. "I do?" "Sister?" Leah nodded slowly. "You look very handsome, Pippin." A smile spread across Pippin's face. "I'm glad you like it, Leah," he told her. They went from the small antechamber to the center of the pavilion. It was a wide space large enough for forty people to stand or sit comfortably, and almost that many were there with room to spare. The floor was covered with carpets. Men in black and indigo sat and reclined on cushions encircling a clear space before a low chair; women sat in a semicircle behind it. Sitting in that chair was a man of many years who rose as Obed, Leah, and Pippin emerged into the enclosure. In after years Pippin never forgot his first meeting with Zedek, the Prophet of Er. He was not a particularly tall man; he was barely taller than his daughter, and much shorter than his son. He did not have the air of authority of Denethor, and at first glance was as unlike unto Aragorn as a laborer's cup was to a silver grail. His clothes were less rich than those of the Erite chiefs gathered around him. But as Pippin approached he saw something in Zedek's eyes he had seen before only in Gandalf: a hidden power, a majesty veiled, and wisdom that as he came closer Pippin thought lit the man from within, like a living flame. And if Gandalf's power was of an eternal sort, Zedek's was that of a merely mortal man who had not only glimpsed eternal things, but dined with them, and slept on them, and meditated long in their light. Zedek spoke warmly in their tongue, and Leah and Obed knelt and bowed long and low, until Zedek spoke again. Then they rose, and stepped aside, and Pippin took a short breath and stepped forth. Leah spoke, and he heard his name--Razanur Tuk--and he bowed, not as they had, but the best and most formal he knew how, the way he would bow to Strider if Strider were the sort to let him. "Peregrin Took, son of Paladin Thain of the Shire, Knight of Gondor and Guard of the Citadel," he introduced himself formally. His voice dwindled; and then a light entered his eyes like emerald flame, and he straightened and finished, "Companion of the Fellowship of the Ring." And though he spoke in Westron, it seemed clear from their faces that they understood him, and knew something of the War of the Ring. "At your service and your family's." Zedek addressed him. "The peace and blessings of the Most High be upon thee and thy family, Peregrin son of Paladin, traveler from the north," said the Prophet. His Westron was both simple and antique. "Er most merciful has led thee to this place, at this hour." He gestured. "In his name, and in gratitude for thy aid to my eldest child, I welcome thee to my tent and my table." He indicated the place at his right hand as everyone else rose and shifted. Pippin looked uncertainly at Leah, who nodded. Feeling quite conspicuous, he went to the place prepared for him. Obed joined him. Leah sat in a circle behind the men, close to her father. Zedek nodded solemnly. The chiefs and elders sat, as well as Leah and Obed. But Zedek had not. Confused, Pippin didn't know what to do. "Please, sit," said Zedek. Pippin obeyed. A woman came bearing a laver of clear water. She laid it before Pippin and rose. Then, to Pippin's shock, Zedek left his seat and coming before him knelt, unwound a cloth from his robes, dipped it into the water, and began to clean Pippin's right foot. Obed touched Pippin's arm as Pippin started to protest, dismayed and awestruck. Pippin saw Leah also still him with a glance. He swallowed again, and sat humbled and awed, as the Prophet washed the residue of wandering from Pippin's big, weary feet.
It had been some time since Pippin had been able to eat so much. The Erites, at least on their feast days, were not pecuniary in their table. Pippin had his fill of spiced millet and savory lentils and onions with wild rice, stuffed quail, roast leg of lamb, and more. There were desserts of candied lemons, goat-milk custard flavored with wild honey and cardamom, even a rich porridge of rice mixed with young cheese, cinnamon, and sugar. The dates were glorious. He had second helpings of everything and third helpings of each dessert. There was sweet, strong wine, and barley beer, and coffee, which reminded Pippin of Bag End (it was such a Baggins drink, coffee). There was also water. water of the springs of Bet Pallan, but a little honey and wine vinegar made it go down smoothly. When the men began to produce pipes, Pippin's eyes grew huge, and he all but ransacked Obed's jacket for what the man said was an extra one, much to Leah's mirth. "What are we smoking? What are we smoking?" Pippin kept asking, all manners forgotten, hoping against hope it wasn't anything poppy-related. The men laughed as servants appeared carrying small jars. Pippin, at Obed's nod, opened one, and sniffed. Pipeweed. "We discovered the plant many generations ago in the lee of the mountains by the ocean," Obed explained. "It may have been brought by the tall men of the ships in the days of old." Pippin nodded. He didn't quite care. He had not smoked a thing since some vile poppycake with Brogar the Easterling back on the Mormegil, months and months ago. At his first puff, he thought all his suffering and hardship to this point was indeed forgiven. When the music began, Pippin had a full belly, a deep cup of beer, and a full pipe. He bobbed his head in time to the music, puffing, sipping beer, burping once and not being shushed. He looked over to the women, and Leah was watching him, her smile apparent through her sheer veil. He smiled back.
Home... He found his tent, pitched for him that evening, set aside by itself in the lee of a rock that would shade it even in sunlight. It was not a very big tent for a man, but to Pippin, used to sleeping on a bedroll beneath the stars in days fair or foul, it was a great luxury. He nodded at Tempest, tethered nearby, and went inside, investigating the lamp and the bedding and the carpets and everything else. He sighed, and then yawned. "Oh, dear," he said, and started to undress. He remembered he'd pocketed some dates for Tempest, and he went back out to feed her some. Tempest was curried and watered and fed. She seemed content. "Almost reminds you of home, doesn't it, girl?" Pippin asked. "Yes, you must have had a wonderful time growing up in Merry's stables. That's one horse-mad hobbit, that one, and we're both the better for it." He looked up at the sky, and turned north, to the Sickle of the Valar. "I wonder what he's doing right now." He wished he could use his "sight" to check on his cousin... but he didn't know how. He looked around the encampment again. It seemed so peaceful, and, for all its foreign, desert beauty, almost like home. "Home," he said aloud, trying out the taste of it. It didn't taste the same. It hadn't for some time; and what he went through on the river to Sakhara had only made it worse. It seemed to him that he was a hobbit in nothing but form anymore. Suddenly despondent, he went into his tent and crawled into the bedding.
Trollsbane rose from the bedside and swept through the air. Its edge struck the flat of a knife. In the dimness Pippin saw a veiled face. Leah. Pippin blinked. "What's happened? What's going on?" But Leah didn't answer immediately. She lowered her knife, and Trollsbane followed. She gazed at him, and then tucked her knife against her dress and reaching up began to undo her veil. She loosened it from behind her head and unwound it in swift, graceful movements, before letting the fabric fall. Her hair, curls of vine-ripe black, loosed itself down her back and around her face. Pippin had never seen her hair and face both uncovered. She sat for a moment, letting him look into her. Then he rose and took her face into his hands and kissed her.
The Erites, or Eraim as they called themselves, traced their history back to the tribes of the Grey Mountains of the South, who long ago sheltered "men from the sea" fleeing the first changes to come over their island kingdom. When in turn the Mountains became havens for Black Numenoreans and later pirates, the Erites turned to the desert, taking with them their horses and their falcons and their faith in the one they called Er. It was said that a falcon and a horse led them to the mountain they now called Geber bet-Eria, the Mountain of Er. There they found an old man with long white hair, in robes the indigo of the distant ocean, holding a staff of cedar. The old man had welcomed them and said, "Blessings of the One be upon you! You have the Fire. Now have water!" and he smote the ground with his staff, and the springs welled up. The travelers had been frightened, but the stranger had disappeared. Some say he went walking East. The springs were named Bet Pallan in his honor. Since then, with the coming of the tenth new moon of each year for more than two thousand years as many tribes as could made the pilgrimage to the Mountain for their holy day, the Feast of Purification, where the Prophet would make sacrifice to the Fire of Er for the expiation of the sins of the people. Pippin watched from a short distance as Zedek approached the great pile of wood and kindling that had been built in the hallow at the base of the sheer face of the Mountain. The Prophet wore a tablet upon his breast inscribed with writing. He wore a white mantle over his indigo robes. Obed, as acolyte, walked with him, carrying a lit torch. Zedek lifted his hands to the Mountain and the pyre, and with eyes closed spoke an invocation that to Pippin sounded both terrible and beautiful. A bullock chosen for the occasion, with a hide as close to white as possible, was led forth to Zedek. Zedek took his sword from his side and with a clean stroke hewed the head off the animal, and then divided it into two. He spoke words of prayer as the blood seeped into the ground. Then the pieces of the animal were then placed upon the pyre. Obed knelt, offering the brand. Zedek took it and touched it to the wood. Drenched in pitch and oil, the wood caught immediately, and blazing consumed the sacrifice. It would be kept burning for six days and six nights as pilgrims came individually or as groups to the Mountain to pray to Er, as was the duty of all at least once in their life. Pippin kept his distance, not being one of these people nor sharing their religion, and also because the sight of the pyre reminded him of Denethor. But the faces of the supplicants held no terror, only such things as sorrow, grief, anger, happiness, and most of all hope. Everyone, man and woman, girl and boy, uncovered their faces at that time, the only time in public in they uncovered both at once, as a sign of respect. "Do you have nothing to confess?" Pippin smiled and turned to speak to Leah face-to-face. "Nothing, and a multitude of things," he replied. "But I'm an ... infidel, is that the word?" "That is the word," Leah assented. "Does it mean you? I do not think so. But it is your choice. If you feel you should not confess what you did last night..." Pippin cooled. "What?" "You nearly cut my head off." "Oh!" Pippin realized. "Well, I'm sorry about that. Habit, you know. Anyway, you defended yourself. Besides," and he blinked innocently, "did I not make it up to you?" Smiling through her veil, she proceeded past him to join the lines coming to the Mountain. "Leah," Pippin called, making her turn back. "What do you have to confess?" Leah shook her head, but it seemed she smiled. Pippin saw Obed, duties done, pass his sister by with a nod and then join him at his vantage point. "My sister tells me you are a great warrior, worthy of a man twice your size," Obed said directly. "I won't call your sister a liar," Pippin rejoined, "but I'm no more than adequate." "That is certainly not what she told me, and if you say my sister is a liar I fear I shall have to cut out your tongue." "You're welcome to try." Obed laughed. "My sister, though a woman, is a skilled fighter. She thinks you are her equal." Pippin made a show of shrugging. "Well," he scoffed, kicking at the sand, "if Leah says so..." "Good," said Obed. "I am also a good fighter. Perhaps we can fight and you can teach me the style of the north." "I'll be happy to," replied Pippin. Then he had a thought. "Um, Obed? How good are you?" "I taught my sister." "Oh."
"You aren't going to get into trouble for this, are you?" he asked afterward. "I cannot 'get into trouble' for this," she replied. "Truly?" She searched his face, and then answered, "Pippin, you have been with many women, yes?" Pippin blushed. "Well ..." "So you must have noticed that I was no maiden when I lay with you last night." Pippin had noticed. "Among my people, that isn't all that rare," he said. Then he nodded. "Oh. It is rare with yours." "I was wed to a Medzha captain when I became of age eight years ago, at thirteen," she explained. "He divorced me when he discovered, after much effort, that I am barren. I cannot have children, Pippin." Pippin traced her cheek with his fingertip. "I'm sorry," he breathed, thinking of Merry and Estella. "A woman's worth lies primarily in the number of children she can bear," she went on softly. "I am fortunate to have status of my own through my father. I can devote myself to the arts of war and the ways of the desert." She chuckled. "I think the men respect me more now than if I were a noble wife and mother!" She shifted to Pippin and huddled against him, closing her eyes. "You are so warm," she said. "I'm smaller than you. My blood runs hotter." Leah laughed silently. Then she was silent for a long time. Pippin thought she had gone to sleep, and he started to drowse as well. "I do not regret much." Pippin's eyes fluttered open. "What?" "Being who I am," Leah explained. "I do not regret it. I have made myself useful as a tracker and a warrior. I have my father's love and my brother's esteem. I have seen many things no woman would ever see. Er has been merciful." She sighed. "But I do wish I had found a good, faithful husband, and had a child he would love. I see him dangling our son on his knee, and I find myself wishing... Oh, fear not!" she told him. "I am not plighting troth to you! I know you plan to leave for Umbar, and return to your home. And I and my people shall go to war against Seti. Such are the paths we have found." She embraced him. "I have learned to treasure what I have, for whatever time I have them. For now, we have this, and now is as long a time as it needs to be." But as Leah slept, Pippin didn't.
Pippin stole away from his tent, flinging his cloak upon his shoulders, walked through the encampment towards the light of the sacred fire. The line of pilgrims had dwindled to a trickle at the late hour, but it still continued, and would continue until all who had come to Bet Pallan and Geber bet-Eria had had the chance to purify themselves. As he had done earlier in the day, Pippin climbed up a small rise where he could see the fire without violating the hallowed ground reserved for the Erites. From his perch he watched the penitents make their way up the defile to the hallow. One old woman dropped to her knees and went on that way towards the fire, weeping with an otherwise impassive face. Pippin felt very small, smaller than even a hobbit should feel, before such piety. He heard someone approach, and looked over his shoulder. It was Zedek. "What troubles you, my son?" the Prophet asked him. "Nothing," Pippin answered too quickly. Then: "Many things. I don't know if I should tell you." Zedek went to him and stood with him. They gazed together upon the hallow of Er and the bright, breathtaking fire. "So thou findest thyself here, before Er," Zedek said after a while. "Hast thou come to seek purification?" "Can I?" asked Pippin with a disbelieving laugh. "Dost thou seek it?" "I do not know what I seek." He felt the Prophet's eyes upon him. He looked up, a bit defiant, a bit desperate. "Er knows all thy thoughts and cares," Zedek said. That made Pippin laugh nervously. "So what's all this for?" he asked, nodding at the pilgrims, the fire, the place where the bullock had been slain. Zedek's answer was plain. "It is for us," he said, with a small smile and a piercing look. "A man findeth truth in the sands, for here the dark fire of the enemy is strongest, and so against that darkness shines the secret fire brightest. The sands can bear what the river cannot." Pippin stared at him, startled. He had been told that before. He remembered standing upon the embrasure of Minas Tirith, on a bright spring day, clad as a knight of Gondor, beholding his reforged sword, hearing those words and seeing Faramir assenting to them. He closed his eyes, and remembered: You are a knight of the Citadel. Wherever you may wander, the White Tower shall know you, and welcome you home. Home... "I don't know where to start," he confessed, searching for guidance. "Any beginning will do." Pippin should have known that. "Right," he said. "Well ... I'm here, when I should be home." "Why did you leave?" "I ... I was afraid." Of what? Pippin wasn't sure who asked, but someone did. So he answered. "I was afraid ... of failing." Who? "Everyone." Who is everyone? Papa. Mummy. The family. The town. The Shire. Merry and Sam. Strider and Faramir. Diamond. No--I already failed her before I started. My son. Who else? "No one," whispered Pippin, feeling naked in the light, with nothing between his heart and the unforgettable fire. "I don't want to say." Admit it. No. Admit it. "... no... I shouldn't..." Whom have you failed? "Gandalf!" Pippin said in anguish. "I've failed Gandalf!" Then it all came gushing out, the hurt no hobbit should ever have borne, that four of them had. "He saw some good in me but I've let it go. He thought he could make something of me, but he was wrong. He was wrong." The tears began, but he paid them no heed. "Maybe if he'd stuck around it would have been different," he accused. "If he'd stayed awhile to see if the little fool of a Took would grow into his place in the world. Sure, drop him into the river and see if he'll swim! Send the boy to war and watch what happens! He's strong, he's smart, he'll find his way, hobbits are hard to kill. Besides, who can gainsay such spirit? Let him go, Elrond, let him go, and pit and wood and war and pyre and the gates of hell he'll see, and he'll be a better Thain for it when he grows up. "I wasn't ready to grow up. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready for anything." He sank to the ground and dragged the edge of his hand across his lips. "I saw ... things, I did ... things..." he murmured, his face to the ground, half-hidden by his hand. "I tried. I tried to go back. But Frodo was right, you see? He said there is no going back. At least he got to leave. And Gandalf left too. They both left... Left us ordinary fellows to pick up the pieces as best we could! "Oh, yes, that was nice! And why not? He deserved it. He deserved it if anyone did. He suffered the most and he couldn't go home. I wish I were like him. But I'm not, am I? I'm Pip. Silly little Pip. The fool of a Took. Don't worry about Pip, he's young, he's brave, he'll fit right back in." He sank so low it was as if he were trying to dig himself a hole to live in, there in the very desert rock. "I love these people, you know," he confessed finally. "I would die for them twice over if they needed me to. But I also hate them a bit. For having found a home after everything was done, whether it be the Shire or a place across the Sea. I haven't. Home, was not home, anymore, and I, I think, that no place, ever, will be." Then the halfling upon the ground wept as halflings do not weep, low before the imperishable flame. When he felt an old hand and a soft robe brush his face, he grasped it and clung to it, pretending he was a boy of twenty-eight again, and Gandalf was with him still. So you have run, to the ends of the earth, hobbit of the Shire. Part XII: The Singer and the Thief
1.
Pippin grunted as he tripped and fell. He cursed. "What a foul language," Obed said, helping him up. "Orcs are foul," Pippin replied. Obed frowned, not understanding the humor. Pippin sighed, took his dueling partner's proffered hand, and picked up his sword. "What am I doing wrong?" he asked. It was nine days since his arrival among the Erites, and he had taken up Obed's offer to spar with him and teach each other their styles of swordfighting. Obed was truly skilled, a prodigy, in fact, or so it seemed to Pippin. He was at least as skilled as Faramir, at the age of twenty. Pippin was trying to learn a maneuver favored by the Erites and their hostile neighbors the Haradrim. The desert warriors with their curved or at least leaflike blades, like the Elves of Mirkwood, all but danced with their enemies. They had a maneuver wherein a lateral cut was strengthened by planting the rear foot into the ground and spinning both body and sword so that the blade would pass not once but twice across the enemy, at the least distracting one's opponent, at most delivering a surprisingly lethal blow. Pippin, small and agile, knew this figure was to his advantage, and he wanted desperately to master it. Before he left. They were sparring in a clearing used by the Medzhaim, Leah with them. Despite his lingering despondency, Pippin's natural curiosity, and hobbit resiliency, did not permit him to mope for long. He wanted to learn about the desert, the Medzha fighting skills, and most of all, about the tamed falcons the warriors used for communicating over the ergs. Now the cry of Obed's falcon got their attention, and Obed lifted up his hand to the small speck in the sky that came spiraling down. "Serak," Obed greeted the bird, which called in reply. "What have you found?" The falcon released a scrap of cloth from its talons, bearing marks that looked like writing. Obed peered at it for a moment, and then gave it to Pippin. "It is in the Westron runes," he said. Pippin took it. On it was one word, in Cirth. "'Help'," he said. He peered closer at the writing, then gave it to Leah. "Is this what I think it is?" Leah examined and then tasted it. "Blood," she said.
They went together, Obed on his horse, Pippin and Leah on Tempest, Serak the falcon flying ahead, leading them north into the deep desert. The hills of the massif turned into the graved valleys and then into gravel flats and finally into the sea of sand. The horses ran as fast as was safe; Tempest outstripped her counterpart, and soon Pippin and Leah were far in the lead, almost equaling the falcon. Heat and light rained down on them from the sky, and castles of mirages ascended and descended on the horizon. They saw the horses first, in the lee of a dune scalloped by the wind. Two figures were next to them, one lying on the ground, the other seeming to tend to him. This one looked up as they arrived, heralded by the falcon's cry. It was the singer from the market. He rose, and gestured to the man on the ground. "He is ill from the sun." Leah leapt off Tempest with the waterskin. "Pippin, watch him," she said, motioning to the singer. But Pippin was staring at the prone man, blistered by heat, but not unrecognizable. "Brogar?" he whispered. He skidded down the dune disregarding the heat of the sand, which even he could feel through the soles of his feet. "Brogar!" He bent down close and held up his old shipmate's head and taking the waterskin from Leah pressed its mouth to Brogar's. "Drink up, mate," he said softly. He looked up at the singer. "What is he doing here?" "I know not," was the reply. "I came upon him already very ill as I was leaving the Sakharan realm." "And you are not ill?" Leah asked. Pippin wondered why she was being so suspicious. Erites were hospitable to all travelers, until those travelers proved other than trustworthy. Obed arrived and quickly surmised the situation. "Come," he said. "Lay him on my horse. We will take you to our encampment. Both of you." The singer bowed. "My thanks."
On the ride back, Pippin asked Leah, "That bard." "I do not trust him." "I can see that." Pippin hesitated. "Some people can hear thoughts," he began. "I think he's one of them." "There is no such thing." "Leah--" "Hush, Pip." He was just about to advise the same thing. He had the feeling the singer, riding before them, was listening.
Brogar was taken to a healer's tent where Pippin joined him. He was delirious with sunstroke, but would survive. "Seek me when he wakes," Pippin told the physician, and then hastened to the Prophet's tent. The elders and chiefs were assembled. Zedek sat upon his chair. The singer, garbed in his black cloak and hood, stood in the center. Obed had just finished introducing him, and now stepped aside. "Welcome to the springs of Pallan," said Zedek, politely but without warmth. The stranger bowed. "I thank you." Leah, seated behind her father with the women, murmured something. Zedek hushed her, but then said, "Forgive us, but it is our custom to seek the name of our guests, of the travelers through this desert land. Please, tell us of thyself." For a moment the stranger did nothing. Then he reached up and pulled his veil back. He was an Elf. "Djinn," Obed said in wonder and fear. "I am Maglor, son of Feanor," said the Elf, and Pippin couldn't tell whether it was wonder he felt as his heart leapt, or terror.
2.
"The evil of Seti spreads across the desert and deep into the plains of the south. Have we resisted the lure of the Lord of Mordor, that long claimed our cousins to the north, only to hide our eyes from the Man of Seth?" The Elf remained in the tent, no longer speaking, only listening, and not just with his ears. Pippin knew this and finally slipped out of the tent into the night outside. The air had a chill. Pippin drew his cloak about him. He saw a fire where Medzhaim were sitting sipping coffee and munching bread. Pippin went to join them, coming silently into their circle. The men looked at him but remained silent. After a while Pippin rose, taking his cup of coffee and bread, and with a nod, left them. He was sitting by himself upon a rock in the dirt when Leah emerged from the pavilion. Her face was clouded. "Didn't go well?" he asked. She said nothing, but came to sit next to him, her eyes fixed on the clear dark sky. "Tell me of this djinni," she said. "What do you know of him?" Pippin thought back to the story of the Silmarils. "Well, it is said ..." And he told her briefly of the tale. Leah listened darkly. "You have had dealings with djinn. Is he who he says he is?" Pippin considered the sight of Maglor's eyes, comparing them to Galadriel's, and then nodded. "I think so," he said. "He's old enough, at least. There are ages in his eyes if you look at them." "I will not," said Leah. "The djinn are not to be trusted." "How do you know?" Pippin asked her. "Have you ever met one before in your life?" "I do not need to." "Well I have. I have had 'dealings' indeed. This cloak was woven by Galadriel, the greatest lady yet to walk the face of the world. Legolas of Mirkwood is my friend and comrade, and Companion of the Ring same as I. The Evening Star is a half-Elf, and I've met his son, greatest of lore-masters of this earth. Elves are beautiful, and lofty, and wherever they dwell is blessed!" "Yet in the tale you have just told me, they have done great harm and ruinous deeds. Especially these sons of the maker of the Dawnstar," Leah pointed out coolly. Pippin was forced to admit that she was right. Perhaps in this place and in other places of the world, Elves were dark and untrustworthy. He didn't know. They sat in silence for a long while. Brilliant and smoky, a star fell, with a soft exclamation from Pippin. "What do you see when you see a falling star?" he asked the woman at his side. "War in heaven," was her answer. Pippin was not comforted. "What do you see, Pippin?" "A chance to make a wish," he replied with a smile. "And what did you wish for, just now?" Pippin hesitated. "Well, I suppose there's no harm in telling you, since it's not going to come true anyway. I wished that I returned to the Shire and found Diamond in love with me." There it was. The first time he had mentioned his wife's name since he had told her he was married. At first she had not understood his concern; Erite men took many wives, and she was not looking for a husband. But Pippin's conscience could no longer remain untroubled by his faithlessness to his wife. Leah listened to him say he could no longer be with her as he wanted, and proceeded to treat him as if nothing had ever happened between them. At first Pippin was relieved. Now he was disquieted. He looked at her, concerned and wary. "I'm sorry for everything." She said nothing, draping the edge of her headscarf and veil over her knees like a blanket. "Worry not," she finally said. "Let it be forgotten." "But I don't want to forget I loved you. Love you still, a bit; a great deal more than a bit." There; he said it. He waited for her reply, any reply, like a fellow in a calm waiting for the wind to strike. But Leah said nothing, nor did she look in his direction, or favor him with a glance or a slap. She simply gazed up into the sky, and after a moment that felt unending, Pippin did the same. "Diamond," Leah said. Pippin let out a breath. "Yes? What about her?" "Did you ever love her?" Pippin thought. The quick answer, was no; she had been chosen for him; they had been strangers to each other; she was too proud, he too changed, to be more than strangers. They had both been too young. But even as he thought so, his mind slipped past cold silences and bitter arguments, past dinners spent without a word passing and nights spent apart, she in the satiny cotton of Lebennin sheets, he in the roughspun bedclothes of some barmaid's chamber; slipped to a day after their third anniversary.
