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The Fragrance of Ithilien  by Crystal Gray

Sunlight shone brightly high above the beechen boughs of an evergreen wood as a soft wind carried the sweet scent of blossoms within the air. Young leaves of green and gold swayed gently with the passing breeze as Frodo slowly opened his eyes smelling a familiar scent of lavender. He brought his arm to his face holding back the brilliant sunlight piercing through the canopy above. It was then that he remembered the scent, the glorious trees… he was in Ithilien.

"How long have I been asleep?" Frodo whispered softly to himself as he drew his hand away from his eyes. A dull pain ached from his head as he slowly closed his eyes once more.

"What a horrible dream." Frodo thought as a gentle breeze fell across his face. A soft bed rested beneath him and he nestled himself deeper into the coverings. He could feel a smile coming over his face but then a pain seemed to draw his attention to his right hand. With care he pulled it from beneath the covers rubbing it with his left. Frodo soon felt the area of discomfort and he sat up quickly his eyes opening abruptly growing large.

"It was not a dream at all." Frodo muttered quietly. "It was real… all of it real." He said his words fading away into a soft whisper. A tender touch then fell upon his leg and he turned to look beside him where he found Sam sleeping soundly, tightly wound between the coverlets. His face was tired and worn. A thinner image of what it once was before they left the Shire. Frodo could feel his eyes grow wet with tears while he reached out to Sam longing to erase the lines new etched into his dear friends face. The innocence and youthful glow had faded, replaced by hardships far beyond Sam's young years. For a moment Frodo held his hand out before him, his eyes struggling with the empty space where a finger once lay. Slowly tears fell along Frodo's cheeks as he placed his hand lightly upon Sam's brow turning away a few stay curls.

"Oh Sam, what have I done?" Frodo replied quietly while Sam still slept under his trembling hand. A deep sigh passed over Frodo's lips as he took his hand away, his eyes growing more saddened as Sam's eyes tightened in his slumber, seemingly remembering their journey past.

"Will you ever forgive me Samwise?" Frodo whispered softly. Stillness seemed to surround them both almost as if time had come to a silent pause. It was at that very moment when a brilliant light shone through the trees causing Frodo to flail his arm quickly across his eyes to stay the overpowering glow. His heart began to pound hard within his chest for he could feel the light growing ever closer until at last when the warmth that surrounded him passed and he drew his hands away from his face. There before him stood a being shrouded in robes of glistening white holding a staff that shone with the radiance of the sun. A familiar smile then fell upon their face with eyes bright and full of joy.

"This can not be…" Frodo stammered in disbelief as he tried to find more words to say. "Gandalf, is it really you?"

"Aye." Gandalf replied his smile growing larger still. "Your eyes, they do not lie."

"Oh Gandalf!" Frodo cried as Gandalf came closer grasping him tightly within his warm embrace. Frodo then drew himself away holding firm to Gandalf's arms as tears streamed down his face.

"But how?" Frodo exclaimed. "I saw you fall… how can this be?"

"Time will come later for such matters Frodo." Gandalf replied softly drying away Frodo's tears that had fallen upon his hands. "You are safe now, as is Sam… that is all that really matters."

"What of everyone else?" Frodo questioned without haste. "Where are they?"

"They are all here Frodo." Gandalf said quietly. "They have been waiting for you."

"Waiting for me?"

"Yes." Gandalf said with a smile. "You've been resting here for nearly two weeks Frodo with Sam at your side. It is now the eighth day of April in the Shire reckoning. It was thirteen days past when Sauron fell and when you were brought out of the fire and to the King."

"The fire…" Frodo replied almost whispering to himself. A flood of emotion and memory then came back to him as he remembered the horrid fumes and the searing heat as the land shook around him on that mountain of despair at the moment when he closed his eyes hiding away from death.

"I thought I had died." Frodo said through tears. "I felt as though I had been lifted away, Sam and I together leaving the world behind."

"You were carried away…" Gandalf began. "By the eagles, Gwaihir and Meneldor. They carried you and Sam here where you were tended to by the King. His hands have touched you and healed the wounds that could be mended with his care, yet again there are some wounds that shall never fully heal." Frodo then touched his hand to his left shoulder feeling a chill come over him as he ran his fingers along the rough scar that showed through the opening of his tunic.

"The King?" Frodo quietly replied. "What King may that be?"

"The King of Gondor and Lord of the Western Lands." Gandalf said brightly. "He has taken back his ancient realm and now he awaits the moment when he can see you Frodo. You have saved the free peoples of Middle Earth. You and Sam are heroes in the eyes of many." Frodo's eyes fell dim and he brought his hands together rubbing them as he looked down to his fingers that lay scratched and marred from the jagged rocks of Mordor.

"I am no hero." Frodo said sharply under his breath. "If it had not been for Gollum the ring would still rest upon my hand. No true hero would have failed as did I in the bitter end." A deep sigh then fell from Gandalf's lips as he brought his hands to Frodo's taking them into his own.

