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Belethil  by Woman of the Dunedain

"Hey Mom!" Estel said in excitement. The boy raced into the banquet hall, brandishing something in his hands that glittered in the fading sunlight. The guests at Rivendell looked surprised, but her residents only smiled at the exuberant child's usual enthusiasm.

He plopped his little bottom onto one of the tall chairs, completely oblivious to the volume of his piping voice as he demanded his mother's attention. Obediently Gilraen set aside her fork and folded her hands, smiling at her only son.

"Elladan taught me this before he left," Estel said with an air of great importance, obviously proud. He held up a pair of joined bronze circlets. They were thin and smooth, with years of finger marks rubbed into the metal. The way he fingered them suggested that they were more precious than mithril to him.

Elrond looked up with a scowl as if Estel's bubbly presence disrupted his meal. He missed the presence of Elladan and Elrohir; they had left more than an hour ago to ride with the Rangers against the Orcs.

Unaware, the boy clumsily separated the rings, flushing when his audience applauded and squirming when his mother pecked a kiss on his cheek.

"Elrond, do you want to see? Look!" Eager to please, the seven-year-old stood up, unaware of his hero's aggravation. Estel dragged the circlets along the stone tabletop, a beaming gap-toothed smile on his face. With a careless swing, the bronze rings collided with Elrond's silver-lipped horn goblet and sent dark wine rushing onto his rich robes.

Horrified, Estel's dark brown eyes widened, staring at the sticky stain blooming on the soft green cloth. A few Elves came to their feet, thinking Elrond was injured.

"Dú er," snapped Peredhil, wiping ineffectually at his ruined apparel. Tears flooded Estel's eyes and his bottom lip trembled.

"Gil-heru?" he quavered, using the affectionate title that he had adopted for Elrond.

"Kel!" the Elf barked, and Estel fled, crushed by Elrond's disappointment in him.

There was a heavy silence in the hall. Elrond waved away the Elf that tried to assist him as dozens of startled eyes stared at their lord for some sign or explanation.

Gilraen struggled to understand the spoken Elvish, but she had no trouble capturing the gist of what had occurred. Her green eyes flashed with a rare sign of life.

"You fool!" she hissed quietly, throwing down her embroidered napkin as she rose to her feet. Though the Dúnadan was at least a head shorter than the tall lord, he lowered his eyes in shame. "I don't understand what's going on with you, Lord Elrond, but I do know that you will not take it out on my child. Do you understand?"

She poked a finger in his chest.

He made no excuses, nor indeed did he say anything at all. Silently he swept from the hall, still radiating a sense of power despite his humiliation.


"He looks so lost," Galadriel murmured sympathetically, for her husband's ears only, but the wind caught her words and carried it to the ears of the one she spoke of. Elrond did not show any sign of having heard; his dark eyes continued to stare out at the crashing waves of the sea.

Celeborn knew how hard this was for his wife, to be so close to the water that called to her, sending her only child across to peace while she had to stay behind in Middle-earth. He put a comforting arm around her shoulders, and she leaned into him, grateful for his solid presence. Their relationship was a strange one, but there was no denying the love between them.

Elladan and Elrohir bore forward the litter that had been fashioned for Celebrían, silent silver tears coursing down their cheeks, guilt written plainly on their wise faces. The twins blamed themselves for Celebrían's capture, though their family had tried to reassure them they were not responsible. Elrond stepped forward, his face betraying no emotion. However, his hands were infinitely gentle as he lifted her into his arms, tenderly cradling the woman he loved close. She sighed wordlessly, burrowing her face against his chest.

Galadriel took pity on her grandsons, and took both of their hands in a rare gesture of comfort. Arwen appeared silently, cuddling up against Celeborn's side.

"Let me go with you," whispered Elrond hoarsely, breathing in Celebrían's scent of elanor and jasmine. Círdan waited patiently to take his friend's wife to the ship.

"You cannot leave yet," she breathed, and coughed. He sent his magic into her, easing the fit. "I am sorry, my love, that I cannot stay with you."

"It is my fault. Why can I not heal you?" the lord muttered, self-disgust taking hold of him again. Gently his love raised a hand and touched his face.

"I cannot find rest here. Middle-earth is no longer my home." She soothed, and he shuddered. It was true. As much as he wanted to keep her with him, they were not meant to be together now.

"We will be together again. I will cross the sea, someday, and stand by your side again." He vowed. Celebrían laughed breathlessly.

"So you will, husband. So you will."

As the procession watched Círdan's ship fade out of sight, Elrond became aware of his children's pain. The twins were speaking amongst themselves, and he recognized the words of a binding Oath. He closed his eyes as they vowed revenge against the evil creatures that had tormented their mother. Arwen was lying on her back in the sand, staring vaguely at the clouds that drifted across the sky.

"Time is a strange thing, my son," Celeborn said gravely, resting a hand on Elrond's shoulder. The wind tossed his silver hair. "It's impossible to see what it holds in store, even for ones so old as us. But perhaps you can find comfort in it. Time will heal your scars, and Celebrían's. Time will even reunite you, if you are patient."

Peredhil drew a breath. "Then I shall just have to be patient."


Dú er- dim one

Gil-heru- star lord

Kel- go (away)





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