Pippin had taken Diamond on a visit to her childhood haunts in the Northfarthing. As they rode, he noticed how, as the miles dropped away, her icy reserve and haughty demeanor did too, as the passed the Three-Farthing Stone and entered her old country. "Oh, Peregrin," she said, riding past Bindbole Wood. A light was in her eyes and the wind was in her hair; and she turned to him and he saw the hint of a smile upon her lips. "What is it, my lady?" he had asked her. "Do you think they are still in there?" He followed her gaze to the Wood. "Who would 'they' be, milady?" "Your Entwives." Pippin had never considered that his wife would know, or even care to know, of the things he had seen and done. It appears she did. "Perhaps we should go in and look for ourselves," he suggested. And the moment as it seemed she truly considered the invitation was the moment Pippin felt love for her. They didn't, of course; but that visit to the poor and beautiful valley of Long Cleeve was one of the most pleasant times they had experienced as husband and wife. A month afterward, she announced she was with child, and he embraced her until she scolded. At the proper time Faramir was born, and she let him name him that even though no one knew how to pronounce it. The Tooks enjoyed it; it fit into the family. "One of these days I'll take you to see the man you're named for," Pippin told his newborn son, gazing in wonder at the child's eyes already beginning to turn green, at the full head of fluffy chestnut-brown curls. "What do you say to that, my lady?" he asked his wife. Diamond sighed, and for a moment, Pippin thought she'd say yes.
"Yes," Pippin said to Leah, sitting under the stars in the midst of the tents in the oasis. "I suppose I did love her, once or twice, however briefly. I thought perhaps after our son was born, things would get better. Instead he became just another subject for us to fight about." He shrugged. "I didn't marry for love. I didn't even marry for friendship. I'd never have cared to know her if she hadn't been betrothed to me. I don't expect to find her waiting for me when I return. Why should she? Our Rules are as strict as your law when it comes to things like this: when a husband abandons his wife, she has every right to a divorce." Now he laughed. "I really shouldn't expect any sort of welcome. Prodigal, rebel, runaway... you can be as wild as you want if you're a Took, but never go against the Tooks. By running away, I've done that. They've probably disowned me by now." He heard Leah exhale and turned to her. She gazed sidelong at him, and then said, "May I tell you something unlovely about yourself?" Pippin, taken aback, nodded. "Please do." "When you pity yourself, you sound like a petulant boy." Leah looked away into the sky. She continued, "I much prefer you smiling. Riding upon Miraz with a carefree smile on your face, as if all the sands, and plains, and seas, and countries of the world altogether are too small for you. That is the Peregrin Took I have loved." Pippin, speechless, got up onto his knees and kissed her. It lasted only a moment; then he turned his head and pressed it against her cheek as he hugged her, saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Footsteps behind them made them both turn. It was Obed. "Father is to make his decision. Come."
It seemed to Pippin that the Prophet of Er had aged since he had last seen him. Shadows now lurked beneath Zedek's eyes, and the lines on his face were deeper and more tightly drawn. Yet that face was resolute as he rose from his seat, staff in hand; and his eyes were bright as ever. "For our guests, the son of Feanor and the son of Paladin, I shall speak as a man of the West," he began in Westron, "and also for the words I shall speak were not spoken first by me, but by a king of the downfallen land of long ago. War is counseled, war against the Man of Seth, Seti the sorcerer, and his enthralled kingdom. And why? He has enslaved innocents and attacked his neighbors; he has transformed the Valley of the Star into a place of fear and might. He promotes with dark arts the power of his demon-idol, Seth; and that is an affront to Er that alone deserves our enmity. So war is counseled me. "Yet I know that war, though it be righteous, though it be just, though it be called by men holy--war brings sorrow, sorrow and death. "I am the Prophet of Er, as my father was before me, and his father before him; as my son the captain shall be after me." Zedek looked kindly at Obed, and also at Leah; and finally he glanced at Pippin. "It is given to me to find the will of Er, and bring it to men. It is also my duty to justify the ways of men to Er. "The question is war; and so, as Meneldur King of Westernesse said long ago, shall I 'put iron in the hands of captains of conquest, and count the slain as our glory, and say to Er, at least Your enemies were amongst them? Or shall I fold hands, while friends die, and live in blind peace until the ravisher comes? What will then we do: match naked hands against naked might and die in vain, or flee, and say to Er, at least we spilled no blood? Both ways lead to evil.' So spake the King over the Sea, whose subjects brought the faith of Er to our people." Zedek shook his head. "He did not choose, but chose to leave the choice to his son." He gazed again at Obed, and again at Leah, and took a deep breath. "But I must choose. And so I choose now." He raised his staff and spoke in a tone of command. "We shall join with the Queen Iset and her guards. We shall aid them in their fight for liberation. We shall bring the might of the desert upon the Valley of the Star, until it is cleansed of the darkness of Seth. "Send riders to all our people," he commanded. "Send messengers in secret to Iset, and to any who would aid us in this task. I call all Eraim, men, women, and children," said Zedek, "to war."
3.
"I will bring the message to Iset," said Leah. "No, sister," said Obed firmly. Leah's eyes flashed, but Obed stood resolute. "You are known now to the Temple Guard, and to Seti. The same goes for you, Pippin," he added, forestalling Pippin's impetuous suggestion. "My heart tells me Er has another task for you in this great matter." "That's what I'm afraid of," Pippin muttered. "What about the Bani?" "I have sent riders and birds to watch the southern marches as far as we can see," Obed replied. "If and when they come, the Plainsmen will be a great ally to our cause." "Especially if they come with mumakil," Leah added. Pippin remembered that Poclis was dubious of bringing oliphaunts along the Long River, but then he thought, these were different circumstances. He left Leah and Obed and the Medzhaim and went to the tent where Brogar was resting. He found his friend covered with wet cloths and being fed lukewarm water mixed with goat's milk. Brogar was awake and looked up at him with a wide, cracked smile. "I thought I was still seeing things," he said to Pippin, reaching up for Pippin to clasp his hand. "Razar. The Great Rider have been kind after everything." "Something like that," Pippin replied with a smile. "How are you, Brogar?" "Alive and awake," Brogar said, "which is a surprise, since I lost my way a few days ago coming from Umbar. If I had not run into that Elf, I would be dead. He had food and water." "Where were you going?" Pippin wanted to know. "What's happened to the ship? Where's Morelin, and Davy? Tell me everything!" Brogar smiled and told his story. After the storm that damaged the Mormegil, they had put into a succession of little harbors and villages, repairing and reprovisioning, and doing a little light piracy. "Nothing much." After perhaps five weeks of this, they decided to venture back into more frequented waters, to see how much of a bounty was still on their heads, if any. They found out quickly, and were engaged by another Corsair ship that they defeated in a duel that ended with the opposing ship sunk by the shoals off the Cape of Andrast. Unfortunately, the Gondorian navy had resumed control of its national waters, and one of the new double-hulled, three-masted war galleys had stopped the Mormegil and arrested its crew. They were taken as far as Pelargir and brought before the Steward of Gondor himself. "Then the Steward said to the captain, 'Are you not Elenmor, a Ranger of Arnor?' To which the captain said, 'Morelin, if you please, and a pirate.' Then the Steward sent us away to be held while he spoke with the captain. I do not know what they spoke of. But that night, we found the captain at the door of our cell, Davy and I; and he was opening our cells and freeing us. We stole our way through the lord's house in Pelargir and managed to arm ourselves when our flight was detected. "Oh, Razar, it was a glorious fight! We slew, and they slew, and we looted, and they chased us. We boarded that trim galley of theirs and made as if to steal it, and you should have seen the look on their faces when it seemed we were going to do so! Ah, but the captain has only one love upon the sea. That was his plan all along, you see. "Imagine the looks on the harbor-master and the captain of the navy and on all the soldiers as their bright new ship foundered right at port, while the Black Sword of the Ocean slipped her berth and raced away under the darkened moon! And the captain climbed onto the poop deck and ordered our black flags to fly, and so we sailed. "We came to Umbar to a hero's welcome. All was forgiven for our feat against the navy of Gondor. "Loaded with booty, the captain offered to disband the crew. I decided it was time to do as I said, and buy a horse and go seek my sister's fate and my own road home. "I have been seeking the desert nomads for I was told they have lore of many lands. But I am not as skilled as I could be in traveling through a sea of sand. I lost my path and wandered from spring to spring as best I could, hoping to find this so-called holy Mountain where the nomads had assembled. I heard of wars and rumors of wars as well. "Three days ago, near the end of my tether, I came across another rider coming from the east. So I came into the company of the Elf. Together we sought this place. I believe the Elf called the birds of the nomads. And so here we are. But now, tell me how you came to this place. How did you survive the sea? And do you know what happened to the first mate?" So Pippin told the story, much abridged, of his journeys with Poclis, from the mysterious help of the leviathans to the traverse of the Plains of the Sun to the installation of Poclis as chief of all his People. He mentioned briefly his capture by the Sakharans, rushing over the circumstances of the barge and the box and his experiences there. He spoke about the capture of Leah, and the true identity of the magician Seti as Alatar the Blue, and of the chase across the Long River into the desert pursued by a sandstorm. At the end of it Brogar shook his head and laughed. "There is a word for you in my land," he informed Pippin. "Terik." "Sounds like Took," Pippin replied, taking one of the cloths from Brogar's head and refreshing it in a basin of water. "What does it mean?" "Fool," said Brogar. "But a special kind of fool: not a simpleton, but someone so reckless as to be clearly unwise, yet whose very daring warms the hearts of the gods. Wherever the fool may go, in whatever place he finds himself, he will find himself with whatever grace he requires, to keep going." Pippin made no reply for a long time. Finally he made himself smile. "No," he said aloud, "that's not me." "It's a good, if dangerous, thing to be." Pippin laughed. "Danger? Well, if you wish to talk about danger," and he eagerly changed the subject, "I think there's going to be a war on." He spoke about the meeting. "And that fellow who rescued you--he's quite an Elf." Brogar shuddered. "I owe him my life for his kindness. But he scares me, Razar. All Elves do, but he is too ancient, too terrifying." "I know," Pippin agreed with a serious nod. "Still, I think he intends to help us." "Us? You will take part in this?" "Did I say 'us'?" That must have been a slip of the tongue. "Well, I meant the Erites. I'm going to Umbar. I plan to sail back to Gondor." "You are going home," said Brogar wistfully. Pippin didn't tell his friend that he doubted anyplace would truly be home; but the Shire was a good country, where he had friends and family; it would have to do. Until the next time the wander-love came upon him. He felt someone join them, and saw Brogar's eyes widen, and turned to see the Elf. "How do you fare?" he asked Brogar. "The doctor tells me I'll be on my feet by tomorrow," the Easterling replied, not taking his eyes off his visitor. "That is good." The Elf paused. "You," he said to Pippin. "You are Peregrin." Pippin nodded. "Peregrin Took, at your service." "Offer not your service to me lightly," said the Elf with a gleam in his eyes. "For I may ask it of you when it is least advantageous and most dangerous." "It's too late now," Pippin replied, "for I've given it to you all the same. It's only polite." "Polite," repeated the Elf. "Rest well," he said to Brogar with a bow. "If it please you, I shall sing for you, and aid in some small way your recovery." Brogar looked uncomfortably at Pippin, but said, "If you want to," looking dubious. "I do," said the Elf. "I shall return with my harp. Peregrin, would you walk with me?" It was not a request.
4.
"Are you really the same Maglor from the Elder Days?" The Elf nodded. "Yes, I am. Do you wish for proofs?" "I'll take your word for it," was Pippin's reply. "And why are you here?" "Surely as you have been in the City of the Sky, and seen the mechanism in stone being built therein, you already know the answer to your question. But I shall answer you, if you will answer a question of mine. I come, of course, for the Silmaril. It is mine; or, at least, it was, and claim it do I still, though truly I had wished it never fished from its long home in the heart of the Sea. But it has come again within reach, and I am sworn to reach for it, though all be consumed." The Elf brooded darkly, something Pippin had never before beheld in Elves: it was terrible and frightening. Then Maglor turned to him and said, "And you: who are you, Peregrin? Why are you here?" Pippin decided it would be good to answer with some consideration. "I am, I guess, on errantry here in Far Harad; that is, on a journey of my own device. Who I am and what I want, are probably why I'm here. I am a hobbit, but a wanderer; I set out to seek adventure in places I've never been to; and after quite a lot of them, here I am. Any other answer would have to be much longer and end much more dubiously than that." He glanced up boldly at the Elf. "What do you want?" "What must be." Pippin nodded. He'd expected such an answer. They came to the place where the horses were tethered. The Elf went to his steed, caressing its cheeks and murmuring soft phrases to it in his own language, which the other horses heeded. From his pack he produced a simple harp. He noticed Pippin's interest and asked, "Do you play, hobbit-wanderer?" "Not a harp. But I can carry a tune." "You must lend me a tune in the days to come." Maglor gazed up into the sky. "And days there will be yet, whatever happens here upon this corner of the wide and ancient world." "My lord?" asked Pippin. "Maglor." "Maglor then. Pippin, or even Pip." "Pip." "Maglor, what is the Blessed Land like?" For an instant grief ravaged the Elf's face; grief, anger, and even rage. Pippin took a step back, terrified. Then the Elf mastered himself, and gazed as an Elf would: sorrowfully and full of regret. "Beautiful and beyond reach," he said to Pippin. He patted his horse. "Pray that we do not see more than a glimpse of it when the wizard activates his machine." They made their way back to the tent. "That triangular building around the Silmaril is a machine?" Pippin asked. "The order and measure of its chambers is known somewhat to me. It is a magnifier of power, made for one purpose: to part the veil between this world and the world from whence the Silmaril came." "I heard that before, but I still can't understand," Pippin said. "Why would he want to do this? Does he want to conquer Aman? Is he mad? Not even the Numenoreans could do that. Sakhara doesn't even know how to make steel!" "I know not his purpose," the Elf replied. "Nor care. I care he has laid claim of possession upon my father's work, the Silmaril I held in this hand." He showed his right hand to Pippin; it was whole, but its skin showed the hideous scars of a terrible burn, as if it had been set into a fire and left there. Pippin swallowed at the mark of the Silmaril upon an unworthy hand. "That claim I cannot suffer." Pippin recalled the story of the Silmarils and the terrible oath of Feanor and his sons. "I suppose you can't," he said softly. "Will you steal it when the Erites attack?" "The wars of men are no longer my concern, but it seems meet to seize the chances presented to us. Yes, I intend to take it. "And moreover, I want you to help me." Pippin halted. He stared at the Elf. "You can't be serious." Maglor advanced on him, his eyes agleam. "The Silmaril is mounted on a spiraling crystal set upon a silver mast that neither I nor any other speaking creature can climb. The structure of the chamber now housing it is such that one cannot climb down to take it. The pillar is set in foundations of Numenorean make, unbreakable by any craft we have at hand. It cannot be toppled. "To take it, one must climb the tower, onto the capital, and pry the Jewel from its crystal. Perhaps once I could have done it myself, but no longer. Men cannot do it. Only a small and nimble creature can do so. I have no patience training monkeys. When I saw you in the market, I thought perhaps you would do. "Now, after speaking with you, and discerning your mind..." Pippin realized the whole conversation had been spent unguarded to the Elf's deep sight. So Maglor had gained his knowledge of the plans of the Stairway: he had taken it from unguarded and unknowing minds. Pippin closed the door to his mind, but it was too late. The Elf continued as if Pippin had done nothing. "... I feel I should not coerce you, but rather, ask. Pip, I am in need of a thief. What say you?" Maglor smiled. "Shall we steal a Silmaril?"
"So what do you say, Pip?" Merry asked. Pip frowned. The tree seemed awfully high, even for him. All this for a kite? "I don't know," he told Merry. Next to Merry, Myrtle Burrows burst into tears. Estella comforted her with a pat on the back, and gave Merry a Look. Merry sighed. He was twenty-two and just discovered Fatty Bolger's sister was very pretty. "Come on, Pippin. You're the only one who can climb that high." He put his hands on Pippin's shoulders. "Come on. Do it and maybe Myrtle will give you a kiss." "No I won't! Lads are smelly!" Pippin didn't find the offer very appealing either. "Girls are a bother," he said. Estella was smirking at Merry, who seemed quite unaware but for the gleam in his eyes. "All right then, I guess we'll just have to try to knock it down," he said. "Where's a rock?" "No!" Myrtle protested. "You'll ruin it!" "But it's a very high tree, Myrtle dear," Merry explained to the young hobbit girl. "Even Peregrin Took is daunted from time to time." Pippin heard that. "I am not!" he protested, and without another word, leapt for a low branch and began to climb. Up, up, up he went, until he got so high he felt like a giant in a story told by Cousin Bilbo before he went away. He reached for the small white kite, and with his last reckless reach obtained it; but instead of climbing down saw how high he was and decided he liked it up there. "Merry! Look at me, I'm an eagle!" And Pippin stood on the branch and spread his arms. "Very funny, young hobbit," said Merry sternly. "Now stop that and finish what you set out to do, and mind you don't end up killing anyone, such as yourself for example."
Part XII: The Falcon of the Sunrise 1.
Hungry was Tilion, a hunter He rolled onto his back and stared at the patterns on the roof of his tent, changing in the dim lamplight. He sat up and told the tent, "I can't sleep." The tent did not respond. He rose and donned his vest. He tucked his dagger into his breeches and his pipe in his vest pocket and went for a walk. As ever the stars shone with a discernible light on the whitened dunes, and even the weak and wandering moon cast shadows in his eyes. Pippin circled through the camp. He paused at a fire where some men were gathered, smoking and drinking, and gratefully accepted some pipeweed and a sip of coffee. He went to the physician's tent, but Brogar was sleeping, as were the nurses. Brogar was almost well; he had walked about camp today, and hale enough to offer his services to Obed for the coming war. Pippin wondered why Brogar would do that. Hadn't he been through enough? He wanted to ask him, but not now. He left the physician's tent and walked long until he reached the Medzhaim camp. He nodded back at the guards, and asked if Obed was awake. No, he was told. The Prophet's son was abed. Was there anything the traveler needed? "No, thank you, I'm fine," Pippin replied. He went further out to the paddock to see Tempest, but the willful mare was either deep in slumber or ignoring him. Pippin suspected the latter, but gave up trying to rouse her. At the edge of the camp he paused, and then climbed a dune to its crest, and there plunked himself down, finding himself with a view north from horizon to horizon. The desert ergs that lapped up against the massif of Geber bet-Eria stretched north as far as he could see. Somewhere beyond the edge of sand was Umbar. In his imagination he saw himself flying over the great city's domes and minarets and over the bay of Belfalas, past Tolfalas with its granaries, Dol Amroth and the castle of the Prince upon the shore, past Pelargir on Ethir Anduin up the river and round the bend to the White City shining above the Pelennor. Under the bridge of Osgiliath, up the Falls of Rauros, to Lothlorien ... across the Misty Mountains ... Rivendell ... the Lone-lands ... Bree ... Buckland. Would Merry be waiting at the Gate? Across the Brandywine Bridge, and into the Shire. Taste the beer at Stock. Best in the Eastfarthing. Would Fatty be throwing a party at Budge Hall? Would there be a party this year beneath the mallorn in the party field? Sam threw the best parties; or, rather, Rosie, at Sam's behest. When was the 22nd of September? Had he missed it? What month was it? How long had he been gone? How much longer would he be away? Was it months, or years? Through the Green Hill Country, through Tuckborough with its many-colored window-shutters...to Great Smials, its windows glittering up the hillside. Would the Great Door open for him? Would there be a puff of smoke coming from the Thain's study? Would a little child be walking when he saw him again, and would he walk to him if he stretched out his hands; would he call him "dad"... would he ever again dance with a girl as hard and precious as a jewel... Gandalf was right. He was a fool. He saw Leah walking up the slope of the dune to join him. She was in a loose robe and a long dress she used for sleeping. Her hail was lightly bound by a muslin veil. "Is something wrong?" he asked first. "I woke and now do not feel like sleeping," she replied. "There is lightning in the air--can you feel it?" Pippin tried, but shook his head. "I guess I can't. I'd be happy to keep you company, though." "Yes," she said simply. "Are you not cold?" Pippin shook his head. "Not really." The air was indeed chill, but he liked it. "I've seen real cold," he said, thinking of the Redhorn Pass. "This is actually quite pleasant." "Have you ever seen snow?" He smiled. "Yes, I have. Many times." "I see." She traced a shape into the sand between them, and erased it with her palm. "What is it like?" He smiled and told her, "Like the fall of butterfly wings; that's the best kind of snow." "Are there others?" Hard snow, freezing snow, wet snow, slurries, sleet ... "That's the only kind I care to think about." "I have never seen it," she said. "My uncle used to say that the Grey Mountains to the west have snow in winter. Perhaps one day I shall journey there." "Or you could come visit me." Pippin's hand drifted to hers and clasped it. "It doesn't snow often in my country, but when it does, it is something I think everyone should see." Leah looked down at him. Pippin's breath caught in his throat. "I love you," he told her. "Do not say that and then leave," she replied. "Then I won't leave." She laughed at him. "Would you stay?" Pippin thought about his father, his wife, and his son. And he also saw Merry, folding his arms. "...If I could," he answered. She smelled of pepper and cinnamon. Her lips tasted like cucumber. With a small tug of her fingers, she let her veil slip down, showing her hair. It was Pippin who chose to pull away before they went any further. "Why does this happen to me?" he asked her with a pained laugh. "Why here? Why now? Why not there, and why not then?" Leah came up against him, resting her chin upon his head. Pippin leaned into her neck and pressed his cold cheek to her warm throat. "I first met you in a dream I had," he whispered to her, "and I thought you were her. I thought you were Diamond." A tremor ran through her. He looked up. She was smiling slightly, and shaking her head. "What is it?" he asked. "Do you still wish to learn what 'Almas' means?" He didn't know what this was about, but nodded. Of course he did. "It means diamond," she said. He backed away, his fingers digging into the sand, regarding her in confusion and wonder. "What?" "Oh, Pippin," she said with a shake of her head, seeming both amused and aggrieved. "Do you not see?" She took his hand and pressed it. "You love me only because I am what you wish your wife could be." "That's not true," Pippin protested. "You're nothing alike!" "No?" And for a moment, in her arch, knowing look and the way she held herself, he did see Diamond. "No," he said, rallying. "You're a woman and she's a hobbit. You're dark and she's pale. You're ..." Proud, he found himself about to say, and there it was. Proud and cold and hard on the surface, because that was how she survived. With a sudden clarity Pippin finally comprehended Diamond of Long Cleeve. "Oh," he said. "Oh." He trembled. Leah wrapped her arm around his neck, her veil caressing the skin of his shoulders. "No matter how you think you love me, you will always see her," Leah said. "I don't want that, Pippin, for me, or for you. There is a place for you somewhere in this wide world -- you must trust in that." "I hope it sends for me soon," he joked helplessly. "Because I can't find it on my own." "There is," Leah answered firmly. "You will find it if you let it find you."