"It was you Frodo who stayed your own hand when you took pity on the poor creature allowing him to live. Had it not been for you he would not have been there at the cracks of Mount Doom when the ring took control over you." Gandalf softly replied as Frodo's eyes met with his. "The ring took control over you… you did not take control of the ring dear Frodo. No one other than yourself could have been so strong and made it so far. Yes my dear hobbit, in my eyes you are a true hero." Slowly a single tear fell along Frodo's cheek as he turned away to look at Sam lost in peaceful rest at his side.

"I could not have gone so far without Sam." Frodo said taking in a deep breath. "As the black smoke and ash of the mountain rose into the air while its molten core seeped forth from the deep hallows beneath the mountainside, he stayed, lying beside me when neither of us could continue on whilst we awaited our end."

"Just as he lies at your side now…" Gandalf whispered softly. "A friend with you from what you thought was the end, only to wake and find it is a new beginning." No words were spoken for all was silent. Frodo's eyes fell to Sam watching contently as his chest rose and fell with each breath that passed over his dry lips.

"He showed me what was left fighting for when at times I fell into despair, ready to end the bitter quest." Frodo replied quietly resting his hand over Sam's brow. Still he did not stir, peaceful in the rest that he so long deserved. "He too was a ring bearer, if only for a little while. We both have shared the lonesome weight of the ring as it hung from our weary necks. I could not have done it on my own Gandalf. Not in a thousand years."

"Nor will you be asked to bear such a burden once again." Gandalf said with a gentle smile as he took Frodo's maimed hand between his own lined with many fine creases from travels long passed. "All the wrong has now been made right and the day will soon be at hand when we all shall return home."

"Home?" Frodo whispered. Not once in all the days he had been within the lands of Mordor did he ever imagine seeing the Shire again.

"Yes." Gandalf said as Frodo drew his hand away from his. "We shall make leave for Rivendell first and then return you to the rightful place you belong. I know your Uncle Bilbo is longing to see you again."

"Bilbo…" Frodo muttered to himself. A voice then called out from afar and Gandalf turned away looking through the trees at shadows lingering about.

"I must leave you now but I shall return momentarily." Gandalf replied making way for the opening within the wood leading towards the dark figures that walked before him highlighted in the rays of the morning sun. Frodo sighed deeply and looked to Sam once again as he fell back down into the covers slowly drawing them up over his chest. A smile was upon his lips and he placed his left hand behind his head resting the other upon the coverlet while closing his eyes taking in the unforgettable fragrance of Ithilien.

A light wind caressed leaves that shone with the light of the rising sun as rays of light fell through the canopy warming Sam's face as he rested upon a bed of feather down and silken sheets. A faint scent of sweet floral nectar was in the air reminding him of the day when he lit a small fire under a sunny bank. It was the familiar scent of Ithilien. Sam opened his eyes slowly not knowing where he was for all memory from that day and beyond had fallen beyond his grasp. High above him rose trees tall and fair, their leaves highlighted in the streams of sunlight that had pierced through the canopy to shine upon his face while he lay in deep slumber. Beneath him was a soft bed and he reached his hands deep into the thick mattress taking in the comfort of the smooth coverings under his hands. So long it had been since his hands touched something so gentle and soothing to the touch. Another tender breeze swept along the trees and Sam closed his eyes with a smile as the fragrant wind fell through his hair. Sam sat up with a yawn and stretched his arms out before him while opening his eyes looking out to the wood beyond as shadows strayed through the trees outlined by the light of the rising sun.

"What time has passed me by and how long have I been at rest?" Sam muttered softly to himself. "What a dream I have had…" A deep sigh then passed over Sam's lips and he saw that Frodo was lying beside him sleeping peacefully, one hand resting behind his head and the other resting upon the covers. It was his right hand and the third finger was missing. At that very moment a torrent of repressed memories came back to him and he could feel his eyes growing wet with tears as his hands began to tremble.

"It was not a dream at all." Sam cried aloud quickly taking his hands to his mouth to stifle his tears. He looked to Frodo in silence taking in every inch of his face that lay before him in a peace he had not seen since setting out on the journey such a distant time ago. He was torn between furies of emotions; a heart that longed to cry for joy and yet again lash out in deep sadness for all that had been lost. For the part of Frodo that he knew he would never see again… for the pain and anguish that they both had to face at the very end of their bitter quest… for wounds that would never heal. Tears fell along Sam's face as he reached his hand out to Frodo touching his fingers gently to the maimed hand that he held to his breast in hopes to ease the suffering that his master had endured.