They sat with each other as the moon climbed over snow-white sands. "What are you thinking?" "Too many things. I shouldn't think so hard. I'm not made for it. I think my head is beginning to hurt." "Poor thing." "Don't make fun of me because I'm stupid." Leah laughed and began to hum, and sway, and sing. To their surprise, a voice answered her, taking up her melody and making of it a deep and special music full of longing and of beauty. Seeking its source Pippin spotted the black-robed figure of Maglor some distance away, his harp in his hand. "Listen to that," Pippin said. "The Elf?" Leah asked, the first time she had used the word. Pippin smiled. "Yes." "It is wonderful," she admitted, and got to her feet. She held out her hands to him. "Dance with me, Pippin." "What, me? Now?" "Yes, you. Now." He took her hands and let her lift him to his feet. Then he let go and she flashed a grin and skipped ahead, dancing down the dune to the notes of the elven song. Her veil rippled in the breeze with her hair, and Pippin's heart quickened with delight, and he propelled himself down the slope, crowing as he leapt and tumbled in a sparkling avalanche of sand. Leah took his hand again and they spun around, laughing, jumping, moving, to the melody. And then the wind shifted and somewhere nearby the dunes themselves began to chime.
2.
When he arrived at the chief's pavilion, the leaders of the tribes and Medzhaim captains were dispersing with faces grave, troubled, excited, or fierce. Then Obed strode out, looking serious, though he smiled as he saw Pippin. "Ah, Pippin! I am glad you have come," said Obed. "You have arrived at the right moment. We have just completed a council. Father has named me commander of the army." As he spoke, others emerged from the great tent: Zedek himself, followed by Leah, and then, to his surprise, Maglor and Brogar. "Is the war starting soon?" Pippin asked, looking around. "Indeed," said Obed. "Before sunrise we received word from a scout. An army of Plainsmen march north along the course of the Long River, in the desert west of the west bank." "Plainsmen? Do you mean the Bani?" Pippin said excitedly. "They've come north?" "Yes," Obed replied. He took a stick and began to incise a map into the dirt. Pippin made out the course of the Long River, Sakhara, the Mountain, and the Stairway. Obed pulled a pebble into a spot south of Bet Pallan and equally distant from it and from Sakhara. "They have managed to make it to this point without being reported, and with the majority of their force still intact. It is a great accomplishment for those who have no knowledge of the desert." "Their leader has some knowledge," Pippin said. "That would be Poclis. He's their chief now, and a mighty man and warrior. He's my friend." "The Mate!" cried Brogar. "You told me he had returned to his people and become a ruler, but you say it is he who leads this army?" "I don't know it," Pippin replied, "but it has to be." He addressed them all. "He was very angry at how the Sakharans had turned slavers and attacked his people, being a former slave himself. He said if he had to cross the desert to bring justice, he'd do it." "He has come close," Obed said. "And he has brought almost a thousand men, and five mumakil with battle-forts. But he is now in danger." He made another mark in the sand. "Our spies in Sakhara say the Plains army has now been marked. They are sending one of their regiments to attack it in the desert." "Sakhara has ten regiments," Leah explained. "Five scattered along the Valley from the Seventh Cataract to the Delta, and five within the city itself, including the Queen's Guards under our friend Mery, and the Temple Guards whom we also met." She winked and Pippin couldn't stop a smile. But his smile faded as Leah continued, "Each regiment has from five hundred to seven hundred soldiers and as many as a hundred chariots." "They will come upon the Plainsmen," Obed said, "and seek to destroy them ere they come to the City of the Sky." "But we've got to help them!" Pippin exclaimed. "I'll go now. My horse is the fastest in the desert. I can go now and warn them!" "No, halfling," said Maglor. "But--" "I am going," said Obed, sheathing his sword. "And I will not be alone. The Medzhaim will come with me, the seven swiftest companies of riders from our forces here. With haste, skill and the will of Er, we shall find the Plainsmen before Seti's soldiers do." Pippin nodded. "Great! I'm coming with you." "No, you are not. The lord Maglor has requested you assist him in his own mission." Pippin turned to the son of Feanor. "You told them?" he asked, flabbergasted. "I think it is a good idea, Pippin," said Leah. "Oh, now you're on his side?" "The gravest danger comes from the wizard's machine and the Jewel within it," said Maglor. "As I told you, you are the best hope we have for preventing that event." "I'm your best hope, you mean," Pippin accused. "You don't care about grave danger to these people. Or to me, for that matter. Do you?" Maglor's eyes flashed. "Be careful, halfling. If you had spoken in such tone to my brothers, you would be dead now." "Lucky for me they're the ones who're dead." "Pippin..." sighed Obed. "This is just crazy," Pippin asserted. "Running after some token instead of fighting with our allies--" "A Silmaril is no mere token!" thundered Maglor. "It doesn't mean more than my friends' lives! Not to me!" Pippin shot back. The others were shaken by the sudden fury of the ancient Elf, and were just as speechless at the hobbit's fearless defiance. With a withering look at Maglor, Pippin turned to Obed. "Let me come with you." Obed frowned. "No, I do not think so." Pippin glared at him. Then he spun around and ran away. Both Brogar and Leah started to follow, but Zedek broke his silence and raised his staff. "Let him be," said the Prophet. "He struggles with the choice he has yet to make. Our fates, though he knows it not, are now in his hands. He must decide himself. This have I seen." "Let us hope the One gives you true visions, holy man," said Maglor. Zedek nodded. "Let us hope."
Pippin thought first to go get Tempest and go find Poclis, wherever he may be. But in his anger and frustration he paid no attention to what path he chose, and he ran on and on, past tent and camp and booth and boulder, until finally, out of breath and shaking, he found himself in the hallow of Er. With the Feast long over, there were no more pilgrims, nor any other Man there; all that was left of the great blaze was a patch of burning scrub, no smaller than a campfire, small and merry. Before he realized what he was doing Pippin stepped past the bounds of taboo and set foot on the ground of the hallow. His bare feet pressed into the ashy sand as he paced in nervous anger, turning this way and that like an agitated bird. He stopped before the little flame and dropped to his knees, folding his arms and muttering. He demanded, "What am I supposed to do?" He got up and resumed pacing. "I've got to warn Poclis," he decided. "I've got to go to him! I don't care where he is or how far. It's partly my fault he ever came back here. That he went home and found it in peril. He's doing this because he's a good man and because I led him to it. He's my friend. I've got to save him." Then he turned again. "But Maglor's right! Alatar has power. I think it's over wind and things of the air, the way Gandalf had fire and Saruman had metal. He may not be able to reach as far as here, or where Poclis is now, but when the war comes, they'll be riding right into a sandstorm or a fence of lightning bolts. The object of the war is overthrowing him and freeing the slaves, and the people of Sakhara itself. I've got to remember that." He sighed and stopped and knelt again. The wee fire still sang to itself. "And I can't say it isn't the grandest thing to try," he said wistfully. "To see a Silmaril, a real, shining Silmaril--and to steal it, like Beren One-hand and Luthien Tinuviel. Oh!" he shuddered with temptation, "now that's something no hobbit has ever done!" At length he shook his head. "I don't know. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just forget all this and ride for Umbar right now. I don't need another battle. The edge of this one's just as sharp as that other." He sat on his ankles and folded his hands in his lap, and said: "I wish Gandalf were here." "Will I do?" Pippin looked up, startled. Somehow the brightness of the morning had turned to twilight. The Mountain and the hallow still looked the same--but wait, was it Geber bet-Eria, or Meneltarma? Where was he? And who--? Someone was warming their hands by the little fire. It was a hobbit, with dark hair and wise and brilliant eyes. Pippin gaped. "Don't be scared, Pippin," said Frodo Baggins. "You're only dreaming." Faintly Pippin protested: "But I'm not sleeping." "But you're dreaming nonetheless," Frodo assured.
"Are you dead?" That was Pippin's first question to his cousin, or what looked like his cousin, a slender dark-haired hobbit with a perky expression and a bright eye and a cleft in his chin, taller than some, fairer than most, standing in the light of the fire. "Is that it? You're dead, and you've come to haunt me as a punishment for my wrongs." "I assure you I am very much alive," said Frodo. "But I'm not really here. Neither are you, actually. I'm in Elvenhome, and you're somewhere in Far Harad, I think. How on earth did you manage to get yourself there, Pippin?" "I haven't a clue," Pippin replied. "Things ... happened." "I'm sure they did," Frodo said fondly. "Still Pippin after all these years." "Yes and no," said Pippin. "Sometimes I barely recognize myself as who I was. Sometimes I don't know who I was." "Oh, you'll figure it out. Like you will your problem. It's not really a problem, you know." Pippin blinked. "Ten years across the Sea makes you start talking like Gandalf?" Frodo smiled wryly. "Olorin visits so often he practically lives with me. I'm thinking of excavating him his own Maiar-sized room." "A what?" "Maiar--oh, nevermind. So, what have you decided to do?" "Decided?" Pippin said. "My dear Frodo, have you lost your memory across the Sea? I'm Pippin. I seldom make decisions, and the ones I do make turn out to be wrong nine times out of ten. And the one time I choose right was nothing but blind luck." "Don't be tiresome, Peregrin," Frodo scolded, immediately reducing Pippin to six years old. "You are among the great of the Age that has past, and in this Age that's just come. You are wiser than anyone ever gave you credit for, especially yourself. Shame on you. Make your choice." "My choice?" "What to do today. Ride to your friend? Go with the Elf? Go home?" "I don't know! You tell me!" Pippin got an idea. "That's it!" he exclaimed, snapping his fingers. "That's why I'm dreaming this. You've come to tell me what to do, haven't you? The Valar have sent you as a messenger, to tell me what to do! Oh, Frodo, Frodo, my dear old Frodo!" "What leaf have you been stuffing your pipe with, Pippin?" said Frodo crossly. "I am not here to choose for you. I am not even here. And even if I could, I wouldn't; beyond the Veil we only watch, we do not act. Acting is for you. Choices are for you." "But I'll choose wrong!" Pippin cried. "Look at where I am, Frodo. I have a wife. I have a son. My father was teaching me how to be Thain and head of the family. And what did I choose to do? Run. To the ends of the earth. Ten years hasn't helped! It's only expanded the magnitude of my foolishness!" He moaned and covered his face. "Frodo," he said, thinking of the Fellowship, "I was the least of us." "You were the youngest," Frodo corrected firmly. "Not the least." Pippin felt a warm, dry hand touch his face, lifting up his eyes by a tug of his chin. It had four fingers. Writer's calluses marked its middle finger and thumb. "My little cousin," said Frodo. "I love you in a special way, did you know that? You remind me of Bilbo, as I imagined him when he went on his adventure. Gandalf saw it too. You know how much he loved you, despite how much you irritated him. Maybe even because of it. He was always on the lookout for the Took in all of us, that spark he could kindle into greatness--but with you he found a firecracker dreaming to be lit. I'm not excusing what you've done ill. But I want you to remember what you've done well: asking questions, following your heart. Being bold, and daring, and yes, even a little bit reckless. You are a good hobbit and true, Peregrin Took, with a kind heart. You care and you try, and that's all that can be asked of anyone, though it's done by all too few." Frodo smiled. "Now, now. What's these tears, then?" Pippin realized he was crying, but how? He was smiling. He reached for the hand near him, the hand with four fingers, and oh, it felt real. Right. Warm and alive. Flowing with health, with light, with no trace of Shadow or pain, except for the mark of the freely and foolishly given pity that had somehow saved the world. He asked softly, "Gandalf..." "What about him, my dear?" "Does he miss me too?" Frodo gazed in sympathy upon him. "Of course he does. He loves you." "Have I made him angry at me?" "What do you think?" "I want to make him happy with me." "Then decide what to do with what's been given to you," said Frodo. "And decide well, little cousin!" And then Pippin blinked in the hard sunshine of the desert, in the hallow of Er. He looked around, but he knew the vision, or dream, or whatever it was, had ended. His cousin was no longer here. Just himself, in the dirt, before the merry flame. Pippin thought once more about the paths before him. Then an outrageous idea flew into his head, and he wiped his face on his arm and smiled.
Obed and Leah were saddling their horses. Maglor and Zedek were speaking intensely with each other. Brogar sat calmly on the ground, sharpening his jagged-toothed fighting blades. They all turned to look at him as Pippin returned. "All right," said Pippin. "This is what I'm going to do. I'm going to go south and help my friend Poclis. It's partly my doing he's in this trouble, and even if it weren't, he's my friend. I'm through with breaking vows. I won't turn my back on a friend or anyone else I've given my love to. Nothing is more important to me than that." "Pippin," said Maglor dangerously. "Wait," Pippin said. "I wasn't finished. Then you and I will go north, ahead of the army. We'll save Obed the trouble of sending messengers to call up the rest of the army, circle around Sakhara's defenses, use the war as a diversion, go to the Stairway and steal the Silmaril. I know it won't be that simple but basically that's what I'm going to do." "Riding south and then north will take too long," Maglor protested. "You haven't seen Tempest," Pippin answered. "We will waste time!" "Maglor," Pippin said seriously, "I must do this, for my friend. Sometimes we go on adventures, and they become quests; and quests come with their own rules. This is one of them, at least for me. I will help you. I want to do this too, but this way, and not any other." He looked at each of them in turn. "Are you with me?" He wondered why they were staring at him. Had he grown wings? "As you wish," said Obed with a bow, seeing his father nod. "Very well," said Maglor in resignation. "I'm going with you," said Brogar. "You'll need someone to watch your back." "I shall come too," said Leah, and Pippin beamed. "Great," said Pippin. "Well then, what are we waiting for?" As they went to prepare, Obed stopped Pippin and asked, "How did you come to this decision?" "Why, I went to your hallow of course," said Pippin. "I sat by the fire and, well, something came to me." He beamed at them and scurried off. Obed looked at his father. "We left no fire burning in the hallow..." "No," Zedek nodded, "we did not."
Obed had marshaled an army three thousand strong, resplendent in black and indigo. For the sortie south he summoned he had chosen three hundred of the best Medzhaim. Obed himself led them. With him at the vanguard was Brogar on horseback; Maglor, armed with bow and sword, upon his own steed; and, riding together on Tempest, Leah and Pippin. He caught Pippin's eye, and Pippin grinned. Obed took his falcon Serak from his shoulder onto his arm. "Go," he commanded, and the falcon took off, giving a keen cry. "Eria ekkad!" Obed shouted and spurred his horse forward. Tempest followed, and the others, and then the hundreds of riders, heading south; but Tempest soon outstripped them all.
3.
Poclis now looked out from where he stood at a great height at the sea of sand and the sudden cliffs, near and yet insuperable, of the Valley of the Star. He wore long breeches of Umbar, and his powerful shoulders were bare, but for the necklaces of gold and silver and teeth, and the single lion's tooth that named him a man; but around his waist he had wound a great crimson cloth, woven by his new-wed wife and her women, as a gift for the battle. For he had told her of the custom of the women of the far north-west of making banners for their husbands and loves ere they went to war. So beautiful Nibo wove a crimson sash for Poclis; and Poclis now wore it around his waist, its heavy weft lulling in the soft breeze, as he gazed upon the Valley of his enemies. For many hundreds of leagues he had marched his hunters along the course of the Long River, keeping it in sight, yet not daring set foot in the well-guarded vale for fear of alerting their enemies. But now the time for secrecy was drawing to a close. It was the hour of the death of the cold night. In the far east, the Sun was speeding over unknown lands, and the line of her approach was racing to the horn of Far Harad upon the Bay of Ormal. The army had slept and taken breakfast of preserved melon, parched grain, and a sip of water from their waterskins. They had done so for many weeks now, rising before the morning, walking before the heat drove them to shelter under their shields and light cloaks and lion-skins. But those were not their only shelter. The hunters who came from the western jungles, those who had gone with the Haradrim of the coasts to the wars of the Eye, had brought more than spears and clubs with them. Poclis stood upon the prow of a war-tower borne on the back of an oliphaunt. From its height he looked out over all but the highest of the dunes. Its rolling gait reminded him of a ship at sea. Behind him were fifty hunters, and those who needed to rest from marching; the beasts lifted up those who were weary with their trunks into the arms of his comrades, and returned the rested to the march. Unlike the war-beasts of the Haradrim, these had not been painted with symbols, other than the marks they would place on their own beloved cattle; and no unneeded spike or chain hindered their mighty feet, or bound their four spiraling tusks. Ten oliphaunts had gone north; five were left in condition for battle, but five mumakil in battle, it was hoped, would be enough. From his height Poclis now saw his scouts returning at a run from their patrols. They shouted warning, and Poclis raised his horn from his side and sounded it for all the army. They had finally been seen. Sakhara was coming. The eastern sky was paling. The stars were being quenched by the first fingers of the still-unseen Sun. As he looked into the east, Poclis saw a cloud rising from the Valley cliffs, a cloud of dust being raised by horses' hooves. He seized his battle-staff and observed from the cloud emerge the shapes of the enemy: chariots, dozens, scores of chariots, and men behind them running, and the arrogant gleam of bronzework and gilding over cold cruel blue. The Sixth Regiment of Sakhara was coming out of the shadowed valley apace with the searing dawn. Poclis took up his horn and blew a new note. The army stopped its journey. Hunters formed ranks, took up spears, sped up the sides of dunes from where they could cast their weapons long and deadly into their foes. The oliphaunts were marshalled into a line for a charge. They were frightened. They were hunters, and herders, and could face down lions; each one of them had faced a lion, if not killing one, wounding one, or surviving another's attack; it was the mark of a man. They were all men, all the thousand of them. But they were men with flint-tipped spears, and clubs of animal bone, and hide shields, and slingshots, against the arced bronze swords of the Sakharim and their unstoppable chariots. The mumakil, and boldness, would have to do. On the next oliphaunt to Poclis was Dyomu. The wise hunter looked to his chief and nodded. Poclis did too, and ran his free hand absently over the sash on his waist. Then he raised his voice in a long, wild, wailing call, like and unlike the roar of a lion. The men of his army responded with cries of their own, and leaping, and banging spears against shields. The mumakil-drivers responded by ordering their beasts to walk forth. The oliphaunts did so, crossing over the dune toward the coming chariots. One stumbled in the shifting sand, trumpeting its annoyance; men were shaken from its tower and fell. But the beast mastered its footing and joined its kindred. Now they were strolling, their strides crossing many yards of desert; the chariots were coming. The oliphaunts began to hasten. The charioteers left the foot-soldiers far behind. Dyomu raised his spear and bellowed. The mumakil began to run, as the chariots rose over the last dune onto a flat gravel-plain. Now the oliphaunts were trumpeting, and a number of proven army-horses balked in terror at the coming behemoths. But only a number. The rest sped on, driven by loyalty or whips or fear, into the teeth of ivory. A rank of chariots broke upon the tusks of the oliphaunts like sea-wreck upon the hardened bow of a Corsair ship. Others fell to the animals' feet, like forest-trees come to live and marching, crushing and stomping and grinding and swiping gore upon the sand. Horses and men were entwined in sapient trunks and hurled like chaff into the wind. Arrows and lances were cast knowing not how to wound the beasts; no oliphaunt had ever been seen alive in the Valley, certainly none at war. But so big were the oliphaunts, and so few, that the greater number of the chariots passed through them like a watercourse streaming past boulders on its way to its proper destination. And Poclis ran to the rear of the war-tower and saw his hunters face the coming of the chariots. Spears flew and found marks, or bounced off bronze and wood. Arrows answered in reply, swifter and more accurate. Men died. Poclis told his driver to turn their steed around and go to the aid of the men, but then he saw the coming of the foot-soldiers of Sakhara, and rallied those with him to this new assault. For while slower and more vulnerable, the foot-soldiers were more numerous, and perhaps could lame or madden a mumak with their cleverer attack. Men and beasts fought in the quickening heat of dawn. The Sun was coming. She was upon the horizon. The stars were guttering, dying, blinking out, as the sky turned blue over the desert. Hunters with wood and stone fought against wheels and sickles of bronze. Poclis leapt down from the war-tower to fight in the midst of it all, his battle-staff laying down enemies in a ring all around him. But all was going ill. An oliphaunt stumbled, its ankles cut by hundreds of slashes; its tower fell to the ground with a crash. The scarlet sash was stained with blood. Poclis had his great knife out, and heads and arms fell at his blows. His staff matched it for deadliness, but while he survived and dominated, his men, his army of hunters and herders, whom he had led from their green and thriving plains into the desert, would they survive? Make sail, and run; that was how the Corsairs would do it, if an engagement went ill, or took too long. But he had not that choice. It was fight or die upon the dunes. Or, rather, it was fight, and die anyway. So be it. Poclis was no coward. A pirate would have chosen the more profitable course. He was pirate no longer. The blue day passed the height of the sky. For no reason at all Poclis paused for a breath, and looked into the west. Thence came a breeze, and upon that breeze was the sound of galloping hooves. Suddenly over the crest of a dune shot a falcon, wild and reckless and impetuous and free, and its cry pierced the empty sky. Poclis wondered at it, before beholding, behind the falcon, what followed it over the sand. The Medzhaim of the Erites rode out of the west, sheathed in robes of black and indigo, twice as many as Sakhara had sent chariots, and descended like a storm upon the waterless plain. Before them all were a pair of horses, one dapple-grey, one silver-black. The black horse bore two riders, both smaller than the others, one very small indeed, and that one, Poclis realized, was Pippin, a red-gold head bright in the beam of the dawn. Poclis threw up his arms in crazed joy. "O Sihorunebi m'Hobengo!" he shouted as the horsemen fell into the battle. The tide turned, the Erites and the Bani fought back and overwhelmed the Sakharim, as the Sun left the horizon and with her fingers smote the sands.
The Medzhaim pursued the surviving Sakharim into the sands, hoping to leave no tale of this battle until they were prepared to strike. Poclis stood among the slain, many Sakharim, some Erites, but far too many of his own people, and he stood still as stone with his eyes filling with grief. Obed came now to Poclis. "I regret we failed to arrive earlier," he said in Haradi. "Your arrival was something I had not thought to hope for," Poclis replied, gazing upon hunters old and young who had followed him north. "This was a foolish action from the beginning, and I rue it now." "Nay," said Obed. "Regret not the courage of a heart that's true, fool though it be." He looked past Poclis and smiled. "Behold, now comes such a heart." "Poclis!" Later the injured would be succored, and the slain buried. Obed would outline his plans to Poclis, and they would swear allegiance to each other. A meager meal would be shared, and Maglor sing a song, as Brogar and Poclis were reunited, with tales told and friendships renewed. But none of what took place in that lull between the first battle and the great one still to come could have been as joyous as that moment, as Pippin crashed into Poclis's arms and was lifted up by the laughing man into the morning sky. Next: The Battle of Three Nations
Part XIV: The Battle of Three Nations
1.
"Then maybe we've got a good hope for the battle to come," Pippin said. "When will that be?" "Tomorrow," Poclis said. "It's too short a visit." Then their talk turned to other things. That evening, dining around a fire, Brogar joined them, and he and Poclis regaled the others with tales of adventure and buccaneering on the high seas. Some of the stories beggared even Pippin's imagination--the island of the treasure of the Forty Brigands, that turned out to be a giant Tortoise whose shell was overgrown with jungle, was one particularly suspect tale--but he enjoyed them all. The story of Morelin's escape from Pelargir and his triumphant return to Umbar, of course, was a favorite, with Brogar enacting all the parts, and Poclis stirred by love, and drink, to raise a loud toast to the Black Sword of the Ocean, may she ever sail! Leah was regarding Brogar with an appraising, inquisitive look, that Pippin noticed, and he drained his cup of water and sour wine and kept it to himself. Into the night, as he was wont to do, Pippin went for a little walk to sit out beneath the stars, and tonight one by one they joined him: Poclis; Obed; Leah, accompanied by Brogar; Dyomu; and even Maglor, who raised up a soft song. Pippin leaned his head on Poclis' stomach, listening contentedly to the noises inside, making smoke-rings that Leah and Brogar tried to throw stones through. It was a moment of peace and contentment near the day's battleground, and for a moment Pippin imagined he was older, and his son was the one resting his head on Pippin's belly, and they were out with Diamond's leave on a grand adventure of their own. Someday, he thought. When I get back.
Pippin woke shortly before dawn after a deep and dreamless sleep. He rose and checked the others: they were already awake. He had breakfast of meat and grain and water and some dried melon slices, and then went to get Tempest ready. "Today you'll get to run, my girl," he told her. "Run as fast as you want." He saw Poclis speaking with Dyomu and other hunt-leaders and went to them. "Poclis," he said, "if I don't happen to see you again..." Poclis wouldn't hear of it. "You will," he said. Pippin nodded. Looking up at the man, with whom he'd been through so much, his companion over thousands of miles, he threw himself at his waist and hugged him again, till he felt Poclis's hand warmly touch his hair. Then it was time. Brogar mounted his yellow horse. Maglor sat upon his blue steed, his shining face shadowed by his hood. Leah came forth leading Tempest. Pippin smiled at her. She smiled back, and mounted, and then held out her hand to him. He refused it and with a nimble jump leapt onto the saddle in front of her. He took the reins she held. With a glance at Poclis, and at Obed, he took a deep breath. He nodded to them both. "Godspeed," Obed said. Pippin nodded again, and then cracked Tempest's reins. The black mare whinnied and wheeled and cantered into a gallop. Brogar's and Maglor's horses followed behind. Their horses were fleet, but not like Tempest, and before they vanished into the distance she had left them behind. "So," said Poclis to Obed, with their lieutenants around them. "Now we begin." Obed nodded. "Now."
The Plains army was four day's march from Sakhara. They had to make it in three, reaching the Gates of the Desert, the canyon whose road was in ancient times the only road into Sakhara. There the cliff walls that guarded Sakhara were interrupted by the ravine of a sometime rain-bred river. Being of old a well-known vulnerability of the city's natural defenses, it was guarded by the First and Second Regiments, housed in two forts on either side of the dry riverbed. Men protested at having to walk briskly through the hot desert, but Poclis overruled them. "The sun will be darkened in three days, on the rising of the new moon," he said. "We must attack before then." The Medzhaim helped. Obed and his horsemen remained with Poclis, guiding them on the swiftest way through the desert. Without their knowledge, the march to Sakhara would have proven more lethal than any battle. Men grew faint in the heat, or sick. The mumakil needed sustenance. Everyone needed water. The Medzhaim scouted hidden wells and oases, on horse, on foot, and with their beloved falcons. When they stopped, in the heat of the noon or at night, the Medzhaim walked amongst the Bani, training them in warfare. Swiftly the hunters and herders formed ranks and became an army in more than name and number. Three days the army crossed the barren desert above the Valley of the Star. At first they saw nothing; none of the denizens of the Valley would go up to the desert on anything but dire need, and the army felt secure in being unmolested. But on the second day they began to pass small fortifications and make-shift camps, built sometime during the past years of Seti's rule, left abandoned, from which they gleaned that their approach was expected. Still they pressed on, past hills of red stone that throbbed in the heat, through stretches of gravel that scorched the touch, past stands of dead palms ridden with termites also long perished. They jogged, to a man, or hitched rides on their animals. The mumakil were now inured to the heat, and were almost nonchalant as they flapped their sail-like ears to cool their blood. Obed rode up to Poclis's mumak and climbed up from horseback. "They will have passed the rest of the riders by now," he said without preamble. Poclis nodded. "How long do you think will it take them to take the north course?" "Another day, perhaps a little more," said Obed. "The Easterling's horse is a good one. The Elf's is a bit faster. Tempest ... ah, I will regret it when she leaves with Pippin! If she could stay long enough to foal with one of my stallions..." "Ask him afterward," Poclis advised. Obed nodded. "Yes, perhaps. Perhaps." "You are anxious?" "Somewhat, my friend. This is my first campaign." "You are gifted. We shall do what we came to do, or die trying." "Indeed. We are all in Er's hands." The sun set on the second day. That night, they hurried, openly running, and Obed sent runners with Poclis' best trackers ahead, to scout what awaited them at the Canyon. The night was thick with stars. There was no moon. Obed sent Serak with a message. The falcon returned, and Obed bid Poclis farewell. "Now is the time for hope," he said. "By now he has to have informed the rest of my people to begin to ride. I will take my horsemen into the dunes and await for your signal." Poclis nodded. They clasped arms, then parted.
Early on the march of the third day the Stairway first became visible, and many of the Bani were afraid. What manner of enemy did they face, who could raise a mountain such as that? Poclis addressed them. "My people," he said. "We do not face gods, though we may face monsters, they are monsters in man's disguise. Do not be afraid of the power that raised that hill. We are that power. The hands of our brothers and sisters, our fathers and mothers, our children, raised that mountain, though they did not wish to; they were taken from our plains and pasture-lands to this waterless and lifeless waste, to labor in fear and suffering. And even then, they were mighty enough to do that! Do not look on the Stairway of Sakhara in fear. It is not a testimony to the might of the Blue Demon. It is the work of the People of the Plains!" In hours they came upon the edge of the Valley and the Canyon. Poclis girded himself with Nibo's sash. He took up a great spear, and painted his face. Then he called on Dyomu to raise the call. "We march now," he thundered. "Let Sakhara know we have come for justice!" The old hunter, father of Poclis's wife, smiled, and raised a horn to his lips. The mumakil responded in trumpeting. Their blasts echoed through the desert and down into the Valley. Pebbles skittered down the canyon-sides. The lowest notes of the oliphaunts surged through the bedrock from their starting-point to the very loam of the valley, and made ripples in still water. The citizens of Sakhara stayed in their homes, frightened of the invaders, and of their own army. The Temple Guards were tasked with keeping order in the city, and had presumed control over the other regiments as well, being empowered to do whatever necessary to enforce Seti's rule. So the army of Poclis came to the entrance to the Gates of the Desert, and Poclis on his oliphaunts led them into the ancient streambed that was the gateway of Sakhara to the outer world. Barely eight hundred men and four mumakil marched into the canyon, clutching their round oxhide shields and their long spears, and the gifts the Erites had left them, before the riders vanished. Poclis began to sing in a low, powerful voice, and his people followed him. Their chanting accompanied the trumpets of the mumakil as they advanced closer to the outskirts of Sakhara and the two forts of the First and Second Regiments, the City Guards and the Border Guards. They met no resistance until they were but half a mile from the two forts, and the outskirts of the old city were clearly visible. It was now bright morning, and the first quivers of heat began to show from the rocks of the cliffs and the river in the distance. The sight of the mighty river and its green banks moved many of the Plainsmen to thoughts of home, and yearning, but they sang on, knowing why they had come, remembering slain comrades or stolen loved ones. Poclis sang with them, and looked at the height of the sun, and the sky around it, waiting. He also looked north, towards the Stairway, now hidden from view by the canyon wall, wondering. "Look!" cried his mumak-driver. A lone charioteer came down the canyon floor. "A parley," Poclis said, rolling his eyes and stepping onto the edge of the war-platform. The oliphaunt reached its trunk up and Poclis stepped onto its tip, wrapping his hand around the rope kept there for this purpose. He reached the ground as the charioteer, in blue linen and bronze armor, came to a stop. It was Khartamun, captain of the Temple Guards. "Are you the man I should speak to?" he asked Poclis in Haradi. Poclis nodded. "I am. I have come from the south to ask the Sorcerer to free my people whom he has enslaved." "Your people are free to go," said Khartamun. "They stay of their own accord, for they find the Valley superior to the life of the barbarians." "Barbarian we may be," said Poclis, "but at least we do not enslave a man simply because of the color of his skin." Khartamun scowled. "I am the captain of the Temple Guard," he said. "One of five in this city, each larger than your entire force. Even with your behemoths you cannot hope to prevail." "You do not know us, captain of the Temple," Poclis said coolly. Khartamun sneered. "Neither do you know the power of Seti and the might of the god Seth. Begone, or face their power." Poclis stepped forward and struck the ground with his spear. "I do not know this god," he said, "and I do not fear his power, nor that of your lord Seti. Let him come." And he spat on the ground. Khartamun glared. "You waste your water," he growled. "So be it!" He noisily turned his chariot and rode back to the city.
2.
"The Wizard," he muttered. Poclis walked quickly back to the mumak. Back atop the beast he said, "Prepare for battle!" Two of the oliphaunts advanced forward, carrying bristling spearmen. Other spearmen formed ranks of fifty, two ranks across, behind them. The mass of fighters surrounded the remaining two animals as if they were forts, which indeed they were. A hundred scaled the sloping sides of the canyon to cover the floor with spear-casts and thrown missiles. Poclis looked across his hunters--no, his warriors, now--to his father-in-law. Dyomu saw him and bowed deeply. Thunder crashed around them, and the dark cloud that had overwhelmed the sky sprouted trees of lightning, striking the lips of the canyon walls. Rocks tumbled from their anchors down toward the army. Men broke ranks and dodged the boulders. An oliphaunt was struck by a boulder the size of a cow, and gave a snuffle of annoyance, took it into its trunk, and hurled it back where it came. Seeing it made Poclis smile. More lightning came down, racing from the belly of the cloud of darkness, racking the air with thunder. But they kept falling against the canyon walls, or against rocks or boulders; and Poclis began to laugh. "They call us barbarians," he said to those around him, "but see, the lightning cannot find us amidst all this rock!" Then he remembered his knife, and his smile turned grim. He took it, and held it up, and it seemed the lightning, or the mind behind it, felt the appearance of plain steel. "Come for it, blue demon!" he shouted, and threw it as far as he could up toward the cloud. Twenty bolts and more, blue and searing bright, erupted from all corners of the cloud, and struck the two-foot long metal knife in a tremendous explosion of thunder, lighting the whole canyon. Poclis called out for those to watch its fall and flee from it, and his men heeded his orders, their eyes fixed in wonder and fear at the falling weapon, now white-hot, trailing blue lightning behind it. It fell through the air towards the ground of the hot, dry earth, and the earth responded: before it even struck, the ground itself leapt up with fire, white lightning twice as strong as the blue, arcing up from the soil, through the knife, and up the open trails of power into the cloud, causing a thunder-crash to drown out all others. And it seemed to Poclis he heard a growl of rage from the cloud. It began to rain. Dust. Dust and sand and pebbles. The black cloud was giving forth its next plague: the desert storm. The wind rose to a bloodthirsty howl. Poclis shouted, "The cloths!" And from his sash he drew forth the gift left by the Medzhaim for every member of the Plains army: the black fabric of the Erites that resisted flying sand. The men reached for their scarves and flung them around their heads and bodes and over their faces as the sand began to fly. Men tied fabric around the trunks of the oliphaunts and over their eyes. From the war-towers, Erite tent fabric was unfurled like the sails of the Mormegil, down to the toes of the beasts, and those who needed to ran into the giant tents thus created, holding them down by the very boulders flung down by the lightning. The storm raged, and grew louder, hurling all the fury magic could muster against them; but though they suffered, shaking with terror and apprehension, with sand in their mouths and their nostrils and beneath their eyelids, none gave out, none were slain by the wind, and the oliphaunt Poclis rode even trumpeted.
The wind slackened, as if baffled by an unseen hand. Poclis shook the sand from his head-covering and gazed out into the shadowy landscape beneath the black cloud. He knew why the storm was quieting: the chariots were coming. "Chariots!" he shouted, and raised his horn. Dyomu raised his as well, as did the other commanders; the men streamed out from beneath their giant "tents"; and then Dyomu's mount and the other oliphaunt in the lead charged forth. The First Regiment had one hundred twenty chariots, and all these were sent down the narrow canyon floor toward the small invading force. The oldest and once the best-trained of Sakhara's forces, they considered themselves hardened soldiers dedicated to battle. But none of them, nor their horses, had ever faced two mumakil of Far Harad galloping at them. Obed, in sharing his plan to Poclis, had known that the floor of the canyon was narrow. Two oliphaunts could easily cover the breadth of the floor with shakes of their heads. Chariots would have to come in a column right at them. "And break," Poclis had agreed with a smile, which the young commander shared. They broke now. Swiping left, swiping right, rearing back and stomping, the oliphaunts decimated the chariots of the City Guards. Spears from the war-platforms struck horse and charioteer, and those on foot who followed the animals engaged the rest. "Back!" Dyomu ordered, and the mumakil retreated with surprising speed, going back over the crushed and broken first wave to their old positions. So Obed had shown Poclis a new way to use the oliphaunts, as the Haradrim used them: as walking fortresses. With the four of them blocking the Canyon, they controlled the field of battle.
The First and Second Regiments did not seem to understand that; or if they did, they were too wedded to their long-cherished tactics in warfare, relying on Sakhara's great weapon, her mighty chariots, to overwhelm any enemy with speed and strength. They sent the Second Regiment's chariots out now, two hundred and thirty, in a glittering river of blue and gold. Again the lead oliphaunts charged, meeting the arrows of the charioteers; but none seemed to understand how to take down a mumak by shooting at its eyes and its driver. Again chariots fell into ruin, crashed, cracked, broken, torn, flung, crumpled, devastated. But there were more than twice as many now, and some got through. Now the spear-casters on the cliffs did their part, sending shafts down upon the chariots that had broken through, and evading if they could the answering bows. Poclis saw it was time for him to move. "To war!" he cried, and blew a horn call, and his oliphaunt charged the Sakharan forces that had broken through the first line of defense. His forces on foot followed. As he did so, the defenders of Sakhara came forth in force, fifteen hundred soldiers on foot, with their curved swords and their stiff reed shields. As the chariots passed and were finally overwhelmed, the two armies came together in a thousand instances of single combat. Knives and clubs fought against swords and daggers, but now the Bani could fight back, armed with the knowledge given to them by the Medzhaim. Still, the Sakharans had more than numbers on their sides. They fought with kicks and leaps, their scythelike swords swinging in the air like whirlwinds; their arts of combat were like a dance and an assault at once. Above them the four oliphaunts moved, their eyes again blanketed with the Erite cloth that arrows embedded themselves in away from soft flesh; acting now more as the fortresses they were than as living weapons. The wind rose again, and thunder and lightning returned; and now the field, littered with the bronze and gold of Sakharan forces, were more tempting targets. "He strikes his own people!" Dyomu shouted, as lightning bolts razed indiscriminately Plainsman and Sakharan alike. Poclis saw it. It was time. He took from among his necklaces a small whistle made from the bone of a desert fox. He shook his head, wondering how it could be heard through this din, but lifted it to his lips and blew anyway. The battle raged on, and the greater numbers and skill of the Sakharans were driving the Bani back to their oliphaunts. The spearmen on the cliffs had run out of spears and were now casting rocks and causing avalanches; they were being slain by skilled archers of the Second Regiment, the Border Guards who had long fought with the wild men of the badlands to the east. "Poclis!" cried a man, pointing up. Poclis looked up into the storm-wracked and lightning-strewn sky. Serak it was, calling in the darkness, and as before, the Medzhaim rode behind him. But more than the three hundred who had ridden with them. Obed had rallied the force hidden in the desert, a full third of his army. A thousand horsemen rushed into the Canyon, galloping into the stunned Sakharans and coursing past the Bani and their mumakil, like a gale from the deep sands; but that was only one part of Obed's plan.
He had sketched it out as they ate together the afternoon of the first battle. Poclis, Leah, Pippin, Maglor and Brogar, with Dyomu and other lieutenants. "I have left behind the bulk of my forces in a staging ground a day's ride from Sakhara," Obed explained. "I also have seven hundred other riders with which I shall join soon before you come to the Gates of the Desert." He gave Poclis the whistle. "When you have drawn out the strength of the City and Border Guards into the canyon, blow on this. Serak will hear it, and the thousand riders of whom these three hundred have come, will go to your aid, and engage your foes within the canyon walls. If all goes well, we shall neutralize the two outer regiments of the City of the Sky." He turned to Pippin. "When you ride north, you shall find the rest of the forces. As soon as you come upon them, give them my orders to proceed with all haste to Sakhara, and complete the mission. You should do this not later than two days from now, to ensure they are near when Poclis blows the whistle." "They will not hear this whistle," Poclis protested. "Serak will," Obed said. "And he will find them and let them know it is time."
Serak cried out and flew north, over the canyon and through the clouds, dodging lightning strikes. The people of Sakhara, huddled in their houses, heard the falcon's cry, and in wonder they murmured the name that had been forbidden since the ascendancy of Seth. "Horus," they said among themselves: Horus, the prince of heaven, and his right eye is the sun and his left eye the moon; Horus, the Falcon, has come. Out of the west Serak called out, striking fear into the hearts of the Temple Guards, who had sworn their allegiance to Seth, and who had been most responsible for defacing every image of the Falcon from the walls and monuments of the Valley of the Star. "Horus," they whispered among themselves, even though their commanders castigated them. Khartamun heard the cry of the falcon, and himself whispered "Horus," and quaked. In the temple of Seth, Alatar looked up, perceiving the cry. And for a moment, he too trembled, thinking for a moment he had heard an Eagle instead... Then his eyes darkened, and fury mastered him, and he smote the ground with his staff. At his side, Zosir laughed soundlessly, and said, The Falcon has come to deliver us. "You are coming with me!" Alatar growled, and with his staff, summoned his Servants within the Stairway to life. A faint line of blue light struck the Stairway and entered through its East Door.
It was time. The cry of the falcon was their signal. They had ridden for a day from their forward position, alerted by the halfling and his companions. They had paused behind the greatest of the dunes next to the Valley cliffs, seated, resting, but ready, waiting for their time. They knew their task. Erites, wanderers of the desert, they loved their horses like family, and rode them through sandstorms, through valleys, up hills and down mountainsides. They had been summoned by the Prophet and called to holy war. They saw the black cloud spread from the fallen city and cursed the sorcery. When they heard the falcon's cry, they knew it was time. So they rode. Two thousand riders, on two thousand horses, with two thousand curved swords of gleaming steel, flooded out of the desert into the clouded world. They were shouting as they rode: Eria ekkad, Eria ekkad, ayalon Eraimi ekkanach nahash; Er is Lord, Er is Lord, proclaim O Eraim your Lord the Hidden Fire. They rode out of the west to Sakhara, their mission clear, given to them by order of their commander, given by Pippin acting as herald. The battle was in the canyon to the south. They rode east, straight for the cliffs that Sakhara had always trusted to keep invaders out. But a road had been carved in the cliff, where the cliff was not so steep; to bring slaves up from the Valley to build the Stairway; a road that had not been there before, built by order of Seti; a road that breached the natural defenses of the City of the Sky. Leah and Pippin had used that road. And now down that carved and gentled cliffside came the cavalry of the Erites, to the slave quarters and the city itself.
Horus, Horus, called out the people of Sakhara. Heedless of cries of the people of the Valley, Serak circled over the Stairway now, and swept down low, hearing the whistle. There were three horses galloping over the sand, coming from the north, towards the Stairway complex. The horse in the lead suddenly stopped, rearing and kicking, whinnying mightily; the falcon gave an answering cry, swooping low, talons outstretched... ... and alighted on Pippin's upraised arm. "You've learned well," Leah complimented. Pippin shrugged jauntily, tucking his own foxbone whistle in his belt. "I try." He looked south, towards the cloud of dust raised by the galloping cavalry. "There they go?" Leah nodded as Maglor and Brogar came up behind them. "There they go," she agreed. "Right," Pippin said. He turned deliberately to the Stairway, its five steep levels rearing up before them, only a mile away. "Now for our part. Come on!" He spurred Tempest, and Maglor and Brogar followed, and they rode to the Stairway.
3.
"How do you fare?" Obed asked. "We survive!" Poclis answered. "Your strategems have worked!" "So far," said Obed. "Now let us hope that our allies within the City choose to join us now!"
War came to the streets of Sakhara. In the slave quarter the Erites flung open barred doors and hacked open chains, and hundreds of slaves rushed out of their captivity. At first frightened, they were given weapons, and steeds, and many of the men chose to ride with the Erites or run into the streets, while the rest led the women and children up the hillside and into the desert. The Third and Fourth Regiments, the King's Guard and the Temple Guard, were faced now with a situation they had never contemplated: a battle within the City itself. Their chariots were all but useless in the narrow, winding streets. The King's Guard went to meet the enemy nevertheless, and fought with them through the Merchants' Quarter and the Craftsmen's Quarter. At the same time, the Bani and Obed's thousand riders advanced over the vanquished outer defenses and were coming into the Old City from the south. The Kings' Guard urged the Temple Guard to join the fight, but the Temple Guard instead burned the barges and huddled in the Temple of Seth, choosing to make stand there. Frustrated, the commander of the Kings' Guard demanded to know where the Fifth Regiment, the Queen's Guard, was. "With the Queen," was the reply. "And where is she?"
Khartamun ran through the Temple courtyard, shouting orders on the border of panic. "Set up the barricades! Set fire to the wood! Take women and children and use them as hostages! Set fire to the animals and send them burning in the streets! Fill the river with poison!" He heard commotion, the sound of chariot wheels--and then an arrow pierced him in the side. He screamed. Down the lane from the Royal Houses came the chariots of the Queen's Guards. Mery was holding a bow and glaring at Khartamun; but it was Iset herself who led them, driving a chariot of her own, wearing the high-crowned war-helmet of a Pharu. "Throw down your weapons!" she shouted to the Temple Guardsmen. "Throw down your weapons! Do not destroy the city of our forefathers!" Many who heard her, remembering the splendor of the Pharu and his Queen in days past, remembering the ruin of the civil war and the rise of Zosir and Iset as uniters and peacemakers, did as Iset bid, and went to her side, or refused to fight. But a great many, given to Seth body and soul, stood against her, and the Queen's Guards battled them. Blood ran red on the Temple grounds, not for the first time, but never again in such quantity. The wounded Khartamun struggled into the Temple and scrambled to the holy sanctuary. He cried out, "My lord! My lord! Save me!" But Alatar was not there, and neither was the idol of Seth. Khartamun wailed in black despair, as the doors were thrown open and Mery entered. "You," said Mery. Khartamun pleaded, "Mercy! Mercy, I beg you! I beg you!" He crawled to Mery's feet and kissed them. Mery's lip curled with disgust. He tore off Khartamun's helmet and headdress, baring his head and neck, and slew Khartamun in mid-grovel. "Find the rest," Mery ordered. "Slay all who refuse to acknowledge the Queen. Then burn this place till its mud crumbles to dust."
Mery emerged from the burning Temple to find Iset staring at the fighting in the west bank. "I must go there," she said. Mery nodded, taking her hand. "Then I shall find a way." Iset gazed at her captain for a moment. "Do so, and also accompany me," she said.