"What a cruel fate." Sam said quietly. "It is not fair that it had to end that way." Sam's fingers then fell to Frodo's brow where scars still shown upon his fair skin as dim reminders of his struggle with the foul creature Gollum at the brink of despair. Sam then reached his hand to his own brow remembering the searing sting and warm blood that dripped into his eyes when for a moment all went black while in the rancid pit of Mount Doom. A deep scar lay there under his curls and his heart fell in the depths of his chest as his arm fell away to rest at his side. He struggled with the sight of Frodo's hand resting on the coverlet forever disfigured and robbed of the wholeness that made him who he was. Then again, Sam thought, no matter what, Frodo may never again be the hobbit he had come to know through all the years he had been within his life. Sam took in a deep breath and reached out to Frodo tenderly setting his hand over Frodo's.

"I see you have awoken." A voice spoke softly behind him. Sam then turned around quickly and stared with a mouth open wide not knowing what words to put forth. There before him stood Gandalf tall and proud, robed all in white, glowing like the first snow of winter lighted by the mid day sun. A great joy came over him and at last he cried out drying the tears away from his eyes.

"Gandalf!" Sam said with excitement. "I thought you were dead! How much time has passed? What has happened to make such a thing come untrue?"

"Frodo's quest has succeeded." Gandalf replied with a smile, his eyes shining like stars. "A great shadow has been lifted from Middle Earth for almost two weeks past and it is all because of you two." He then laughed and the thought came to Sam that he had not heard laughter for days upon days, and his heart filled with merriment at the sound that fell upon his ears like the celestial voices of the elves. It was hard to believe that nearly two weeks had gone by since standing near death on Mount Doom.

"Well how do you feel Samwise?" Gandalf questioned as he took a seat upon a small chair that rested near the bed.

"I feel so many things I do not know where to begin." Sam replied softly. "Perhaps I feel as though my garden does after a cool refreshing rain or like the leaves do up there above me as the sun shines upon them. All those warm feelings I suppose." He then stopped for a moment and then turned to Frodo.

"But what about Mr. Frodo?" Sam asked with concern. "It is a shame about his poor hand. Is he alright otherwise?"

"Yes Sam, I am alright." Frodo said with a smile as he opened his eyes. "I was awake early this morn but I fell asleep again waiting for you to wake. It must nearly be noon now with the sun setting so high." Frodo then smiled brightly and Sam wept for joy at the sight of his master sitting before him beaming with happiness and the glow of life that he had known back home in the Shire. He leaned forward taking Frodo into his arms as tears fell along his cheeks. Frodo too embraced him tightly and they both turned to Gandalf as he looked on full of merriment at their joyous reunion. Sam then grew silent his eyes seeming to fill with sadness as he took in all that surrounded him. His only longing now was for home.

"The day will come soon." Gandalf replied his eyes meeting with Sam's. "I know you wish to return to the Shire just as everyone else so longs for home."

"Where is everyone else?" Sam stammered realizing that Merry and Pippin and the whole of the fellowship was no where to be seen.

"They are as well as can be expected." Gandalf said quietly. "They have all been to see you though you both have been asleep. They are waiting for you now as is the King. He has tended you and for many days now has waited for you to wake. When you are ready I shall take you to him."

"The King?" Sam replied. "What King? And of which land?"

"Of this land." Gandalf said with a smile. "The King of Gondor. He has taken back his ancient realm."

"This is all so confusing." Sam sighed. "So much has happened in such a quick time."

"There will be time for questions and answers later." Gandalf replied as he came up from his seat. "But for now rest a bit more and I shall return for you when the hour comes for you to eat and drink with him. But here before I go... I believe these belong to you." Gandalf reached into his robe and took out a small box and a glass that shone brightly in his hand. "You will be glad to have these safe again." Gandalf said placing the glass into Frodo's hand and the box into Sam's. "They are your gifts from the Lady Galadriel. They were found on Sam when you were rescued." Gandalf then took leave of Sam and Frodo as they watched him vanish through the trees.

"I can not seem to find any more words to say." Sam said quietly to himself as he turned to Frodo. His eyes then fell to Frodo's hand focusing on the empty space that was before him where a finger once lay. For a moment all was silent and then Sam felt Frodo's hand come under his chin as he lifted his head up so their eyes met.

"No more dwelling on the past." Frodo replied. "We have both awoken to a new beginning Samwise." Sam smiled brightly as his eyes grew wet, blurred with the coming of tears.

"Sam…" Frodo softly whispered.

"Yes Mr. Frodo."

"Thank you." Frodo said placing his hand on Sam's arm. "Without you I would have never made it to the end. Just those words enough can not suffice my gratitude for you my friend." Again silence fell upon the air as Sam looked down to his hands his face blushing red.

"Frodo." Sam replied quietly.

"Yes Sam."

"Thank you Mr. Frodo." Sam said smiling. "Thank you for letting me stay by your side. Without you I would not have become so strong." Frodo smiled, for no more words needed to be said. He and Sam were both alive and in days to come they would finally be heading for home. With all that had come to unfold before them neither one could wish for any other gift than this to have restored.





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