The King's Guards rallied and fell together, forging a counterrattack upon the Erites and the rebelling slaves. With valor and desperation they forced themselves against their enemies at great cost. They had begun to break through the line when they heard the coming of a multitude. Upon a swiftly-rowed barge came Iset, Queen of the Valley, and her captain Mery, upon her chariot, to the west bank. The Queen's Guard followed, and as she rode, the people of Sakhara left their homes and followed her "People of Sakhara!" Iset cried as Mery drove through the streets. "Fight not for Seti! You have lived in fear and shame for too long under his tyranny! Rise up! Heed me, your Queen! Remember our ways in the time before Seth, and rise up to freedom!" Many heard her, and many heeded her. But many did not, or could not think to do so. Sakhara's streets rang with strife.
Riding up from the Canyon in the city, Poclis looked into the sky. "The storm is strengthening again," he said. Obed swore in what Poclis recognized as Orcish. Poclis looked at him in amused surprise. Obed shrugged. "Pippin," he said, as if in explanation. Poclis nodded, understanding. "The Wizard still has power," Obed said. He looked north, where now the beacon of the hidden Dawnstar was visible, springing from the top of the Stairway until it was lost in the cloud.
There were twenty guards outside the Stairway, and none inside--they were not allowed, and none wanted to enter in any case. They saw the cloud of the ride of the Erite forces, and saw the great black storm and the lightning of their lord, and were terrified. Temple Guardsmen, they wondered if they should go to the aid of their comrades, but they chose instead to stay at their posts, far from the fighting. So when they saw the intruders coming at them, they were nervous, and assembled all together before the West Door. It was the wrong choice. The horses did not stop; instead their riders produced blades. Eleven guards fell in the first pass. From their steeds leapt Pippin, and Leah, Maglor and Brogar, and they turned together to face the guards. Brogar had drawn his twin blades. Maglor's sword slid out of its sheath with the cold gleam of Valinorean steel, ancient by far and gleaming with its own light. Leah's sword glittered in her hand. Pippin held Trollsbane. "You should go," Pippin said in Sakharim to the remaining nine guards. The guards chose to attack. Pippin slew one. Leah took the head of another. Brogar dispatched two, one with each knife. Maglor ran one through and at the same time reached out with his hand, caught another by the face, and crushed his skull. "Ugh," said Pippin. Maglor turned and saw a guard coming towards Pippin. "Pippin," he warned sharply. Pippin ducked and rolled and kicked the man who came at him, and spun around and stabbed him with Trollsbane. Another struck out at him, but Brogar with a flying leap struck the man in the jaw with his heel and then stabbed him with a blade hidden in his sleeve. One last went to run away, screaming. He fell shot by Maglor's bow.
"That's that then," said Pippin, turning to face the Door. It was engraved with the picture-writing of the Sakharans, and had no visible means of entry. "I have the feeling we've got us a magic door here," he said. "Leah, can you...?" Leah stepped up. "'This Door the gate to the Darkness that comes in the fall of the Sun. May Seth rule all'" she read. "I cannot see any other message." "All right, then," said Pippin. "Then if it's not magic, it's machinery." He stepped up to the engraving and began to run his fingers over the pictures. He paused. "Leah! Is this one 'door'?" "Yes," said Leah. "Got it," Pippin said, and pushed. With a rumble the door rose. Inside was darkness. "I'll get the torches," Brogar said. "Hurry," said Maglor. "We do not have much time." He looked into the cloud, which seemed to be dissipating. "The eclipse?" Pippin asked. Maglor nodded. "In this very hour." Brogar returned with lit torches. He took one, and Leah took one. Maglor drew his sword, which glowed. Pippin held nothing. He took a deep breath, puffing up his chest, and said, "Follow me." They crossed the threshold and entered the dark.
The wind died. The lightning dimmed, and the thunder failed. In the city, Obed looked up into the sky, which was beginning to clear--and yet was dim, as if it was late in the afternoon, and growing later. "They have entered the Made Mountain," Poclis said. Obed agreed. "The hour has arrived," he said. In the heavens above, the limb of the Moon touched the edge of the Sun. Tilion had caught Arien and was pulling her into an embrace. From the Stairway, the beam of the Dawnstar grew brighter.
Part XV: The Hobbit and the Wizard
1.
"The danger is already inside," said Maglor. Pippin looked at him questioningly. "I sense the wizard," he confirmed. Leah carefully walked ahead. She held out her torch. A few feet from the entrance the floor suddenly fell into a deep chamber. "Be careful," she said to her companions. Pippin came up next to her. "What is it?" He could barely see the bottom. "A drainage pit," Leah guessed. "And a convenient trap," Brogar added. He looked around. "No way across." Pippin pointed at the ceiling, where the ropes for the door mechanism were suspended by a sort of pulley. He called Brogar's attention to it. Brogar had brought a small pack. Glancing up he looked at Pippin, nodded, and produced a length of rope of his own. "How will we attach it?" Leah wanted to know. "So," said Maglor, taking an arrow from his quiver. Brogar unspliced the end of the rope and tied a cord to the end of the arrow. Maglor drew, took aim, and let fly. The arrow sped up through the darkness and neatly threaded the bronze pulley with the cord. Brogar took the free end and, with the practice of a crewman of a sailing ship, coiled the rope several times around the pulley body with strong twists of his wrists. He tugged hard and nodded to the others. "I'll go first," said Pippin. He took a few steps back and leapt at a run, landing on the other side with a small tumble. Leah shouted, "Pippin!" "I'm all right," he said, picking himself up. "Not quite as graceful as an Elf, I'm afraid." He gestured. "Come on." Leah followed, and then Brogar. The pulley gave a little at the unfamiliar weight being put to it, loosening from its fastening in the mud blocks of the wall. Some plaster crumbled down into the pit. "Something is moving down there," Brogar muttered. Maglor went last. Even as he jumped, the pulley loosened, and Pippin feared it would fall. But Maglor swung gracefully through the air and landed firmly on the far side eve before the mechanism loosened completely from the ceiling and fell into the black pit. They heard a rumbling and a sliding, moving sound in the shadows. Pippin took Leah's torch and tried to peer over, but Maglor stopped him. "It is already awake," he said. "What is?" Pippin wanted to know. The grinding, moving sound came again, grew loud, and then dwindled, as if whatever was causing it had moved away. "We must go on," said Maglor. "Agreed," said Pippin, and led the way.
They found their way through a short hall to a wider descending passage. Maglor stopped them. "Wait," he said. "I am certain there is a trap here." He said to Leah, "Girl. Throw your veil through the air onto the floor." Leah bristled at the Elf's condescension, but unwound her head-scarf and veil and flung it down the corridor. Darts flew from the walls and embedded themselves in the fabric ere it hit the floor. The four of them said nothing for a long moment. "Well then!" said Pippin, the first one to speak. Carefully they made their way down the sloping passage with its tapering ceiling and massive stone blocks, Leah and Maglor tripping the triggers of the hidden defenses. One was almost too quick for them. Leah hurled fabric forward, and barely did Maglor say, "Down!" when bronze spikes sprang from holes in the wall, sending each of them jumping in one of four directions. Pippin leaned on one of the spikes that had just missed running him through. "I'm beginning to truly dislike this place," he said. They extricated themselves from the only to find the floor studded with more small holes. "You were saying?" Brogar said to Pippin. "We will have to be quick," Maglor said, and went first, gliding lightly over the paving-stones. Leah followed, and also managed to cross without activating the spikes. They waited on a landing at the bottom of the hall. Brogar motioned to Pippin. "You first," he said. "You're more important." Pippin hesitated, and then went. His first step was too heavy, and randomly the spikes began to rise up from the floor. "No time!" Pippin cried. "Come on, Brogar!" And he and the Easterling raced through the trap, as the spikes rose with increasing speed and frequency. "Ow!" Pippin cried, as his right foot landed on the tip of a rising spike. "Pippin!" Leah cried. Gritting his teeth, Pippin struggled on, but Brogar coming behind him grabbed him and carried him the rest of the way to the landing. Maglor examined the wound. "It is only a cut, not too deep," he said. "Can you walk on it?" "I'll have to, won't I?" Pippin replied testily. "More importantly, I can climb on it, and that's why I'm here." Brogar bandaged Pippin's foot and Pippin got up. "I'm fine," he said, but he couldn't help wincing as he put weight on his injury. "What's next?"
They emerged from the landing into an antechamber lined with life-sized statues of lions with men's heads. "Sphinxes," Leah said. "We are near the chamber of the Star," Maglor said. "What traps await here?" Brogar asked, glancing around. Pippin heard the sound of cracking stone. "Watch out!" he warned. The sphinxes came to life. Stone eyes flew open, glaring with unnatural red light, as the statues rose up, tails flicking, and leapt off their pedestals. "Swords!" Maglor shouted. "Against stone?" Leah muttered. "This will be interesting," Brogar commented, both blades drawn. The moving statues attacked. They moved jerkily, but swiftly, the mouths on their human faces filled with sharp stone teeth. Wind came from their jaws as they roared, staggeringly strong. Pippin scampered among them, hacking at them with his sword, but the blade made only small gouges in the stone. He slipped on sand, losing his footing. A sphinx leapt upon him, just missing crushing him with its forepaws when Pippin curled into a ball. The sphinx gave a wind-filled growl, giving Pippin a good view of its rows of stone teeth, but then one of Brogar's daggers struck one of the statue's glowing red eyes, which broke and seeped what looked like blood. The sphinx yowled. Seeing that, Pippin shouted, "The eyes! Take out the eyes!" and struck out with the pommel of his sword, crushing the red lights. The thing roared and then fell silent, hardening. The others did the same, and they won their way to the exit, still being pursued. More statues were coming to life: creatures with human bodies and animals' heads, the idols of the gods of the Valley, lions and crocodiles and cats and cattle and birds. "Hurry!" Pippin urged Leah, who with Maglor were trying to open the doorway. "Do not interrupt me!" Leah snapped. "I am doing my best!" "I know that; I'm suggesting you do your best faster!" Pippin retorted. "I have it!" Leah finally said, and she touched a sequence of symbols upon the doorpost, activating hidden levers and wheels. It began to rise. Maglor beckoned curtly to Pippin. "Pippin! Come!" "Let's go," Pippin said to Brogar, but the Easterling, at the rear facing the coming monsters of stone, shook his head. "You go," he said. "I will take care of these devils, and see that they don't follow you." Leah's eyes widened in alarm. "No," she said. But Maglor nodded and pushed her through and now reached out for Pippin. Pippin said to Brogar, "You can't face them alone." "I think I can," said Brogar, and flung his cloak back to reveal several small pouches with wicks at his belt. "Remember the ambush at sea?" Pippin understood. "Blasting fire?" Brogar nodded. "Don't worry about me," he said. "Go on!" "Enough argument!" snapped Maglor, and took Pippin by the shoulder. "Come, Pippin!" "Don't do anything stupid!" Pippin said to Brogar, as they passed through the door.
They found themselves facing another doorway, filled with shining light, across a sputtering pool of black oil. A narrow footbridge of stone ran across it, only inches from the surface. The heat from the oil made Pippin's face sweat, and at first he couldn't face it for the pain it caused his eyes. "Is it pitch?" he asked. "Oil," Leah said. "It does not matter," said Maglor, pointing. "There is the bridge, and there is the light of the Silmaril!" Pippin noticed the Elf's finger quivered. "This cannot be so simple!" Leah argued. Pippin stared into the black liquid, drawn by a shift in the slick shiny surface. He heard a sound: the same grinding, crawling sound, like something massive and harsh scraping on stone. The black pool moved. He started to say: "Something's in there..." With a burst of heat and black ooze, a scaly head, more than five feet long, sprang from the pool, followed by a great stretch of neck that thickened into a limbless, twining body. Black eyes that devoured all light focused on them, and a tongue like a two-headed worm slid out from between the hard armored lips. Then two jaws opened, revealing a black mouth filled with blue teeth like needles, and two immense fangs dripping with gray poison. Coil after coil followed the head and the neck, rearing up to the ceiling of the chamber, as Pippin, Leah and even Maglor stared at it in horror. "Apep..." Leah breathed. "The Serpent of Darkness." "A creature of Morgoth," Maglor cursed. "A snake," Pippin complained. "Why did it have to be a snake?" None of them moved, rooted to where they stood by the giant snake's cold glare. Then abruptly Maglor lowered his sword and began to approach it. "What are you doing?" Leah cried. "Seizing a chance for you and Pippin," he replied. "You should go with Pippin!" Leah protested. "I shall fight this creature!" "You are mortal and have not my power!" Maglor rebuked. He glared at Pippin. "You know I am right," he said. "Go! I shall follow you!" Then came the sound of an explosion, and dust from the way they had come. Pippin heard it and said: "Brogar." Leah's face paled. Pippin grabbed Leah's hand. "Come on," he said, and together they began to cross the bridge. Maglor lifted up his voice and began to sing. Pippin and Leah began gingerly, keeping their eyes on Apep, whose gaze was fixed on them. Leah's hand was cold in Pippin's, but Pippin was perspiring profusely, and not just from the heat of the oil. He truly disliked all scaled creatures, snakes especially, and this one was the essential stuff of all his nightmares. Apep suddenly struck out, snapping at them with his jaws. Leah screamed, but Pippin was the one who lost his balance and nearly fell. But like a light, so bright it could almost be seen, Maglor's voice passed between the giant snake's fangs and Pippin. Leah pulled Pippin from the brink. They looked at Maglor. The Elf was singing, putting forth all his power and might, and Apep turned his head to Maglor, almost swaying, even as the black coils of the great serpent reared out of the black ooze and began to encircle the singer. "Run!" Pippin cried. Maglor saw them vanish into the light of the Silmaril. He stopped singing. Apep had coiled all around him. The serpent's face was a few feet from his own. He could smell the sour odor of the snake's poisoned jaws. Maglor drew his sword, shining Valinorean steel. "I was born beneath the Light of the Two Trees," he said proudly. "I fear no darkness!" Apep seemed to pause, and then struck. Maglor struck back.
"Holy," Pippin said. "It is beautiful," Leah gasped. "Pippin, you--" A bronze spear with a bifurcated head struck her and hurled her back against the wall, impaling her through her shoulder and right arm. "Leah!" Pippin cried. The spear quivered, and then took flight again, drawn back whence it came. Blood flowed freely from Leah's wounds. Her eyes were wide, then fluttered and began to close. Through the cloud of light appeared Alatar. The spear was his staff. He glared at Leah, and then gave a dismissive glance at Pippin and turned away.
2.
Satisfied, Alatar walked a short distance, until he stood before the Dawnstar on its pillar. In his blurred sight Pippin made out the orb of crystal that encased the shining jewel, made by Phazan as a means of protecting and amplifying its power, set atop a crystal chalice on a small platform atop the ancient metal mast. He looked at Alatar. The wizard had raised his arms up and begun to chant a spell. Power started to weave itself heavily through the air. Pippin could feel the hair on his forearms tingling and standing on end, along with goosebumps along the rest of his body. There were sparkles in his eyes. He looked up to the opening atop the Stairway, and though perhaps he imagined it, he thought he saw the shadow of the Moon now more than halfway across the disk of the Sun. He felt another presence, and turned his head to see Zosir hovering over Leah. "No!" he cried, but the withered body of the Pharu raised a bony finger to desiccated lips. Instead he heard Zosir's thoughts: I can help her. My ka... from him... to her. "What?" Seti has stolen my ka. My soul. He has been feeding it to his creations, and using it as the fuel for his machine. Some dark magic. I was foolish to give him power. Zosir's eyes were sad. But I can feel my life, and if I choose to give it to another, he cannot stop me now. Pippin understood: to transfer his life-force to Leah. "But that will kill you," Pippin realized. Zosir nodded. His eyes flicked toward Alatar. Pippin understood. Summoning his courage the hobbit got to his feet, took up his sword, and went to face the wizard. As he did so, Zosir laid his skeletal hands upon Leah's wounds. Her blood began to seep into his flesh as if he were a sponge. The wizard's eyes were closed, his face lined with exertion, his brow scarred with concentration. Sweat beaded his face and dampened his beard. The power he was summoning filled the room, bouncing off the polished rock, reverberating along the lines of light coming from the Silmaril, reflected and refracted and focused back into the Jewel itself, and like a living thing, which in many ways it was, the Silmaril fed on the light and grew brighter still. Outside the world was dimming as the Moon passed over the Sun; the Silmaril was soon to shine unrivaled upon the earth. Leah's wounds stopped bleeding. She opened her eyes, and found herself gazing deep into the horrific face and warm, tender brown eyes of the enchanted king. Then she gasped, as heat like fire came from his dry palms and entered the core of her being. Alatar stopped his spell abruptly. "What!" he snapped--as Trollsbane caught him across the thighs. Alatar screamed and leapt back. He stared in horror and amazement at the black stains spreading on his blue robes, and then at the sweat-stained, green-eyed hobbit holding the sword that wounded him. "You impudent fool!" raged the wizard. "So I've been called," agreed Pippin, "but by a better Wizard than you!" And before Alatar could raise his staff or mutter a spell, Pippin swept his sword upon him, forcing him back, staggering him, and whether in shock, surprise, or actual weakness--as Zosir fed his soul to Leah, spiting the spell around the Dawnstar--it was all Alatar could do to fend off the swordstrokes falling upon him. For the truth of it was that with his anger and his passion, his worry for Leah, his faith in the rightness of his cause, his years of frustration longing for release, all he had learned of the arts of war, the hardships that hardened him on his endless journey, and his great and finally guileless heart; for this moment, in this place, Peregrin Took was a match for any on this side of the Sundering Sea. Alatar turned and fled a short way before stopping, his face a mask of anger and real fear. "What are you?" he cried. "What manner of creature are you that can lay a finger on a Wizard?" He lashed out with a wind-blast. Pippin anticipated it and threw himself down, letting the burst pass over him, before getting back to his feet. Another came, and Pippin avoided it again. Then Pippin stopped and faced his foe. "I am Peregrin Took of the Fellowship of the Ring," he declared, sword shining, eyes bright. "And whatever you're planning, I am going to stop you." "What do you know of my plans, that you dare to try to stop me?" Alatar cried, and struck out with lightning. Pippin ran scrambling, hopping this way and that away from the deadly blue strikes that burst upon the floor as they struck it, until he came behind the shelter of the Pillar. He leapt back as lightning struck the silver surface, and the Silmaril flashed brightly, feeding upon the power that surged to it. The Stairway itself shook. Blocks of mud masonry fell at a violent shudder, and when the dust cleared Pippin found himself hidden from the wizard by debris and the Pillar itself. Through the hole atop the Stairway, Pippin could see the Sun, or what was left of it--the edge of a ring glaring down upon the world. Pippin dared to steal a glance in Leah's direction. Zosir was crumpling like a leaf, but he still held onto Leah, who was growing visibly stronger with each passing moment. She caught his gaze, and nodded urgently. "Alatar," Pippin called out, seizing the moment; "Alatar; you can't think you can succeed!" Lightning struck the tower again as the wizard's answer. "I mean," said Pippin, improvising as he went along, "Pharazon and the great fleet of Numenor couldn't conquer even one little town of Valinor, and they had, well, ships that flew, and all sorts of other things..." He heard Alatar laugh. "What is your point, Peregrin Took?" "Well," shrugged Pippin, "what can you do with ... with no guards, and no men, and all the Valley by now turned against you?" Alatar fell silent so long that Pippin had the time to catch his breath. He looked over at Leah and Zosir. Zosir was now all but limp. His gnarled head was resting on Leah's lap. But his hands were still on Leah's shoulder. "You think I am trying to conquer the Blessed Land." Pippin turned back. Alatar sounded tired, and almost amused. A terrible doubt entered Pippin's thought. "Aren't you?" he called out. The Blue Wizard did not answer; instead, Pippin heard Alatar resume the spell.
But he had not gone far before he paused, and muttered, and then cried out, "Zosir! You have betrayed me!" In Leah's arms, the Pharu died. All around them the light began to fade. The Silmaril dimmed and glowed only now of its own accord. Whatever sorcery Alatar had used to feed the soul of Zosir into the mechanism of the Stairway, now had no source to feed on; Zosir had expended it upon Leah, trusting to the enchantment laid upon his flesh to act as the means by which to do what he as a normal man could never have done. "You've lost, Alatar," Pippin shouted. "We've won." Alatar laughed, high-pitched and witless. Pippin thought: He's truly crazed now. But when Alatar spoke, his voice was as low and grating as stone. "'We've won'," Alatar said spitefully. "I have heard that before. I heard that twelve years ago, in my dreams. I was here, in the desert, and I had raised a storm against the marching Haradrim gone to aid Sauron. I had waited in fear and anxiety for word. And then it came like a wind upon the sand: the fall of Sauron. I felt it. I felt his passing and I howled in victory. 'We have won'. And so I awaited the call home. Home, to Valinor... to the woods of my lord Orome, where I hunted with him for the golden stags of Aman. But no call came! No ship, no Eagle, no word! I waited alone upon the sands and raised up mine eyes to the West and the West heard me not! I was not allowed to return! "I broke the commandments of my order," Alatar went on. "Not to match power with power. Bah! Commandments!" Alatar spat. "Commandments of the Lords of the West upon their thrones in the Circle of Doom. Commandments made in the terms of the Eldar and the Edain, of the West and the ways of the West. They do not make sense in the East, where I went first with Curumo. They do not make sense in the South, where I went with my friend Pallando. Here they only understand power, and magic; the might of craft, sorcery or technology. "I used every means at my disposal to fight Sauron. I did my duty!" Alatar cried. "I was faithful to the ends of the mission! Oppose Sauron; sow discord among the Men he held in thrall; raise up armies against him. I kept Far Harad from his final war! I kept the secret of the lost Silmaril from him! My ends were just! What matter the means?" Then Alatar bellowed in anguish. "The fool is dead!" he said, meaning Zosir. "But I will not be stopped now." He looked up. "Behold, Anor fades behind Ithil!" The Moon sealed the Sun. The darkness of totality fell upon the Stairway and the city. The Dawnstar blazed. Pippin crawled from his hiding place and showed himself to the wizard. "You're right," he told the wizard. "You were faithful to the ends. But you chose the wrong way. I understand that you want to go home. Truly I do. But this isn't the way! Alatar--you broke the terms of your mission, even if you were successful. That's what's keeping you here. Say you're sorry, and they'll take you back!" But the wizard said, mighty and despairing: "I was faithful. I have nothing to repent. And I do not." Alatar raised his staff, and it glowed with power: Alatar's own power, his own life and soul. "I will open the Road denied me," he said, his voice rising, his eyes shattering into madness. "I will bring the gods to earth, if I have to shatter the sky and all beneath it!" He clutched his staff as a spear. "I will go home!" He cast his staff against the pillar, where its two blades bit deep into the soft silver and the ancient timber, and he cried out words of power, which spun out from him in a bright spiral and swirled into a column that rushed into the staff and up through the crystal to the Dawnstar. The Dawnstar glowed with new radiance that swiftly grew so great it could not be contained. The reflecting panes and echoing chambers of the Stairway did their work, amplifying the light in a cycle of ever-increasing power. The crystal globe encasing the Jewel shatttered; and a beam of light burst up through the hole in the Stairway and pierced the sky. "Yes!" Alatar said, laughing maniacally. "Behold! The Road home!" The sky peeled apart like a ruined flower, and a storm greater than any mortal storm enveloped the Stairway and all the land around it, the desert and the valley and the city itself, circling around a void in the air. The shaking grew almost untenable; the top levels of the Stairway began to crack, fissure, and then crumble, sliding down its sides and crumbling inward over the Star chamber. And the Moon froze in front of the Sun, trapping the Valley in a narrow band of utter darkness. Pippin dodged falling masonry and brick, knowing now he had to steal the Jewel. Alatar spied him, and said calmly: "Now it is time for you, Peregrin Took, to die." "You first," Pippin said, and started to climb the Pillar. In the light, a shadow moved.
3.
The idol's left hand reached up and brushed Pippin, trying to grab him. Pippin let go instead, tumbling down to the ground, landing on his back. Pippin grunted in pain, but struggled to his feet, pulled out his sword, and turned on his assailant. Steel struck stone, slashing against the black rock of the idol, but failing to stop the walking statue. The statue of Seth swung its mace. It moved simply and brutally, allowing Pippin to evade the swings and blows, but those blows crushed the floor and made craters in the ground. Pippin hacked again at the statue's ankles, and succeeded in creating a fissure, but only small one. He had to find another way, or be killed, or worse, fail. The Stairway was crumbling. The void the Dawnstar had opened, kept open by the power of Alatar, was destroying everything beneath it, and the Stairway was directly beneath it. A great crack appeared in the south face, and it crumbled, revealing the tormented landscape outside. Pippin saw men suddenly rush up the crumbled brick and stone: Medzhaim and Bani and Sakharans. What the Sakharans saw was what looked like a small youth, fighting Seth himself. Once again, shouts and cries of "Horus" came from their throats, baffling and distracting Pippin. "Pippin!" It was Leah. She was still weak, but she was alive, and she pointed at the idol. "The eyes!" Pippin looked up. The statue had red eyes like those of the stone sphinxes. Destroy the eyes. An idea popped into his head, and he sheathed his sword and ran. The idol strode heavily upon the cracked floor littered with fallen stone and brick. It threw down its mace behind Pippin, so near Pippin could feel the breath of its movement on the fur on his ankles. He had to lead it properly. He had to make sure it was close enough to serve. He gauged the distance to the Dawnstar and its pillar as he ran, clambering over debris and skipping over rocks, pursued by the dark idol. Then he stumbled, or seemed to, bending down low over the ground. The statue of Seth reared back to land a killing blow. Pippin whirled around. With a hobbit's practiced aim he flung two jagged pebbles up at Seth and struck its eyes. Both enchanted orbs shattered, shards melting into a liquid like blood, breaking the spell that animated the statue's stone. Bereft of its magical life, the statue froze, still in its awkward position. Off-balance, it teetered and fell, limbs and head crushing and shattering right where Pippin had hoped it would: the Pillar. A cheer rose from the onlookers, startling Pippin and causing him to glance at them. He heard the word for "falcon", over and over again, but didn't understand why. Then the ground shook, and Pippin put it from his mind and went to complete his task. He climbed up the fallen idol of Seth to the midpoint of the Pillar, and proceeded from there, his fingers digging into the indentations of the carvings, his bare arms hugging against the silver surface, the soles of his feet holding fast against the metal. It was only ten feet now; seven; five; three; one-- --and he climbed upon the small platform and gazed upon the naked Star.
Now all around him seemed to still. Pippin knew that the sky was rent above him, that the ground shook and buildings were falling, that below him the Blue Wizard was raging at him, trapped by the power of his own spell that he was powering with his own life-force; but for the moment none of it mattered. One of the Silmarilli was before him. He was looking at it with his own eyes. He could feel its light strike his skin and pass tingling through his flesh. It was both silver and gold together; it was warm, and came from deep within; it was the light from before all others, the light of Telperion and Laurelin from before the awakening of Men, and hobbits. Oh, Bilbo, I wish I could tell you what this looks like, he thought. Me, Pippin, silly little Pippin--I see a Silmaril before me, and Bilbo, it's even better than you said it was! He reached out. The light seemed firm to the touch. The Jewel lay in the pieces of its crystal casing. It was large, about half the size of his palm. As his hand neared it, the sweat upon his skin turned to vapor, shimmering in the light. For a moment he wondered; the light was enough to split the sky, yet it only tingled upon his hand? But that was how it was, and he wouldn't stop now. One last doubt entered his mind: the touch of the Silmaril destroys all unworthy flesh. He thought of Maglor's hand. How worthy was he? Pippin took a breath, and thought: Let's find out. He put aside all doubts and took it.
Pippin's body began to glow. First his hand, where he held the Jewel. Then it spread like the roots of a tree, up his arm, across his shoulders, down his trunk to his legs and even the tips of his toes. It filled his face and lit his hair and shone even from between his lips. Pippin did not cry out, did not hunch over in pain, did not do anything but gaze at the Star in his hand. Then he looked up, and it seemed to the Sakharans that one eye blazed with the light of the Sun, and the other shone with the light of the Moon. "Let go of it! Let go of it! Do not hinder me!" It was Alatar, shrieking madly, spit flying from his lips. His face was gaunt and his whole form withered by the power he was putting forth into the mechanism, the mechanism he could no longer control, whose focus now lay in Pippin's hand. He staggered to a spot beneath the platform, crying: "It is mine! I will take it to the Valar! They will not deny a Silmaril! Give it to me!" Pippin appeared on the edge of the platform, holding the Silmaril in his palm. He gazed down at Alatar. "Here," he said, and dropped it. In a fall of sparkling light fell the Dawnstar of Sakhara from its pillar. Alatar uttered a strangled noise and rushed forward to catch it, which he did, the blazing jewel touching the mortal flesh in which his spirit was housed; which it immediately, upon its touch, began to consume. Alatar howled until his voice was gone, as the terrible light filled his body, shooting through his tendons and flesh and bones, bursting through his eyes and ears and mouth, shining, shining, until the wizard was like a jewel himself. Then, with a final, soundless cry, he vanished in a flash of dust and a mist of vapor that rose up into the rent sky and was taken away.
Pippin hurried down the Pillar as fast as he could. He felt alive, incredibly so, and his mind was whirling with an almost infinite variety of images, names, places, histories. He looked up and saw the rift beginning to close, as the Moon regained motion and began to pass from the Sun. He got down onto the ground, calling "Leah! Leah!" as he ran to where the Dawnstar lay. He bent down and once again picked it up, marveling at it. "Leah," he called again, "you've got to come and look at this!" But it wasn't Leah who answered. "Pippin." Maglor's voice was tight and tense. "Give me the jewel." Pippin turned. The Elf stood before him, sword drawn, his clothes rent, hands bare, covered in black slime and gore. His hood was thrown back and his dark hair disheveled and dirty, wild over his eyes, glittering and wild with desperation. Pippin took a step back. "What do you mean?" Maglor advanced on him, holding out his scarred hand. "The jewel. The Silmaril. It is mine. It belongs to me." "Maglor, you're not yourself..." "The jewel is mine. Give it to me," Maglor insisted tautly. "Give it to me or as Eru is my witness I shall slay you and all who keep it from me." Pippin shook his head. "You don't mean that. I know you don't. You've changed." The sword quivered as Maglor trembled. "The oath has not changed," he said bitterly. "The oath cannot change!" Pippin replied, "People do." He hesitated, and looked down. The Silmaril shone with its pure light, unstained despite all the harm and wickedness it had to have witnessed in its history. From the ruin of this day, all the long road back to the nethermost dungeon of Angband and its setting in the Iron Crown. Evil simply was not enough to dim its light for very long. It lay in Pippin's naked palm, on his skin, and lit him up from the inside. He nodded. "You're right," he said to Maglor, and approached him. "Take it, then." Maglor nodded tensely. "Put it in a cloth and hand it to me," he said. "No," said Pippin, holding out his palm. "Take it, yourself, with your own fingers." Distress twisted Maglor's expression. "Do not mock my plight," he said. "But I'm not," Pippin said, filled with pity. "Take it, Maglor. Take what your father made." Maglor dropped his sword. He stepped back, frightened by the small, bright figure offering the radiant jewel. "No," he said. "I cannot. No..." He tried to pull away, but Pippin took his hand gently and firmly pressed the jewel into it. Maglor gasped and shuddered. The light shone in his hand, and nothing more. "See?" Pippin said simply. "As I told you. People change." Maglor son of Feanor held the last of his father's Silmarils in his hand, and overcome he bent his head and began to weep. He knelt, and Pippin comforted him.
The light of the Sun returned to the sky. The Moon passed from totality and an orange dawn from the zenith appeared over the world. In the sky, the tear was still visible, but its winds had died greatly, and the shaking had stopped. In the eye of its luminescent mists shone glimpses of a faraway land. "The Uttermost West," said Maglor. Pippin nodded. "My cousin's there, or close to it." "He must be great indeed," said Maglor. "As are you, halfling." "Not like him," said Pippin. Then he smiled wistfully. "But I've done my best." He looked again at the Silmaril the Elf held. "It really is beautiful," he said. "What are you going to do with it, now you've got it?" Maglor gazed at it momentarily. He rose to his feet, took a few steps, and looked up into the dimming opening to the Uttermost West. Then, with a mighty throw, Maglor hurled the Silmaril up into the hole in the sky. It gave a mighty flash, and vanished. Slowly, like a folding leaf at dusk, the rift came shut. In its place was a milky sky lit by the half-disk of the Sun. Maglor looked down at Pippin's gaping face. "Did you have another fate in mind?" he asked, as behind him, Leah appeared, supported by a sooty, dusty Brogar. Pippin only shook his head, still staring artlessly up at the healing sky. "That, was great," he concluded. Next: Look Homeward, Hobbit
Part XVI: Look Homeward, Hobbit
1.
When the rift in the sky closed, the shaking and tremors stopped, sparing the city of Sakhara from catastrophe. The Stairway, however, was not so fortunate. Pippin led his companions up through the rockslide that had been the south face of the structure, Brogar carrying Leah, past the wide-eyed stares of the onlookers who had there been gathered. Pippin heard the soft cries of the Sakharans: Horus, Horus, the Falcon of Heaven is come, and Seth is defeated. "What are they talking about?" he asked under his breath to Leah. But Leah was still weak, and shook her head. "I'm sorry!" said Pippin. "What do you need?" "I think she is only tired," Brogar said. "Don't worry. I have her." Pippin could see that. He was surprised and happy to see Brogar alive, and little worse for wear, which was more than could be said of the moving statues he had fought. He smiled and nodded at his old shipmate, and was not aware that he had clenched his jaw until it began to hurt. They went out into a sandy courtyard south of the Stairway a safe distance from the main structure. The groaning of stone and cracking of brick had accompanied them out of the Star Chamber, and now they stood and beheld the collapse of the structure, its walls too steep and too damaged by the rift to continue to support itself. Whatever other mysteries Alatar had kept within his mechanism was now buried along with the dust of his physical form, the body of the cursed and redeemed Zosir, and the serpent Apep. "All's well that ends well," Pippin said quietly, though he was certain not everything had ended yet. Horus, Horus, he could hear around him. The Sakharans certainly could fix their attention on a person when they wanted to. It was there that Mery and Poclis, riding up from the city with Iset upon the Queen's chariot, found them and it was there that once again Pippin was reunited with his most trusted friend in Far Harad. "Razar," Poclis said warmly. "You were right," Pippin replied. "We would see each other again." "And so we have." Poclis examined him. "You are glowing faintly." "Am I?" Pippin asked. He hadn't realized it. The touch of a Silmaril was not easily doffed, it seemed. "Well," he said to Poclis, "you should have seen me earlier. I was shining," he added cheekily. "Shining?" Pippin told him what happened. Maglor and then Leah, who had recovered some strength, expounded on the events. As they listened, Iset and Mery grew pale and then flushed and their eyes grew wide as orbs. "So the Dawnstar is ... gone?" Iset asked. "It was assumed into the heavens," Maglor said with a tone of finality. "If it will be found again, it will not be here." Iset nodded. "So we have come to the end of Sakhara as it has always been," she said sadly. "Woe unto me to lose both husband and home all in one day ..." Mery came to support her. Poclis said, "Have no fear that we intend to remain. I came here not to conquer." Obed said nothing. Pippin, moved by the sorrow of the beautiful queen in her warrior's garb, went to her and knelt on one knee. "My lady," he said as a knight of Gondor should, "I pledge all my strength and ability to help you rebuild your city and your land anew. Every end is also the start of a new beginning." He added impulsively, "I'll stay as long as it takes." Iset approached him, tall and stately despite the stains of war upon her white dress. She bent down and touched Pippin's shoulder. "You have already done more than I could have asked, Peregrin son of Paladin. Your deeds against Seti and Seth himself have become a tale growing into legend swift as the River's flood. It is we who should thank you for your part in the deeds of this day." "I only did what I thought I had to do," Pippin protested. Iset smiled. Then she rose, and held out her right hand to Mery. Mery approached with a small golden rod, bent at one end, and tipped there with a small feather. Iset took it and crossed her bent arm across her chest, and then extended her arm and held the tip of the rod with the feather above Pippin's tousled curls of chestnut and gold. "This is Peregrin, the Falcon of the West," she said solemnly, in a great voice. "Vanquisher of Seth, foe of Al-Atar, who touched the Star and shone with the light of the Sun and the Moon. May he ever be recalled by all who dwell in the Valley in the midst of the Desert, through all the ages as long as the gods are honored. In the name of Horus the Hawk of Heaven, I say this, Iset, Queen of the Valley of the Star." And from the Sakharans gathered came the acclamation, ringing in the clearing air of a coming evening: "The Falcon of the West!" "O Sihorunebi m'Hobengo!" Poclis shouted, and the Bani nearby took up the shout. Obed and Leah and the Erites said nothing, but bowed to Pippin. Brogar winked and did so too. Pippin realized he was shaking. Me? All for me? He began to smile, filled with pride. "I shall make a song about this," Maglor said. Suddenly Pippin found himself thinking of the Field of Cormallen. Hail the Ringbearer, he thought, seeing Frodo's pale, pensive face amid all the adulation. The haunted old-wise eyes like tumbled bits of sky. His pulse quickened, his temples throbbed, and he began to sweat from every pore of his skin. He whistled for Tempest, who came like a black bolt from wherever she had waited. With a smile and a stuttered "Excuse me, thank you all, I need to ... see to ... something," he climbed up onto the mare's back and was off like a thief in the night. "Where is he going?" Mery wondered aloud. Poclis sighed shortly. So did Leah.
2.
They were in the chambers provided for Pippin by Iset in the Queen's House. Pippin has asked for a small room in the smaller House rather than in the grand King's House that now stood empty. The Queen's House was more familiar, and much more like a home than a court. The room was similar to the one he had first woken up in, when he had been taken to Sakhara: painted walls, high carven bed, simple table with vessels, and a pair of long, narrow windows at one of which he now stood, peering out. "They're still there," he sighed to Poclis, speaking about the small crowd of Sakharans and Bani who daily gathered in the court by his window, hoping for a glimpse of him. Sometimes one of the priests of Sakhara would lead them in chants to Horus. "It's just like what happened with my cousin Frodo after the War of the Ring," Pippin said. "Everywhere he went, it was Hail Ringbearer this, Our Savior that; he ended up shutting himself in his room writing his book." "I would like to read your cousin's book." "I'll have a copy made," Pippin offered offhandedly. He looked back out the window and winced. "I hear Maglor, that Elf? He's going about the city singing about what happened. All too flattering of me too. He's just making it worse." He sighed. "They don't really think I'm a ... what, demigod? Do they?" Poclis shrugged. "They saw their city come to the brink of destruction under the rule of a dark and evil force. They saw you defeat him. They already have a story of how this boy-god Horus battled his uncle Seth for rule over the world. It has only been confirmed by what they saw with their own eyes." "They did not see it with their own eyes," Pippin averred. "They heard it from someone, who heard it from someone, who heard it in turn from someone standing on the rubble of the Stairway not knowing what they were seeing." He shook his head. "I don't mind adulation, not at all," he said, stepping away from the window, "but adoration is another thing entirely." He went and joined Poclis at the table, where the remains of a small breakfast lay unconsumed. Pippin hopped up onto the table, picked up a crust of bread, and chewed it, swinging his legs absentmindedly as he used to do as a lad. "Do you think the Queen and Mery are in love?" he asked. "Love may have little to do with it," Poclis answered. Pippin offered him a piece of bread and he took it and chewed it carefully and swallowed before continuing. "Iset is now alone, and although she is a great woman, ruling queens seem rare in the history of the Valley as they are anywhere else in Far Harad. Mery is the captain who remained loyal to her. If she wishes to reward him for that, so be it." "I hear she plans on making him vizier," Pippin shared. "I hear the King's Guard isn't too happy about that." "The battle between the two regiments was hard," Poclis said, "and wasteful. Good blood was spilled, and bad blood kept." "What if she marries him? And makes him Pharu?" "It has been known to happen. There will be some strife yet in the Valley, I think. I hope not to have anything to do with it. Once the city is rebuilt, I shall lead my people hence, all who wish to return to the Plains." Poclis' face was firm, even stern, and commanding. Pippin looking at him thought of the grave and intimidating pirate's mate he had met many months ago, and was filled with affection and admiration for his friend. He was always pleasantly surprised at the hidden greatness that could be revealed in the unlikeliest of individuals. Poclis said, "I truly think there is affection between them." "Who?" "Iset and Mery." "Oh, yes. You do?" "It isn't difficult to see, Razar. The captain is devoted to his mistress, that is clear as the sun. The Queen, for her part, responds to this devotion. It has been my experience ..." Pippin leaned back onto the table and clasped his hands together behind his head and looked up at Poclis. "What has been your experience, Poclis?" he asked in mock seriousness, earning a smile from his friend. "My experience," said Poclis, swatting at Pippin as if he were a pest (Pippin said "Ow!" and curled up with a mirthful expression) "is that women value one thing over a length of time: the constant devotion and loyalty of a man. The man who gives his heart completely often wins a woman's heart in return." He allowed Pippin to consider that for a moment. In a while they heard chanting begin under the window from the people gathered outside. Pippin groaned, covered his face, and turned away. "Hiding yourself away only makes them more convinced that they are correct about you," Poclis advised. "Before long you'll find you have become a legend attached to this old myth." From his position Pippin uttered another groan. "And who knows," Poclis added further; "perhaps in a way they are right." Pippin bolted upright. "Don't you start," he threatened. "It seems you were led here from before you began your journey," Poclis pointed out. "And in your company I have seen many wonders, great and small. If the people of the Valley say that the Falcon of Heaven came to deliver them from the darkness of Seth; if my people say that the Rainmaker came to deliver them from the Eye; and you, in your own way, did these things in fact; would we not have cause to think there is some fate that led you here, to accomplish these things? You have lived up to your name, Razanur, traveler in distant lands. Perhaps you were led here. Perhaps none of this could have come to pass without your presence." "Perhaps the sun's gotten to you," Pippin added. "Razar." Irritably Pippin nodded. "Yes, yes; when you put it that way, I suppose it looks like I was doomed to come here." He wriggled his furry toes. "And doomed to go whence...?" he added under his breath. Then he darted a sly glance at Poclis. "I thought you didn't believe in any of this stuff. Divine intervention. Impossible occurrences." Poclis gazed back at him for a while. Then he said, "Impossible things happen sometimes. I've seen it." Recognizing his own words, Pippin blushed, and fell silent, and listened again to the hymns to Horus.
Leah walked down the corridor in the Queen's House leading to Pippin's room, her left arm and shoulder bandaged and bound tightly to her side, her face showing her irritation with being injured. In her other hand she held a bowl of figs. "Greetings, Leah." She glanced at Brogar, who had appeared from a side alcove. "Good morning," she replied. "Were you waiting in ambush for me?" "Only a fool would try to put one over on you," the Easterling replied. "Put one over?" "Trick you." Leah smiled. "Only one would dare try," she said, and increased her pace. Brogar kept up. "Is that breakfast?" "Yes." "That is a lot of fruit for such a slim young woman." Leah stopped and turned, her lips curled up at the corners. "Corsair, is there something you seek from me?" Brogar's face flushed. "... I'm sorry," he said. "I shall not bother you anymore." He bowed and left. Leah bit her lip. She exhaled shortly, and resumed her course. She ran into Pippin. "Pippin," she said, flustered. "Hello, Leah," Pippin greeted her. He looked at the food. "What's this?" "Breakfast." Pippin beamed. "Lovely! Actually I've already had breakfast, but it's very kind of you to send me second breakfast." "Second breakfast?" "Have I never explained about second breakfast? I'm on my way to see the Queen. Why don't you come with me?" Pippin took the bowl in one hand and Leah's arm in another and gently steered her back the way she came.
Leah begged off seeing the queen, saying she had a headache. Pippin, concerned, asked her if she wanted to go back and lie down. "Do not mind me," she answered. "I shall come to you later." "You will?" Pippin asked in hopeful surprise. Leah gave him a look. "To visit." "Oh," said Pippin meekly. "Yes, please do." He frowned as he watched her go, and put it out of his mind and went back about his business. Iset was in the Temple grounds, he was told, supervising the repairs of the old building scorched by fire during the battle. Pippin pulled his cloak close about him and did his best to remain unnoticed and unseen as he crossed the empty courtyards and pillared lanes that led from the Queen's House to the Temple grounds. Even so, he was spotted briefly by some of the worshippers of Horus, who immediately called out "It is the Falcon!" and chased him. Pippin had to hide himself behind a carved stone and wait for the crowd to rush by before being able to continue on his way to the Temple. All the while he was shaking his head. This had gone too far and he was quite fed up with it. The Temple site was noisy with building work. Pippin found Iset with Mery, architects and priests under a feathered canopy at one corner of the Temple Court. The Queen looked up as he jogged over and smiled and reached out for him. "Peregrin," said Iset. "I am glad you are here. Come and see the great things we are creating." Pippin allowed her to lead him to the canopy. A model for a larger, more complex Temple stood on the table, next to reed scrolls containing diagrams and images. He smiled at Mery and more uncertainly nodded at the architect and the priests, who were peering at him with probing eyes. "Ma'am," he said, "I was hoping to speak with you." "Let me show you what we are doing," Iset said. "Then we shall talk. You see, with the help of the Plainsmen and the fresh start we were given, we shall build a Temple to surpass the old one that burned. It shall be of brick and sheathed all in white limestone, shining in the sun like a new Star. A four-sided column tapering to a point shall stand there, where the old Altar was, and upon it shall be written the great events of recent days, especially yours. How does that suit you?" "That's actually, ah, what I wanted to speak with you about," Pippin said. He glanced at the others, and then asked, "May I speak with you in private, ma'am? For just a moment? I promise it won't take long." Iset looked nonplussed, but nodded. "Certainly, Pippin. Captain, supervise," she added to Mery. "Come, walk with me."
"What may I do for you, Pippin?" Pippin took a deep breath and said, "It's the people, milady, to be perfectly honest. The way they look at me." "Has anyone been discourteous?" Iset demanded. "No, no, not at all," Pippin quickly denied. "It's not that. Quite the opposite, in fact." He paused, and then said, "The things you said about me, on the day of the battle, back at the Stairway. I don't mean to be a bother, and I am exceedingly grateful and gratified for all the favors you've showered on me--no hobbit would say no to comforts!" He laughed nervously. "But a hobbit would say 'wait a moment' when it comes to the kind of attention I've been getting." "But Razar, they wish to honor you. You are a hero to three nations for defeating Seti, and, from what I am told, the incarnate power of Seth himself." Pippin shook his head. "No, it was just an enchanted statue, not a, a god or whatever you think it was. And I didn't defeat Alatar. I gave him what he wanted." He shrugged. "He just wasn't prepared for it the way he thought he was." He stopped, and looked the Queen straight up in the eye. "I don't want to be treated as anything other than what I am: a hobbit and traveler, who did what he felt he had to do, and managed to make it out of that mess alive. I'm not a messenger or ... a magical creature or a Power or anything like that. I'm not this Horus fellow at all. I'm a hobbit. An unusual one, I grant you, but a hobbit in the end." Iset listened and then shook her head fondly. "It both warms my heart, and perplexes my mind, that one so honored would be so uncomfortable with the praise that the people feel is his due. But let it be as you say. I shall decree that you shall no longer be addressed, admired, emulated, venerated or adored, in the bounds of the Valley of the Star. Will that be agreeable to you?" Pippin smiled, embarrassed by her humor. "Yes," he said. "I am happy to be of service, milady. I don't mean to say not. I still hope to help you in whatever you need to do here, before I go." "Ah," said Iset. "Yes. Do you plan to leave soon?" "Soon enough," Pippin replied. "I expect Leah will be wanting to go back to her people now she's almost well, and Brogar will ride with me to Umbar and then east. I plan to take the long route back to the lands of the West, around the bay to the north of here." "I have no knowledge of lands to the north, and the city of Umbar is but a rumor to me," said Iset. "But if that is your road then may it be a swift and safe one." "Thank you, Your Majesty," Pippin said, bowing, thinking he was dismissed. But he had not gotten far when Iset called him back. "Before you leave," she said, "I would ask you to do something for me." "What is your bidding, my lady?" Pippin asked formally. Iset explained.
3.
"Here are the last of the records," she said. "Stop!" Pippin said in Sakharan, one of the words he'd learned, and the scribes ceased their work, or went on to filling in some of their notes into fuller pictures and diagrams. Making sure they truly had all ceased, Pippin said to Leah, "I can't believe I'm nearly done." Leah gazed at the piles of writings upon the long, low table. "You have been more dedicated to this task than I could ever have given you credit for, Pippin," she admitted in admiration. "I could not have found the patience to read aloud all the writings left behind by the old sea-kings who founded the Valley kingdom. You are quite a scholar." Pippin shook his head. "I'm no scholar, unless scholarship is being able to read something aloud. Iset asked me if I could help transcribe the Numenorean records in Tengwar and Cirth into spoken Adunaic, so the scribes could translate it into Sakharan. I, of course, said yes immediately, because I always leap before I look." "I had noticed that." "Haven't you. So here I've been. Reading harvest records, battle records, construction texts, chronologies, births and deaths, wars and treaties ..." He groaned and rubbed his eyes. "Three weeks. Can you believe it? And we can't do this outside because the sunlight would destroy the old texts." He looked around the dim hall of records. "But it's important work, I know. And there are some wonderful stories, true stories real and imagined, in here ... someone has to make sure they're retold and remembered." He sighed. "What time is it?" "Afternoon tea," Leah answered lightly. "Is it?" Pippin cried. "That tears it. You all--I'm going to have some tea," he said to the scribes. The scribes frowned at him. "I shall go hence and take a morsel to strengthen myself," Pippin said in Adunaic. "Do you also the same." Pleased, the scribes praised his name, folded their tablets and rolled their scrolls, and filed out of the room. "You are a kind and generous demigod," Leah observed. "Aren't I, though." Pippin let out a clean breath and hopped off his stool. He stretched, yawned, and rubbed his belly. "Mm," he said. "Have tea with me?" "It is coffee and cakes in the terrace," Leah informed him. "I would be happy to join you ... if you do not mind that Brogar joins us." "Brogar?" Pippin repeated, following Leah to the door and into the courtyard of the King's House. "Why is he joining us?" "Because he is your friend, he is the Queen's guest," said Leah, "and I asked him to." She became serious. "There is something I want to say to both of you." Pippin stopped. He looked at Leah with new understanding. "You want him with you," he said. Leah also stopped, and turned, and nodded. "I do, Pippin." "I know he likes you," Pippin went on, feeling himself flush. "I didn't know you returned his feelings." Leah paused before replying. When she did, her eyes were fierce and her tone brittle. "I am not certain yet, but I think that may be. He is ... kind, and does not try to stifle me. I like that. That is why I wished to spend some more time with him. To see what lies between us, if anything." Leah looked around. They were in a brightly lit path in the middle of the King's House courtyard. "This is not the place to speak about this. Come. Let us talk over a meal." She firmly squeezed Pippin's hand and without another word he followed her.
A small cloth was laid upon a terrace near the chambers Pippin kept in the Queen's house. Upon it were plates of small cakes, some fruit, and flagons of water, as well as a pot of fragrant coffee brewed from beans Leah herself had undoubtedly brought with her. Brogar was there, waiting for them. He smiled and poured them cups, but quickly noticed their expressions. "Should I go?" he asked them, glancing from Leah to Pippin. It was Pippin who answered. "No," he said. "She wants to say something." Brogar sat back on a cushion, and then looked hopefully at Leah. Leah sat down gracefully, and then began to unwind her veil and headscarf. Length after length of sheer black cloth folded into her hands until her hair, neatly bound back behind her, was clearly visible. Deftly she flung the folds back over her head and let them settle there, her face open to them both. "I am a woman unsworn to any man, except the Prophet of Er, my father," she began. "For many years, since I was forsworn by my husband, I have chosen my own companions, and I have made my own path in the world. I have been happy so. Happy enough." Brogar made to rise. "Perhaps I should go." "Please, do not go," Leah asked him, looking up at him. The Easterling flushed so deeply Pippin almost smiled, and did as he was bid. "Thank you," said Leah. She took her cup and sipped. "As I said, I thought I was a happy woman, and free. And I looked with scorn upon those girls of my acquaintance who were kept by husbands, and worn by children, and thought their world circumscribed by the pegs that held their husbands' pavilions were full and fulfilling. I was not them. I had a horse, and wide spaces, and I rode them all as they came to me." She sighed, and seemed older than her twenty-some years. "Yet I rode them alone." Leah's glance fell on Pippin. "I thought I could go through life without needing to stop for more than a moment; fall for a passing traveler, and then move on. "But you cannot do that all your life. There are distances that cannot be surmounted on a steed, and challenges that do not fall to swords. I dreamed of a man who would be worthy of me. A man who would not chain me, but bind himself to me, and be my mate in all things. A man who would stay." Leah rose, and looked long and openly at Brogar, who had turned both white and hopeful, as if he had come upon a ship laden to overflowing with pearls. But she went to Pippin, whose red-gold head was bowed, and who was struggling to contain the most unhobbitlike tears. "Do you see, dear one?" she said to him, cupping a cheek and an ear in her palm. "This is what I learned from our time together. And we are much alike. Do you not think I have found wisdom, in what I have now said?" Pippin looked into her face, and her beautiful eyes, and her resemblance to his wife, though unreal in anything physical, came strongly to him. He hugged her. She held him, feeling him cry. To her surprise, the hobbit began to laugh instead. Pippin pulled away and looked up at her, and his face was one bright shining smile. He swiveled around and said to Brogar, "So I guess you're not leaving with me." Brogar could only stare at them, befuddled but not displeased.
When Pippin finished with the transcriptions and translations, after nearly five weeks of work, he presented the completed works to Iset and her court with all the scribes. "May this be a credit to the library of the City of the Sky," he said formally, "that the lore and learning of the past be preserved into the age to come." Afterward he joined Iset and Mery at a meal of celebration. "I have seen some of the papers," said Mery. "It is great work you have done for us, Peregrin. I dare say it is almost as great as what you did against Seti." "I was pleased to do it," Pippin said good-naturedly, then grew almost serious. "I admit at first I didn't know what I had gotten myself into," he told them, remembering. "I was never good with books or scholarship of any kind until more recent years, when I started to comb through the libraries of the Shire for lore about Numenor and Far Harad. There's precious little of it, and a lot of it like the old texts you showed me: brittle, or water-stained, or moldering, all sorts like that. I never knew what sort of treasures of knowledge and wisdom could be found in old books like that, until the Queen gave me the task. Even the dullest list of records had meaning, if I looked for it hard enough." "Perhaps when you return to your home, you can do for your land what you have done for us," said Iset warmly. "Save old books and old scrolls, old wisdom, for the age to come." "A library, I think is the word," said Mery. Pippin smiled, not the ingenuous smile of his youth, but a deeper, wiser one, filled with the hope of satisfaction in a task that asked to be done well. "I think that's a good idea," he said thoughtfully. "It seems right to me. After all, what else did I come all this way for? "I set out to discover everything I could find; the names of all the stars, of all things, and more. I'm no author, no chronicler like my great kin. But if I've learned anything, it's that there are stories out there that need preserving, that need to be kept and tended, and passed on; like the flowers and trees my friend Samwise grows. If--no; when. When I return to my home, I shall do all I can to preserve these stories, and pass them on; into this Age as long as it lasts, and into Ages to come."
4.
Peregrin Took, traveler in distant lands, stood with Leah of the Erites, and Brogar of the East, and Poclis at the head of hunt-leaders of the Bani, and Maglor the Elf who sang a song of light; and they came to Iset Queen of Sakhara, to honor Zosir her husband, and send him into the Afterlife, at dawn. And ere dawn came Iset raised a crooked stick, and held it to the lips of an image of the Pharu wrought in gold; and so the Sakharans believed that the mouth of the body of the king was opened, and his spirit, his ka, flew free, into the deep shadowed waters of the world of the spirits. The woman Leah wept and smiled, for the touch of the enchanted king had healed her, and despite his monstrous form, she had been well-kept in the kindness of his eyes. Then Iset the Queen declared, "Behold the Temple of Horus!" as the hour of the rising of sun came, and there was light on the horizon. The light reached across the desert and down a cleft in the eastern cliff, and illuminated the Temple by a pair of windows at both ends of its length; and the great images on its sides were revealed: a Falcon, bearing the golden disk of the Sun upon its head, and the black and silver boat of the Moon in its talons; and a Star shone within its breast. And Pippin saw it, and shook his head, as his friends teased him; but he applauded, and let out a whistle, and all who saw him feared him not as something divine, but as all he was: only one small, lively, and utterly winsome soul.
Pippin stood upon the black mud of the bank of the River where he had first set foot upon Sakharan soil, and let the warm breeze from the north waft his hair and cloak and clothing. He was going home. He had done everything he had hoped to do, accomplished everything he had decided--and, considering he had hoped for little and decided nothing, also achieved much, much more. He had crossed an ocean and set foot on a forbidden isle. He had crossed plains teeming with animals as numerous as birds in the sky. He had seen a city built between cliffs, and learned the heart of a desert, and seen the light of the Two Trees. He had learned about what love was, and what it wasn't; and now hoped he could make something of what he'd learned. He was ready now to go home. Home, he had found, was not a place on a map but a song in the heart. No matter where he wandered, he would always find it there. On the way back to the Shire, the hobbits and Gandalf has stopped by Rivendell, to see Bilbo again. Pippin had been fearful of what shape they'd find the old hobbit to be in, and when he saw him, he was saddened by what age had robbed from his cousin. But Bilbo had been happy to see them all again, especially Frodo, and Frodo certainly comforted Bilbo and cared for him while they lingered there. When after a fortnight Frodo decided it was time to leave, Bilbo gathered them to his chambers to give them parting gifts. Pippin, ever eager for gifts, found himself surprised by melancholy as he watched Bilbo putter around, a gray and wrinkled hobbit as old as the books that surrounded him. Bilbo had given gifts and advice to Frodo, and a bit of gold to Sam, for his "marriage" which made Pippin wonder and Merry smile. When their turn came Bilbo had nothing to give them but some advice. Pippin felt a bit nervous, stepping forward, a tall young soldier-lad not yet of age, towering over the aged adventurer, wondering what he would say. But there was a twinkle in Bilbo's blue eyes, bright and young, as he spoke. "Peregrin Took," said Bilbo, as if it were a title and not a name. "You are a journeyer now, with all the Tookishness of our family brimming brightly like quicksilver in your eyes. It could lead you astray! But even if you strayed. Even if you stray. Even if you find yourself out there hunting for your great adventure: do not scorn hobbits, who choose to stay behind. They may not know what you will want to know. What a mountain really means when it's called high. What a sea really means, when it's called deep. They won't know what you will know. So tell them. Tell them! Make them know." And instead of a kiss, he placed his weathered hand on Pippin's forehead, as Merry and Sam and Frodo watched. "Bless you, Peregrin," said Bilbo Baggins, and Frodo Baggins nodded and approved. Then Bilbo winked. "Don't get too big for your hat." Now, halfway back from a journey that took him almost a world away, Peregrin Took closed his eyes and thought of Bilbo Baggins. "I've done it, cousin Bilbo," Pippin said secretly to the sky. "I've been to the other end of the world. And now I think I'm ready for a new adventure. Finally, I think I'm ready for that."
The eastern cliffs across the River were reddening in the westering sun as the heat of the day gave way to the long calm twilight of the stars. Pippin walked Tempest along the sands and looked up to gaze at his friends who had come to see him off. "You came in our darkest hour," said Mery. "May that dagger you carry always recall to you the City of the Sky." Pippin nodded. "Good-bye, Captain." "You are a hero we did not think to look for," said Iset. "Know that the song of the Falcon will always resound in the Valley, until the River flows no more." Pippin bowed. "I am honored." "Well," said Brogar. "Good-bye, mate. When you get to Umbar, stop by the 16th pier. The ship will be docked there. Say hello to the captain for me." "I will," Pippin said with a smile. "Live long and happy, mate. You've found your treasure and your home." "I hope the same goes for you, soon," was the reply. Brogar smiled, and then gave way to Leah, letting go of her hand. Leah gazed down upon Pippin for a long time. Pippin looked back at her. Neither of them said anything. Then Leah knelt and Pippin embraced her, his cheek pressed against the fabric of her veil. "I'll never forget you," Pippin said to her quietly. "As I shall not forget you, Pippin," Leah replied. "Make it right," she whispered fiercely. Pippin nodded without hesitation. "I will!" He came to the black-cloaked form of the Singer. Maglor smiled and held his hand, letting Pippin feel once again the hard, ancient, powerful flesh, and the old and faded scars. "You stepped out of legends," Pippin told him. "You have stepped into them," Maglor replied. "I shall sing of you." "And I of you," Pippin promised. They bowed, and parted. Finally he stood before the tall, immense, dark form of Poclis, his face impassive as always, looking down on him like a giant would gaze upon a child. Poclis held out a piece of carved ivory. "For your friend. A piece of oliphaunt's tooth, engraved with the Two Mothers and the thorn tree of the Plains." Pippin gazed at it in happiness. "He'll love it," he said, tucking it into his vest pocket. "I wish I had a gift to give you." "You have given me more than enough," Poclis calmly replied. He smiled. "Remember me to the captain should you find him." "I certainly will." "Well, then." Pippin nodded. "Well." He looked down, his tears were so close, and then said, "Thank you, Poclis. For everything." Poclis nodded. He said: "Razar." And he seized Pippin and lifted him up so that Pippin could throw his arms around the man's shoulders and embrace him there. The tears Pippin held back could be held back no longer. Pressed to the man's ear, Pippin whispered, "I'm a lucky hobbit, to keep finding such friends in my life." "Lucky?" questioned Poclis. "Lucky is not the word. I would say... blessed." And he laughed, and Pippin laughed with him, as he returned to the ground for a moment. Farewells complete, Pippin gazed at the people who stood before him. They were not all here; he hoped to see Obed, at least for a moment, before going on the road to Umbar, and then, perhaps, in the City of the Corsairs, find that ship that he'd called home. But this was the most final of goodbyes, for all that it was first. He would likely not see these people all again, and likely not in this place, between the desert and the valley and the city and the sky. "Well," he said. "It's been fun!" They laughed at that. The Sun slipped behind a dune and the stars blazed out upon the shield of the heavens. Pippin mounted Tempest and seized her reins. His laughter had ceased, but his deep smile lingered. Tempest was excited, almost skittish, as if she knew a run, a good long run, was ahead of her. Pippin leaned close to her ear. "Remember those endless roads we'd try, girl?" he asked her softly. "Let's see how to follow them home!" And he told her to run. Tempest gave a neigh and a kick and then leapt forward into the west, Pippin holding onto her back, his hair and cloak blown back by the speed. Just as he left Pippin gave only one glance back, at a tall man standing athwart the sky, and a slight young woman whose veils rippled in the wind, both their hands raised in farewell.
Last: The Endless Roads Part XVII: The Endless Roads 1. He rode into the west until the sands swallowed all trace of him, but he knew his way now, and he felt no fear. He rode west a hundred leagues, following a path through the desert that was written in his memory, thinking of Leah and the way to Geber bet-Eria they had taken, on the run from Seti's soldiers. He came to the Mountain of Er and the springs of Bet Pallan shortly after sunrise on the second day. The tent city was much dwindled, and the flocks of goats and sheep had moved on. Only the Prophet's tribe remained there, these being the lands of their patrimony from ages past, when Pallando had welcomed the Prophet of Er to the monolith mountain. His coming was marked by the cry of a falcon, and he looked up and whistled, crying, "Serak! Serak! Serak!" Serak, Obed's falcon, swept down from its sentinel height to alight upon Pippin's arm. "Nice to see you again," said the hobbit. The bird screed in reply, and then took off again, doubtless proceeding to its master to tell him Pippin had arrived. Pippin went directly to the tent of the Prophet, where the Medzhaim guards bid him enter. He did not slough off his traveling gear, but proceeded through the vestibule to the central room, where he found Obed seated on a cushion by the Prophet's empty chair. The young general rose and went to him, clasping his hands in greeting. "My sister stays behind," Obed said. Pippin nodded. "For a while. She and my friend Brogar are getting better acquainted." "I see." Obed looked kindly and knowingly at Pippin. "How lies your heart regarding this?" "It beats lightly," Pippin replied, "which is a most pleasant surprise." He sat down and over water and fruit told of the events of the past five weeks, much of which Obed already apparently knew. The Erites kept spies upon the Valley, Pippin guessed, knowing how old the rivalry was between the two; he had been told Obed had ridden away so quickly after the battle to avoid encouraging the anger of the common people against an occupying army, no matter how well-intentioned. And some Erites were far from well-intentioned. He also mentioned something of Leah's words to him and Brogar, which Obed did not know about. The young man listened attentively, stroking his short, neat beard. "I have often wondered how and when my sister would find her peace," Obed mused to Pippin. "I hope this time she has done it." "I think they understand each other, as she understood me," Pippin said soberly, and told Obed of Brogar's story. Obed looked moved, and at the end said, "I feel I understand him, as well. So let it be. May Er's will be done." They emerged into the heat of the day. "I'd rather not stay long," Pippin said. "I'd like to get back on the road by nightfall. As soon as you point it out to me, of course." "Of course," said Obed. "I shall have a copy of the map and the path to Umbar made for you. Until nightfall, rest and take your ease. Visit the springs, perhaps." "Perhaps I will," said Pippin. Pippin did go to the springs after a noontime nap; and was surprised for a moment to see a bearded man in a deep indigo robe sitting on a rock nearby, a weathered staff in his hands. But it was no wizard from across the sea; only Zedek. "Well met again, traveler," said the Prophet of Er. "Good afternoon, Your Holiness," Pippin acknowledged. "May I ask what you're doing?" Zedek gestured lightly. "Sitting. Watching the water. Listening to the wind. Praying. Dost thou know how to pray, traveler?" "I have not been taught formally, sir," said Pippin, "but I believe I've learned from experience." Zedek smiled. "Then sit with me, if thou wish; let us pray together." Pippin nodded and hopped up onto a rock next to the Prophet. "What shall we pray for?" "I pray that my people always find water, that our oases never run dry, that our palms bear good fruit in season, and that we have peace." "But doesn't Er give you these things anyway?" "Many of them. Yet I find it is polite to ask." They sat together for a while, watching the quiet world in the soft murmurings of the breeze. Pippin held very still, all but vanishing from notice, which Zedek himself also seemed capable of doing. They held so still that shy creatures of the oasis began to appear, poking snouts and whiskers and tails and small bright eyes out of the cracks and crevices of the rocks. Here a jumping desert mouse. There a bat-eared fox. A lizard, licking its eyes. Up and beyond, a caracal. Pippin watched quietly, and the fox became so brave it went past Pippin to the bubbling spring and drank. Pippin smiled. He asked the Prophet, "I am afraid of facing my father should I return to my home." Zedek nodded. "Why is this so?" "I fear I've been far from what he's wanted as a son." "Many sons feel so. My own has confessed as much to me, as he is a warrior, though he be destined to put down the sword and take up the staff of prophecy." Zedek smoothed his robe upon his knees with his dry and ropy hands. "Perhaps I should let him seek his way by his sword, for his gifts are great and true; and pass my office to my daughter. Would that not cause a wondrous stir?" The Prophet smiled, and turned his eyes calmly upon Pippin. "I can not say to thee, fear not, for your father Paladin has not minded thy absence," he said. "For he has. It will take a father hard beyond care, to care not for any son of his heart. But, my friend, know this. If thy father ever hath loved thee, he will remember it, upon the first sight of the shadow of thy return, upon a horizon in his sight." "I hope you're right," Pippin sighed. "Maybe I should pray about that?" "May be," said the Prophet.
Come nightfall Tempest was saddled, fed, and refreshed, with fresh packs of supplies for the journey. She was fidgety again, eager to be gone, to run through the desert as she loved. Pippin laughed and stroked her mane and told her just a moment. Obed and Zedek came to him together. They bowed, and Pippin bowed too. "Here is the map of the road to Umbar from the Mountain of Er," said Obed, handing a folded parchment to Pippin. "It is a journey that can be made easily in twelve days, or in six at haste. The oases are few but faithful. You have been given additional skins and bottles to conserve. "The east wind is harsh. We have given you a headscarf and face-covering for your use. Make sure you use it. "Most importantly, when you are within sight of Umbar's minarets, burn the map. We do not wish many more strangers to find their way to our sacred lands, unless they be led there by chance, that is the mercy of Er." Pippin accepted the map and the advice and tucked it into the bag he wore slung over his shoulder. "I will remember. Thank you, Obed." They embraced. "Godspeed, my friend," said Obed ben Zedek. "If we are never to meet again, may all your paths be clean before you and behind; may the wind be cool, the water fresh, and the sunlight gentle upon you all your journeys." "Goodbye, Obed," said Pippin. "It has been an honor, and a privilege." Zedek spoke. "I have little else to say but this," he said, and raised his hands and staff over Pippin. "May the One bless thee and keep thee. May he maketh his face to shine upon thee, and give thee peace. Should thou travel through dry valleys veiled by death, fear no evil; for he is with thee; his robe and his staff thy comfort." Though he did not fully grasp the words, Pippin nevertheless felt deeply touched by them, and he bowed again, going so far as to touch his knee to the ground before rising. "And you also," he said impulsively. They watched smiling as he mounted and walked Tempest around. Then he smiled, waved, and rode on. His course was marked by the seven stars curving over the north: the Sickle of the Valar, promise of the overthrow of the dark.
2. Umbar. The oldest and largest city upon the face of the earth held nearly a million souls within its city walls. Temples to gods and demons vied with guildhouses and palaces of the wealthy in attempting to attain the sky, while upon the streets, beggars in the thousands of every age and one struggled stubbornly for life. Above them all were the seven Towers, the minarets high and cruel, red, gray, white, rose, silver and gold, yet all crowned with a pointed black dome. Red pennants flew over the city, emblazoned with the sigil of the city: a new moon curving over an seven-pointed star. Pippin was awed by the size of the great city, but did not show it, and covered his face and pulled his cloak and hood low about him. He stopped outside the city to destroy the map to the Mountain. It took a moment for him to realize he was standing by the ruins of the great Beacon of Umbar, raised by the Numenoreans to commemorate the defeat of Sauron thousands of years in the past. Now it lay broken in ruins, half-buried by the ground, and words and symbols upon the hundreds were carved into its stones. Seized by an impulse, Pippin pulled out his Sakharin dagger and carved his own message into the stone. It read: Frodo Lives! It was not long before Pippin was waylaid by robbers, a gang of six ruffians. Pippin killed three quickly, but the others got away with a sack full of the rich gifts given him by Iset and Obed. Cursing, he spurred Tempest forward around the city towards the docks. At least Poclis' gift for Sam was still with him, in his vest pocket. The port of Umbar was a bay as large as the city itself, with a hundred numbered piers reaching into the waters thickly-strewn with watercraft of every size and purpose. Rising over them like the Towers above the houses of the city were the Corsair ships, far fewer than in their heyday, reduced in power and scope by the returning might of Gondor, but still sleek and beautiful and deadly, their lateen-rigged sails spiked into the cloudy blue sky. Pippin rode to the first of the piers, which was numbered 100. He traveled on, through longshoremen hauling goods, laborers bearing packages, travelers securing transportation, merchants hawking tawdry keepsakes, red-garbed Haradrim soldiers keeping watch--though it seemed thievery and murder were as well-regulated as any other trade. Pippin kept one hand on the reins and another on his swordhilt. More than a few times he cast aside his cloak and flashed Trollsbane's silvery steel. He came to Pier 16 and stopped. At the end of the long pier he saw it, long and low and sleek as ever, the Black Sword of the Ocean, the Mormegil. At the other end of the pier he saw what looked like a tavern with horses tethered nearby. Men went into and out of the sooty door, emerging apparently quite drunk. A waft of tobacco smoke came from the open windows, and Pippin could smell frying fish and taters. Ship or food? Pippin's choice was easy. Soon he was seated at his own table in the Banquet-Table of the Garden Of a Thousand Seabirds, having a passable though spiced and peppered version of fish-and-chips, and rather fine ale, which indeed came in pints. He asked the barkeep, a surly, swarthy gentleman with a tiny cylindrical cap on his large head, if the captain of the Black Sword was a customer. "What is it to you, halfling?" "He's an old friend," Pippin responded. The barkeep glanced at Trollsbane's tell-tale pommel and worn black leather grip. "I'll let him know when he comes in. Usually at the ninth hour," which meant sundown. Pippin passed along a single gold coin. "I'll be much obliged if I could have this table till then. And I hope no one bothers me. Or my horse." He smiled. "Not that I'm worried about her, mind you; but she can be awfully mean to strangers." Shortly thereafter there came a sharp, offended snort and the wail of a man whose foot had been stomped by a sharp hoof. Pippin smiled and had another pint.
That evening sure enough a shadow darkened the door of the tavern and, wearing a black coat and a jaunty black hat over his long black hair, in stepped the man Pippin had been waiting for. Instead of rising, Pippin assumed a waiting, watchful position, leaning back against the back of the bench with his legs stretched out in front of him, cloaked, hooded, and smoking his pipe, his face in shadow. He watched as Morelin sat down at the bar, ordered a drink, and was told of his presence by the barkeep. Morelin turned. He looked right at Pippin. Pippin's face was hidden, but Morelin quickly sized him up. And after all his feet gave him away with their oversized leathery soles and curly brown fur. Morelin's eyes came up to Pippin's face. Pippin threw back his hood dramatically and grinned around his pipestem. "Hello, Captain!" Morelin's lean, handsome face was frozen for a moment between fear and joy. Then swiftly it shifted into its customary sardonic set. "Ah," said Morelin. "It's you, Peregrin." He leaned back against the bar. "Where have you been."
They toasted Poclis. They toasted Brogar. Morelin toasted Pippin when he heard about Leah, though Pippin somehow managed to maintain a modicum of discretion. The ale was replaced by sweet, heady wine, that flowed until even Pippin felt quite drunk. Morelin seemed not to be affected. When Pippin peevishly remarked on that, Morelin replied, "It takes more than wine to inebriate me these days, Pippin." "What does ineb--inebite--get you soused these days?" Pippin questioned. "Ah," said Morelin. "I am glad you asked." He pulled out from his surcoat a folded map and laid it out on the table before them. "Oh," Pippin breathed, gazing down at it. "What's this supposed to be?" "Read it," Morelin said encouragingly. Pippin was disoriented, but then he found the compass drawn on the map, and once he knew where West was he could find his way. "Here's the Shire," he said, "and the Blue Mountains, and the Firth of Lune--doesn't this part of Eriador look like a big jolly giant laughing at the sea?" "Certainly. What is across the sea?" Pippin looked. "Steady on," he said, squinting. "This isn't the Blessed Land." Morelin laid his hand flat on the map with a sharp knock. His grey eyes gleamed. "These are the new lands, my friend. The new lands beyond the bent seas. I have obtained this map from a passenger on a ship we recently ... hosted." "You didn't kill them all again, did you?" "No, no, no," said Morelin dismissively, "I am getting out of that line of work. This is my new course." Pippin stared at the map again. "You're going to ... New-found Land?" he read, squinting. He looked at the picture under the island. "Oh, look, salmon." "Forget the salmon, Pippin. Exploration. Exploration!" Morelin kicked back in his chair, a gentleness on his smirk. "I shall take my crew and explore the seas of the world. I may even circumnavigate the globe. Imagine the adventure. Imagine the sights to be seen, the lands to be visited, the treasures to be taken..." Pippin smiled knowingly and raised a teetering glass of wine. "Aha. Treasure. I should have known." "Well, a pard does not shirk his spots," Morelin pointed out. "But this, this is my first venture. To cross the Sea to this western shore and chart it. Then... who knows?" Morelin leaned back. For a time he gazed at Pippin. Then he said, "It is you who inspired me to do this, Peregrin. I remember the long days you spent at the prow of my vessel, on our flight into the midst of Belegaer, eager to see the horizon that seemed changeless and yet to your eyes were full of mystery and promise. I saw you and thought often to myself, 'Look at him. A hobbit of the Shire, born with earth between his toes and the simple joys of his kind. If he can dare a voyage beyond his imagination, why can not I?' This is what I asked myself. And even as we were welcomed home to Umbar--you have heard the story?" Pippin hiccupped. "Yes," he said. "You're under arrest, by the way." "You'll never take me alive, Knight of Gondor," Morelin replied. "As I was saying, even as we were feasted and honored and the bounties on our heads forgiven--for the most part--I was already looking beyond the pirate life. I did not leave Eriador to grow fat on the leavings of listless lords in their towers. The sea spreads its arms around all this earth, the middle and the edges. I have a fine ship and a fine crew of like-minded sailors." "So why not explore," Pippin finished for him. "Why not explore," Morelin agreed. Then he leaned close and asked Pippin, "Why not come with me?"
In the dream he was at Morelin's side, sailing through a sea that was clear all the way to the bottom, through which myriads of creatures swam. They were far to the west of the sun, sailing through an ocean few had yet crossed, and before them was an island green and golden rising like a vision from the indigo sea. The wind filled their sails, the sky was high and clear, and the tang of the sea was rich in Pippin's nostrils. Then he heard the call of an albatross, and he looked up to spy it--and saw a hobbit-lad of ten years, with dark hair and green eyes, wandering lonely through the old, shabby hole of the North-tooks of Long Cleeve, glancing longingly and questioningly at the road, wondering at each solitary traveler who happened to come upon it. The boy would look with hope at the face of the traveler, only to lose hope as yet again they passed him by. "Faramir, Faramir!" called a voice from the door of the smial. "Just a little while longer," the hobbit-lad replied. His mother appeared. She was changed by the years, aged more than she should have. Cold had seeped into her face and driven the beauty from her cheeks. She was every opportunity lost, every hope squelched, every doubt nourished, a puzzle pieced of a lifetime of missed chances. She stood in her plain white dress upon the moors of the Northfarthing, next to her son. "I hate him," said the boy, who could not weep. "If he should return," said Diamond, "think better of him, Faramir."
Morelin looked up from his morning meal as Pippin emerged from the library-closet. "I have to go," said Pippin. "Break fast with me," Morelin replied. Pippin shook his head. "No, thank you, I'm not hungry." He picked up a large slice of bread and dabbed it with flavored oil and ate it in five bites. "You have considered my offer?" Morelin asked gently. "Believe me, I considered it," Pippin told him, "and I'm greatly tempted. But I have to go home. There is a lady to whom I must make a lifetime of amends, Morelin. And there's a child--my son. My son Faramir. A lad with a name like that deserves better from his father." "I know," said Morelin. Pippin took note of the tone in the captain's voice. "You do know, don't you?" he said. "I knew of Denethor son of Ecthelion. And I knew of his sons. It was not difficult to see the trouble that lay above that house. Tragedy, it was. I was pleasantly surprised to find Faramir son of Denethor a wise, just, and well-humored man, when he questioned me." Pippin thought of that meeting, the two men, so much alike in his mind, Men of the West the both of them. "Did he question you in any particular manner?" "Oh, yes," said Morelin. "And I let him have what he wished to know--enough for me to disguise my escape." "Knave," said Pippin. Morelin tipped an imaginary cap. "At your service." "And your family's," Pippin replied. The light of the morning spread over the Black Cape and lit the waters with flecks of pearl. The squawks of the gulls echoed through the wharves as the morning fishers and ferryboats began to ply the surface of the great haven. On the deck, the first watch was beginning to emerge. Pippin heard the strong, confident orders of the first mate: Davy. "It would have been a grand adventure," said Morelin. "See about me in ten years or so," Pippin replied. "I'll be fifty-one ... a likely age for another adventure." "I do not doubt it," said Morelin with a laugh. "You, Peregrin Took, shall never be too old for adventure."
Davy helped get Tempest ready. "I think she actually likes you," Pippin remarked, astounded at his temperamental steed's quiet manners around the tall Gondorian youth. Young man, rather; Davy, who had filled out and lost an eye in some recent fight, was youth no longer. "I wish we could sail you back to Gondor," said Davy, his missing eye covered by a dashing black band. "Well, you sunk a ship of the line," Pippin replied. "I really should arrest you all." "Say we overpowered you," Morelin said, coming down the gangplank to see him off. "It is within the realm of possibility." "Just barely," Pippin noted, with a wink. "We could sail you right back up the Greyflood to the heart of Eriador," Morelin suggested gamely. "Or up the Firth of Lune until you are a mere three days' ride from the Shire." "I'm sure you'd like to," said Pippin. "But I'm taking the long way round." "Yes," said Morelin, nodding. "I don't suppose there is anything left in the world that can daunt you." "There's my father and my wife," said Pippin. "And both are waiting for me." "Which is why you're taking the long way around," Davy guessed. At Pippin's blush, Morelin threw back his head and laughed. "Ah, Pippin," he said. "Here." He gave Pippin a bound book. "A guide to Near Harad. So you will have an idea of where to stay and what not to do on your way back." "Thank you," said Pippin, already planning to add the volume to his planned library in Great Smials. "And let me tell you one last thing," said Morelin. "I spoke of you to Faramir when we ... met. He was greatly pleased to hear of your doings and our adventures. I told him you were thrown overboard in the storm; but I also made clear that it did not cross my mind to think that you had perished. I trusted Poclis, and I trusted you. And I was right. Faramir of Ithilien saw this in my mind, I am sure, and by now, perhaps he has told all who love you. Keep this in mind, on your road home." He stepped back and grinned at Pippin. "So. Be off with you, then! And you can say you crossed paths with true Corsairs upon the sea--and lived to tell the tale!" "You can put a wager on it that I will," Pippin added.
3.
Pippin parted from the caravan at a place called Herikko, the inhabitants of which were thinking of building a small wall to safeguard their village. He didn't linger there, but left quickly, his path taking him north, up the old south road that came to the Crossroads of Gondor and continued until it met the dead maw of the Morannon. The road took many days of riding, sometimes with company, oftentimes alone. Pippin would get into more scrapes as was his wont, and managed to get out of them with pluck and luck and a little daring. Morelin was right; nothing could daunt him now.
One afternoon, traveling along a dusty stretch of the road that passed through no place in particular, Pippin looked up at the sky, and saw nothing but its clear, deep, endless blue, that began to fade ineluctably from the trueness of its noon, through violet, and purple, and azure and gentian, into the flame-sparred spokes and orange bankheads of the descending sun. Memories of other instances such as that came to his mind. He recalled a night of feasting and dancing among the Erites, with Leah and the other women dancing with their veils to music called from single-stringed viols. He recalled the blaze of a sunset at sea from the bowsprit of the Mormegil on her journey to Meneltarma. He recalled the sunset on the Plains of the Sun, with the soughing of the lions, and the calls of the trooper monkeys, the trills of the nightjars and flycatchers, and Poclis, singing low and soft, like the songs of the oliphaunts rumbling through the deep dark earth. He recalled the light of the Dawnstar upon the horizon of the kings. The flames of the Secret Fire. He recalled the hills of Evendim seen from the crest of a heathered down above Long Cleeve. He bent down and touched his chin to the black mane of his steed and touched his ankles to her flanks, and from her canter Tempest broke into a gallop she had seldom raced before, and north they went, the Valacirca before them, Elbereth's true north guiding them back: the horse and the rider, racing the twilight line between daytime and night, upon the endless road. And somewhere along that line Pippin released the reins and threw his arms out and his head back and shut his eyes tight and begged the wind to speed its rush over his skin, letting the horse beneath him run her heart if she wished high into the turning stars.
It was March when he saw the dark mountains of the southern border of Mordor ahead of him. He turned west. He crossed the River Poros a week later, and passed into the realm of Gondor. He rode through Ithilien with its meadows and glades fragrant with herbs and the first shooting flowers; past Emyn Arnen where a new town was being carved into the hills; and crossed the Bridge of Stars into the Pelennor on New Year's Day. He came to Minas Tirith upon sunrise, with the White City blushing in the morning light over the Ephel Duath. He rode up to the Great Gate, which lay open though guarded. Banners hung from the parapets of the wall, and a fragrance, of blooming spring and rich foods cooking in a hundred thousand hearths, lay over all the city. "Happy New Year!" he said, hailing the gate watch. "Is the King in residence?" "Indeed he is," was the reply. That was all he needed to know. Instead of finding a room and preparing himself for a visit the next day, he thought to head directly to the Citadel. Urging Tempest on, he came to the broad boulevard and began to climb. His passage was accompanied with interest. Citizens peered out of windows, children followed him in the streets, as he rode up each level. "Ernil i Pheriannath!" he heard more than once, letting him know they recognized him, and remembered him still. He rode up to the sixth level, and past the guards, announcing himself and riding on through despite their protests. He dove into the darkness of the gate into the embrasure; and emerged into the light of a bright morning upon the courtyard of the Citadel. He dismounted and went past the flowering Tree and its laughing fountain to the Hall of the King where at last soldiers barred his way. "I am Peregrin Took of the Fellowship of the Ring," said Pippin. "I wish to see the King." "I know you, my lord," said one of the guards, and Pippin realized it was Bergil. "But we must announce you formally before we let you pass. Swear you that you shall not raise sword nor weapon in the presence of the King?" "Unless the King himself command it," Pippin responded correctly. "Hurry up, Bergil, do you know how long I've been gone?" "A year," said Bergil. "You've lost the braces." "I was shipwrecked. It's a long story." "You must tell it to me when you can," said Bergil, who opened the door and announced, "His lordship, Peregrin Took of the Fellowship of the Ring!" Pippin stepped into the hall and heard the gasp that met him--but it could not be louder than his own. They were all there. All of them, or as many as he could hope for. Legolas. Gimli. Faramir. Eowyn. The Queen, Arwen shining upon her chair. And upon his winged throne-- "Strider!" Pippin cried, forgetting his place. But the King Elessar did not stand on protocol for his friends. "Pippin!" Aragorn exclaimed, his strong voice ringing through the Hall. "Welcome back!" Pippin grinned, and started forward, marching smartly as a traveler returning with many tales. But then another voice rang out, and at once caught his heart. "Pippin!" Hearing that, Pippin came to a stop, and then ran headlong and heedless towards that voice, all the way back into the arms and embrace he had known all his life. "Merry, Merry, Merry!" he said, coming to rest, his nose pressed against his cousin's collar. "Pippin..." said Merry, clutching at him like a long-lost treasure. "You're back. Oh, bless you, my dear, you're back." "I am back, Merry, and I promise I won't go away again. At least, not for a good long while," Pippin added. He stood back as Merry pushed him into place and regarded him appraisingly. "You're thin," said Merry decisively. "Not a pinch of fat on you. We'll have to change that. You're dark, too." "It was very sunny where I went," Pippin replied. "I want to tell you--" But before he could do so, he saw who else stood among the visitors to the court of the King. She stepped forward, her pale hair glittering, her pale face glowing, in a white dress of best Shire satin and lace, and a touch of color on her cheeks. She stepped forward, into the light of the morning, and Peregrin felt he would break. "Diamond?" he breathed in happy disbelief. She nodded. "Peregrin." Pippin was at a loss. He had planned weeks, months yet, before he had to face her. But she was here. "But--how--" he stammered. "What are you doing here, Di?" She inclined her head at him, as if he had asked her what time it was when he had a timepiece right in front of him. "Silly hobbit," said Diamond. "I came to find you." As Pippin's mind spun, grasping what she had said, Diamond went on, almost carelessly, "When Prince Faramir wrote to Merry that he sensed you were alive, Merry wanted to come here right away. I decided to come with him, and brought Farrie-lad as well." "Farrie's here?" Pippin asked in a quiet cry. Diamond nodded. Merry quietly eased himself into the conversation. "I got the letter in November, I think; it was posted a month or two before. It didn't say anything specific, but did say that Faramir received information that you were in Far Harad--information apparently from a trustworthy Ranger." Morelin. Pippin couldn't believe it. He looked at Faramir, watching gladly from a distance. Thank you, he thought, and knew Faramir heard it. "I decided to come here and find out for myself," said Merry, glancing at him and then at Diamond. "Diamond insisted on coming with me, when I told her." "But ..." Pippin didn't want to guess. "Why?" "You're my husband," Diamond answered. "For some reason, I ended up missing you." Her smile faded, and he was shocked to see tears in her eyes, warm tears, warm eyes. "You're an impossible hobbit to forget about, Peregrin Took. I could not. They wanted me to divorce you, but I would not. They wanted your father to disown you, but he did not. I spent a lot of afternoons with Merry, talking about you, and ... I met the hobbit I married, for the first time I suppose. I ... fell in love with you. It was a silly thing, falling in love with the person I didn't want to care about, the husband I'd let leave. But it must have stuck, for when I heard there was a chance you were alive, I took Farrie and I went. I went so far ... this far--" She faltered, and the ice cracked, and her face flushed with heat, and Diamond broke, stumbling forward; but Pippin was there, and he caught her and kept her from falling. "Oh, Peregrin," she said through her tears. "What fools we were." "Fools indeed," Pippin murmured in her ear. He pulled away and gazed upon her. "It was a long way to go," he admitted. "Very long," she agreed. And they kissed, long and deep and gainful, as a husband should kiss his wife; and Peregrin Took didn't care who watched.
He took her to a lane where men blew glass into vessels and works of art. He took her to hall where a band of musicians played all night, with Merry and Gimli and Faramir and Eowyn, and joined the musicians on the stage, singing for her, which she enjoyed greatly. He took her with Faramir and Eowyn to Ithilien, where she loved the flowers and the sweet-smelling herbs, saying it was like a lovely foreign version of the Northfarthing moors in summer. They fell in love; or, rather, they found that they could love each other, be happy with each other's company; though they never always agreed and often could trade such barbs as to make Merry blush. But Pippin went to Diamond's room at night, and she welcomed him there. The first night he told her of Leah, and confessed all he had felt about her. And Diamond had asked simply, "Do you love her still?" "Yes," Pippin replied honestly. "But not like you. I want you." She nodded, and he left her. In the night she came to him. "I like being wanted," she confessed. "So do I, my lady," Pippin replied, risking to touch her. "Do you want me still?" "I do," said Diamond. Wherever they went, if they could, they took Faramir with them, Pippin now begrudging every moment he had spent away from the boy. Faramir was nearly two now and beginning to talk. When Diamond first showed him to Pippin, Farrie had chirped, "Pip! Pip! Pip!" which made Pippin crow with pride. "He says that all the time," Merry observed. "It's apparently his catch-all phrase." "He knows his dad," Pippin retorted, bouncing the boy on his knee. "Don't you, young master? Yes you do! Yes you do!" "Pip!" Farrie agreed. Pippin told him stories. "Really, Peregrin," said Diamond, "he's not that smart yet. He doesn't understand half the things you're telling him." She paused. "I don't understand half the things you're telling him." "Oh, let me be, Di, he'll figure it out sooner or later," Pippin replied. He told stories of the Stairway and the Star and the Plains and the Two Mothers. He told of the adventures of Morelin and the ways of the Erites. Only two things he kept from them: the location of Geber bet-Eria, and the vision, or visitation, of Frodo. "You must write this down," said Arwen, weeping at the story of Maglor, who had been kind to her father when Elrond was a child. "I'm not Frodo," Pippin said. "But I'll think about it." "Please do," said Arwen.
In the middle of April, 1432, a letter came from Estella for Merry. It was bad news: Saradoc had been stricken ill and was now bedridden. It was best if Merry proceed back as quickly as possible. "I'll leave at once," said Merry. Pippin told him, "We'll come with you." They made their preparations quickly. Peregrin asked if Faramir was up to the journey on horseback. Diamond said, "He's your son if he's anyone's. Barely more than a year old and he was laughing all the way to Gondor. Can you believe it?" "I can believe it," said Pippin. The King and Queen saw them off, as did Legolas and Gimli, and Faramir and Eowyn. "Stop by Edoras and see my brother," said Eowyn. "He will want to know about your father." Merry nodded. "I will." "Ride swift, little brother," she said to him, hugging him. "Don't leave him," she added to Pippin. "I won't," Pippin replied. Later he remembered he forgot to thank her one last time for reforging his sword. They rode back as quickly as they could, traveling light and swift, unremarked and unmolested through the long leagues of the west road and up the Greenway, coming to the Shire in the first days of summer. They stayed where they could, and camped where they wished. The weather was mostly clear and pleasant, and Faramir thrived. At Sarn Ford they halted. "I'm headed right to Buckland," said Merry. "Do you want me to come with you?" asked Pippin. "You go see your own father first," said Merry. "Did you even write to him from Minas Tirith?" "I did," said Pippin. "But--" "Go to him," Merry said firmly. Then, in a moment of uncertainty, he added, "Then come visit. With Farrie?" "I will if Diamond thinks so," Pippin said. "We will," Diamond decided. "Then I'll see you soon," said Merry, and galloped off, leaving Pippin seated with Diamond cradling Faramir upon Tempest at the bridge of Sarn Ford facing north towards the Green Hills. "I'm scared," said Pippin. Diamond kissed him coolly. "I'll mourn you at your funeral." "How devoted of you." Pippin took a deep breath. "All right, my girl," he said to Tempest. "Just follow my lead."
On the way back Pippin ran over many possibilities of explanation in his head, thinking about what he would say to Paladin, or if he would say anything at all. He was wearing a nice shirt and breeches, but his Medzhaim vest and his Elven cloak, with his Sakharin dagger and his Numenorean sword and the lion's tooth hanging from its cord around his neck. He could imagine what his father would say when he saw him like this. Well, at least I've got his grandchild. And the lad's mother, which is more than I expected. He finally decided what he would say: "Father, I've been a bad son and and a good-for-nothing heir, and I deserve whatever you decide to do with me. I ask only that my son remain Thain's Heir, and that I be able to see him from time to time." He finished composing this as Tempest rounded the curve of the Tuckborough road and the Great Smials came into view, its windows shining like the facets of a jewel. "Oh, my," said Diamond suddenly. Pippin looked up. A hobbit was hurrying to meet them. It was Paladin. Pippin sat stunned, not knowing what to do. "Go, you fool!" urged Diamond. "Save the old fellow the trouble of running!" Pippin didn't need to be told twice. He leapt off his horse and dashed towards the Smials, their windows shining in the sun, and the grey-curled hobbit who was coming to him. Pippin's longer legs crossed the distance faster, but it was his father who met him halfway, and enveloped him in an embrace such that Pippin had never imagined he'd ever know. "Dad!" said Pippin. "Dad...!" "My lad," said Paladin, pressing his face into Pippin's curls. "My wayward, wandering Peregrin. My little Pippin is back again." "Oh, Dad!" Pippin said through tears and laughter, "I'm home." He looked around at everything anew. "I'm home." The End
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